500 all about yours truly...
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Category: Goals, Plans, Hopes

500

001. What is your name? Jasmine

002. Spell your name backwards: enimsaJ

003. Date of birth: September 9th 1986

004. Male or female? female

005. Astrological sign: virgo

006. Nicknames: jazz, jazzypants, jazzy, emo, snoop dogg, kid, sport, baby girl and fuck up lol

007. Occupation: wireless sales rep/student

008. Height: 5"7'

009. Weight: 119

010. Hair color: dirty blonde

011. Eye color: blueish greenish

013. Where do you reside now? fullerton, ca

015. Screen names: jazzthespaz32

016. E-mail: lilballar32@hotmail.com

017. What does your screen name stand 4? me the fact that im a spaz and my basketball

018. What is your LJ name?: I don't have one.

019. What does your LJ name stand for?: N/A

020. Pets: none

021. Number of candles you blew out on your last birthday cake? 21

022. Piercings?: three.

023. Tattoo's?: 6 and counting :)

024. Shoe size: 9 9 1/2

025. Righty or lefty? righty.

026. Wearing: bball shorts and a wife beater

027. Hearing: coldplays new album

028. Feeling: hot and gross...damn humidity

029. Eating/drinking: sparks as usual :)

~Guys/Girls/Love/Kissing/And Other Stuff~

061. Have you ever been in love? Indeed

062. How many people have you told: Relationship wise? 3 otherwise all the time...I'm a lover not a fighter...

063.How many people have you been in love with? 2

064. How many people have you kissed? dear god..way too many to count lol

065. Have you ever kissed someone of the same sex? UM since im gay that would be a yes lol

066. How many people have you dated? dated: dear god again too many to count lol

067. What do you look for in a guy/girl? sense of humor, eyes, lips, thickness, music taste, outgoing, adventurous and not crazy lol

068. Notice about the opposite sex?: eh not too much lol

069. What type of guy/girl do you usually go for? hott, thick, bitchy crazy and fun lol

070. Do you have a bf/gf? nope. and im trying to keep it that way

071. If so where did you meet them? n/a

072. What do you like most about your bf/gf?: n/a

073. Do you have a crush on some one right now?: eh not really

074. If so who is it? n/a

075. Do you believe in love at first sight? i didnt use too but now i do

076. Do you remember your first love? indeed I do.

077. Who is the first person you kissed? hahaha alicia knight age 9 at church lol

078. Do you believe in fate? I definitely do.

079. Do you believe in soul mates? yes

080. If so do you believe you'll ever find yours? eventually and hopefully


~Family Stuff~

104. How many siblings do you have? real ones none... but otherwise i have 3 sisters lol

105. What are your parents names? robin (RIP) and steve

106.. What are your siblings names? Rachel aka pretzel, Lori aka lo lo, and Stacie aka cheech

107. How many siblings does your mother have? 3

108. How many siblings does your father have? 6

109. Where are your parents from? dad was born in Chatanooga TN but raised in so cal and mom was born and raised in so cal.

110. Is your family close? eh yah i guess

111. Does your family get together for holidays? Yup... usually eventful and good times

112. Do you have a drunk uncle? Several lol

113. Any medical problems run through your family? Anyone you can think of someone in my family has it..were very unhealthy people lol

114. Does someone in your family wear a toupee? not that i know of lol

115. Do you have any nieces or nephews? 2 neices 2 nephews

116. Are your parents divorced? yup

117. Do you have step parents? yup and shes awesome

118. Has your family ever disowned another member of your family? hell yah and then we gt over it after a few years and move on lol

119. If so for what? god only knows anything and everything haha

120. Did some of your family come to America from another country? Ireland.


~Music Stuff~

121. What song do you swear was written about you or your life? too many to put here

122. What's the most embarrasing cd you own? Britney Spears

123. Favorite cd you own? Aerosmith greatest hits

124. What song do you absolutely hate? 6pack christmas thanks mom

125. Do you sing in the shower? not a lot anymore

126. What song reminds you of that special someone? I have a whole playlist that reminds me of them lol

~~Favorites~~

153. Food: mac and cheese

154. Song of all time: dream on aerosmith

155. Shows: Simpsons, Family guy, CSI VEGAS, L word and sex and the city

156. School subject: Music and PE

157. Band/singer: Aerosmith/ Scott russo of unwritten law

158. Animal: I love animals

159. Outfit: jeans wife beater studded belt and boots

160. Radio station: kroq all the way baby

161. Movie: right now its.. A guide to recognizing your saints.. its amazing

162. Pair of shoes: knock off skull slipons

163. Cartoon: family guy/ simpsons

164. Actor: eh um robert downey jr comes to mind

165. Actress: umm julia roberts comes to mind as well

166. Potato chip: ruffles cheddar and sour cream yummy

167. Drink: Coca cola 4 life

168. Alcoholic drink: sparks bud light and tequila

169. Holiday: my birthday

170. Perfume/cologne: aqua di gio by armani

171. Pizza topping: pinnapple

172. Jello flavor: strawberry.

173. Lunch meat: ham

174. Board game: scrabble

175. Video game: guitar hero

176. Website: cnn.com

177. Book: Go ask alice

178. Computer game: tetris

179. Number: 32

180. Cereal: frosted flakes and coco pebbles

181. Comedian: mike myers, lewis black and ellen degeneres

182. Dessert: banana pudding made by my aunt tree

183. Disney character: eyore from winne the poo

184. Clothing store: anchor blue

185. Pasttime: smoking out on the beach and then going surfing

186. Teacher: mr. harrison still talk to him to this day

187. Childhood toy: purple

188. Carnival game/ride: basketball/skeeball

189. Candy bar: twix.

190. Magazine: rolling stone

191. Salad dressing: ranch.

192. Thing to do on the weekend: partying and beach

193. Hot drink: hot chocolate or hot apple cider

194. Season: summer

195. Sport to watch: all of them

196. Person to talk to online:.....

~Bedroom/Sleeping Habits~

197. What color are your sheets?: light blue.

198. What color are your bedroom walls?: white

199. Do you have posters on your wall?: hell yes

200. How many?: 12 lol

201. Do you have a tv in your bedroom? yes.

202. How many pillows are on your bed?: 4

203. What do you normally sleep in?: underwear sports bra

204. Describe your favorite pair of pajamas: my extra baggy plaid ones lol

205. What size bed do you have? full.

206. Do you have a waterbed/bunkbed/daybed?: nope

207. Do you have your own phone line in your bedroom?: nope

208. Do you listen to music while trying to fall asleep?: yes its the only way i can sleep

209. Describe the last nightmare you had? dad dying in a weird work accident

210. Do you sleep with stuffed animals?: yup his name is purple

211. How many people can comfortably sleep in your bed? two.

212. Do you sleep in any unusual positions?: fetal...always have

213. Do you have to share your bedroom with a sibling?: kind of if u call tim my brother lol

214. Do you snore?: sometimes

215. How about drool?: haha ya.

216. Do you have an alarm clock in your room?: yes but I use my phone.

217. What color is the carpet in your room?: brownish

218. What's under your bed?: nothing.

~This or that~
219. Coke/Pepsi: coke

220. Doughnuts/bagels: bagels

221. Day/night: night.

222. Wicked witch of the east/wicked witch of the west:neither.

223. Heaven/hell: heaven.

224. Make love/have sex: depends. i like both a lot

225. Coffee/tea: sweet tea.

226. Hamburgers/hotdogs: hamburgers.

227. Rap/rock: both

228. Britney/Christina: both please lol

229. Swiss cheese/american cheese: american.

230. Real World/Road Rules: real world.

231. Backstreet Boys/N*Sync: neither now.

232. Silver/gold: silver

233. Addias/Nike: both

234. McDonalds/Taco Bell: taco bell all the way

235. Sweet/Sour: sweet.

236. Punk/Emo: both

237. Hot/Cold: cold

238. Winter/Summer: summer.

239. Spring/Fall: spring

240. Operas/Plays: plays.

241. Read/Watch tv: tv.

242. Cd's/Tapes: cds.

243. Dvd's/vhs: dvd's.

244. Old/new: new

245. Shorts/skirts: shorts.

247. Colored pictures/black and white photos: black and white

248. Meat/vegetables: meat

249. Chinese/ mexican: food? mexican

250. Commercials/infomercials: commercials

251.Scary movies/comedies: both now lol i used to hate scary movies now i like them

252. Bikinis/one piece bathing suits: bikinis.

253. Sandals/tennis shoes: tennis shoes... i hate my feet

254. Dogs/Cats: dogs.

255. Unicorns/fairies: fairies.

256. Water/land: both

257. Sugar/spice: sugar.

258. Black/white: black.

259. Ribbons/bows: ribbons.

260. Chicken/beef: chicken.

261. Colored christmas lights/regular white christmas lights: white.

262. Cars/trucks: cars.

263. Austin Powers/James Bond: austin powers fo sho!

264. Popcorn/pretzels: pretzels

265. Hip/hop: yes please

266. Passionate kiss/peck: passionate kiss

267. WWE wrestling/ real wrestling: neither.

268. Back rub/foot massage: back

269. Picture frames/photo albums: photo albums.

270. Pens/pencils: pens.


~What Is Your Opinion Of The Following~

271. Eminem: love him.

272. Virgins: I have respect for them but when i meet one i kinda want to take the title away from them lol

273. God: amazing

274. The Osbournes: ozzy will never be as great as he was back in the day the rest of them could care less

275. Reality TV: guilty pleasure.

276. J.Lo: booty

277. Religion: faith.

278. Emo music: love it

279. Valentine's Day: wasnt bad this year

280. Christina Aguilera: dirty hott great voice

281. Homosexuals: fuck yes!

282. Abortion: is her choice i support women

283. Inter-racial relationships: support it a hundred percent figuring since ive been in a few

284. Murder: wrong.

285. Death: sad

286. Obesity: our country

287. Pre-marital sex: your choice but yes please

288. Terrorism: shitty

289. Pornography: love it

290. Fortune tellers: eh creep me out

291. Threesomes: hell yes

292. Prostitution: understand it

293. Politics: love politics

294. Country music: some stuff i love

295. George W. Bush: can fucking die in a fire for all i care i hate that bastard

296. Cloning: no thanks.

297. Britney's boobs: i love boobies

298. Gas prices in Amercia: are fucking killing me


~Name Game~

What Do You Think Of When You Hear These Common Names?...

299. Jack: and jill: went up a hill

300. Tiffany: cheerleader

301. Ben: still good friend and still hott lol

302. Maria: one of the best women i know

303. Jennifer: my aunt

304. Nicole: needy

305. Amy: is having jaimes baby lol

306. Adam: creepy bastard

307. Richard: RICHARD!!!! is in Iraq and an amazing man

308. Justin: weisberg lives in berkley now and is my little bro for sho!

309. Arnold: HEY! lol

310. Tom: Hanks is a good actor

311. Melissa: joan hart got ugly fast haha

312. Charlotte: good charlotte i cant believe i used to like them so dissapointing

313. Harold: nada

314. John: cool dude

315. Joel: was a cool dude in high school

316. Vanessa: played bball with her when we were kids

317. Michelle: was a chidhood friend

318. Kevin: i know a bunch and they are all cool

319. Brent: man hore lol

320. Jake: ahh gotta love that raver kid haha

321. Billy: idol.

322. Sarah: know a bunch as well and they have all been good to me lol

323. Natalie: nada

324. Christy: aunt

325. Nick: botana is the shit!

326. Linda: jewels mom

327. Taylor: lives in iowa now? was a great time back in the day

328. Jordan: fro and rockin it!

329. Jamie: hott and still hott

330. Adrian: lives in west hollywood and has great hook ups



~Have You Ever....~

331. Mooned anyone? yes

332. Been on a diet? yeah.

333. Been to a foreign country? yes

334. Broken a bone? yes many of them

335. Swallowed a tooth/cap/filling? yes

336. Swear at a teacher? used too all the time

337. Talked to an LJ member via e-mails or instant messages? nope.

338. Got in a fight? yes haha

339. Dated a teacher? umm no.

340. Laughed so hard you peed your pants? haha yah thats common in my family

341. Thought about killing your enemy? yep.

342. Gone skinny dipping? nope.

343. Met another LJ member in the flesh? n/a

344. Told a little white lie? who hasn't.

345. Told a secret you swore not to tell? yah got in trouble too

346. Used a foreign object to masturbate? haha yes

347. Misused a swear word and it sounded absolutely stupid: all the time

348. Been on tv? yep.

349. Been on the radio? yep several times actually

350. Been in a mosh pit? oh hell yes many

351. Been to a concert? been to sooo many concerts and still going strong

352. Dated one of your best friends? yes indeed

353. Loved someone so much it makes you cry? yep. i cry over them all the time

354. Decieved somebody close to you? yes and that friendship was forever ruined

355. Broken the law? yep.

356. Been to a rodeo? yes actually lol

357. Been on a talk show? nope.

358. Been on a game show? nope.

359. Been on an airplane? yes.. hate it

360. Got to ride on a firetruck? yes

361. Came close to dying? yes....not fun

362. Cheated on a bf/gf? once never again.

363. Gave someone a piggy back ride? yeah.

364. Terrorized a babysitter? not that I remember.

365. Made a mud pie? yes

366. Had a dream that you were falling off a cliff? yes

367. Snuck out of the house at night? many times

368. Been so drunk you don't remember your name? no

369. Had an eating disorder? no

370. Felt like you didn't belong? yes most of my life actually

371. Felt like the 3rd wheel? yes in a few instances

372. Smoked? all the time

373. Done drugs? not anymore.

374. Stolen money from a poor person begging on the street? hell no.

375. Had your tonsils removed? nope.

376. Gone to camp? yep.

377. Won a bet? haha yes

378. Written a love letter? yes many im a hopeless romantic

379. Gone out of your way to be with the one you love? love can make you do crazy things.

380. Written a love poem? yes many

381. Kissed in the rain? haha yes and that was the best fight i ever had

382. Slow danced with someone you love? yes.

383. Participated in cyber sex? yes

384. Faked an orgasm? umm yes a few times

385. Stolen a kiss? yes and its very fun

386. Asked a friend for relationship advice? yes. all the time i like outside opinions

387. Had a friend steal your bf/gf?: umm tried to yes succeded no

388. Watched the sunset/rise with someone you love? yes and it was amazing

389. Gotten a speeding ticket? oh have i lol

390. Done jail time? nope.

391. Had to wear a uniform to work? yes

392. Won a trophy? Won many for sports and writing

393. Thrown up in public? lol a few times

394. Bowled a perfect game? hell no.

395. Failed/got held back? failed yes held back no

396. Got perfect attendance in grade school? no way. i hardly went haha

397. Roasted pumpkin seeds? nope.

398. Taken ballet lessons? hell no

399. Attempted suicide? yes and it was the scariest/best thing that has ever happend to me

400. Cut yourself? yes scars to prove it

~Childhood Stuff~

401. Did you play with Barbies? yah with ray ray

402. Did you own Treasure Tolls? nope.

403. Did you watch Beverly Hills 90210? yes

404. Did you play Simon Says? ya.

405. Did you watch Fraggle Rock? fuck yah!

406. Did you wet the bed? no

407. Did you believe there were monsters in closet or under your bed? ya.

408. Did you wear the underwear with the days of the week on them? haha yah

409. Were you shy? at first.

410. Were you spoiled? ya.

411. Were you abused? yes

412. Did you go to the circus? once.

413. Did you go to the zoo? Loved the zoo still do.

414. Were you in a car accident? yes a few

415. Did you build snowmen? no so cal kid with no snow

416. Did you cry when you scraped your knee? ya haha.

417. Were your older cousins mean to you? a few were yah

418. Did you think slinkies were cool? ya I used to make them go down my stairs.

419. Did you think the Ninja Turtles really lived in the sewer? haha yes!

420. Were you afraid of the dark? no

421. Did you have slumber parties? yeah

422. Did you have New Kids On The Block sheets? haha no but did have theyre cd

423. Did you tease your hair out like Tiffany? nope.

424. Did you believe in the Easter Bunny/Santa Claus/ and the Tooth Fairy? yes.

~Randomness~

425. Do you believe in aliens? nope.

426. Name 5 things that are next to your computer: chair, pillow, phone, tim and tims bed

427. Do you have any hidden talents? only in the bedroom..lol

428. Do you wish MTV would play music videos? yeah i miss the good ol days

429. If you were to star in a movie, what kind of movie would it be? a funny one.

430. What would your movie star name be? no idea.

431. Do you play any sports? Not anymore but growing up i played everything

432. What's the scariest movie you've ever seen? too many.

433. What is the best movie you've seen in the theater or rented recently? forgetting sarah marshall.

434. What is the dumbest movie you've ever seen? can't remember.

435. Do you drive? yes but not legally :)

436. What is your dream car? 67 mustang or a 60-70s nova

437. Do you think you're good looking? eh sometimes

438. Do others think you are good looking? i guess

439. Would you ever sky dive? hell no

440. Do you believe in Bigfoot? nope.

441. How many rooms do you have in your house? 2

442. Are you afraid of roller coasters? sometimes

443. Do you believe in God? yes.

444. Do you believe in Satan? yes.

445. Do you believe there is a heaven? yes

446. Do you believe there is a hell? yes

447. Do you own a pooltable? nope

448. Do you have a pool? my apartment complex does.

449. Do you have a dishwasher in your kitchen? yes

450. Do you like chocolate? not really

451. Who/what is on your 2008 calender? radierettes lol

452. How many U.S. states have you been to? 5

453. Ever wished on a shooting star? yep.

454. Best Halloween costume you ever wore? bonnie and clyde last year it was hott

455. Do you carry any weapons on you? not deadly ones.

456. What is your weakness? crazy hott girls

457. Name something you can't get enough of: laughter and girls and tim

458. Describe yourself in 3 adjectives: loyal, loving, friendly.

459. How many kids do you want to have? one or 2.

460. Future daughters names: dont know yet

461. Future sons names: haven't thought of any.

462. What is your ideal way to die? in my sleep or doing something i love

463. How do you release stress? cigarettes, sex and working out

464. Are you a trendy person? sometimes

465. Are you an artistic person? id like to think so

466. Are you a realistic person? I try to be but my dreams are too big.

467. Do you un-tie your shoes every time you take them off? none of my shoes I wear have laces.

468. Are you a strong person? most of the time

469. Are you a strong willed person? most the time.

470. Who is the last person to e-mail you? mi madre

472. Do you hate chain e-mails? yep.

473. Are you a deep sleeper? not lately

474. Are you a good story teller? not really. I exaggerate a lot though to make it more interesting

475. What do you believe is your best quality? being there for people

476. What is your greatest accomplishment? staying alive

477.Do you like to burn candles or incense? both.

478. Do you do yoga? never tried.

479. Do you have your own credit card? a debit card.

480. Let's say you win the lotto. What do you do? go shopping and buy my parents a house then get me a place and get my fam and friends out of debt and buy my dad a harley

481. Do you have a check book? somewhere.

482. Do you like your driver's license picture? its okay

483. Do you tan easily? kinda not really

484. What color is your hair naturally? dirty blonde

485. How many fillings do you have? none

486. How many cavities did you have at your last dentist visit? never had one

487. Worst feeling in the world? losing someone you love and feeling lost and alone

488. Best feeling in the world? being loved.

489. Is the glass half empty or half full? half full.

490. Last thing you downloaded? music.

491. Do you catch yourself using online terms in your real life? no too gangsta for that ish

492. What do you think people think of you? I don't care anymore

493. Are you a likeable person? most the time.

494. Do you need therapy? yup and am in it getting the help i need

495. Do you take medication for a chemical imbalance? not anymore

496. What the best way to be proposed to? haven't thought about it in a while.

497. What kind of movie would you star in? already asked this.

498. If Fed Ex and UPS were to merge, would they call it UPSEX? no thats dumb because they wouldnt merge.

500. What's your favorite phrase? I appreach...and fuck your couch nigga!

Currently listening : Viva La Vida By Coldplay Release date: 2008-06-17

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Amazing...lol
Current mood: indescribable
Category: Romance and Relationships

Its amazing to me how life can turn around and change on you like no other. One week I'm lonely and depressed wondering where my life is going and the next I'm floating around never knowing happiness like this existed. I have met the most amazing woman. She is everything I could ever want and more. She makes me lose my breath every time I see her beautiful face. I feel like the luckiest person alive. So on this valentines day I have to say thank you to all those that stood by me through my ups and downs and thank you to the one I <3 for changing my life for the better. I cant wait to see where this adventure takes us.

Currently listening : Exclusive By Chris Brown Release date: 06 November, 2007

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pain is inevitable....
Current mood: exhausted
Category: Life

With everything that I am I cannot seem to shake this feeling of impending doom. I wonder and ask myself all the time why I put myself through the things I do. Why I get involved in situations when I know that its just going to end up in a whole lot of hurt. It s like I know the end at the beginning yet I have to go through the whole drawn out process anyways just to prove myself right. Or maybe it's because I'm secretly hoping I'm wrong and that maybe just maybe things will turn out differently than what I have predicted. you will never know how I truly feel. I have attempted but the words just get jumbled and seem uninviting. I know your answer I know what you think I know all of this but my biggest secret haunts me every time I look at your face. So why?? Why does this bother me so much everyday when I know what the end result is? how do I let this go? and why do you try so hard to push everything you love away?? I have given everything I am to you.. to everyone for that matter. I wish I could love half assed but that has never been me. I sign on with all or nothing. and you my friend have it all. I always think after days like today that I have nothing left to give that its humanly impossible for me to offer anyone anything else, yet day after day that theory seems to be proven wrong. When is it my turn for someone to give me all they have?? For someone to love me to the point of no return. When the end isnt at the beginning when the end is actually nowhere in sight. I just want that feeling of return. That feeling that I'm someones number one and not the your there whatever. I thought I had it once.. and maybe for a while I did, but then again I knew the end when that started too. I guess I'm just left to wait for the offer I can't refuse. Unconditional love forever.

Currently listening : Absolution By Muse Release date: 23 March, 2004

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To my fallen soilder...
Current mood: sad

To my dear friend Mike.. sir you were by far one of the greatest men I have ever known.. You always made me laugh and your music made my heart smile. I will never forget the many amazing conversations we had on politics, music and life in general as well as the many drunken nights we spent together. My only regret is that I did not come to more poker nights as I promised I would. I love you dearly and will never forget you. You truly had a heart too large for this earth." For now we'll say goodbye We know it's not the last time I've lost the best part of my day But it's better where you're going anyway." (NFG)

..

Currently listening : Sticks and Stones By New Found Glory Release date: 11 June, 2002

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My rant...
Current mood: lonely

What the fuck is wrong with family??? Like seriously what the fuck?? My family can be the most amazing people sometimes but then out of nowhere its like BAM!! lets fuck you over and see how that feels.. I was born an only child.. No brother or sister.. My mom left when I was three and that just left me and my dad and then she died almost 3 years ago now..Anyways He had a few long term girlfriends here and there who loved to play mind games and were emotionally/physically abusive which just fucked me up a little more.. MY WHOLE LIFE I have been looking for somewhere to belong. I have bounced from aunt to aunt in this family and finally a few years ago felt as if I belonged somewhere... I belonged to my aunts family that I live with.. They have been there for me my whole life and my aunt practically raised me.. The only downfall is that I never quite fit in the "mold" that they had.. I wasn't a blonde pagent beauty.. I am gay and was a sports nut who was a total tomboy and still am. I am vulgar and tend to have a pretty bad potty mouth. Either way though I really thought I was starting to fit in.. Well this past week and especially today I was reminded yet again that I just don't make the cut. I am never going to belong. I feel no better now than I did when i was ten when I realized that all I want is a place to call home.. Its no wonder I wanted to marry my ex.. Hell if I cant fit in with my family why not just make my own. I dunno I guess deep down I'm truly jelous and sadend that I never had a stable place to rest my head and had the love and support that I always truly yearned for. I know I need to love myself before I can truly love anyone else but its really hard to love yourself when all you have heard your whole life is that your not ok for being who you are or why cant you just be what I want you to be. I am me this is who I am. Im queer rude and abrasive and if you dont like it than oh well.. Im done trying. Im just going to work on being the best person I can be for myself.. Fuck everyone else. This is a really deep blog and probably way too much info but I just really had to get this out. Im done.. Peace out

Currently listening : The Sufferer & the Witness By Rise Against Release date: 04 July, 2006

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Today is a sad day....
Current mood: sad
Category: Pets and Animals

Hey guys. Last night my beloved pet, lorenzo the turtle past away...Im so sad about it. He was so little and I had the responsibility to care for him because he couldnt do that himself and I have failed. Anywho I just thought I'd let all you who knew him know so you can grieve like I am. I love you lorenzo... you were the coolest turtle I had ever come in counter with. You were my buddy, and the way we used to hang together and play will always be a treasured memory of mine. RIP pal, you were one of the greatss.

The funeral will be later on today in the front yard. All are welcome.

Currently listening : The Tortoise & the Hare By Jazzyfatnastees Release date: 03 September, 2002

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Because of you
Current mood: crushed

THIS SONG IS DEDICATED TO MY MOM>>> if you have ever had anyone in your life that you looked up to and they completly destroyed and dissapointed you then you will get this song.. if not then just appreciate its beauty. 

I will not make the same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself
Cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did,
You fell so hard
I've learned the hard way
To never let it get that far

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid

I lose my way
And it's not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because you know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake
A smile, a laugh everyday of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid

I watched you die
I heard you cry every night in your sleep
I was so young
You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry in the middle of the night
For the same damn thing

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I try my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of you
I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty
Because of you
I am afraid

Because of you
Because of you

Currently listening : Breakaway By Kelly Clarkson Release date: 30 November, 2004

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