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Current mood: rushed
Category: Writing and Poetry

Damn this....
Thinking thing again....

I gain (onwards)
You remain
"Backwards
inside of me" -NIN
Alongside
Suffocating
Anxiety
I'd die to see
A light or three
Especially
Infectious
Injection of pain
Sane I remain
Testing my strength
Again
I gain
Constantly
Conscious...
"Hey it's me, your brain
I think they're onto us..."
Just trust me
Written
-In-
-O-
-Cents-
Quietly...
Lent out
Used
It's sick
She likes it
Emotionally abused
Alone & confused
Emotional explosion
Intoxicated tirade
I laid
down
&
And you
too
Late...
Contemplate
or
Debate
A world worth living
Now wouldn't that be great

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Saltwater Kisses
Current mood: breezy
Category: Writing and Poetry

Saltwater Kisses

-U2 lyric

Kiss the cheek

&

Say goodbye

Taste my tears

Saltwater ocean

Pouring from my eyes

Warmth of your hand

Rested against my face

Your eyes

You say

"How was I blest with a daughter so neat?"

What a nice thing to say

How was I to compete?

"Don't be sad honey,

Dry that eye

Let me wipe away those tears"

"Hug me hard daddy"

I say with my warm embrace

"Never let go..."

"Well, I've got to go"

"I'll see you around"

"Think your mom wants you to go help in the yard"

"And look, your sister

She thinks it's a race"

"Get going now honey

And dry that face"

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Touch Me in the Morning
Current mood: sick
Category: Writing and Poetry

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 - Lyric by Diana Ross

You touch me in the morning

You touch me at night

I tremble with pleasure

Merely at the sight

Of you

How can this be?

Didn't want a serious relationship

Just wanted to be free

But you

Are so true

To life

Yourself

And me

Can't explain how much fun we have

Together

I feel so light and free

To be me

No judgment

No negativity

Wow

How

 Did I stumble across you?

…..

Your eyes

Wear no disguise

Brightens the room

I hope our relationship ends

No time real soon

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Insanity or Death
Current mood: sick
Category: Writing and Poetry

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Want to die?

I do

I'm tired of this world

Couldn't feel more blue

Know what it feels like?

Praying for a heart palpitation

One that will leave me clutching for the sky

Falling to the ground

I was running

But not fast enough

The anguish has caught me in a hand cuff

Constantly doing battle with myself

You suppose others suffer this much?

Insanity or death

Holding back as much as I can

Brink of the road

I have almost nothing left

To keep these emotions away

Defiled my brain with…

Rancid malleable memory decay

Need some help

Washing it away

Can't wait for tomorrow

Hopefully then

I won't feel as bad as I do today

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Mr or Miss Self-Destruct
Current mood: mellow
Category: Writing and Poetry

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Self-Destructive

Labeled…

Comes from a world that I have fucked

Up

Cradled…

Branded

Can't change group mentality

And

The group has disbanded

Handed

Down

I've landed

A name tag

A title

Historically speaking

Repetitive nature

Predictor of future

Behavior

Savior

Now

Just don't quit

Know how

Labels make me feel

I peel

It off

Blanket

Slater

Christian…

The actor?

…..

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Free Your Mind...And The Rest Will Follow
Current mood: talkative

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"Raindrops keep falling on my head"  (who sings this again?)

Reminding me of the life that I have lead

One malleable memory at a time

Learning from mistakes

Is no crime

But…

Sometimes you got to "learn to forget" –Jim Morrison

Forfeit

With no regret

Push off the past

A burden

A barrier

Making life a bit scarier

Soft

Terry….err

Cloth

Wiping clean the slate

No need to contemplate

Over and over again

Wasting time with nonsense

No one will win

"Free your mind…and the rest will follow"   -En vogue

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There’s life and then there’s life
Current mood: blessed
Category: Writing and Poetry

There's life and then there's life

It was the most wonderful breath I've ever taken.  Then I remembered that it always felt this amazing returning home.  Wow was I glad to be back.   I was so light and free again… a warm ball of light energy.  I looked for others.  Soon I realized that I could see whomever I wanted to.  A light spoke to me telepathically from the right corner of my mind and assured me that everything would be alright.  I already knew this intuitively.

          My path has been written since conception. 

"Time to make some modifications…"  I quickly forgot how difficult I made it for myself last time.  Again, overconfidence led me to make some bold decisions.   I created my plans…plans that would allow me to grow in love and knowledge.  That's what I wanted to do…actually that's what everyone here wants to do.  It was set.  I relaxed for a moment.  And then…

"Already time to go back?" I thought to myself, "didn't I just get here?"

And then one more task was placed before me.  I was to choose my parents. 

"Huh…  I don't ever remember getting to do this…"

"Does everyone get to do this?"  I thought to myself.   Then in an instant my question was forgotten.  A magnificent stage appeared before me.  Upon that stage were six images of other individuals.  They were paired in couples…gazing into each other's eyes.  Different energies of love radiated from each of the couples.  Ultimately I chose the couple that "glowed" the best.  In an instant I felt a sense of burden being placed upon my shoulders.  I didn't like it.  The light in the right corner of my mind assured me things would be just fine.  The other two couples sent me mental images of when and where we would meet in this next life.  They too would be there…just in different roles. 

In a flash I was taking my first breath. 

And that's how it begins….

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Checkmate!
Current mood: confident
Category: Writing and Poetry

Checkmate!

I've snatched your pawns

The horses

AND

Your king's mate

So concentrate!

How else you expect to be great?

Wait

Focus at every angle

While I dangle

My rooke at you

Not sure what to do?

Allow me to follow through

Knock you out

I'm number 1

Lights about

Drop on a spot

Light...

Tight

You tired of losing?

Or

 Do you still want to fight?

Tonight

I might

Just

Give you another try

Something that you want

It's just

Ever feel like you might combust?

Gettin' cussed

Out

I knew that was the right move

In hindsight

I have no doubt

So about

Face

Turn around

And replace

The pace

With the rhythm of your own drum

No matter the path

Cus' were all gonna eventually win some

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I could be lying...but I’m not trying
Current mood: mellow
Category: Writing and Poetry

I Could Be Lying But I'm Not Trying

...I'm terrible...

Acting like I'm two

Not looking ahead

Not checking the rear view

Driving

Surviving (again)

Rising above...

Caught in the act

Piss off everyone that I love

Well I could be lying

-Down-

But you know I'm not trying

Too hard

Can't climb my way up

-I'm dying-

To see the crack of light

Trying

To radiate

Not close enough

I'm rough

Edgewise

Under the guise

-She tries-

We've got our suspicions

Slits blocking my eyes

No one the wise

-ER-

Cries her

Eyes were

Green with hints of blue

Reaching out

Covered in doubt

Not knowing what to do

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Walk This Way
Current mood: breezy
Category: Writing and Poetry

Walk This Way

Whose to say

When we become

Someone

In the way

Of ourselves

Tieing knots

Communication lines caught

Up

Taking hits

Spacing out

Know what life's all about

Doubt

Flagging me down

Tinnation

Ringing around

Me

Spiritually Infused

Mentally Abused

Light to the touch

Legally blonde

But I see so much

more...

Walking through the door

For a change

And

Trying to rearrange

My thoughts

The straight & narrow

But for now I'm not

A thought

Occurred to me

Find your point of entry

And then live and let be

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A Glimpse Inside
Current mood: chill
Category: Writing and Poetry

A Glimpse Inside

Fantastic, Spastic, Drastic

Mix it all together

Come on now

That's it

Pass it

Puff

Ok, I've had enough

I'm livin' my life

And if you don't like it

-Tough-

To say...

Does time heal all?

Will everything be ok?

-No-

Life goes full circle

So enjoy what you got

Then prepare for the next sub-plot

I thought

It's time to go...

Daydreaming

In twos

Duplicity in my shoes

Hot news

It's got to be a fantasy

Someday I'll tell ya

But until then

Quit buggin'

Don't ask me again

...Come to another corner

Do you mind?

Interpret and project

What ever the effect

You want

This diction

Make a prediction

Your interpretation

Is an extension of you

Yet, if you feel it intuitively

Well then

You know that I do too...

All is one

Make that two or three

The circle of life

What could this connection be?

But for now

Just make it

You and me...

Differential expressions

Once secure

Twice pure

An honest conversation

Replaces

Near obsession

Release the emotion

My magic potion

That's the cure

All

Well...

I'm droppin' hints

Wrote you a letter

But you may never get it

Maybe instead

I'll just give you a glimpse inside

Are you prepared for the road ahead?

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Perception is Reality
Current mood: imaginative
Category: Writing and Poetry

Perception is Reality

Exterior Perceptions

Interior Reflections

We E-PIR

Clear

I can’t hide

I’m superior

To the exterior

Full of connections

Directions

Pulling me

Every which way

What was once

Is twice

No three...

Energy-Spirit-Light

~I’m free~

So spliced

Is what I be...

-Leave-

No wait,  don’t go

I’ll wipe from my face

This countenance

Release the protection

No need to make another selection

I won’t wreck when

I reveal the purest

Most primitive

Part of my soul

The exterior perceptions

Fall apart

&

Unfold

The totality

Of our

Interiority untold

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The Future is What You Make of it
Current mood: confident
Category: Writing and Poetry

The Future is What You Make of it

Warmth in vibration

A sensation

Our future beholds

A timetable untold

Continuum of life

Shall unfold

A maleable

Anticipatory

Mold

Soul not sold

Just a bit tossed

&

Dark, dusty cold

Your mind wide

Just see

What is now

What was once

Can no longer be

Yet perceptibly

The construct future

Is dependent upon

Previous actions

Subtractions

From the deductions

Of constructions

In mind

Visibility

Online

Polaristic divine

Deep inside

Another

Wave_______length

Along for the ride

No way to hide

The inevitability of now

Moment by moment

Our mind

Will control it

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Let the Rhythm Take Control
Current mood: chill
Category: Writing and Poetry

Let the Rhythm Take Control

Listening to the sound of color

Surround-Did-Bye

Melody

Drumming hearts repeatedly

My soul’s the medium

Add color, light & sound

Warmth

Rhythm

Creativity abound

Look at the sound

...

Yes

 Look at the sound and listen to it’s color

Never will be explained to another

one

So twisted & free

The music’s inside

It captivates me

What-one-is

Is

What-one-will-see

So

Looks can be deceiving

Yet lyrics are so pleasing

Creative meaning

Surround-Did-Bye

Daydreaming

Of a time & a place

That keeps harmonic rhythm

And pace

From this world

I will erase

Replace

Or rather

Interface

Meaning in harmony

And our harmony rings true

If music has raised us right

The inevitable

Will shine through

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Eyes of Detection
Current mood: crazy
Category: Writing and Poetry

Eyes of Detection

Under the eyes of detection

I’m under the perception

Mental-

Twisted & Tangled

My arms; they’re twisted

And Mangled

Strangled

But coming untangled

Dangled

Side-by-side

Eyes open wide

Slowin’ it down

Touching the ground

Indistinguishable sound

Can hardly be found

Amongst us tonight

Heavenly

True

The tinnation

Ringing

Heart singing

Vibration

In sync

Implicitly

Don’t speak

Tell me it’s true

Look me in the eye

There’s no telling how hard

You might deny

Try...test...

OK

Figure out why

Rely

Rest

Listen

Intuition

What’s missing?

1 plus 1

Sum and sum

Go get it

Run

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