[03 Jun 2008 | Tuesday]

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Current mood: Severely annoyed.

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[21 Dec 2007 | Friday]

Above Ground

Heavy rain

Flooding down my skin

Revealing certain secret things

Heavy drops

I breathe them in

 

 

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[16 Oct 2007 | Tuesday]

Grey

I rode around the countryside

The dappled silhouette of morning painted the mountain high

I don't mind what lies in the valley today.

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[30 Aug 2007 | Thursday]

I

My soul burns like a humid rain.

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[24 Aug 2007 | Friday]

Inside.

I've decided to keep an ongoing tab of what pleasures me, if only for my own amusement. There is no order. It begins (and never ends):

Black. White. The color of flesh (captured only by roses). Emotion, mood, feeling. Sense. Sweet fragrance. Deep fragrance. Parfum. Roses.

Wet moss. Rain. Amber. Bergamot, nutmeg, pepper. Silk. Concrete. Detail. Expanse. The bond a secret creates. Dreaming. Stories. Fairy tales. Darkness. Villainy. The precise few moments before sunrise, when the night begins to retreat.

Snowfall (it is a safety blanket over battered earth). Heartache (you'll never feel more alive).

 

For now,

A

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Change.

Complex creature. Heart of rebellion. The need to be free. Longing for whatever I do not have, only to let it go for what reason? I've no idea. The loss of desire; negotiation of power? I like power. Open to be bound; open to pain and suffering; open to a rare jewel that will sparkle for only me. I'd like to cherish the treasure and share it never. I am jealous, selfish. I am independent and benevolent. Paradigm.
In possession of an attitude Zeus couldn't strike down. Music resonating through aural gardens is the greatest pleasure. The look in her eyes indicate a child inside, peering through the outer shell of glass. In an eternal search; stay out of my way.
I'll pretend to enjoy you; I'll pretend to hate you. I'd do it all for you, and never. I'd love for you to challenge my wits. I'd love for you to adore me. I'd love until there's nothing left. I'd ask so much from you, only to see you break down with me. I could cremate your heart. I could fly circles around you with a blanket of Heaven's clouds. I need to be the center of your universe, I need for you to starve for me. I won't ask much, but to feel your touch, when the monsters come outside. To seek and hide, to rewind life and play death twice, she's going to find you, Pretty.

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[14 May 2007 | Monday]

A Com Promise.

I do not know what it is to face God for the angels speak in tongues

I am living in arcana when it is in death that it should come.

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[01 Apr 2007 | Sunday]

Des Pers

Desperation swallowing every thread

Winding, trying for some air

What once was a fine, fixed, formal gown

Drowned in an urn of wine and is now a shroud

Of inspiration

This cloth now breathes in deep

A sweet sacred sense to keep in mind

It trancends time and space and it stands alone

A constant suppression bathed in decadent construction

Was forced out from the mannequin and breathed intelligence

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[29 Mar 2007 | Thursday]

Ifs

If I would deliver a lily upon a doorstep

It would be yours; I wish you dead upon mine.

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[31 Jul 2006 | Monday]

Untitled

A garden full of roses
None too dim on perfume smell
None less perfect than could exist in a perfect world
A garden full of roses

Rain is the feeder of which it also takes
All the health of the children it makes
All the beautiful roses smile at the day and face the night
Rising moons could only mean

A garden full of roses
Taking nightly doses
A sip of a slow death
A sight of damned gardens

Divine
What was once mine, and ours
Divine
What was beyond this sudden density of mine?
Divine
Until the night

Our beautiful roses
Poisoned virgin noses
A scent of something so toxic could only mean

A garden full of roses
Taking nightly doses
A sip of a slow death
A sight of ends

Our garden is dead and I sit in the night waiting for something
To shake me take me
Is this death I have inhaled?

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