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Saturday, June 07, 2008

’’Heart of a Dog’’ with english subtitels. Part 2.
Category: Movies, TV, Celebrities

''Heart of a Dog'' is a biting satire of the New Soviet man, written in 1925 by Mikhail Bulgakov. The story has become a cultural phenomenon in Russia, known and discussed "from schoolchildren to politicians." The story has been filmed in both Russian and Italian-language versions, made into an English-language play and an opera, and been the cause of critical arguement.


Here is the genius version filmed by Vladimir Bortko in 1988 with the best russian actors taking part in.















 

 

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’’Heart of a Dog’’ with english subtitels. Part 1.
Category: Movies, TV, Celebrities

 

''Heart of a Dog'' is a biting satire of the New Soviet man, written in 1925 by Mikhail Bulgakov. The story has become a cultural phenomenon in Russia, known and discussed "from schoolchildren to politicians." The story has been filmed in both Russian and Italian-language versions, made into an English-language play and an opera, and been the cause of critical arguement.


Here is the genius version filmed by Vladimir Bortko in 1988 with the best russian actors taking part in.















 

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Monday, February 25, 2008

The Fatal Nightbirds and the Nutcase(a new translation of "The Silver Moonlight")
Current mood: working
Category: Writing and Poetry

This is it, my dear friends, one more short chapter is translated into english now! For those who did not have a chance to read the very old blog with the beginning of the story and for those who forgot how it all started, I am posting it whole again(chapters 1 and 2 of Part2)...

Enjoy reading and let yourself get drawn into this mysterious world, but do not forget, a day will come when you can become the next fatal nightbird!

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Part 2

The Silver Moonlight

 

They call for a walk. There are again them, them, these people, whom they call nothing else but "sick" and treat with kindness, terrible kindness. Have to go. Nowhere to run from the fate! Neither mine nor of the world`s one. Moreover, our fates are like two long parallels.

Vladimir Vysotsky

"Life Without Sleep (the Dolphins And the Nutcase)"*

 

1.

We called at a small café, me and Fabio. As we sat down a girl drow my attention. While waiting for them to bring our order, I began to study her...

Good, our table was located very successfully, and it was possible to examine everything even the smallest details, without frankly staring.

She was sitting alone, it seemed she really enjoyed this specific lonely pleasure, or may be not, but one could notice, that she felt herself quite comfortable. She pecked with a fork in some salad, slowly and even somehow lazily, instead of bread there was a rolled up slice of ham in her left hand. To all appearances the ham was much more to the girl`s taste than the boiled meat, which pieces I managed to see in her salad... The girl finished with the salad(rather quickly, I would say, with all that visible protraction of her motions) and picked up a large round cup of coffee from the table. She held it in her hand so easily as if the cup was absolutely empty.

The girl sharply glanced into the window and again she was immersed into the leisureliness of her own motions, I saw at this moment, as shuddered the curled upwards ends of her hair. The hair were of some orange color and they shone a little bit in the twilights of the stuffy bar, in such a rainy day it was unnatural and too attractive... Suddenly she raised her eyes and looked directly at me, must be she felt that someone was staring at her. Her lifeless-sluggish eyes were of extraordinary large shape, deep as an old well. I started to fall down through these eyes, as into a narrow bottomless slot...

Already every single part of my body felt free fall downwards, when at some weird point I found myself sitting at her table.

- Isn`t it a pity, that the sun is not shining today? - she said sadly.

- What is your name? - I surprised myself with such a sudden question.

- In general, you can call me with any name you prefer, - the girl yawned.

Something similar to an orange reflection of a sunbeam flashed inside of her pupils. And it became noticeable how tired girl`s eyes were, the blue-gray circles under the lower eyelids were slightly hidden with a help of make-up, but only slightly...

And again she looked to me so fixedly, that I was falling, I was falling together with the chair, I was sitting on, downwards, downwards, downwards... This dual flame flashed in front of me one more time. It was pleasant and frightful at the same time, the sensation of the unavoidability spilled throughout the whole body...

- It`s a pity, that there is no sunshine today, right? - she asked again.

I realized that I`m still sitting in the café opposite her.

- Call me, when the time comes... But it should be a sunny day, - she was purring softly into my ear, then she stood up and left the café.

I was ready to rush after this girl, but it turned out that I was nailed to the chair, some strange paralysis bound my flesh from the feet up to the hips...

About ten minutes went past before Fabio came to me.

- What is that with you? - he wondered.

- Have you seen this girl?

- Which one? We are the only customers in this entire devils snack bar, and they still did not bring our order! - Fabio was getting more and more angry.

My legs did not obey, as if they went numb, but this feeling was stronger in thousand times...

- What is that with me, Fabio? - I asked in a squeezy-weak voice.

- How should I know!? Thanks god, it stopped raining. Let`s go!

- I cannot arise... - I squeaked still so sorrowfully...

 

2. 

 - So sorry, but I could not help it, - the cat stretched herself negligently on the grass, as she continued her lazy purr, - you know, cats love to hunt. After all, who asked this silly jerboa to run away from me? By the way, he turned out to be not that tasty... I must confess, a juicy slice of some delicious ham would be much better...

- Isn`t it enough yet? - such a rough voice bellowed suddenly, but I noticed, it was obviously a female voice.

There was someone sitting in the shadow under the ruins of an ancient stone wall.

- Did we actually need him? Arthy passed out of use, he found the papyrus, - an old wheezy guy popped up from nowhere.

- Dirty old man! - the harsh voice said.

- Now we know where to look for the cherished manuscript, what else? It`s up to Nino now... - he added, clearing his throat simultaneously.

- He is just a bloody loser! Nino has no fit, you will see! - a young mulatto stepped out of the shadow at last.

She looked a lot like the one, which I saw in that ill-fated cafe, but at the same time, this girl was different. Every single cellule was running a mysterious inner impulse, her flexible slim body, which normally would be meant to have some kind of a sexual attractiveness, was created to attack and defense in the most extreme situations, it was a perfect device for survival, just a package, a tight-fitting shell of something or someone so great and powerful...

- You know, Bazra, how close I am to turn up my toes, - someone's rasping voice broke through my sleepy reasoning.

- You won`t be able to get along with Telepinu on your own - the elder continued, rubbing his watering eye.

- Do not dare! - Bazra`s terrifying yell roared, the wall shaked, several yellow bricks broke off and fell directly next to the bristling cat.

The cat started to prance, the old man realized the unforgivable mistake he just made and buried his face in his shoulder. As for the girl, she leant her head far back, shouting three obscure words in some weird language and clenching her fists furiously untill the eyes full of blood closed slowly...

Her body was still shuddering with convulsions as the noise died away and stunned silence fell.

- Do not dare to pronounce this name, - she spoke already in a calm but tired voice, - never ...

- But, you do need a new helper, so many adventures are awaiting you...

- What do you mean, old bastard? - the cat lost her temper completely, - Are you trying to say, that I do not count anylonger?

- You do not count ever, - Bazra, this arrogant young woman, was laughing now, - you were not worth taking at all...

- I admit my fault - the elder agreed, and being not able to manage to control himself he broke into another paroxysm of coughing.

- Never mind, - and she went on giggling.

It seemed for the moment that there were real tears frozen in the cat`s eyes. Yes, they were great sparkling tears of feeling wronged by Bazra`s bizarre joke, they were little brilliant drops of hatred, hidden deeply in a secret dusty corner of her tiny soul.

- We will see! - the cat grumbled ambiguously and turned aside.

- She threatens me!? No, have you heard this? - the incident sent her into fits of laughter, Bazra could not calm down swallowing every second syllable...

- Okay, it`s over with laughing now. Let`s take care of our business, - she addressed the guy, still smirking in her malicious pleasure and glancing at the offended cat.

- Should we visit our sick friend, may be? - he asked.

- Perhaps, it will be better tomorrow... - the girl smiled thoughtfully and fixed her chilling heartless gaze upon me.

I did want to wake up but I could not, something was not letting me or someone...

- Where is the drowned one? - worried this old fellow, meantime his back became unnaturally bent and little by little the hump was growing into some enormous black wings, his neck extended. And the hardened nose was knitting with his mouth. It was truly a predatory bird...

Anna Topilina © Copyright: 2007-2008

* - the epigraph is the original translation of a fragment of Vladimir Vysotsky`s short story "Life Without Sleep (the Dolphins And the Nutcase)" by Anna Topilina. More about Vladimir Vysotsky can be found in one of the previous blogs "TO BE OR NOT TO BE - THAT IS THE QUESTION?"...

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Tuesday, February 05, 2008

How I Left the God... (almost a true story)
Current mood: devious
Category: Writing and Poetry

...to all those, who are awaiting to be treated like a kind of God...

 

* * *

Sitting still, not making any troubles, people are passing by, suddenly a man stared at me in a surprise...

- Who the hell are you?

- Me, it`s just me... And you?

- I am a God!

- Really?

- Yes!

- Prove it, please...

- I created my own world, isn`t it enough?

- But I don`t see your world!

- Really?

- Yes!

- You cannot see my gorgeous Universe?

- No.

- Look around yourself, it`s all created by me! I am the only God!

- Hmmmm...

- What?

- It all did exist before you...

- Really?

- Yes.

- No matter, I love you!

- Hmmmm...

- What? You don`t believe? God loves you!

- It sounds weird...

- How could it be? I created the Universe, I created everything! I created you! And I love you!

- But I existed before you...

- No. You are just a flower, but I did grow you up, I did water you, I did put the seeds into the ground!

- May be it was also you, who created the water itself? And the ground? And the seeds as well?

- Yes, of course!

- Hmmmm...

- Without me, you are nothing, this world is nothing, without me the water would not exist, the ground would not exist without

the God!

- Ohh, really?

- Yes, I created everything!

- And what about the light?

- I am the light!

- Ha!

- I told you I am everything!

- Ha!

- Unfortunately, you are nothing...

- What?

- And you will never be able to understand God`s love!

- Well, if you say so... But I do not really care...

- God loves you! The God himself loves you!

- How could it be? You just said that I am nothing!

- God loves you anyway!

- You seem to be a rather selfish kind of God, I should say!

- I am the only God!!!

- I have to go, sorry...

- What? How dare you?!

- I can do whatever I want, because I have God`s love, isn`t it what you said?

- God loves you, but now you have the last and the only chance to change your mind!

- You seem to be a rather strict kind of God...

- Really?

- Yes.

- But I am the God! I can be whatever I want to be!

- And also a rather angry kind of God, I would add...

- Your last chance! Take it, or your God will get very angry at you!

- As I said before, I don`t really care.

- Don`t make the one and the only God angry!

- Ha! Already made!

- How dare you!? I am the God, don`t you see!

- No, I don`t really see, sorry.

- Look closer! And take your last chance! It`s the God`s order!

- Well, if you say so... I will take a look, Okay.

Looking closer into the God`s eyes...

Ooouuuuuupsie, the only God seems to be quite scared, can`t help laughing...

- What are you laughing for?

- For nothing!

- Are you actually laughing at me?

- Told you, I am laughing just so, for nothing.

- Yes, that`s you, you are nothing!

- And you are supposed to be the God, aren`t you?

- Yes, I created everything, I am everything!

- A silly kind of God, unfortunately...

- Me? Silly? How dare you!?

- Sorry, but I really have to go now...

- How dare you to leave your only God?! Completely alone?!

- Are you afraid?

- No! I am the God!

- Hmmmm...

- I am the God! Told you! Your last chance to believe in me! Me! I am your only God!

- I don`t take that chance, I have to go right now.

- Thus told your God! Take your last and only chance!

- No, thank you.

Bored enough, I raised and went away, so stayed the God alone in his not-existed Universe surrounded by his never-existed everything...

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Tuesday, December 25, 2007

I`m not playing tricks, not disturbing anyone, fixing the primus * (book review 2007)
Current mood: adventurous
Category: Writing and Poetry

What I have read during the last 2007 year, what I enjoyed or don`t like at all, discovered new books for myself and of course some stuff which I read now and again...

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Stephen Clarke "A Year in the Merde"

Starting a year with a book with such kind of a title wasn`t a very good idea probably. Anyway, it was just some funny stuff, very very light reading, not really my cup of tea;)) but if you prefer that kind of a book, which doesn`t belong to the real literature, but still good enough, then why not?

Ivan Yefremov "Razor's Edge"

The main discovery of 2007 for me...

They call it science fiction, I would not say that, it`s much more then just a science fiction. Binding mystery, philosophy, history and even psychiatry!

It`s that kind of a book one has to be ready to read, otherwise you don`t like it or give up reading on one of the first pages. Myself I managed to read it only from the third attempt, although the book is really worthy and it turned out to be exactly my kind of literature!

As for that "tractor story" by Marina Lewycka I even didn`t read it till the middle, boring stuff and far from a high-level literature, very far!

Mikhail Bulgakov "The Master and Margarita"

As usual in spring it was Bulgakov, I lost the count of how many times I have read this fabulous novel...

There is a website created by Jan Vanhellemont where you can find almost everything about the novel, it`s avaliable in English, French and Dutch languages.

http://www.masterandmargarita.eu/en/index.html

There were also some short stories by Bulgakov, but they seemed to me not as perfect as the book.

Louis de Bernières "Captain Corelli's Mandolin"

There was this novel and some other books by the same author, even don`t remember the titles, never mind, they are all quite the same, I would say that reading it in summer while sunbathing wasn`t that bad, but in general I prefer more seriouse stuff...

Oscar Wilde "The Picture of Dorian Gray"

As well for the second time it was Oscar Wilde, the book which I enjoyed immensely of course. Nothing is as good as a delicious piece of classic!

Victor Pelevin "Empire V"

Well, I didn`t like it at all, but finished anyway, just because of nothing else to do at that moment(the same thing about the selection of short stories). Comparing "Empire V" with some previous Pelevin`s work I could say that the author came to his end, because raping** the same kind of characters and style tricks etc. now and again has something from the bad taste, don`t you think?

Ohh, almost forgot "The Tender Bar" by J.R.Moehringer, a memoir written in the way of a novel is something one have to get to know one day, however I found some really weak parts in the book, and the interest increased in the beginning, dropped to the zero point in the middle, so to get to the end(which was quite boring, by the way) did cost me some certain efforts.

Alexander Griboyedov "Woe from Wit"

I have read it for the second time in my life and it turned all my life upside down for the second time. Seems like a dangerous book to me, personally I`m not going to read it one more time, at least in another 5 or 10 years. However it`s the true literature, russian classic, by the way, read it and see yourself! The english translation can be found by the following link

http://vagalecs.narod.ru/Woe.htm

It`s just a four-act comedy and doesn`t take a lot of time to read...

Victor Pelevin "Chapaev and Void"***

The last one was by Pelevin too. Though the ideas in the book seemed rather old and down-at-heel by some other writers, the style was good enough and the most important was the ending, almost perfect, I noticed that there are so few books with a really worthy ending, surprised by myself I liked the book...

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* - "I`m not playing tricks, not disturbing anyone, fixing the primus" - is one of the most famous expressions from "The Master and Margarita" by Bulgakov.

** - would like to apologise myself for using the word "raping" while talking about literature, but simply don`t see any other way to explain what i mean(hope you got it right).

*** - "Chapaev and Void" by Pelevin is known in the US as "Buddha's Little Finger" and in the UK as "Clay Machine Gun"

 

 

 

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