Confessions of a Hopeless Helpless Romantic
Category: Writing and Poetry

Hopeless romantic here
Helpless living in fear
Anxiety wears and tears
This panicking life of mine

Hurting so deeply within
Grinding against life's grain
Admiring words wanting out
Festered down deeply
With my lava filled stomaching decay

Lump in my throat
Too much air trapped in these lungs
Cannot get anything out
Afraid, So afraid
Of being denied once again

This heart beats for love
Where do I go from here?
Sick of not being accepted
In love's exclusive club

Empty passion
No love to give
Pain, So much pain
Hurts more than anything

Crying to myself
Ready to give up
Don't want to do so
But, Why should I try?
When they make me feel
Like I'm never good enough

I'm not pretty
Nor beautiful as well
But, I have so much to offer
From this buried heart of mine

Dig it up
Put it inside your chest
It's yours if you value it
But, Please never take it for granted
For it's on it's last dying beats

Just never think
I submit so easily
I may feel this way
But, I will never be your slave

Dedicated I am
Fully and willingly
Love me darling
As I will give you all that I can give

Is that good enough for you?

Written By, Healium Shriekspear     JDS2

7/2/08

5:12 AM - 6 Comments - 12 Kudos - Add Comment

My Endless Love to You
Category: Writing and Poetry

Off key gloom medly of a song I created and you get to see the words of it mhahaha.. The song is sang with gloom as the geetar sound is off key well mostly, Mwhahahaha, Excuse me dork moment

Love me darling
Love me near and dear
Look for comfort
Inside this heart
Feel safe
Never have any fear. Dear

Oh, Let me hold you tight, My darling
I'll protect you from pain
I'll never let you down
Always secure you in my arms

Oh, Dedicated
Such dedication I have
Layered in the name of love
Love it makes me joyfully mad

Love me darling
Love me near and dear
Look for comfort
Inside this heart
Ooh feel safe
Never have any fear

Love me darling
Love me near and dear
Look for comfort
Inside this heart
Ooh feel safe
Never have any fear

Oh, Such sweet admirations
I have for you
Hopeless in love
So what should I do?
Oh, What should I do?

Ready for your journey
The epic grace of your soul
The journey into your heart
Where I will never cease to let go
No, I will never cease to let go
No, No

Love me darling
Love me near and dear
Look inside for comfort
Feel safe
Inside this heart of mine
Inside this heart of mine
Yes, Inside this heart of mine
This heart of mine

Never fear
No fear
Never fear
My love is endless, endless
Oh, Endless, Endless
Oh, Endless, Endless, Endless
That you should always know
Endless, Endless

Over and over and over
That is all you should know
That is all you should know
I'm over now
Over gone

Written By, Healium Shriekspear     JDS2

7/1/08

2:13 AM - 6 Comments - 12 Kudos - Add Comment

Love’s Endangered Spirit Closing into a razorblade void
Category: Writing and Poetry

Death swallows
Hallows blatant light
Breeds false lovers
Whom lust into the night
While sharing such fictional paradise

Oh, She wears him deep
As if he was a pro sports team
Bragging and bragging
About his greatness
Bragging to all the true romantics
Ones who suffer from loneliness in fact

Ah, The two façade lovers
Showing the world their ways
He laughs at her silently
She dedicates herself to his self righteous cause

Miss lady love
Treats the caring, The nurturing like crap
Never having care for those
Who listen and take the time to know her

Oh, Romance she thinks she feels
Yet, She does not know what is for real
Burying all the true to the heart lovers
Into the grave of forgotten memory

Oh, How her disease spreads
As others become like her
Giving life to those
Who hurt, Lie and cheat

Consider society diseased
By the fictional gods of modern times

Oh, God why do they kill the true romantics?
Is this world coming to it's end?
Why, Oh, Why does it have to be this way?

Written By,  Healium Shriekspear    JDS2

6/29/08

5:19 AM - 7 Comments - 14 Kudos - Add Comment

Holey Man, The Apostle of Deviance
Category: Writing and Poetry

Seethe black magic
In shrapnel of solemn deliverance
Blessed be your eyes
That blacken demonic rapture

Give into temptation
Deliver yourself to evil
For thy kingdom of blood

Kill your fellow man
With mind skewering blasphemy

Become creative
In the art of murder
No boring dull ordinary death
Something innovating

Now lay them
Down to eternal sleep
Prey thy scorned
Their soul to keep

The demons inside you
Grow stronger
Piercing hot, Scratching crimson pentagrams
Tattoo all over your retched body

Seduced by evil
The devil's whore you are
Divine emptiness inured
To all whom stand holy
In this hopeless unholy anarchy

A sheep, A slave
That is you
Doing his deeds

Whore yourself
Your master loves you
For you are his disease

Oh, Spread yourself across the world
People are so easily to fallow

Who says the cross
Hurts all that is evil?
It's actually a weapon
Against all things pure

Sorry, There is no Satan
He was all in your head
Your service was for a non noble cause
Serving men preaching fictional reality

But now that you created a dimensional hell
Burn in it with your own guilt

Written By, Healium Shriekspear    JDS2

6/27/08

8:36 PM - 7 Comments - 14 Kudos - Add Comment

Evil Lurks in Unsuspecting Places
Category: Writing and Poetry

Blood trickling notes
Playing the music of madness
Sacrificial lambs
Shrieking in the ears of the beholder

Screams of higher octaves
Ring crimson ears
Death, The highest desolation
Of living tranquility

Ah, Such terrorizing sounds
Blast the living dread
Decimating in decibels
Blowing off peaceful heads

No peace
Pandemonium all around
Chartering decimated grounds
Unholy deviance
Taking the lands by storm

Dark screaming apostles
Ravage, Rave and rage
Through the barriers of common sense
Where all hope fades

As the sounds spill
Fad loving music becomes religion
Diseases spreading to each region
Grows into the dismay of all living things

And this is why I cannot stand
A lot of today's music
Mostly that pop and emo stuff
Now those are truly the music of the devil!

Damn you pop charts!
Damn you to MTV!

Ah, I am getting older
Damn those young whipper Snappers!

Written By, Healium Shriekspear    JDS2

6/26/08

Yikes did I write this?. The devil made me do it!

Currently listening : Halls of Eternity By Ancient Release date: 1999-11-02

7:17 AM - 1 Comments - 2 Kudos - Add Comment

Love can be such a Paradox
Category: Writing and Poetry

Thinking on
Past silent rejections
Hurting so badly
Oh, Could I ever grow persistent
In this shell of closed endeavors?

What hurts the most
Is having the urge
To say something
Yet, Closing myself
In the situation of being forsaken again

Why, Oh, Why do I worry about that?
At least those who reject me by voice
Admit it
Oh, Been pulled into many hopes
Just to have my dreams
Become shattered in an undignified reflection

Oh, How people who snub others
While giving false hope
Should be ashamed of themselves
For the pains they cause

Yet, Why do I fear rejection so badly?
Why am I still shellshock?
Oh, I have such love to give
In fact it's my belief that
I could make someone oh so very happy

Believe in me
As I will love you
With every ounce of my undying heart

But don't think for a second
I will beg for your love
As you take me for granted
Darling, I am not that lonely

Written By, Healium Shriekspear   JDS2

6/26/08

5:00 PM - 10 Comments - 18 Kudos - Add Comment

Frozen in Anxiety’s Cold Lifeless Lungs
Category: Writing and Poetry

Blue eyes
Gazing Raven tress
Beautiful artistry
On the pleasures
Of a warm intellect

Oh, Eyes so piercing
Such grand illumination
Ah, Such splendid journey
Into the lights
That glow mass harmony

Smile gleams
Upon mind luring dreams
Heart pumping
Skin sweating predominately weary
Nerves tangling this soul's aspirations

Oh, It happened again
Frozen, Stuck in fear
Another wasted moment
Tragic wonders of unknown origin
Plagues this existence another day

Empty blue eyes
Gaze into nothingness
Another void created
In this very heart of mine

Why can I not just open up just for once?

Sick of being frozen in anxiety's cold lifeless lungs

Written By, Healium Shriekspear   JDS2

6/25/08

2:48 PM - 2 Comments - 4 Kudos - Add Comment

Ode to the Sweet Essence of your Kiss
Category: Writing and Poetry

Ode to the sweet essence of your kiss
Bliss that outlives bliss
Taste so divine
Favorably  inclined
Such great heart integration
Ah, Doesn't get any better than this

Ode to the sweet essence of your kiss
Oh, How I yearn for more sweet pleasure
A measure of great epic love
Beyond the far reaches of the heavens above
Surreal feelings we swim in our own love living cove
In the celebration of our love foretold

Ode to the sweet essence of your kiss
The sea and I as you my beautiful mistress
Unified as one
As our glorious eyes outshine the sun
Florescent rays of harmony
In the grand finale
Of our love that shines eternal
In the graces of our own eternal pleasure

Oh, How I dreamt
The sweet essence of your kiss
Such thirst dedicates the journey
The journey that slumbers me
Into the state of all beautiful creations
Through the epiphany that is your heart

Ode to the sweet essence of your kiss

Written By, Healium Shriekspear   JDS2

6/21/08

10:07 PM - 9 Comments - 20 Kudos - Add Comment

The Pauper Lure Kind
Current mood: Xilerential
Category: Xilerential Writing and Poetry

Spewing rectal mouths
Using pauper words
Narcissists equipped with heavy egos
Standing atop
Their own world

Oh, But, Look closely
As things are not
As great as they seem

Lost eyes
Attention grabbing whores
With low self esteem
Feelings empty and below
Hiding their true identity
As the pride livers of lesser character

Shallow
Incomplete
Greedy, Never happy
Words used with no meaning
Enemies to any so called threat
Liars to this world
People who only take action
When it only benefits themselves

Sadly, This group is growing
Oh, How the Women love them
Without even knowing
Who they truly are

Sad about this world we live in
Most people see a face
And have already made up their minds
On if that person is good, Bad, Ugly or beautiful

These men of pauper words
Can never do wrong

Written By, Healium Shriekspear    JDS2

6/20/08

6:07 AM - 9 Comments - 18 Kudos - Add Comment

The Battle Cry for Better Days Ahead
Current mood: enlightened
Category: Writing and Poetry

Crying the times
Voids unspoken
Busy mind
Rushing through
My very emotions

What does it take?
To feel so much better?
This thing called fate
A paradox, An unknown entity
That embattles this will of mine

I suppose
Life is what you make it
But, When I look back
What have I done with mine?
It's not so much the mistakes
But, It's the things I never did

My heart it hurts
As I cry out these blue eyes
What is wrong with me?
Why do I act as if someone died?

Maybe it's me
Dying from head to toe
Speaking my own eulogy
In the funeral of mental despair

I don't know
It's all clueless to me
Just got to fight all the negativities
And start believing
In a life as beautiful
As the deep blue sea

I'm a lover
Love me
As my heart finally becomes free

Written By, Healium Shriekspear   JDS2

6/18/08

3:14 AM - 6 Comments - 12 Kudos - Add Comment