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Wednesday, December 13, 2006
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not yet fixed
this is aleigha. barbara's grand daughter. i read her your comments. and she loves them all. she misses you too. untill then, if there's anything you need to say, just do so and i'll relay the message. i usually check it daily and tell her about them every week or so. thanks!
aleigha
11:12 AM
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Tuesday, December 05, 2006
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computer still down.
my computer is still down. my grand-daughter has been reading me your messages. thanks to all. hopefully everything will be back to normal soon.
love barbara
1:40 PM
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Saturday, November 11, 2006
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broken computer
Current mood:  annoyed
Category: MySpace
to my friends on myspace,
my computer has shutdown. i'm not sure if it's fixable. i just wanted to let everyone know that i'll see you when it's fixed. if it gets fixed!
much love
barbara
11:04 AM
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Sunday, November 05, 2006
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To all writers
Current mood:  ecstatic
Category: Joyful Life
To all Writers....
I am so full today...to the brim and running over...with thankfulness. Most of you know that I just went through a pretty ruff time. I was ""as low as a snakes bellie" as my Dad use to say. I was not able to look up. All I knew was a terrible hurt...that seemed somehow to be mixed with the current pain and the old pain I had left behind. I thought this heart was truly broken this time and beyond help or repair. Just completely broken finally....I didn't write anything or read anything for a while. Then when I did come back on line and started reading blogs....I tell you God does work in mysterious ways...For four or five days now everything I have read has been the most beautiful and most inspired poetry I have ever read....and not from just one writer or a few writers but everything I read...not just my friends list...but them and everything else I read....all of it was so inspired and has feed my Spirit so that I feel like I am soaring.
I want to thank you all for writing and sharing and being the "enablers" for me to experience this Miracle....because thats what it is! I don't remember the pain of my marriage ending , or the pain of losing the man I'd loved for 20 years, or the pain of this last heartbreak. They just don't matter anymore in the light of this that I am experiencing now. I am truly the most blessed of all women!
I humbly thank each and ever one of you....all my friends who continually encouraged and tried to lift me up and to all the other writers I have discovered these four or five days... You all know who you are because I have left comments that I know you have felt my joy by what I wrote in your comments. Love to you all...to all writers everywhere.
much love to all of you
Barbara
4:49 PM
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To my Husband Cliff (a repost)
Current mood:  contemplative
Category: sad Writing and Poetry
Written 3 years after my Husband left....
To my husband Cliff
I know that I am
happier today
than when I tried
To live life your way.
It's true, I did not
welcome
the intrusion....
It's taken years
for me
to reach this
conclusion.....
In my life I loved
You best of all....
I never forsaw our
great fall.
I will always
remember
being your wife....
you were the love
of my life.
Barbara
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Currently
listening
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Time to Say Goodbye
By
Sarah Brightman
Release date: 23 September, 1997
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1:05 AM
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Hold on (a repost)
Current mood:  crushed
Category: Writing and Poetry
Written 3 years after my marriage ended
Hold on
I am so thankful
for my life today
but I have not
always felt
this way
I felt I'd lost
all my dreams
and I thought the
pain would kill me....
that I would just
cease to be....
Just goes to show
things are not always
the way they seem
If you can hang in there
and dream anew
all will be restored
to you....
Its a promise....
So thats what I'll
try to do....
How about you?
Barbara
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Currently
listening
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Time to Say Goodbye
By
Sarah Brightman
Release date: 23 September, 1997
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8:46 AM
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Tears (a repost)
Current mood: crushed
Category: Writing and Poetry
This was written by me during my first year here in Washington State...after my 20 year marriage ended....
Tears
Tears of joy
sadness and pain
I'll never be in your
arms again
Madness
and
Bliss
Your touch
Your kiss
I let the
Tears fall....
They make
no difference
at all.
Barbara
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Currently
listening
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Time to Say Goodbye
By
Sarah Brightman
Release date: 23 September, 1997
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1:35 AM
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Thursday, November 02, 2006
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The Olympic Mountians
Current mood:  happy
Category: Writing and Poetry
Another write about my beautifful Olymoic Mountians. This write was inspired my Mel's Picture C....
The Olympic Mountians
How many times through
the years that I have been here
have I seen you just so....
with your Peaks topped
with pure white snow....
the white driven snow
that doesn't even reach me
so far down here below....
I am down here amoung
these majestic pines
trying to live and love in
this small space that is mine.
I am down below your
Peaks and Tops that reach up and up
for the best and the most beautiful....
I see you doing so and I know
that if I am to grow
I must do the same as you
and reach up as far as I can
maybe I must even climb
up somewhere to these
tops and peaks you've allowed
me to see and reach out and up
and up and at least
try to grasp what you have
there for me.
Barbara
8:32 PM
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Mountians
Current mood:  peaceful
Category: Writing and Poetry
I live in Washington State in the foothills of the Olympic Mountians and longside the Hood Canal....anywhere you go the Mountians are in the background......I wrote this a few weeks ago about those beaautiful Mountians.
Mountians
The Mountians are
all white capped
with snow
They seem to
call to me
where ever I go....
calling me back....
back....
back to that
higher ground....
where nothing
lacks
and
peace
abounds....
Home.
Barbara
8:20 PM
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Wednesday, November 01, 2006
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His My Space
Current mood:  cheerful
Category: Writing and Poetry
His My Space
Clearly,
There are many
ladies you love
and enjoy.
There is Mary Ann
and Sue
who simply adore you.
Then there is
Alice, Marti
and Brenda
who just want
to befriend ya.
Then there
is Bert
with whom you
love to flirt
and Mandy too
who loves you
so true....
The only problem
I have you see
is what are you
to do with me?
Barbara
8:27 PM
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