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Saturday, August 30, 2008
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Hello All
Current mood:  peaceful
Hello to all.. so sorry I can not or have not checked in. I have found that many were concerened. My PC is down and as soon as I can get it restored..I will be back online.
Missing you all, Love to all of you:
Barbara
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Sunday, June 15, 2008
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Their House (poem)
Current mood: peaceful
Category: Life and Love Writing and Poetry
Their House
Love lives here
in this house and grounds.
I can feel it all around.
I am only here for a short while
But the feelings of Love
almost overwhelm!
They are doing something right
And I will support their decisions
all of my life...
Because
love lives here in their house.
Even with them absent
I know it...I feel it...
without a doubt!
Love lives in this house!
Barbara / 2008
This is written about my oldest Son's house. They are very private and don't do much visiting with me, his Mother....there are times I feel so left out of their lives....I am not in their home a lot, but when I am this is what I feel.
2:59 AM
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Friday, June 13, 2008
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Broken
Current mood:  content
Category: Life and Love Writing and Poetry
Broken
Broken we are
reaching for the future
through the past
We are broken
but not into
There is still hope
for us
For with the right glue
the cracks can be
mended
And no one would ever
have to know
How close we came
to being
Broken into!
Barbara / 2008
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Currently
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Piano by Moonlight: Shadow of Your Smile
By
Carl Doy
Release date: 1997-01-14
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Wednesday, June 11, 2008
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About "Missing friends"
Current mood:  happy
Category: Missing Friends Writing and Poetry
I think everyone misunderstood and thought I wrote the poem because it was on my blog....but I didn't...Carol (tinhearts) my sweet friend went on my blog to give you guys message about missing friends because I had not been able to get on line for some time....if you will notice she signed the poem even and said I would be back in the twinkle of an eye...so all the wonderful comments are really to her.....Carol, it was such a perfect poem
Just so lovely....thank you for thinking of me and sending a message for me to my friends.....you did a wonderful job if you will read all the comments.....for they are mostly for you...only a few seemed to notice that tinhearts had written it....telling you in such a beautiful way what I was feeling being off so long....thank you Carol so very much....love Barb
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Currently
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Time to Say Goodbye
By
Sarah Brightman
Release date: 1997-09-23
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Tuesday, May 13, 2008
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A Goodbye Poem
Current mood:  blessed
Category: Life and Love Writing and Poetry
A Goodbye Poem
A goodbye poem
for you
Eight years in the
making
I am free of you
And
A journey we are
under taking
Passing from the old
Into the new
And
My journey will not
include you
But
You will move on
without me
Free of guilt and all
regret
Knowing
We did our best
Yes
We will move on
Saying Goodbye
saying Hello
To the rest of our lives
Living apart
Mending our hearts
So we might never again
Have to cry
Or ever again
have to say goodbye!
Barbara / 2008
11:21 PM
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Sunday, May 04, 2008
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For My Daughter
Current mood:  contemplative
Category: Life Writing and Poetry
For My Daughter
You are a part of me
The best part
The best of me
Throughout our lives
We have been
Together
Blessed
You and I
You the other part
You the best part
Then we went away
Seperated
By so many miles
And the best of me
I could no longer see
Could not reach out
Could not touch
The other part
The best of me
And now
Eight years later?
Well
I have my memories
But still
I am incomplete!
Barbara / 2008
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Thursday, May 01, 2008
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Something on my mind
Current mood: contemplative
Category: "Obesity" Life
After reading Kazzie's Blog on "emotional obesity and DC's response I have something on my mind I would like to share. It is about Obesity. Not all Obesity is the result of gluttony....8 yrs ago I died and was revived....but I actually died. I was sick. My husband of 20 yrs had left me . ...but during the time I lived with him you only went to the dr. if you were dying....and just like anything else,if it is not taken care of it eventually breaks down.....and that is what happened to me. When they started doing a full work up on me it was found I had so many things wrong with me that it was almost rediculous. I had a lung disease that there is no treatment for....I had 2 kinds of arthritis that there was no treatment for except to treat the symptoms when they flared up...I had a degenerative spine disease that there is no treatment for except to treat the symptoms when they flared up....I needed a knee replacement but couldn't get it because I wouldn't survive the surgery.....I had sleep Apena.... restless leg syndrom....a hurnia.....and the list goes on......you get picture anyway. I had died during a stress test. I had started putting on a little weight a few years before this. But I found out that almost everything I had wrong with me caused obesity.....I read about it on everything I had wrong and the majority CAUSED obesity. Well, they start treating me with meds and I get stronger and living the best I can. Then one day in reading about the meds I was taking ...a side affect of most of it was obesity.....And I continue to gain weight.....I would lose 20 or 30 lbs then gain it back...lose and gain it back...and I am eating practically nothing....I was living off $120.00 dollars a mo. for food. When I was married I spent more than that every week! But I survived on the food alotment of 120. And let me tell you that is not alot of food for the mo. yet I gained weight. I know the meds keep me alive.....know I have to take them even though a side affect is obesity,,,,and I know the diseases I have cause obesity.....my weight goes up and down and up and down...... I am sure there are others out there in the same shape I am in. And Yes, just like Kazzie said in her blog when we eat too much it shows and people look at you differently...treat you differently....because you are over weight......I just wanted everyone to know that there are other things that cause one to be over weight than eating too much..... This was just on my mind heavily and felt it should be said on behalf of those out there just like me and struggling all the time with your weight from no fault of your own. some may say to just get off the meds....but like I said, I know I need them...and even if I gott off the meds there is still the problem of obesity caused by the thing I have medically wrong. We should never judge a book by its cover......we should read the whole story before we make any judgments. The picture on my profile is a rescent picture and it is plain to see that I am over weight.....but people it is not from being a glutton. Thanks for letting me try to express my thoughts......Love to all of you...Barbara
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Monday, April 28, 2008
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" Aeris Lilly Galvan" A Poem
Current mood:  awake
Category: Life and Great Grand Kids Writing and Poetry
"Aeris Lilly Galvan"
Your funny little
Monkey face
Your bright dark
eyes
and
crooked little grin
makes my heart
do flippy flops
Causing something
wonderful to happen
from within
I can"t help it
Joy bubbles up
and overflows
And I am laughing so
The love just swells
and grows
For my funny
little angel face
with her pretty
little nose.
Barbara / 2008
1:41 PM
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"Kairi Elizabeth Galvan" A Poem
Current mood: awake
Category: Life and great grand Children Writing and Poetry
"Kairi Elizabeth Galvan"
You are so beautiful
It is plain to see
With your long dark hair
and your little angel face
looking up at me
You are as smart as smart
can be
When you talk to me
You are really wise for one
so young
Your life has just begun
I am so thankful Just to
be a part
of your prcious little heart
How I long to feel your
little arms around me
and to hear you saying
"I love you Nannie"
Barbara / 2008
1:25 PM
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Monday, April 21, 2008
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A Door
Current mood:  amused
Category: Lite Banter Writing and Poetry
A Door
A door is just a door
unless it is a portal.
Then some thought must
be given by the mortal.
To go through the door
and ignore the portal
Or to go through the portal
and ignore the door
there for the mortal.
It truly is the mortal's
dilima of
Which one to go through
Isn't it?
A door or a portal?
Barbara / 2008
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