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Category: Life

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my life

I love it even during reconstruction

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what is my name doing here... fiction.....

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Reincarnation Love Stories with a Time Travel Twist

The History Patrol

In 2070, the Blue Plague decimated much of humankind. If it hadn't been for the Great Intervention of 2072, mankind might have perished. But because of God's Intervention, humans developed telepathic powers, allowing them to begin an era of true peace (after all, it's hard to wage war when you know exactly what the other guy is thinking and planning).

In 2145 God's Portal was designed and implemented, allowing travel through time to any point in human history. At first only scientists used the Portal, but gradually others were allowed to travel. Any Travelers were researched thoroughly, to make sure they didn't alter the timeline. Of course, by this time the legal faction had to jump on the bandwagon, pointing out that since history had already occurred, obviously timelines hadn't been altered (debates are still festering to this day about this point). Tourists were implanted with Recall devices, which would bring them back to the present.

Yes, you guessed it -- one of the first illegal tools to come on the market was a way to circumvent the Recall.

:: sigh ::

Humans.

In 2163, travel through the Portal was banned because of so many recalcitrant Tourists who decided to 'stay behind'. In 2165 the History Patrol was formed. The Guides with the Patrol go back in time and check those wayward Tourists who did not Recall. Are they happy where they are? Do they want to stay? Or are they ready to return to the 22nd century and all of its modern conveniences?

Each Guide is accompanied by a telepathic Companion, a shapeshifter who guards and aids them. Only Companions know the whole truth about the Patrol -- that the Companion and Guide are reincarnations of two lovers, one of whom betrayed the other. Companions cannot be seen in human form until they can forgive the one who betrayed them in a former life or until they are freely forgiven by the one they betrayed. 

The Guides are unaware that they have a previous-life connection to their Companion. As far as they know, their assignment is straightforward: find the Tourists, bring 'em home. Their Companion is there to help, give advice, and monitor until that moment of revelation when penance has been served and forgiveness must be given -- or withheld.

In a way, it's God's way of giving people a do-over. Sometimes the do-over is positive, and sometimes ... well, don't let it be said that God doesn't have a sense of humor.

The History Patrol Series chronicles those Guides and their Companions who travel back through time to rescue tourists -- and to find their own redemption in the process.

Forgiveness

  releasing on September 20, 2007 from Cerridwen Press

What would you do if you caused the death of the woman you loved?

 In 1876, James Benteen caused the death of Penelope Albright. Choosing to serve penance, James is reincarnated in 2168 as Jim, a shapeshifting Companion to Penelope, a Guide with the History Patrol. Penelope doesn't know about her past connection to Jim. He's simply a soul she's learned to love through dozens of trips through time.

 They're sent to 1876 America to observe history and assist in the capture of Franz Mueller, a 22nd-century murderer who escaped through God's Portal. It's here that Penelope meets James Benteen, a cowboy with a dark past. If history repeats itself, Penelope and James will fall in love before James betrays her, causing her death. But this time Jim is there. If he can save Penelope, he can attain forgiveness and his penance will be served.

 Jim will have to battle his former self, the Jesse James gang and God to accomplish his purpose. But in the end, it's Penelope who must intervene with a higher authority to find happiness with the man she's come to love across time…

Endurance

Nicolai Haidess is trapped in a reincarnation gone wrong.

He was a Guide with the History Patrol, sent back in time from 2190, ending up in 21st century America. He's been reunited with the one love of his life, Lucinda Delacroix, who's been reincarnated in 2007 America. The problem is he doesn't recognize her as his lost love and she doesn't recognize him.

To Lucinda, Nico is just a handsome stranger -- a man who seems oddly familiar. And to Nico, a paid assassin, Lucinda is just another assignment, a suspected traitor. He has to kill her on Easter morning and make it look like an accident. It's a pity he finds her so appealing, but there are rules in his business and he has to follow them.

Luckily one other creature can help. Cerberus is a stray dog on special assignment with the History Patrol, sent back in time to get these two lovers together. It's complicated, but Cerberus has a vested interest in the fate of Nico Haidess and he'll do what it takes to get the job done -- even if it means defying God to accomplish his purpose.

Betrayal

Evie Gordon is a woman with a mission. Evie's a Guide with the History Patrol. She and her shapeshifting Companion, Mike, have been together for almost five years, Traveling through time to rescue wayward Tourists who used God's Portal as a vacation device.

Now they're in 1919 America and Evie couldn't be happier. She'll finally have a chance to meet  Carrie Chapman Catt, a leader in the Women's Suffragette Movement. But Evie and Mike have a real assignment for the Patrol, of course -- they're to track down a radical group seeking to isolate the Spanish flu virus and bring it back to the future.

For Mike, this is a poignant journey into his past. This is where Evie betrayed him, centuries ago. And this is where she'll realize what happened and he'll have to make a decision -- will he forgive her? Or will he carry the bitterness of her betrayal with him into the future? Does he still love her and will she love him? Do they have a future together?

As the ravages of the great influenza epidemic sweep the nation, Evie has to face her past and come to grips with her future -- if the terrorists don't find her first.

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Temptation edited
Current mood: rushed

Monday, July 19, 2004

Temptation Dangerous Adventurous thrill seeking and mischievous I'm cracked strapped I'm Tapped like a rat in a cage, I'm trapped One look at him and I'll laugh Stroke him I'm broken but still I'm looking smoking living life everyday, temptation Lucid I'm Wicked some mutha fucker told me bitch, your a wizard Every time I turn around I feel strip-ed Walk off Drop out you better watch out I see my future mainly chaos and doubt Questions No answers Death consuming me it's called cancer My unfinished Rap song :) xo

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I have safely escaped Spain!!! Living in London.....

Living in London for a bit now.... back to LA soon for a stint, then doing a world tour... miss all of my friends..... xoxoxoxoxo

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sexy beast
Current mood: blah

tyranny feeds a sick attractrion
fiery events insighted
anything for attention

but like mick said, I can't get no satsifaction....

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he loves me
Current mood: nostalgic

my beau and I are currently staying at a 5 star resort on the Mediterranian in the south of Spain...... I have a fucking sun tan...looking good. Put some weight on... I got down under 110lbs... met his Mum in England... sooo cute! we are travelling to Greece soon, then we are moving to NYC. Miss all my friends in LA. LOVE YOU GUYS!

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I think I am going to VOMIT
Current mood: crushed

I am not well today :(
I have not been well for the last year.
I never thought it would last this long.
I can't wait to get the hell out of this fucking town.
Reminders are everywhere.

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Temptation

Dangerous
Adventurous
Turn your head and you're engaged with this
I'm strapped
Tapped
One look at him and I'll laugh
Stroke him
I'm broken
Can I get away from temptation?
Lucid
Wicked
Every time I turn around I feel strip-ed
Walk off
Drop out
I see my future and it's full of doubt
Questions
No answers
Death consuming me it's called cancer

My unfinished Rap song :)
xo

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HEY EWE! WITH THE WHITE BELT!

Yeah, ewe. You know who ewe are. I saw ewe last
night over at Spaceland or the Silverlake Lounge or
the Derby or the Short Stop. Or maybe even it was
someplace in Hollywood -- lately you've been expanding
your empire in that direction, too. And maybe ewe
weren't wearing a white belt, maybe it was just
bellbottoms or a black T-shirt, possibly even with
glitter on it, but, definitely, your hair was dyed
black and cut in an ironic-type shag and in general we
can all tell just by looking at ewe you're a seventies
rock kind of person, the type that really would've dug
the Stooges or the Ramones back when there's no
way ewe would've EVER dug them since that was a real
small scene, even smaller than this facsimile of that
scene all these years later. I mean, nowadays,
nobody's going to kick your ass for being into that
shit the way they used to! And since there ARE a lot
of other people into the same thing, real kewl people
like ewe, we all know you're not a geek,
either. You're, like, the happening thing, man.
You're not into the Strokes -- God forbid, there's no
way you're into the Strokes -- they're way WAY too
popular for the likes of ewe! But ewe probably dig
Acid Mothers Temple, right? They're, like, Japanese
and stuff. And Bangs -- I mean who's heard of Bangs
except for ewe? They're from Olympia, man! Hey, pop
quiz: who started the scene in Olympia? Damn,
that's right! Calvin Johnson! There's no way
anybody's going to put one over on ewe! Ewe you
really know your underground music!


So, anyway, I saw ewe you last night. It's real funny
because a few years ago I never saw ewe you anywhere
and now you're everywhere I go, just like that song by
Madonna. Oh, shit, did I say that? I guess I'm not
kewl like ewe are! That must be why ewe always snub
me. Which is kind of one of the things I want to
talk to ewe about. Like, I don't get why you're
always so snotty! Maybe it's shyness in disguise.
Maybe you've got painful memories of nobody liking ewe
in high school. But, see, that's why I think maybe
ewe should be nicer than the people who were mean to
ewe -- because EWE should know how it FEELS to be get
snubbed. But it looks like you've forgotten all
about that now that you're surrounded by lots of other
people wearing white belts, too. Ewe guys have turned
into regular little fascists! Yeah, I guess that must
hurt. But I'm, like, trying real hard to be your
friend so I've got to be honest and stuff. And not
only are you real snotty but, to be kind of honest,
the few times ewe HAVE talked to me, I kind of got the
idea you're just a little bit stupid. Maybe that's
why you're also so snotty -- ewe don't want anyone to
figure out how dumb ewe really are! But couldn't ewe
talk about something without it sounding like: "So,
like, Scott comes over and he's, like, real drunk, and
we're all, like, 'Whoa, Scott, why are you, like, SO
drunk?' and Scott's like, "Dude, you're, like, SO
nosey!'" Of course, ewe were never friendly enough
to share Scott's alcoholism with me -- I don't even
know the guy! -- but when I overhear ewe talking to
your "friends" -- and I'm using quotation marks
because I suspect ewe don't really have any! -- that's
kind of the way ewe sound. And, yeah, I know I sound
the same way but that's because I'm trying to get on
your level. I mean what exactly did ewe do in
college for four years? Didn't ewe ever read those
books your professors assigned ewe? Ewe didn't?
Oh, okay. That's one mystery cleared up!
But there's still a few others. For instance, where
did ewe come from? I mean where were ewe five years
ago -- were ewe wearing completely different clothes
back then or what? And why are ewe trying so hard to
look and act like ewe live in New York when that's
three thousand miles away? I mean you're not fooling
anybody, ewe know. And what's going to happen after
you've succeeded in driving up all the rents in LA,
too? And what will become of ewe after it becomes
unfashionable to wear white belts and dye your hair
black? Will I still see ewe around then, too? So
what should I look for?
But I can see you're not going to answer. You're back
to acting all snotty again. Was I too forward or
what? Well, anyway, thanks for talking just a little
bit. Ewe can get back to the Moving Units show now.
Pop quiz: which two bands do Moving Units most
imitate? Oh, shit, ewe failed this time. But
that's okay. I won't say a word and I know ewe won't
say one, either. Stay kewl, hear?

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