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Friday, May 02, 2008

Last day to play to win free book surprise pkg!
Current mood: bouncy

Don't forget the Experiment:
Here's the experiment:  "To Save A Dynasty" is ranked 32 as of  May 1, 2008 on the Horror list at Fictionwise. I'm trying to determine how many sales make the short story travel up the list. I selected this story because it was the less expensive of my currently highest ranked stories.

So, if you're interested in this fun little experiment, 1) purchase a copy of the story, and then 2) email me your receipt. [angelinehawkes@yahoo.com] Mark the Subject line: Fictionwise Experiment. My birthday is Friday, May 2. For some birthday fun, on Friday, I'll choose 2 random receipts/emails to receive a snail mailed book surprise from me for participating. So, let's see how far up the ladder we can make "To Save A Dynasty" climb!...Today and counting....

So for 65 cents you might get 1-3 free books! :)

http://www.fictionwise.com/eBooks/eBook65986.htm

To Save a Dynasty [MultiFormat]
eBook by Angeline Hawkes

eBook Category: Horror
eBook Description: The Romanov dynasty is threatened by changing political turmoil and a life-threatening disease. Empress Alexandra Feodorovna Romanov and her four daughters work with Rasputin, also called the Holy Devil, to sustain little Alexei and the lifeblood of Mother Russia.
eBook Publisher: Fictionwise.com, Published: The Blackest Death Volume I, 2003
Fictionwise Release Date: April 2008

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Sunday, March 16, 2008

Angeline’s Updates Feb 11- March 16
Current mood: bouncy
Category: Writing and Poetry

Lyrics to live by...

I think The Black Crowes, "Go Faster" ’s chorus sums up my life’s motto:

You can’t stop
Or I will pass ya
If you slow down
I will out last ya
But when you’re down
You won’t find me laughing
Just one question I might ask ya
It might sound like a disaster
Can you make this thing go faster?

I say can you make this thing go faster?


Busy weekend. Chris’s birthday was yesterday. We broke up, shoveled, tilled the garden spot. Today we’re off to fetch veggie plants, soil, and a wheel barrel. Many discussions on ordering a gazebo for the backyard.

New story idea. New story first line. Which one will make it out of my brain first? lol...only time can tell. Back to work on the novel...


Christopher and I have been on a movie watching frenzy. We still have several left from Christmas, we hit a Hollywood Video going out of biz, and we picked up a few at Texas Frightmare Weekend. To start with, we watched Deadwood Park from Wicked Pixel, directed by Eric Stanz. The film was really really good. What is even more amazing, was to watch an EXCELLENT horror movie with NO nudity! Imagine that! An intelligent director who can present scary content without the need for big, silicone-inflated, Pamela Anderson sized boobs! Wow! Seriously, the movie was fabulous. The sets were so real. I wanted to go rummaging through the old house...some of the antiques and antique fixtures were so cool....and the abandoned amusement part...CREEPY! Really great paranormal movie. Check it out!

Then we watched some Outer Limits...we love The Sixth Finger. Our new catch phrase is: "Your ignorance makes me ill and angry." Seriously, it applies to about 90% of life now.

I’ve been busy writing, sewing, and the usual. Listed some stuff on ebay:
http://search.ebay.com/_W0QQfgtpZ1QQfrppZ25QQsassZfulbright06

Antique doll, Barbie set, and an antique cosmetic compact. Go check it out if you’re in the market.

That’s about it...finished a new work by Steven Shrewsbury that rawketh muchly. Can’t talk about it. That’s just to tease you. Bwahahahha

We did our tax stuff...took all night....what an ass whup. Glad we’re almost done. Have to copy some documents before we send it off to our Accountant.

Okay...off to do laundry and check on my doll molds. More news about that coming soon.

Teh Hotness’s birthday is Saturday, March 15th....say it with me...The Ides of March...lol!

Fictionwise posts new e-books from moi

  • Mar. 4th, 2008 at 3:40 PM

Fictionwise has posted several e-books of mine today:

Now available are:

FANTASY

The Dream Weaver’s Daughter  [short story]
The Swan Road  [novel]
The Orb of Orion [Isgor Chronicles]  [short story]
..on’s Wings [Isgor Chronicles] [short story]
The Wizard of Lairne [Isgor Chronicles] [short story]
The Charmed Sword of Isgor [Isgor Chronicles] [short story]

HORROR

Madame Chang’s Red Dragon Saloon [novella]
Return of the Ba [short story]
El Reptil Rey [short story]
Through A Glass Darkly [short story]
All Becomes As Wormwood [short story]
The Commandments [collection]
Momento Mori: A Collection of Short Fiction [collection]
Then Comes the Child [novella by myself and Christopher Fulbright]


Lots of Angeline goodness....lol....


New interview of me at Fearzone.

New column, The Cauldron, at the Fearzone. Part 1 of a series on monsters: Dragons.

Texas Frightmare Weekend Report



Steven Wedel and Lee Thomas signing books, me being interviewed for Fearzone by Gabrielle Faust.  Me and Steven Wedel. HWA workin’ it.

Friday, Day 1:


The website said that the dealer’s room opened at 11 am. So we got there at 10 am. Then we found out, that the dealer’s room actually opened at 6 pm, 5 pm for those that paid for early admission. So, we went to eat and dropped by Grapevine Mills Mall so I could get some jeans that stayed on my body. The ones I had, decided that whenever I bent over, they wanted to come off....not very practical. So, got some jeans really quick. Then we swung by a restaurant on the way back to the hotel and snapped photos of the Zombie Walk that would soon be headed back to the hotel.


Zombie walk preparations.

Zombies in the hotel.


We got back to the hotel, got some coffee and wandered to our tables. As well as inviting the lot of us as guests, TFW also gave us 3 big tables to hawk our wares from.


That’s us: Christopher Fulbright, moi, Steve Wedel and Lee Thomas preparing for the onslaught of horror fans with money.
I sold 4 books in the first 20 min...that’s pretty good. The copies of Frontier Cthuhlu flew off the table.

Day 2, Saturday. When things get much busier:

Well, now that we knew when the dealer’s room opened, we got to sleep in an extra hour. Whoo hoo! Which means we got up at, I think, 7:30 am, lol. We drove by and picked up some breakfast burritos at Sonic, and got some gas. Drove to the dealer’s room, where Chris only got to stay for about an hour, before having to head back to his Saturday class, then turn around and come back to the hotel [hour each way].

Me, behind the table...Chris had control of the camera for the most part. [Leg cam] lol. We did get a couple really good shots together though. I can’t remember who we asked to take the shot, Steve or Lee.

Teh Hotness looking all hot and stuff. I told him that my usual plan, whenever I need to look for him in a crowd, I look for the dude all dressed in black...the usual plan failed to work at this convention. Everyone was dressed in black. So, this time, I had to look for the only dude with no tats. Speaking of which, this tat was awesome!

Silverscreen monsters!                      Vampire baby with blood-filled bottle & Vampire Mama


Steve Wedel, Lee Thomas, and Joe Mckinney.                          Me

The costumes and hair styles and tats were amazing. I’ve never seen so many tattoos. Or black leather. Of which I was guilty myself on 2 out of the 3 days. Probably, if I had to guess, a couple thousand cows bit it to clothe the horror fans in the dealer’s room alone. lol.

Lee lookin’ hot and a cool mohawk dude.                                       Me and the demon baby doll. Awesome!

Well, we were headed to meet Bill Lindblad [Alienmotive], Jen Oresol, and Tom Monteleone along with Lee and John at Razoo’s in Richardson. We ended up having to wait and Lee and John had prior plans back in Dallas so they had to scoot. We ended up having a very yummy dinner...although half way through I started zombing out because I was off my usual medication schedule and basically started feeling really bad. One funny Monteleone moment however: The drinks at the bar were outrageously expensive. Tom came over and said that his butt hurt. Clueless that I am sometimes, I wondered out loud if he had been sitting all day. He said, "No. The drinks are expensive. They bent me over and did their business." OMG. I laughed so hard. He never fails to make me laugh!

We were going to go to the ConDFW parties, where Bill, Jen and Tom had come from, but as I was feeling really bad, we went home instead.

Day 3, Sunday:
We continued to sell a lot of books. Our book piles got smaller. As far as book selling went this was a great convention. The good folks also had a panel for us, but by the time it rolled around we were down to just me and Christopher and Steve in attendance. Still, we had a great turn out and some really good questions were answered by the 3 of us.


Monster head from the crate in Creepshow. Chris meets George Romero. The highlight of his weekend! We gave George a copy of Then Comes the Child. I hope he likes it!


Vampire baby                                      Dude getting interviewed in front of Scream TV set


Lee Thomas; me being interviewed by Gabrielle Faust                                   Elvira and some attendees


Another cool mohawk                                                                      Elvira impersonator: Kitty Korvette

Overall, Texas Frightmare Weekend was cool. Of course, it’s taken me an entire week to recover. Very exhausting. But fun!

Christopher has other photos over at his Livejournal: wordgrinder.

Texas Frightmare Weekend here we come...

  • Feb. 20th, 2008 at 4:36 PM




Christopher and I will be at Texas Frightmare Weekend in Grapevine, Texas this Thursday thru Sunday. Come say hello! We’ll have tables and be signing/selling books. Read about it at Fearzone. We’ll be there along with Deborah Le Blanc, Steven Wedel, Charlee Jacob, Lee Thomas and C. Dean Andersson.

Spent the day getting ready for the convention and getting hair done. The new hair as best as I could get the photo [it’s a little wind blown from unloading groceries!]:



I’m happy!
Busy sewing weekend...
  • Feb. 18th, 2008 at 5:15 PM



I was hard at work sewing this weekend for a Bleudoor challenge. Lottie is in the red and black, in her LSDS 1928 9 Visiting Dress and LSDS 1925 50 Velvet hat. Lizette is helping with maman’s laundry. She’s wearing a LSDS 1921 39 Peasant dress. Both are busy working at the salesman sample replica wringer/washer that was a pre-Valentine’s Day gift from Teh Hotness.

Besides sewing, I finished/edited chapter 10 and finished and edited chapter 11...and started chapter 12....so I did WORK too!

All work and no dollies makes Angie a bored girl....

OH! PS! I won the aforementioned head! So, a SFBJ 60 Bleuette head is on its way to me from England! Woot!

The beat goes on...

  • Feb. 15th, 2008 at 1:17 PM
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Work on chapter 10 of the current novel progresses....oh, and one fantasy story needs editing. I’ve got a ton of submissions that need to be sent out...hopefully this weekend.

Congrats to all the nominees on the Final Stoker Ballot!

Decided what to wear to our date tonight...a black, tango-inspired dress with black pumps/hose. Yay. Painted my finger/toe nails a new color.

Getting hair cut/permed next week. Praying to god it turns out good and not the disaster it did the last time I decided to get a style and perm...4 years ago. I was that traumatized.  But, examining the Texas Frightmare Weekend guest list and I decided I needed to update to compete with all the young chicks posted there...sigh. Getting old sucks.

The sewing continues. Mailed my Snowbabies Round Robin off...so much fun. I have another ensemble that I need to sew one more button on and then I can list it on the new doll auction site. Bidding on an SFBJ Bleuette Gold 60 head...some turd keeps trying to steal it from me. Bad enough I had to peruse the UK markets to find one...please, please, please...The craptacular part of the auction on ebay is that it closes at the exact time my butt will be sitting outside of the school picking up the kiddos...so whoever the turd is trying to outbid me will have ample opportunity to STEAL MY HEAD FROM ME!! Grrr...but anyway, IF I can win this head, I’ll have 2 of the 3 types of Bleuettes and will only lack the Premiere head. Fingers crossed! If I win, I get to pick out the eyes...since the head is eyeless. I’m picking green. Eyes like Teh Hotness. And I have brown and blue eyed dollies already.



Will post pictures of the cute salesman sample wringer washing machine Teh Hotness let me buy for the Bleuettes. It’s so cute!





New meds working well. The first day was awesome. Now I’m somewhere in between same ole same ole and awesome. I think the key is the muscle relaxer at night...but that puts me out of commission the next morning til 11 am...so...it’s a trade-off. Mild pain today, but cold front and rain moving in....still my hands aren’t as stiff as normal and my feet don’t feel like someone dropped a cement block on them, so that’s something! The back, ribs, shoulder blades and collar bones are a bit stiff, and more extreme pain in the upper right portion of spine/shoulder blades/ribs...but at least it’s not the WHOLE back...overall, the drugs are REALLY working for once! Now, let’s pray I can continue taking them without some sort of liver/kidney failure or some such crap.

Okay...off to do laundry.

Oh! I’m going to be having a China doll contest on my LJ soon...the entries won’t be anything expensive or anything. Keep watching!

Awww....Teh Hotness....

  • Feb. 14th, 2008 at 12:56 PM
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He came home at lunch with long-stemmed roses, a huge box of chocolate, a card, and lunch from Le Madeline for me...he’s soooo sweet....

kissy kissy kissy....


PS I forgot the box of cream puffs he brought too....yummmmmmmm

I love you bebe!

Oy! I’m a walking pharmacy!

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Teh Hotness took me back to the dr this morning. To a new-old dr. About 12 or so years ago had to change due to a insurance policy shift, and now as a result of the previous Over Dosage Incident, Teh Hotness and I have returned to the former dr. SO MUCH HAPPIER.

This dr GETS IT that if I can’t write on the meds, I WILL NOT TAKE THEM. He also got the fact that I HAVE SMALL CHILDREN and therefore cannot be zombed out on the couch like some sort of crack mom. I must be functioning and must be able to drive a vehicle. A small fact that the other dr seemed to NOT GET.

So, I was given 4 new prescriptions with the promise of new and improved options should these not work. Then they poked my arm and gave me my pneumonia shot which I was due for this year. Now my good arm [translation: arm that didn’t hurt already due to spinal pain] hurts too. Yippee! Pain all around!

Last night suckethed muchly. Storms. Rain. Hail. Cold. All equal PAIN. Bah.

Today, I’m here. lol. Yesterday was a bang up writing day. Wrote a whole chapter and edited the previous one. So that’s good. Poor Hotness is just as tired if not more than I am as I kept him up all night with my personal misery.

Oh! Anyone interested in doggies and the rescue of doggies should check out  The Mill Dog Rescue Network.
My mother-in-law is actively involved in the rescue work there. Save a doggy!

Okay...I’ve got writing to do while I can still form coherent creative thoughts in my head.

Busy worker bee...
  • Feb. 11th, 2008 at 12:28 PM
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Rough painful weekend. Sigh. Writing is progressing on new fantasy novel.

Listed 4 new Bleuette dresses on the new DollPage Auction site: auctions.

Weekend was beautiful. This week looks blah. All gray outside right now. Rain tonight. Weatherman is probably nuts but predicting possible snow flurries on Friday night. Crazy. We’re going out for Valentine’s dinner on Friday night...I’m hoping the coldness will wait til Saturday. lol.

Texas Frightmare Weekend in 2 weeks!



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Christopher’s Updates Feb 14 - March 2
Current mood: busy
Category: Writing and Poetry

Mar. 7th, 2008

BOUND FOR EVIL has arrived....

BOUND FOR EVIL is now shipping. This hardcover collection promises to be one of the nicest books produced by a specialty press in quite some time. I’m proud to announce that my short story "Mechanix" appears along side tales by Ramsey Campbell, Jeffrey Thomas, H.P. Lovecraft, M.R. James, and Angeline Hawkes, among many others.

Based on the theme of evil books, BOUND FOR EVIL is a fine piece of work; it is leather bound, gold foil stamped, smythe sewn, and a staggering 800 pages with two dozen interior illustrations by Allen Koszowski. Collectors won’t be disappointed with this package, except maybe for my bio, which I probably should have written sober. Click this link to visit the Dead Letter Press blogspot for up-to-date information on this and other DLP titles. Order directly from DLP and receive a free limited-edition chapbook, not offered for individual sale.

Mar. 4th, 2008

Deadwood Park

I’m supposed to be working, but I’ve just gotta say something about this movie.

Angie and I sat down and watched DEADWOOD PARK last night. Actually, we watched the end of it, because we’d watched the first half the previous night until the DVD player died. The old DVD player absolutely refused to play past the 59:19 mark. After confirming that the disc was okay, I spent all day yesterday feeling unresolved wondering what the hell was going to happen at the end of this movie. I went to Wal-Mart over lunchtime, bought a new DVD player, and as soon as I got home from class last night, I ripped it out of the box, unloaded and moved the bookcase so I could plug in the new player, reloaded the bookcase, pushed everything back into place and promptly put in DEADWOOD PARK.

A brief synopsis from the website: The small community of Eidolon Crossing once boasted a flourishing economy and great prosperity, fueled by Dogwood Park, an amusement park at the edge of town.

Then the child murders began.

When the first child’s corpse was discovered at Dogwood Park, the town knew they had been pulled into a horrible nightmare. As more murdered children were unearthed on the amusement park property, attendance began to decline. Finally, the macabre publicity shut the park down entirely. Dogwood Park was abandoned. The old amusement park became known as "Deadwood Park" by the locals. Eidolon Crossing quickly withered into poverty.

Over the course of 35 years, 26 children disappeared at the hands of the elusive murderer. In 1979, Jake Richardson’s little brother Francis was the last of the children to be abducted. Jake and his parents moved away from Eidolon Crossing shortly thereafter. Now an adult, Jake is drawn back to Eidolon Crossing, the town where his brother was taken from him. The spirits of the many murdered children begin to contact Jake. He glimpses them in the shadows of his house. He hears them whisper in the darkness of the surrounding farmland. Jake is led back to abandoned Deadwood Park. Here, somewhere in this decaying amusement park, is the path that leads to the killer’s identity. It becomes Jake’s mission to solve the mysteries of this sinister, blood-soaked town.


I have to say this is one of the best indie horror movies that I’ve seen in a long time. While the acting from some of the extras was wooden at times, William Clifton did a great job in the leading role. The story was engaging and literally had me on the edge of my seat wanting to know what came next (hence the mad rush to get a new DVD player!). Director Eric Stanze has done some stunning cinematography work here; the old house, the church, and the amusement park are haunting. For that matter everything about the town of Eidolon Crossing is downright eerie. One thing that struck me as very effective was the use of sound -- you could hear the smallest titter across a wooden floor, the slightest creak of the old house settling into the earth. There were some genuinely scary moments in this film. Thick with atmosphere and suspense, DEADWOOD PARK is an intelligent creepfest sure to please the most hardened horror fan. It was a real pleasure to watch this movie. Kudos to the crew at Wicked Pixel. Well done.

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As a post script, I’d encourage folks to visit the Wicked Pixel Cinema website and click around. Their booth was directly across from ours at Texas Frightmare Weekend. I recognized the name of their site since, back in 1999, they used to publish fiction online at a time when I published primarily in webzines. Small world, eh? Anyway, it was great talking to these guys, and checking out a couple of their movies. They’ve really come a long way from their 1995 release SAVAGE HARVEST, and I expect there’ll be greater things to come.
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Mar. 2nd, 2008

Today’s Haul and New Discoveries

So, it turns out that Plano, TX has the absolute best stores for both horror movies and death/black metal. I had no idea. I mean, all these years I’ve been lamenting the disappearance of Forbidden Books & Video in downtown Dallas, because they had the greatest selection of exploitation horror films in town. At least, as far as I knew. Then, one day over lunch break I cruised up to Fry’s Electronics to pick up a wireless network adapter and decided I’d slip through the movie section. I was stunned -- they’ve got just about everything a die-hard B-horror fan could ever want. From Herschell Gordon Lewis films to Something Weird video boxed sets; from Italian horror kings Bava, Argento, and Fulci, to obscure American 80’s indie releases. I swear I hit the treasure trove.

Then, today, I was feeling kind of under the weather (still recovering from the con crud), but we wanted to get out of the house for a while. Usually we’ll head to the big Half Price Bookstore on Northwest Highway, but we discussed the size of our book collection and thought we’d just take a leisurely drive through old town Wylie. Well, next thing you know my intrepid (or is that hapless?) fellow adventurer, the brave Angeline and I are driving down Farm Road 544, only to discover that it becomes Plano Parkway and dumps us off on 75 near Collin Creek Mall. She found a new antique mall on the east side of Central, and I ... heh-heh, well I found my new favorite CD store, CD Warehouse.



Their metal section -- and yes it was an entire section -- had just about everything that I was looking for and was willing to buy in one shot. The haul for today is pictured above. This officially replaces three heavily worn cassettes and adds a couple of discs I hadn’t picked up yet. Special thanks to Angie, who made this a guilt-free purchase! (They don’t make ’em like her anymore. Sorry fellas, she’s all mine.)

I’m very pleased. For anyone out there who’s looking for great places in the North Dallas/Richardson/Plano area to buy new horror films or death/black/thrash metal, please support these guys so they keep stocking all this cool shit!

HORROR FILMS
Fry’s Electronics
700 E Plano Pkwy
Plano, TX 75074
(214) 291-6000
Get Directions

BLACK/DEATH METAL & CLASSIC THRASH
CD Warehouse
1017 N Central Expy
Plano, TX 75075
(972) 509-9135
Get Directions

Feb. 26th, 2008

Frightmakers Invade North Texas for TFW 2008

Angeline and I attended our first official horror convention this weekend, February 21-24, 2008 in Grapevine, Texas. The organizers of Texas Frightmare Weekend were gracious enough to have local HWA members added to the guest roster, providing some much appreciated exposure for our work. We’ve been to several local sci-fi conventions, but they’ve mostly been literary events, and they in no way prepared us for this. Maybe Horrorfind Weekend is comparable, but since it’s all the way up there in Yankee territory, we’ve never attended. I don’t know how many people showed up for this thing, but they came in droves like the German Wehrmacht; it was a blitzkrieg of horror fandom the likes of which I’m sure hasn’t been seen in our area in a very long time.

We arrived Friday morning around 10 a.m., and shortly met up with Steve Wedel and Lee Thomas. For some reason I had it in my mind that the dealers room was opening at 11 a.m., but it didn’t really open until 5 p.m. Anyway, it worked out okay, since it gave us time to grab some lunch and head over to Grapevine Mills mall, where Angeline wanted to do a bit of shopping. On our way back to the hotel were given the first indication of what was in store for the DFW Hilton Executive Conference Center; a mob of zombies gathering in the parking lot of Saltwater Willy’s, preparing for the Zombie Walk. Folks from all over the nation had shown up to be splashed with blood and walk in a huge mob along Grapevine Mills Drive from the mall to the convention center, chased by zombie hunters in a 4x4 hearse.

Once the vendors room opened up we headed down and took our places. Our table was right next to Bersals Chop of Horrors, and directly across the way from the guys from Wicked Pixel Cinema. I recognized their name because the website they used to run eight or nine years ago used to publish fiction back when I was published mostly in webzines. I had a good conversation with one of their producers, Scott Muck, and director Eric Stanze, and picked up a couple of their flicks to check out, Deadwood Park and Savage Harvest.

There was a pretty steady flow of interested parties checking out our books and asking questions about HWA, writing, and publishing. We met with Joe McKinney, author of Dead City, who came up from San Antonio, and Gabrielle Faust, doing interviews for FearZone. We sold a good number of books and handed out mucho promo materials. I frequently get restless planting my butt at the table, so I intermittently made the rounds to all of the independent filmmaker’s booths, shaking hands and passing out cards and seeing what they had to offer. I learned a few things about the indie movie industry talking to these guys, and discovered that they run up against many of the same problems as do writers in the small press. Granted, the movie audience is much wider, but the nature of people involved is the same. Our panel on Sunday was great -- I admit being a little intimidated having to follow Tom Savini, Ken Foree, and the like in this huge room, but Noel with TFW did a great job helping us get started, and about 30 people attended with questions and comments. I even got a chance to plug the infamous Zombie Moon screenplay, co-written by me and my good friend Matt Owens back in 1999. Sadly, it remains the worst zombie movie (n)ever made. I also got a chance to briefly meet Eve Blaack, of The Hackers Source (who’ll be publishing one of my stories in their next issue, by the way).

Despite our pleasure at being guests at such an event, and having so much fun talking to friends new and old, the absolutely best part of the weekend -- my absolutely greatest most bestest and glowingest moment -- was meeting George Romero.

In addition to such guests as Elvira, Malcolm McDowell, and Tom Savini, the entire cast and crew of Night of the Living Dead was present, celebrating the 40th anniversary of the film that started it all. It was cool to see everyone and how they had changed, but there was no question that the only person whose autograph I was willing to pay for was the man himself, George A. Romero. Creepshow and Dawn of the Dead are easily in my top ten favorite horror films of all time, and the impact they made on me was significant. In fact, although I had been writing fantasy and war stories from a very young age, it was only after walking home in the dark, through the darkened back lot of the Circle Super after seeing Creepshow 2 at the tiny local theater, that I was inspired to write my first horror story -- imaginatively entitled The Pit. Okay, so it was a plotless rip-off the The Crate, but it was all for fun back then -- and to gross out my creative writing class when it came my turn to read aloud.

I waited until Sunday morning, thinking the lines would be less imposing. On Saturday, his line wrapped all the way around the convention ballroom, and this place was huge. Since we were guests, I was able to get in line along with all the early admission folks on Sunday. It still took about an hour or so to get through, but certainly few other things are so worth waiting for.

I’d made some idle conversation with the two guys in front of me in line; one of them met Romero at a convention in Canada and had a photograph with them together that he was going to get signed. It turned out that the kid in line in front of me is attending Tom Savini’s special effects school. He gushed to the director about how Dawn of the Dead changed his life, and I had to admire how Mr. Romero reacted. No matter how many times he must have heard this from countless fans, he took it right to heart and seemed genuinely touched. He told the kid if he ever made it up into his neighborhood to let him know. Then he gave the kid his e-mail address and said, "if you give this to anybody, I’ll kill you."

Once it was my chance to talk to the man, I had him sign a photograph for my sister, my Creepshow mini-poster, and my clamshell cover insert for the 1977 version of Dawn of the Dead. As soon as I laid the clamshell insert in front of him he said, with good-natured disgust (if there is such a thing), "VHS!" We laughed about it, and I proceeded to tell him about my closet full of horror films on VHS, so many of which I can’t find on DVD. We talked about some of the films of the 80’s, and the kids in front of me hung around to join in the conversation and graciously took this picture of me with the man himself. I thanked him heartily for all of his work, and slipped him a copy of Then Comes the Child, with my personal inscription, "For George Romero -- Thanks for all the scares!" I hope he reads it and enjoys, if no other reason than to repay him in some small way for all the hours of enjoyment he’d given me.

When I came back to the table clutching my signed Romero goods, Angie claims I looked like a giddy schoolboy. I admit I couldn’t stop grinning. I was on a high for the rest of the day, absolutely on a cloud. It was a dream come true to be sure. All those years ago, laying on the floor of our old house in Woodland Park, looking up at that grainy VHS picture of gut-munching zombies, I never would have thought it possible to shake hands with the guy who’d been so influential in my teenage years. For me, it’s probably second only to meeting Stephen King, which I guess is unlikely at best.

All in all, this was the best weekend we’ve had in recent memory. Saturday night we met Bill Lindblad, Jen Orosel, and Tom Monteleone for dinner. This is the second time that Angeline and I have met Mr. Monteleone, and I only wish he’d been at a convention that didn’t conflict with TFW so we could have had more chances to talk. I admire him as a long-standing figure in the genre, and can’t help but respect his straightforward style and impressive body of work. We considered going back with them to ConDFW for some parties, but both Angeline and I were wiped out, so we just headed home.

The weekend left me drained. The lack of sleep, lack of food, and excessive handshaking allowed a low-grade bug to catch up with me. Plus, I’d written two final exam essays for history class and crammed algebra homework into every spare moment the previous week. Nevertheless, it was a fantastic experience, and one we look forward to repeating next year. Sincere thanks to Loyd and everyone at Texas Frightmare Weekend for their hard work and for making us feel wanted and at home. I can’t say enough about how appreciative we are for their invitations, and how excited we are to be part of the next event. Based on what we saw this year, Texas Frightmare Weekend has every right to the claim that they are the premier horror convention of the southwest.

Now, back to recovery....

Feb. 20th, 2008

Texas Frightmare Weekend starts tomorrow!

Just a reminder that Texas Frightmare Weekend is this weekend. Angie and I will be there as guests with some fellow scribes from HWA and FearZone. For more information, click the banner. Hope to see you there!

Feb. 14th, 2008

My Wife

Time for the mush. Some of you are really going to hate this. I don’t much care. This is, after all, the Innernetz, and you have the option to look away at any time.

I love my wife. In fact, I have never been so in love with a person as I am with her. Dare I say that she is the wind beneath my wings, and use every cliche’ in the book to describe the way that she inspires and energizes me and shines light into all the dark corners of my life? Cliche’s are not enough. Without Angeline, I would be nothing. Once, it was my only desire to be a successful writer of fiction, and only that -- I was convinced -- would bring me joy. But the day we were married, all of that seemed virtually unimportant. It became secondary to being in love, to taking care of her, to being all that I could in the way of provider, lover, and friend. Funny how the one thing that carried me through the darkest times in my life was suddenly revealed as nothing more than a life preserver, something that merely kept me afloat until God aligned our destinies and I awoke to what life was really about.

Everyday, I count myself fortunate to have this, something some people never experience in a lifetime. A sweeping powerful love that is loyal, kind, and generous. A love that overcomes strife, pushes through the pain, and carries us each day to the height of human experience. I have never been so happy. I love her more each day. Every day is Valentine’s Day for us; we don’t need some greeting card holiday to remind us how to treat each other. I wish everyone could have what we have. The world would certainly be a better place.

The photo above is one that Rhonda Eudaly took of us at the FenCon party just a few weeks ago. Just seeing her smile like that warms my heart, because I have seen her pain, and that’s sometimes too much to bear. But today is a good day, because we’re on the road to getting her the right treatments; the new medications that Dr. Sparks prescribed have so far (two days now) have given her some much-needed respite. Thankfully, the pain meds for the day are not narcotics, but anti-imflammatories, the pure form of the stuff that they use to make Aleve, so she doesn’t have to endure the drug-induced haze which she hates. We’re hoping that this is the solution. Yesterday, she said she felt like she was in somebody else’s body she felt so good, so perhaps someone up there is not only hearing, but -- in part -- answering my prayers.

So, here’s to my wife, the greatest love of my life. I love you, bebe, and happy Valentine’s Day. I can’t wait for our night out on the town! :-)

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Tuesday, February 05, 2008

Angeline’s Updates: Nov 29 - Feb 5
Current mood: busy
Category: Writing and Poetry

Good news that is not mine...lol...
  • Feb. 5th, 2008 at 11:04 AM
Christopher Fulbright aka Teh Hotness received notification from Lachesis Publishing that his novel Of Wolf and Man will be reprinted! I'm so thrilled that he's finally found a home for this book! It's an excellent novel and suffered before due to lack of distribution.

More Christopher Fulbright news: He's featured  this month on Heidi Rudy Miller's "Pick Six," where authors pick six questions to answer from a list of fifteen.

The other good news is that good friend and mentor Robert Weinberg has been awarded the HWA Lifetime Achievement Award. Here's the press release:

TWO GENRE ICONS AWARDED LIFETIME HORROR AWARD

The Horror Writers Association will award two Lifetime Achievement Awards at this year's World Horror Convention and Bram Stoker Awards Banquet.

Writer/director/producer/composer John Carpenter exploded onto the horror scene with his 1978 classic "Halloween," a film that held the title of most successful independent release for two decades. His other notable films include "The Thing," "The Fog," "Escape from New York," "In the Mouth of Madness" and "Vampires," as well as many others. Carpenter has come to be known as one of the most influential horror filmmakers of all time. He is currently in production on his newest project, called "The Prince."

Eleven years before Carpenter's "Halloween" was released, Robert Weinberg sold his first short story. He was a junior in college at the time, and hasn't stopped writing since. A founding member of HWA, Weinberg is a two-time winner of World Fantasy Award and a renowned expert in many genres, having edited over 100 books in the fields of horror, fantasy, science fiction, young adult, western and mystery. Weinberg also has worked as a writing instructor and served as HWA vice president for two terms.

HWA President Deborah LeBlanc said, "We are proud to honor these two men with the Lifetime Achievement Award. Bob Weinberg's contribution to the genre goes much deeper than his obvious body of published work, as he has always been a reliable, invaluable resource to HWA, and ever-willing to offer advice to our young writers.

"John Carpenter revolutionized the horror film," LeBlanc continued. "The influence of 'Halloween' surpasses the boundaries of film, touching literature, comics, non-fiction, and nearly every other aspect of the horror genre. The creation of Michael Myers and his iconic theme music alone would be enough to earn him this award. The fact he has been a consistent and innovative force in the genre is just icing on the cake."

The Lifetime Achievement Award is the most prestigious of the Bram Stoker Awards, given by the HWA in acknowledgment of superior achievement not just in a single work but over an entire career. Past Lifetime Achievement Award winners include such noted authors as Stephen King, Anne Rice, Joyce Carole Oates, Ray Bradbury, and Peter Straub. Winners must have exhibited a profound, positive impact on the fields of horror and dark fantasy, and be at least sixty years of age or have been published for a minimum of thirty-five years. Last year's winner was author Thomas Harris.

The HWA Annual Conference and 29th presentation of the Bram Stoker Awards will be held on March 29 in conjunction with the 2008 World Horror Convention. The convention runs from March 27-30 in Salt Lake City, Utah.

The Horror Writers Association is a worldwide organization promoting dark literature and its creators. Started in 1985, it has over 500 members who are writing professionally in fiction, nonfiction, videogames, films, comics, and other media.

Other News:

I'm hard at work on Christopher and my fantasy novel...one of 6 on the 2008 pile To Be Finished...which is where I should be right now. Ragnar's got some monsters to be killin'....

For Teh Hotness....

  • Jan. 24th, 2008 at 2:22 PM
If you don't know who Teh Hotness is....you probably don't know who I am either....move along...lol...

Just cuz' everytime I hear this song, I think of you, bebe...

Title: Lifehouse - You and Me

what day is it
and in what month
this clock never seemed so alive
I can't keep up
and I can't back down
I've been losing so much time

cause it's you and me and all of the people
with nothing to do
nothing to lose
and it's you and me and all of the people
and I don't know why
I can't keep my eyes off of you

all of the things that I want to say
just aren't coming out right
I'm tripping inwards
you got my head spinning
I don't know where to go from here

cause it's you and me and all of the people
with nothing to do
nothing to prove
and it's you and me and all of the people
and I don't know why
I can't keep my eyes off of you

there's something about you now
I can't quite figure out
everything [s]he does is beautiful
everything [s]he does is right

you and me and all of the people
with nothing to do
nothing to lose
and it's you and me and all of the people
and I don't know why
I can't keep my eyes off of you

you and me and all of the people
with nothing to do
nothing to prove
and it's you and me and all of the people
and I don't know why
I can't keep my eyes off of you

what day is it
and in what month
this clock never seemed so alive

Sorry if I Romance Gagged anyone out with this post...I figure any man who gets up at 5 am, when he only has one measly hour left to sleep before the EVIL alarm clock goes off, just to give me my pain medicine, deserves some mushy stuff. Yeah, and that too. hee hee.

New Story Acceptance/Anthology

  • Jan. 24th, 2008 at 1:10 PM



Beneath The Surface" 

Shroud Publishing is compiling 13+ of the eeriest and most terrifying works of short fiction into a classically-themed trade paperback titled "Beneath The Surface."

"Beneath The Surface" will represent the first in a series of themed anthologies intended for widespread distribution. 

In this collection of stories, readers will be tantalized and thrilled by tales of supernatural beings, Gothic settings,  shadowy creatures, and atmospheric haunts. 

Due in Winter 2007/2008, "Beneath The Surface" will serve as the perfect companion to cold nights by the fire or snowed-in days off from work.

Markus Vesper. 

PRE-ORDER BENEATH THE SURFACE

Trade Paperback

$17.95 + $2.50 S&H

Table of Contents
INTRODUCTION, Tim Deal
THORGUSON, Scott Christian Carr
RAW MATERIALS, Derek M. Fox
STONE CREEK STATION, Scott William Carter
THE DRAWER, Malon Edwards
HANGING ON HER EVERY WORD, Ian Whates
HER SWEET SOLACE, J.T. Glover
THE APARTMENT¹S BEST FEATURE, Philip Roberts
SECRETS (NEVER TOLD), Richard Wright
THE MONEY TREE, Justin McMahon
MULÓ, Efraim Z. Graves
KISS OF LIFE, Marie Brennan
THE RELIC: FATHER SANTIAGO¹S BONES, Angeline Hawkes
THE DEEP END, Jake Burrows
BONUS TALE: WHERE THERE'S SMOKE John Bushore

News....News abounds....

  • Jan. 23rd, 2008 at 4:11 PM


Blood Coven has advanced to the Preliminary ballot for the Bram Stoker Awards in the category of Long Fiction. Yay! Active HWA members can request a free PDF or go to the link posted on the HWA board [or in the mailer] and download the novella. [Bit of trivia: I am the only woman author in the Long Fiction category...some day we will rule the world...bwahahahaha]

My new column, The Cauldron, is now up at Fear Zone. While you're over there, be sure to check out the interview of Robert Weinberg. Good friend, surrogate father, writing mentor, and Robert E. Howard collector...not to mention all of this: Robert Weinberg