Dearest Strahd
Current mood: smitten
Category: Games
My dearest Strahd, I hope this evening sees you finely. In fact, I am sure that it does.
On your ... kindly acceptance of my less than humble inivte, you can rest (do the undead, I mean you rest?) assured that all the stops will be pulled out, along with the red carpet, however it is with my most sincere apologies and, yes, embarassment that I regret the impetuous manner in which I ... pursued you. Certainly a creature of your .... (long) life's expience can have learned some patience with the short-timers. Besides, my own kind are known for their audacious brazenry even amongst even the shorts, are they not? Not to mention the intoxicated lust-filled orgy of which I've learned of those from whom half my blood sprins.
Who could blam me, even?
In the face of such overwhelming and insidious power what girl wouldn't swoon and woo or fight to gain .... attentions?
Perhaps we have both been confused as to what The Fates have in store ... perhaps, perhaps, perhaps many things. For instance, could you explain why exactly it is that my body must lie dead, irrevocably so? Surely there are loopholes ... surely your judgments are perhaps -skewed, due to a lack of proper company? Kavin DOES have his charms, but c'mon .... and I shan't speculate on others. 'tisn't what I'm about in this.
The fact remains, I invited you to palaver, not to war - not tonight, not tomorrow.
I think I can be of more use to you in an animate form rather than a ceased one.
Love and kisses, xara
perhaps this was the worm that had me last night, but - WHERE is my tail? Things became a bit of a blur in the middle ... thought you might enjoy.
Dark, evil, you are the evil breed of dragon. You lurk within the shadows of the night and attack with surprise. You prefer to stay alone, solitude is your best friend within your deep, dark cave or den.
He started simply enough. MY introduction to him was my first day of school in this glorious state, at a new school, in the 5th grade. HE was a harasser from the START but I managed to somehow quell him for all the days I personally knew him. Stopped him from attempting his torments on MY pereson with one swift and pointed kick intno his shin, just below the knee. This was of course after several warnings.
By 8th he already had a few sexual harassment accusations and the glory of ALL (then), a rape charge at the end of the year, the scandal was he might not be able to move onto but repeat 8th grade over it. But he skated through somehow.
Luckily, in the highschool years, I saw him little -if at all. But I still heard through grapevines about him and the escalation of his ... tendenacies.
By junior year I was living more in Hawaii than "here", having already graduated -but know that by Senior year, or that summer after, he was up for some time on multiple rape counts. I thought he got 10 yrs, figured he'd be out in 5 - I don't know truly at alli though.
So funny is: seeing this fucktard on a goddamned used car commercial today. It looked like a sleazy place and he was wearing a superman-esque costume. (If a sausage were to squeeze itself into one, that is)
It seems like here was more to this non-story I wanted to relay, but I'll have to add it later if it comes to me and seems important ...
Sorry for the waste of time
Currently
listening
:
Hunter
By
Dido
Release date: 23 July, 2002
So many things and not talking or writing of them endlessly doesn't let my mind any more cease -and even in the lightning flashes of Reason and Believability of Abilty isn't real relief for it cannot be sustained, there's no .... real motivation. ?
I want to go on so many 'sermons' - rarely, but some times I still do want. I cannot help but feel the drums of Lud demanding their sacrifice.
Such a slave, the bodhi-kali-sattva shackled also with taltosian feyism, trifold no less. Ahhh, what world and time was it I was born into this time? I so love to call it a trick, mi madre de boghag loves so to point out I forced her ~ None of this is true. A lawful upholder of the chaos, the very chaos which has seemingly abandoned me ... and likely for the fact that I allowed doubt to seep in. (or doubt bringers? I know that's unfair)
"Fair? " Yes, Jareth, I know ... but I'm the above, and I'm anathema the Solopsist AnaKat and ... dammit ... well, enough of that.
I need to forget. a new Purpose to regain that which I shrugged off amputate that which I had donned more happily
I suppose it's "fair" - "right" - "natural" as much as ANYthing is ...
fermented
insubordinate
smitten
amused
listless
enthralled
restless
