My Unofficial Song
Current mood: cold

"LEARN TO BE LONELY"

Child of the wilderness
Born into emptiness
Learn to be lonely
Learn to find your way in darkness
Who will be there for you
Comfort and care for you
Learn to be lonely
Learn to be your one companion
Ever dreamed out in the world
There are arms to hold you?
You've always known
Your heart was on its own
So laugh in your loneliness
Child of the wilderness
Learn to be lonely
Learn how to love life that is lived alone
Learn to be lonely
life can be lived
life can be loved
Alone.

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Soundtrack of my life...or lack thereof.
Current mood: contemplative

Heaven Isn’t Too Far Away – Warrant
Sister Christian – Night Ranger
Home Sweet Home – Motley Crue
To Be With You – Mr. Big
Right Here Waiting – Richard Marx
High Enough – Damn Yankees
Angel – Aerosmith
November Rain – Guns N’ Roses
Breathe No More – Evanescence
Rough Boy – ZZ Top
I Remember You – Skid Row
Love Bytes – Def Leppard
Have You Ever Needed Someone So Bad – Def Leppard
When Love and Hate Collide - Def Leppard
Patience – Guns N’ Roses
Don't Cry - Guns N' Roses
Thank You For Lovin' Me - Bon Jovi
I'll Be There For You - Bon Jovi
Blaze of Glory - Bon Jovi
Misunderstood - Bon Jovi
Faithfully - Journey
Lovin', Touchin', Squeezin' - Journey
Separate Ways - Journey
Deuces Are Wild - Aerosmith
I Stand Alone - Godsmack

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Pieces Of My Original Work
Current mood: devious

The Westin Chronicles

In high school, Nick Westin was already the best at what he did...until the tables turned. The spirits that he and his team had hunted and released, came looking for him. After a narrow escape, he swore that he would leave it all behind. He made a promise never to open or reopen another case.
Time has passed...
Things have changed...then a woman seeks him out. Nora Collins has hired Nick to finish the last case he ever worked on. Now, one by one, his team has reassembled, including the one person Nick would have eliminated on the spot, were it not for her stubborn ways and fiery temper. Some decisions are more costly than others, however.
Everything is working out fine...until they become the hunted.


The Westin Chronicles : The Midnight Queen of New Orleans

1724
She was a beautiful young girl, that's all they knew. Her past, as well as her identity remained a secret...the best kept secret among the most elite men of New Orleans society. She was only ever seen wearing an elegant mask with long feathers caressing the side of her soft, delicate cheek.
Those who followed here were never found, or they were found dead. What's more, there was a mysterious connection with the family of a wealthy owner of a plantation and a master of slaves. Rumors spoke of another, deadlier connection with the self-procclaimed queen of voodoo.

Present Day
It's been two years since the events of Lawson High School, and passing of Nick's closest friend at the hands of a murderous entity. Still distraught over the loss, Nick Westin refuses to take on any more investigations. That is until Nick's older sister, Hannah, discovers a plea for help which will take them deep into the dark, infamous swamps of Louisiana. Nick's lifetime dreams are about to come true, but for a price.


Saving the Life of Allyson Pryde

Cody has known and loved Allyson since the third grade. Too timid to even speak to her, he keeps his distance for years at a time...until recently.
Allyson is getting married to the wrong guy. Now it's up to Jason and Sarah (Cody's closest friends) to stop the wedding at all costs. And they're not alone. The entire community has become invlolved in the outrageous plot, except for one person: Cody.
When Cody and Jason discover the fiancee's deepest, darkest, most disturbing sexual secret, Cody is forced to confront Allyson--and the results are not good.
She feels violated and makes it perfectly clear that she wants nothing to do with Cody, or anyone else in the small town, for that matter.
3 Years later...
Allyson returns. She still questions why anyone would bother to save her from a marriage from hell. Deep down inside, she is determined to find some answers. Meanwhile, Cody is in for another ride of his life.

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Rantings, ravings phantoms n' shit.
Current mood: melancholy

Just bought "The Phantom of the Opera." If you laugh, I'll kill you. That is an amazing story. Most of you wouldn't understand it unless you've lived it. Have you ever had to hide in the shadows from people who shamelessly condemned you time and time again? Have you ever realized that you have an amazing gift that you intended to use for the good of others? Have you ever felt the torment of loathing, loneliness, fear and damnation? Have you ever been forced to wear your own mask to conceal the ugliness within?

Have you ever loved someone so much and been forced to let them go because of certain aspects of your life which you never asked for, or because of some other pretty face that came into the picture? Have you ever felt the need to wage war on BOTH of them?

I have. And I did.

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Don't this suck ass?
Current mood: determined

Ok, get this. There are a few people in this world that don't quite fit in with any crowd. I was one of them. It's so rare that you actually find someone out there who is just like you. Well, I have. But this is not what it seems.
This is my good friend. She's a young girl about 15 years old, if that. She is very pretty and has this tomboy-ish attitude. In this short period of time, she has been made to feel like an outcast. She used to feel lonely and out of place, just as I once did. She was led to believe she was nothing but an annoyance, and an odd one at that; just like me. That is until we found each other and started talking. I let her know that she wasn't as alone as she thought. I've been down that same road. Since then, we have developed a strong friendship.
Did you ever see Lost in Translation? Or better yet, X-Men? You know the friendly relationship between Wolverine and Rogue? It's exactly like that. THERE IS NOTHING BETWEEN US.
But herein lies the problem. Society has no longer deemed it safe to hold such a friendly bond between two individuals of the opposite sex, primarily with such an age difference as ours. Instantly, there are suspicions about what is "really" going on. Could we possibly be doing something behind closed doors? WAKE UP, PEOPLE!!! WHAT THE HELL???
This is an unspeakable outrage! Although no one outside of my immediate family has officially said anything, I can feel the tension rising. I feel their urge to take something that is pure and turn it into something perverse! I am not a pedophile. I have no intentions with this young girl, other than to lead her down the right path. She needs someone to show her that she doesn't have to face this cruel, horrible world on her own. It's important for her to know that she has friends out there who actually do care for her well-being.
Do I have any love for this child? Yes, as the little sister or the daughter I may never have! I would give my life for her. And I will not let this be hindered by something so ugly as unnecessary suspicion and baseless accusations! This is so sad. It's not right! IT'S NOT FAIR!!!
With any luck and if God above is willing, the storm will completely pass us by and we shall remain friends and only friends. Perhaps one day she will have no more need of me. But until then, I will remain at her side.

This is for you, Mitzy.

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Star Wars Fans Unite!
Current mood: contemplative

Ok, so I'm big on Star Wars, but I AIN'T NO FANBOY, OK??? Just psyched about Revenge of the Sith and Celebration III in Indiana, which I'll be attending. It means I'll be cashing in on more autographs and exclusive crap which will inevitably sell on Ebay for ridiculously high prices. Does that mean I'll be selling my shit? HELL NO! It's all mine!


DAMN YOU ALL! ~Stewie Griffin

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