Nameless Poem
Current mood: calm
Category: Writing and Poetry

I dream about you when I sleep and when I wake i'm reminded of  promises to keep, To always love and call you my own, and treat you like a king high on his throne. To be there when you need me, and be you shoulder when you cry,  to always keep given you that lovin that sends you on a high.  If there is one other  promise i will always keep is this, I promise there will always be a Howie and Chris.

By Howie Brown

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Me so far
Current mood: hopeful
Category: Life

so for the most part i'm happy right now, i've been doing some dental work ...FINALLY after 8 months of nothing, so you can only guess how rusty i was,  it was like getting back on a bike after not riding one for a while... it just came clear and it was all good. I'm really hoping to get a job out of all this at least get my name out there a little bit more, i mean damn...can't a bitch get a break???!!!  I'm trying out for this dreamgirls musical that at the civic theatre is putting on.  I can't wait its,  going to be my first time being on stage and it having nothing to do with school. I'm going for the part of C.C he's one of the dreamgirls brother, i try out the go the 29th of  july....wish me luck. :)

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My thoughts
Current mood: blank
Category: Life

    Sometimes I just feel empty,  not whole.... like there's just nothing there, and like when people meet me its cause they pitty me or something,  like they only say hi cause i'm with another person.  I could be standing right in front of somebody and  they would never see me... why do i feel this way?  I thought moving to a place where nobody knows my name would be refreshing but its not....its dry.  Sometimes I just want to go back home where its safe and i feel wanted,  but when i think about it i don't know if i could be myself around my family and friends that i grew up with.  I feel like they wouldn't understand me or like i've changed and not in a good way.  Sometimes i just want to fit in not be the odd ball out,  or the weird  guy,  i feel thats the way people view me....or maybe thats just the way I view myself.  I'm not happy,  but i'm not sad,  i'm just a little unsure of  myself,  my life,  and my surroundings....thats all.

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UMEMPLOYEED
Current mood: calm
Category: Jobs, Work, Careers

   So here's an update on the whole job thing....I QUIT!!! there's the update, i  have never quit a job without having another one ready to start but if you read my last blog you would understand why i did, i did save before i quit tho, anyway. I need a job if anybody knows about a fairly good paying job or dentist that needs an assistant PLEASE  let me know, or if  your in the position to hire let me know. thanks

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I hate my job.
Current mood: frustrated
Category: Jobs, Work, Careers

Hmmmm.... where do i start. My job...I HATE IT!!! I don't think a person can hate a job as much as i hate mine. Most of the people are asses, the work sucks, and the hours "OH DON"T GET ME STARTED ON THE HOURS" ...to late. Let me first say that i work as a security gurad at the GM plant here in Grand Rapids MI. I work 3rd shift (need i say more), and its not like i got to pick what shift i wanted to work when i was hired...Hell i was just glad my bitch ass got a job, they didn't tell me that i was going to work 3rd shift until i started even tho i put 1st shift only on my application. So on top of all that  BS there's more. I can be FORCED to work rather i don't want to or not, i work from midnight to 8am and if somebody dosen't want to show up than i get made to stay so sometimes i have to work from midnight to noon when the next person who got FORCED to come in shows up. So i'll get home  around 12:15ish in the afternoon, sleep until 4 or 5ish than do it over again not knowing rather or not i'll be made to stay....messed up you say? Trust me, i know. 

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YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE
Current mood: sad, sorry, refreshed
Category: sad, sorry, refreshed Writing and Poetry

You are so mysterious yet I can read you like a book, and everytime I stair into those big beauitful brown eye's you melt my heart with just one look. On my worse days when I feel like nothing could get more worse, just seeing your smile, and a warm embrace puts me in a happy place. I crave all or your attention, passion, and to feel your touch, I just wish you wouldn't have ran away from me so much. I could go on forever talking about how much I'm in love with you. I picture us living happy together somewhere in the mountains very very far .....I will never forget you, you'll always be in my dreams....  you know who you are.

By Howie Brown

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MY WISH
Category: Writing and Poetry

I WISH I COULD LOOK IN YOUR EYES, AND TELL YOU HOW I FEEL RIGHT NOW INSIDE, BABY I'M YOURS AND ITS REAL....SO REAL. HOW I WISH I COULD BE WITH YOU RIGHT NOW, EVERY MORNING, EVERY AFTERNOON, EVERY NIGHT, I JUST WANT TO BE WITH YOU. IT DON'T MATTER IF WE GO TO THE PARK OR WATCH A PLAY STAY IN A HOTEL ROOM ALL DAY...I JUST WANNA BE WITH YOU. I LOVE EVERYTHING ABOUT YOU FROM YOUR OLD SCHOOL TENNIS SHOSE, TO THE WAY YOU MOVE WHEN YOUR DANCING WITH ME. DO YOU REMEBER OUR FIRST KISS?...IT WAS NOT LONG ENOUGH, REMEMBER WHEN WE USED TO SPEND THOUGHS NIGHTS TOGETHER...IT WAS NOT LONG ENOUGH. AND WHEN ITS TIME TO LEAVE ITS SO HARD TO SAY GOODBYE.I DON'T WANNA SAY GOODBYE...I DON'T EVER WANT TO SAY GOODBYE!!!! ONE DAY WILL MAKE LOVE FINALLY, AND I'LL BE YOURS. I LOVE YOU

BY HOWIE BROWN

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MY LIFE SO FAR
Current mood: content
Category: Life

Life is finally looking up, i have finshed school and about to start as a full-time dental assistant, i have moved out of that bloody cunt bitch Amy's house and got my own shit...."thank god". Even tho Joanna is gone now, i have some close friends here that are special to me....you know who you are. So other than still being single i'm pretty happy. Peace

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