summer blue
Current mood: sad
Category: Writing and Poetry

summer blue  shades i can't surpass

people come and then it doesn't last

i blame me as i am wroth to do

i don't know why and it makes me blue

eat this change that the color of your  hair

stop with the image it is gone they still stare

i never feel i fit the puzzle incomplete

just being myself and yet not being me

so who do you say you are the image or the mask

do you blame others is that your time and task

do you make yourself open and show your timely way

does it even matter the words that i say

i am summer blue sitting here dressed in simple black

part of me is out there some is held back

so wound me with a kiss  but see me not as i am

for i am more than an image of a single man

reach out touch see me as i can be

a best friend for life if you will just let me

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a single emotion called love
Current mood: hopeful
Category: Life

walking in dark though it is light

something doesn't quite feel right.

i wait for the sound of a single word

guess that word must never be heard

what is love some poet may ask

i say simplify that task

pick only one second of a single kiss

describe the feeling so i won't miss

the tender embrace a bonding and more

sweeping emotion carry me to the door

the door of expectations that can never be met

till i find a soul mate and as of yet

no such person holds me today

scanning my surroundings i stop to say

if you hear my soul tied to yours

welcome are you to stop and adore

not my face nor my body nor even my  mind

just one beating heart given with time

so reach to me sweet tender loves joy

happy i am to not a toy.

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start of all new things
Current mood: nervous
Category: Friends

If i was going to pick any particular topic to speak on i guess my start would have to be  just being myself. I spent years as many have searching for a way to fit in only to discover  I am only wanted when i am me.  My name which i have used  "UNWANTED2ANGEL" has to of course have a purpose.

lets call it Love's Lost that would pretty much in two words say it all.

I am a good nature person and normally i get along with most people but  i also hide alot of how i feel and how i am because i dont feel always accepted  so i started this jouranl and of course this space to just meet people. Who knows if a friendship can burn into the night like a light from a soul

but i know this much I can always share and be a friend to anyone who wants to just be themselves and just be decent.  I am a person who is blunt enough to say i dont need to cyber and wont be sharing in that capacity so if your up to that just  find a new person to share it with I am not them.

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