Waves

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MTV-eality

MTV-eality (you know, reality in the world eyes of the music obsessed generation who don't actually listen to music, but instead wear their merchandise because, it rocks) has taken a drastic turn that i am not sure i can handle...

i just saw saddleback lanes, on TV. the only bowling alley in all of south orange county, which is probably the most ghetto ever. (for MissionViejo standards, bowling in general is ghetto) i'm watching "Life of Ryan" (because you know deep down i'm a 13 yr old girl) which is filmed in my cutesy lil beach town...

noooooooooooooooooooooooo
why god why???

wait wait wait... does this make me cool then? you know, in the eyes of those mentioned above, i can brag and be like "hey cool kids, i'm cool, i live where cool people live - MTV says so"

10:48 PM - 89 Comments - 4 Kudos - Add Comment

Donut Wednesday
Current mood: apathetic

As the title suggests... today is Donut Wednesday.

What this means, is that every Wednesday (well almost every Wednesday, as there are, like all things in the universe, inconsistencies which can not be accounted for) the VP of Quality brings us Donuts. To which we all cheer the hurrah for donuts. And we, (as in 1 or 2 of my coworkers) make a mad dash to the break room to score the choice prizes.

Today, I opted for the chocolate with sprinkles.

In other news. I have also deemed today "dumb quiz day"

here is evidence


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Your Personality is Very Rare (INTP)

Your personality type is goofy, imaginative, relaxed, and brilliant. Only about 4% of all people have your personality, including 2% of all women and 6% of all men You are Introverted, Intuitive, Thinking, and Perceiving.

Your Weight is Ideal

Your BMI is 19.3 - a healthy BMI falls between 18.5 and 25 Congratulations, you are the perfect weight for your height. Even though you may not be entirely happy with your weight, you are healthy. So gain or lose a few pounds if you want, but don't go too crazy! Don't agree? Blame the government standards we based this test on!

Your Hair Should Be White

Classy, stylish, and eloquent. You've got a way about you that floors everyone you meet.

You Are 60% Cynical

Yes, you are cynical, but more than anything, you're a realist. You see what's screwed up in the world, but you also take time to remember what's right.

Your Life Is Worth...

$738,500

9:13 AM - 89 Comments - 2 Kudos - Add Comment

Quickie

Firstly - Coachella was fucking rad.

Secondly - I'm wearing a sweater set.

fuck me.

1:43 PM - 89 Comments - 4 Kudos - Add Comment

Sunday Wild in the Desert

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2012

11:02 AM - 89 Comments - 0 Kudos - Add Comment

Broken Mirth

4:45 PM - 89 Comments - 0 Kudos - Add Comment

i had tonsilitis

but i still have my tonsils.
and i'm fucking exhausted, but doing much better thanks.

back to work.

11:10 AM - 89 Comments - 0 Kudos - Add Comment

Meaning Mean Median Marginal Mediocre

i really do think i'd be ok with things if my life were slightly less "exciting" sometimes. really.

no, i'm serious this time.

what the crap do i get myself into? just when i see down the road that i've been veering towards, something jumps out and distracts me off course. And of course like the encourageable one that i am, i get all consumed by the new fancy.

well, my new fancy wants to be at home, with my son, and my cat, and no cable tv, or internet... or washing machines or microwaves... just me, and some copper, and noise makers in my asylum til 3am, just... me, and pen and paper, and watching  Seren eat crickets... only to yakk them up on my floor before the alarm goes off at 6am... when the real world begins.

my back is feeling better. i'm to be entertaining this coming saturday, and all i want to do is to curl back into my coccoon and create visceral and sonic evidence of all that i've been thru, all the feelings and harbored emotions and philosophizing and logicizing.... i don't want it inside me anymore. one more big push of my will... one more before i collapse

i feel like a surrogate in my 10th month. i want to give it all and be done with it.

all i need is time.

the sand is pouring... counting down by grain... i am impatient.

10:18 AM - 89 Comments - 0 Kudos - Add Comment

by James Whitcomb Riley - a snippet

"Oh, where is Mary Alice Smith?" She taught us how to call her thus--and now she will not answer us! Have we no voice to reach her with? How sweet and pure and glad they were in those old days, as we recall the accents ringing through the hall--the same we vainly cry to her. Her fancies were so quaint--her ways so full of prankish mysteries! We laughed then; now, upon our knees, we wring our lifted hands and gaze, through streaming tears, high up the stairs she used to climb in childish glee, to call and answer eerily. And now, no answer anywhere!

How deft the little finger-tips in every task! The hands, how smooth and delicate to lull and soothe! And the strange music of her lips! The very crudeness of their speech made chaster yet the childish thought her guileless utterance had caught from spirit-depths beyond our reach. And so her homely name grew fair and sweet and beautiful to hear, blent with the echoes pealing clear and vibrant up the winding stair: "Where--where is Mary Alice Smith?" She taught us how to call her thus --but oh, she will not answer us! We have no voice to reach her with.

12:59 PM - 89 Comments - 0 Kudos - Add Comment

Please & Thanks
Current mood: optimistic

I just received word of a potential much needed windfall.

I do not want to go into the details as of yet, until it is actualized.

If you pray, please pray good things for me... if that's not your style then please keep positive loving thoughts in mind for myself and my son.

Caedyn & I would be exceedingly grateful.

Love & Thanks,

Andrea Lucille

9:41 AM - 89 Comments - 6 Kudos - Add Comment

ball of goof.

i don't understand what it is.
but first it was taking anger out on maleable metal that was my only saving grace
now it's the relief of stress by having the wind knocked out of me by wave breaking forces on the bottom of the ocean floor.

it's fucking fantastic

i had an amazing weekend :) :)

2:35 PM - 89 Comments - 1 Kudos - Add Comment

going crazy aaaaaaaaaaagh

i need a fucking benadryl bath

my whole body itches. :(

12:02 AM - 89 Comments - 2 Kudos - Add Comment

erradic content
Category: Dreams and the Supernatural

i dreamt of flying, and of vampire hunting last night. and friends and co-warriors, conspiracy falsity, high stakes... and determinance.

i have been erradic.

i have calmed.

re-focused.

i am content.

4:59 PM - 89 Comments - 0 Kudos - Add Comment

duh. (apart from spelling)

What type of Fae are you?

almost done hibernating.
should be fully socially functional again soon.
information overload subsiding.

friday=marshmallows.

3:40 PM - 89 Comments - 0 Kudos - Add Comment