meh

looking for new job
playing oblivion
beat crysis... wtf by the way, Im still pissed about the halo 2 ending the pulled >.<

did I mention Im looking for a new job?

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I have a new phone

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!
Current mood: anxious

I thought I should update the old blog... seeing how i used to only put something up when something bad happened and I wanted attention.. but things are a lot better now. Im working a full time job at Nicole's Bistro. (a fine dinning joint about 2 miles from the apartment and I walk there every day lol)

lets see whats new...
out side of the new job I'm playing kh2 again. Alison has got me into the crazy asian ball joint doll's.
Things are still good with Alison.
coffee is cold
listening to music waiting to go to work right now, I cant wait till I get paid.. I will be able to finish Christmas shopping, and I can get computer parts!



what is this podcast enclosure thing? someone tell my dumb ass before I have to figure it out myself.. lol I am intreegged though.

Currently reading : Kitchen Confidential Updated Ed: Adventures in the Culinary Underbelly (P.S.) By Anthony Bourdain Release date: 09 January, 2007

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shitty
Category: Life

Why is it that eveytime befor i move everything that can go wrong dose just that.

heres whats going on right now
         - I'm -$179
         - I have a fine to pay.
         - I only have 3 paychecks comeing befor im out of work
         - I cant go to the nekropolis tonight (not that bad but WTF!?!)
         - My friend walbig is FUCKED!
         - Still have to do the whole moving thing which is a pain in the ass in its own right.

yea i hope no one comments on this so ill know ppl just dont like me insted of only careing when shit is bad, cus my last blog was full of greatness and no one cared to be like hells yea ben things are realy looking up. wtf.. i dont want to work today i reaaaly think im going to flip out today i can feel it, but w/e

to anyone who reads have a beter day then me.. shouldent be hard ><

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its time for a new blog
Current mood: chipper

hello,

    Well things are going nicely at the moment I'm really starting to finally gotten over some things that used to hold me back and i feel like i can really start my life now. i plan on moving to Syracuse as soon as i get my car on the road
that involves
    -getting 5 hour re-printed
    -taking road test (and passing)
    -getting car registered and insured
    -quiting my job (can wait for that xD)
    -moving in at the studio
    -rule the world with my techno :D
alright well i have ichi the killer downloading and a sandwich with my name on it have a good night.

       -the Ben

Currently listening : Prick By Prick Release date: 07 February, 1995

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meh
Current mood: cold

well things are going alright now i supose and im actualy feeling better now, i waas realy sick yesterday.
its realy white out right now it was blinding when i woke up lol

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what a crappy day.
Current mood: depressed
Category: Life

well today was realy shitty, and yet kind of good..

it started out wakeing up going to my road test i thought everything was going to be alright cus i look on the brighter side of stuff better when the day starts, anyway. Well i faild cus i couldent parralel park >.>

but i got over failing when i got home cus i got to talk to pouchi and i called josh  n stuff and everything was good... i went to work it was nive day of work, and then i get out of work and i knew! i told myself i dont want to go to trexx tonight for the industrial/goth night, but i did aanyways cus if i didint ppl would be pissy. i end up loosing my wallet hopefully ill find it tomm. and i also spilt sauce all over my jacket at denneys, i was board out of my mind cus trexx was dead as hell... i think im getting a cold life and everything iv been trying to do seems like its faling in around me... idk i got to get away again.

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...jkhnkj

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ssdd
Current mood: melancholy

nothing new on the alabamin front.. just same story over and over again.

the song everyday is exaclty the same by nine inch nails fits my situation realy well.

well im going to sleep now, and wake up and go to work, then come home. -.-

Currently listening : With Teeth By Nine Inch Nails Release date: 03 May, 2005

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cave 9

so i went to a meleen and the lords of destruction or something like that

went to the show at cave 9 and there was a HUGE ASS muta fuckin line!
got it went back out to smoke me some soots almost didint get back in ><
meet up with teh ppl i came with n other ppl. (god im teh suck with names lol)
and a Ska band opens andd the first song was laim then me and a bunch of other ppl started a pit that was nice lol
after there 3erd song they stoped the music n was like sry everyone has to go, because the cave 9 building was over max capasady n there was like 200 ppl outside still. The fucking pigs n a paddy wagon showed up and were telling ppl to leave. i was one of the few ppl who got there money back on the way out cus they didint tell you were to get your money back you had to find em. then we went to waffel house n got a phone call and the concert was moved to some church in alabaster. so we drop our coffie pay and leave to alabaster with sarah driving in the heavy rain with 5 ppl in the car (it was scary)

then we got to the church and only some christion band and some other person was the only ppl playing.

so we stayed and i meet a dude who looks just like me lol
im getting sick of typeing so yea it was interesting lol

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