Hi...
Current mood: blah

Hey, what's up everyone? As you can tell it's been a very long time since I posted and for all of you that care, lol i'm doing... well... i've been better. *Sigh* For those of you that don't know, I broke up with Knoka and It's been going down hill for a while. I have lots of good friends to help me through it though. I also have someone else, and If I didn't have her I wouldn't be a very happy person. I don't feel all that great... I shoudn't eat so many burritos... So yea, that's the latest and greatest... Nothing much is happening now... I'm not always happy like I used to be, and my ex is still trying to solve problems and protect me even though I don't want it. She's partially the reason why me and knoka broke up.

Anyway, new topic.... Um... I hate the SAT's! They really really suck... I dislike them very much... To much work and far to many pages in that manual I got.... *Sigh*  The things the administation puts kids through... Oh well...

Umm... so yea... I'm gonig to dissapear again from the computer so bai bia....

6:22 PM - 3 Comments - 3 Kudos - Add Comment

YAY!!! I have a new addiction
Current mood: excited

Hey, this is fun. I just started playing Gaiaonline and it is so much fun!!! ((Well, actually i've been active for a month but only been playing for a couple of days)) It's so awsome!! I've made good progress to! ((Or so I think...)) Anyway, it's lots of fun and I can't get enough of it! Lol, yea, that's my latest update. I don't feel sad, upset or anything when i'm on gaia. It's actually a good release. lol, anyway, i'll talk to you later kay? Bye bye.

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... ... Relax!!!
Current mood: okay

Hello everyone, how is yall? Been a while since I posted, so I thought i would. Well, I'm at my dads house and I'm on a labtop (hopefully soon very soon I will have my own) and i'm playing Guilty Gear X2 which no one seems to know what the hell i'm talking about and none of them have heard of it! It sucks being alone on certain topics... lol.  Anyway, if anyone has seen me lately, they can tell I seem rather happy. But truth is, I am far from it. I have it good, don't get me wrong... I got a gf who loves me, friends that make me laughs and happy, but I still feel empty... It's so hard to be thi far away from my gf... but what can you do. She says it's her fault that she didn't move out here when she got the chance, but i think it's beter for her really. Palmdale is not the best place to live in... in fact i really don't like it much out there anway. The reason i don't move, or ask my parents to move, is because I've been moving for my entire life, almost every year, and I haven't had a friend for more than three years... and in my eyes that's pretty fucking pathetic if you ask me. I mean they say that they will keep in touch and still be friends when i visited, but that never really works out. I have good friends now and I would hate to lose them, so they better give me their freakin numbers or they will have hell to pay... lol. Anyway, enough of my pissing and moaning... but still, it wold be nice if i could have knoka here with me... then maybe I wouldn't be so lonely. Heh, extremely long post... again... how fun...

Lets see, what else is new in my life. Well, nothing much... besides extreme lonliness and slight boredom, other than that, my life is rather boring and well... "normal". Hmm, i'm not really being very energetic now am I? Well what do you expect. I have nothing to prove, nothing to show off, and nothing to be impressed by. I have absolutely nothing to show, and to all of those people that say that i'm hot or good looking, hit me all you want but i still don't think it's true. Well, to all of you who have read this and wasted your time I am sorry, but it's not my falt that you read it. Talk to you all later, to whome ever this concerns, i'll be seeing you. bye.

Yours Truly, (well mostly)

Seta The Empty Shadow.

10:34 PM - 2 Comments - 2 Kudos - Add Comment

Welcome to hell, can I take your order?
Current mood: irritated

Hello everyone, how are you all? I'm pretty myself, thanks for asking. Well, for starters, my ex ex gf is driving me nuts and i'm getting a little tired of it, no offense to whoever reads this. Second, i'm severely lonely because my gf is 1200 miles away, or so says her ex Dan or whatever his name is. I'm going insane, and I really hate it. But atleast i've had time to draw stuff and as you can see by my latest update with my pic, I think i'm improving... or so i'm lead to believe. I'm going crazy, and my mom is yelling again... yay... great... I so love my life right now.... I want to put a pic on the comp, but i'm afraid that i'll get smacked around by several of my friends. What's wrong with me.... that's a ritorichal question or however you spell that word.... you know, when you ask a question and don't expect it to be answered... anyway... I'm extremely upset and depressed ad I don't want to bother my friends with it so I usually don't complain about it to my friends, although it would be nice to talk to someone.
Yea, anyway... i'm having a really crappy time, but i did have something interesting happen to me though. My friend likes how I play guitar, so I might be able to play guitar while she sings... or something to that effect. Well, that's the only highlight of my life right now besides that i'm super depressed... but what can you do. Take it with a grain of salt, choke it down and move on... or so my dad tells me. Yea, I like his advice, because it usually makes me laugh unless i'm to depressed to care. So yea... I think that this is the longest post i've ever done. wow, this was fun. I feel a little bit better and i'm glad I got to post my artwork. I'm going to get a Diviant art acount eventually... I just don't know when. But when I do i'll put up a link so that you can all se my work and stuff. Anyway, i guess i'm done now, so i'll ttyl folks. See`ya.
Signed,

9:58 PM - 2 Comments - 2 Kudos - Add Comment

HI EVERYBODY!!!
Current mood: hungry

Hey everyone, been a while since I posted one of these. Anyway I've been okay actually, nothing to bad or exciting happening to me, but I wish something cool would happen. It's so boring out here. Anyway... I'm happy as you can see, I got a picture of myself onto the computer. That is me and the picture was taken by a friend of mine. Anyway... I got my camera working, so naughty film industry here I come! Lol Jk people Jk.
So to all of you that know, i'm bored. I want summer to be here so I wont be so bored. I'm going to play DDR with all my friends that can, become a mall whore, spend time with the 7, my gf, and many other's who's names i've forgotten and or whose numbers I have not gotten to collect yet. You all know who you are... lol. Anyway, I'm bored and I need someone to help me, so if you have a spare moment, please call 1-661-HELPME1! lol (Note, this is not a real number) Wow, i'm really bored. Anyway, i'm so bored that this post seems pointless. I'm going to stare at a wall now, by peeples. ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... .... ... .. ... .. . ... . . .. .. . .. . . . .. ... .. .. . ... .. .. .. ... .. . . . .. . heh.... . .. . . .wall.. .. . . . . stare.... . . .. .. .. .. ... . . .. . . .... . .. . . . . .. .  .

7:31 PM - 1 Comments - 2 Kudos - Add Comment

Blarg....
Current mood: pissed off

Wah!!! I'm stupid... I wanna go away and live with my Knoka baby, but I can't... it sucks major assage... I want to go play DDR with her all day long... And other things... lol. I'm going to sit here and stare at the wall for a bit... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... Gah!!! I don't want to be here anymore... My ex is driving me nuts, and I don't know waht to do anymore... I could ignore her, but that would lead to mre problems, and I don't really need them... Fuck... i'll talk to you later...

Signed, not that anybody cares,

    Seta the forgotten Shadow.

10:51 PM - 1 Comments - 2 Kudos - Add Comment

Ugh....
Current mood: sore

I feel sick... and I pressed the little red button.. and i'm dead... like super ded by a text that likes the little ~ symbol. Oh my stomach.. that's what I get for eating so much food.... And a thin mint... lol... Anywho.... I'm listening to Ipod and it's fun... I have music, and it's cool... I have everything from Atreyu, to coldplay and Interpol. I even have HIM... lol... I have a lovely bunch of coconuts (le del de dee) there they are standing in a row (Bum bum bum bum) big ones small ones, some as big as your head... Um... Yea, I think i'm done now... ttfn, Ta ta for now....

3:44 PM - 2 Comments - 0 Kudos - Add Comment

AHHHH!!!!!!!!
Current mood: Angry/Upset

Life sucks, and I hate it as much as any emo kid does. So, I just found out that my ex gf told a lie about something very very important. She told me that she had slept with another after breaking up with me and that pissed me off. But, it was all a lie, or so I am lead to believe. And when I figured this out, well, it didn't make me feel any better. The only true thing it did give me was relief, but that's all... I don't know what to think of her or if I can even trust her.

So yea... that's how my life has been for the past few days. I wonder if I should even write in my blogs anymore... I don't want to get harassed by certain people about what I write is wrong, or something like that... Oh well, nothing you can do about it...Heh... this color reminds me of old rusted blood... Anywho... I don't know what else to write so i'm done for now. Ttyn, Ta ta for now...

Signed, The Depressed Wolf

P.S. If Niita reads this, I don't wanna hear it, so fuck off...

11:44 PM - 2 Comments - 0 Kudos - Add Comment

Hmm.... Interesting....
Current mood: worried

Heh.... The most interesting thing happened to me on Friday and I either chose not to remember, or I forgot. Well, anyway... It was friday morning and I was with my friends at our usual table. A person, who's name I cannot remember for the life of me, asked me out. And the strangest part of all was that he was a guy... I have never dated a man in my life and it was a little scary. I am already taken by Knoka, and I told his this, but I don't t hink he got the hint. I then recieved a call then next day from a person named "George", or that's atleast what he called himself. I have a feeling that was the persons name and I am a little scared now because I believe I have a stalker.

Well, anyway.... I'm going to Disneyland tomorrow morning and i'm pretty excited. I now get to see the decorations for the 50th year thingy and I think it's cool. I haven't been their for a while, so it's kind of exciting to see all of the new stuff. I wish Knoka could go with me... that would be most fun... but... what can you do...

Grr.... i've been as depressed as ever now, my video games have turned against me. I can't win anymore!!! They always kill me, or cheat, or a many number of other things that I can't think of at this exact moment, but whatever it was... they did that too. Jeez, it's like the whole world has something against me.... and there I go again sounding like a damn emo kid... Oh well, anyway.... I'm done complaining... see you later peoples, and a special shout out to Knoka, the best thing to happen to me in a very long time. Goodnight, sweet dreams and terrible nightmares to my best friends and enemies. Bye...

11:02 PM - 3 Comments - 0 Kudos - Add Comment

Meh.... This sucks.....
Current mood: confused

I oficially hate my life right now. I'm going to jump out my window again... Gah!!!! ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... It didn't work........... Fuck... My life sucks.. and I sound like a fucking emo kid now.... Damn it... I hate my life and the only thing that makes me happy lives miles andmiles away! And now I have to worry about her too.... She say's that she had a crush on someone and she's worried about me and all the shit that's been happening over here..... I mean... Damn it.. I try to make her happy and now i'm worried if she even want's to be with me anymore... Fuck.... this sucks sooooooo much.... I want to be with her and now i'm scared that i'll never get the chance.... anyway... i'm done complaining... I guess..... Oh, and that picture of mine is backwards....

2:26 AM - 2 Comments - 2 Kudos - Add Comment