shit
Current mood: in pain!

ok its now 4:22 in the morning everytime i lay down a serious pain comes over my joints in my sholders. so unbearable that i want to throw up. but when i stand up i suddenly get the baddest ass migrane in the world. i dont know what this is but it sucks. im thinking of going and laying in some hot water in thew tub to relax my muscles. on top of all that i have an infected wisdom tooth that is swolen and nausiating. this is by far one of the worst nights i have ever had. the shitty part is my bigest fear is the docter bill. i hate health insurance what the hell am i paying for this shit for. america sucks........... im going to canada!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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have you ever kissed a girl before
Current mood: relaxed

as im sittin here watchin tv. the sudden need for food comes over me. as usual i look in the freezer for anything thats fast and easy to make. what do you know, corndogs!! yes i love corndogs. well shit so i cook some up, and by cooking some up i mean putting them in the microwave and push the quick cook button. its amazing how lazy we are this day in age. there is an easy button on a MICROWAVE!!!!! anyway so after im done eating my corndog i look down at the plate and realize that the little extra batter is still on the stick. you know the part that everyone leaves till the end. anyway this made me think. hmmm, i know this may not make since to most of you, but my thought was. we all should take advantage of the time we have with our friends and family. i know we hear this alot but many times we dont act on it until its too late. you can have the coolest shit, the biggest tv, the lowdest stereo, the most expensive car, but without friends and family life is empty. take thoes times you have and enjoy. love you guys. peace

Currently watching : Where The Light Is: John Mayer Live In Los Angeles Release date: 2008-07-01

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this is it

i ran across this top ten list one day and there is no better way to express how people feel about all the stupid shit on myspace.......so read and enjoy!!

ONE
w.a.k.e.u.p
there is NO SUCH THING as a myspace tracker.
it does NOT exist. so quit posting stupid bulletins like
"OH-EM-GEEEEE this WORKS!!!"
no, it doesnt.


TWO
To the people who have like 25,000 friends,
are you serious?
You're stupid.
Go play in traffic.


THREE
Don't ever post pictures and say
"OMG, I'm so ugly"
"OMG,I'm so fat"
because if you were,
you wouldn't post them.
And if u do ur a freaking mongoloid.


FOUR
Nobody cares about threats over the internet.
Don't try to act hardcore with the keyboard.
Fighting online is like racing in the special olympics;
even if you win, you're still retarded.


FIVE
Quit crying
b/c you're not on someones top 8.
who the hell cares?
ITS FUCKING MYSPACE!!!


SIX
Who really gives a fuck if
I don't accept you as a friend?
MOVE ON!!!
Don't send me another request or message asking
"what's up with you not adding me?"
I don't want you as a friend;
that's what's up!


SEVEN
Little 6th graders who have MySpace
and look like sluts,
go somewhere else
because nobody wants you here.


EIGHT
If you have decided to read this,
you are a true MySpace Friend.
Real friends read their bulletins.


NINE
I say you go and pass this on
and maybe it will finally get through people's brains



TEN
And if you open a bulletin and it says something like
"repost this in 100 seconds or a ghost will rape your dog tonight,"
IT'S NOT REAL! QUIT BEING A FUCKING MORON

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gigs

well i got some jazz and clasical gigs commin up all of witch you should attend

sat and sun may 20-21 shoreline concertband playing in victoia for the festival of bands outside of the parlement building

tues the 23rd of may the concert band will be playing a show entitled new york new york at shorecrest highschool in the theater. 7:00 tickets are $6

on sat may 27th the big band (jazz) will be playing edmonds jazz festival 4:00 pm

on thurs june 8th jazz (will update soon)

on sun june 11th 12:30 i graduate. shoreline gym....

sun june 11th 7:00 jazz at tulas opening for cutlers band

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one year

today was me and my babys one year aniv. im so happy  :)))))))

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hawaii

ok so i just got back from hawaii, i had a wonderfull time. i went there on a band trip with shoreline cc....we playd 5 shows and the rest of the time just chilled on the beach and drank hella... well now im home and so happy to see my baby girl. but i will return there soon

watch out for shoreline jazz band.......sunday nights at tulas.....to be aranged

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my dearest friends

i have changed. as has everyone else in the world it is now a new day new minut and new second and i will continue to change..... a few things i wish to change are ..1 concentrate on school more ..2 be a more suportive boyfriend ( i think i have let down my girlfriend so many times) ..3 be more active with my friends ( evan and celisse are two of the most wonderfull people in my life and i should be more greatfull to have such good friends) all this stuff takes more from old duster so today as a new day will bring these new changes./.......

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my concerts in the next 2 weeks

tuesday the 6th classical concert, shorecrest theater. 7:00, dress, black tie
friday the 9th jazz rep 12:30 in band room shoreline
sunday the 11th jazz at tulas in bell town 8:00
friday the 16th jazz at swhoreline pub 8:00

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my poem
Current mood: cold

the real terror

today i saw a person die, i shed a tear
is it unusual to see a human cry, i shed a tear
for people who carried this selfish deed, i shed a tear
for the dieing who lived like you and me, i shed a tear
for every man and women gone, i shed a tear
for thes who sufferd in there homes, i shed a tear
for the people fighting over seas, i shed a tear
for thoes whos homes are in the middle east i shed a tear
they loose there lifes and we turn our heads, i shed a tear
by a shamefull leader we are lead, i shed a tear

retaliation is how were taught
from the day were born and growing up
i look around and see one man
one white, one blond, blue eyes, a tan
and this is how we live our lifes
to thoes difrent from us we fear
today i saw a person die, i shed a tear

for thoes who are dying in there own streets
all we care about is our clean white sheets
and resting our little sleepy heads
and laying in our comfort beds
and telling all our ferry tails
while all they here is guns and whails
and crys of thoes who lay in blood
who wont live to see there new born son
the 12 year old with a gental soal
is not the "terrorist" we are looking for
so when he dies its for the cause
we mark it in the name of god
and sulute the flag than were on our way
to fight again another day

i wait im longing for the day
when everyone can walk there way
and speak there way and think and hear
until it comes i shed a tear


by: dustin al-hakim

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annabel lee (this is the shit)

Edgar Allen Poe 

Annabel Lee

It was many and many a year ago,
   In a kingdom by the sea,
That a maiden there lived whom you may know
   By the name of Annabel Lee;—
And this maiden she lived with no other thought
   Than to love and be loved by me.

I was a child and she was a child,
   In this kingdom by the sea;
But we loved with a love that was more than love—
   I and my Annabel Lee—
With a love that the wingëd seraphs of Heaven
   Coveted her and me.

And this was the reason that, long ago,
   In this kingdom by the sea,
A wind blew out of a cloud, chilling
   My beautiful Annabel Lee;
So that her high-born kinsmen came
   And bore her away from me,
To shut her up in a sepulchre,
   In this kingdom by the sea.

The angels, not half so happy in Heaven,
   Went envying her and me—
Yes!—that was the reason (as all men know,
   In this kingdom by the sea)
That the wind came out of the cloud by night,
   Chilling and killing my Annabel Lee.

But our love it was stronger by far than the love
   Of those who were older than we—
   Of many far wiser than we—
And neither the angels in Heaven above,
   Nor the demons down under the sea,
Can ever dissever my soul from the soul
   Of the beautiful Annabel Lee.

For the moon never beams, without bringing me dreams
   Of the beautiful Annabel Lee;
And the stars never rise, but I feel the bright eyes
   Of the beautiful Annabel Lee:—
And so, all the night-tide, I lie down by the side
Of my darling—my darling—my life and my bride,
   In her sepulchre there by the sea—
   In her tomb by the sounding sea.

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