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Bull Shit Rant of the Evening...
Current mood: angry
Category: Food and Restaurants

Fuck Fucking Food.  I hate you stupid calories! Go die!!

In case you hadn't noticed, I'm on a diet. 

Fuck fucking diets!

I have had 590 calories today....and I am ANGRY.  Alright, I will live.  But I'm not happy.  All for this dress.  And I guess it's also for the whole "healthy living" crap too.  Whatever.

So, I saw the ex loser today.  I went to Pay Less to find some shoes for said stupid dress.  I didn't get anything.  So, I was going to cut through Mervyn's to get to Target. 

Bad idea. 

As I'm approaching the entrance, who should I see but mister loser pants right there in the doorway.

*Screeching halt*

I turned on my heel and went out the door.  ALL the way around the OUTSIDE of Mervyn's to get to Target.  I ended up back in Mervyn's looking for shoes.  Found a great pair for less than twelve bucks. 

Score!

... which brings me to here.  Alone on a Wednesday night.  Levi is gone.  He had tonight off and plays at the Starline in the Tower District on Wednesdays at their open mic night.  He does it for fun, not for money or status or fame.  I know it is good for him.

But I still miss him.

He is gone every night except for Fridays.  I'm always so damn tired on Fridays. 

Ok, there's another Bacardi and Raspberry Cocktail Infusion... 60 calories. 

YUM! 

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ART'S Latest Blog Entry
Current mood: pissed off and free
Category: pissed off and free MySpace

My latest, greatest attempt to add a blog entry. 

You do not have to comment if you do not want to.  This forum of mine isn't to gain kudos or ranking or status of any sort.  Simply, it is to "let it out."

You may not like what you read here.  For that, I'm sorry.

I may not talk about things that you want to hear.  I might speak about things you understand.  Either way, this is MYspace and I will treat it as such.

Firstly, tonight, I am pissed the fuck off at my friend.  She told me that my children never have clean hair.  This is not true.  Not only is it not true, it's Fucking Rude.  You see, I live in the country, where my children play outside and get dirty.  She lives in the city with an anal retentive asshole who wraps his toothbrush in toilet paper to keep it clean.  My kids get dirty...they're kids!  I can't wrap them overnight.  Fuck you.

Secondly, I am angry at my mother.  Why?  Because she told me to go on a crash diet so I can fit into my bride's maid dress.  Fuck that. Chalk it up to a $120.00 loss.  I really don't give a shit if I'm a bride's maid in my drug addicted brother and his drug addicted fiancé's wedding.  Why doesn't someone pay for their rehab instead?

Last but not least...I need a new job.  I'm losing my ever loving mind with that place.  Not only am I CONSTANTLY appearing at hearings Monday through Thursday, I have THOUSANDS of files to follow up on.  It is impossible.  I am cracking.  I give up.  Let them put some other shmuck in there to do the impossible.  I give....

Thanks for listening to my bull shit whiny baby rant.  Later.

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