holy balls

That is one beautiful specimen of man.  Good god.

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Please Get Your Facts Straight

So here's a little thing called FACTS. About me. Considering the fact that people like to run their mouth about me without even taking time out of their precious little days to know anything about me, really.

1) Yes, I do enjoy music. Yes, I do help promote bands around town when I have the time. But no, it does not make me a "groupie slut." A groupie is someone who has sex with the band members. You really think I sleep with people in bands? I find that highly amusing, considering the fact that I DON'T HAVE SEX. I am celibate and have been celibate for quite some long time now and I don't see myself breaking that until I am in a serious relationship with someone and it's worth it. I don't find it necessary to be a promiscuous whore like some people do. Sex isn't something I just go handing out like it's candy, like it's meaningless. Sorry, that's just never been my thing. To all of those who think I just go whoring about, I can count on ONE HAND how many people I have actually been with. Can you say that about yourself? Most likely not. So really, in all actuality, please keep your fucking mouth shut, or legs (too) for that matter.

2) You may see me when I'm unhappy. You may see me out and about when I'm glowing and extremely happy. But just because you catch me in my bad days doesn't mean I'm an "unhappy bitch" all the time. We all have our down days. Some of us more than others. But if you DON'T HANG OUT WITH ME on a regular basis and only see me when I rarely "go out," you would really never know what my personality is like... you'd only be getting one side of me. Maybe if you took time out of your life to call me, hang out with me, want to get to know me... you'd see more than that one side.

3) Let's talk about alcohol. Throughout the past four years, I've realized that alcohol is overrated. I was never ever ever a "big drinker" to begin with, but I did enjoy some whiskey, rum, or wine from time to time. These days, however, I rarely (and I mean very rarely) ever drink alcohol. Why? Simply for the fact that I find myself having better things to waste (or save) my money on/for. Also, the fact that I like to wake up in the morning without feeling slow or groggy. But still, some nights you may find me drinking a Captain, or a glass of wine, or some good ol' whiskey... but I'm still not one of those kinds of people who wants to go out and get wasted every single night. No thank you.

4) So I'm pretentious? No, I'm just picky about my music and I know what good music to me sounds like. Sorry I don't like your shitty band that sounds like they just got out of high school. Sorry I don't listen to your heavy "punk rock" music that makes absolutely no sense. I'm no longer in high school, man. I've grown and I've calmed down and found what I actually like. You can hate it or not, but it still doesn't change the fact that I love the kind of music I listen to. That's one thing I will most certainly always be passionate about.

5) Apparently, I have become a "punch line" because of the things that I say. Really? I mean I know I'm a little ditzy at times, actually a lot of the times especially when I'm really happy my mind just kind of goes on about stupid topics, but me... a punch line? I seriously doubt that. I know there are far more better examples of people that can be punch lines in our circle of acquaintances.

6) I am not about drama. Never have been, never will be. So please, really grow up and act your age. Be an adult for once, instead of a whiny immature person.

I am 22 years old. I shouldn't have to go about justifying my actions, or lack-of-actions for that matter. However trivial all of this seems, I just found it necessary to get all of this off my chest, considering this is a bunch of shit I have heard about myself lately, thanks to emails and various chats and sorts.

My TRUE friends could actually vouch for all of this. They know who I am. They know what I stand for. They know what I'm about and what my life's about. My friends care about me and they would know better than to go about assuming things about me and my life and accusing me of things instead of just simply taking the time to ASK ME FIRST.

To everyone else, you can either like me or not... or go fuck yourself and have a good day.

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