obligatory?
Current mood: ecstatic

i feel the need to make this blog exist because it completes my last blog, which happened like 6 years ago or something ridiculous. but yes, my emotional state is still dependent on primetime television. and that fucking cliffhanger was finally resolved, and i am so happy. SO HAPPY. nothing is better than when your favorite character on a tv show gets exactly what she wants. i mean... i guess actually getting what you yourself want is better than doing so vicariously through a fictional character... but... ok. seriously. SO GOOD. yay. the end.

emma.

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so i need to rant for a second. about a tv show and nothing else, really.
Current mood: annoyed
Category: Movies, TV, Celebrities

this rant is entirely about grey's anatomy and has nothing to do with my own life whatsoever.

i hate cali. cali is a twat. she fucking corners izzie in a fucking elevator and tells her that on top of not being able to be with george because cali conveniently stole him while izzie was otherwise unavailable, she's also not allowed to be best friends with him anymore because cali can't deal with the jealousy. oh, poor cali. you shouldn't fucking marry someone if you're not going to be able to trust them to have friends, dumbass. all she does is sit around and be self righteous and wonder if her husband's sleeping with izzie and never bothers to a) ask or b) wonder if it's because she's smothering him.

and until this episode i was never really pro the izzie and george thing, because i always wanted izzie and alex to get back together, but you know what? i like izzie, and i want her to have what she wants, and she wants george. and i fucking hate cali.

i am emotionally invested in primetime television.

emma.

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oh by the way?
Current mood: chipper

suck my dick.

really. you are immature. and you will lose. the best way to not get what you want is to piss me off. i don't like you. at all.

in other news, next time you're in paris, folks, go to le refuge des fondus. it's on montmartre. it's amazing. you don't even know.

it rains every time we walk back to the castle.

emma.

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it got better.
Current mood: giddy

it got a lot better.

i'm in love with europe.

and paris in particular. because today, while standing in front of the louvre, i froze for a good few minutes because i didn't want the moment to end. ever. and i really, honestly, knew for a moment that i'd never be unhappy again. do you ever feel that way? like nothing can ever go wrong again? because i do sometimes. and that was today. shopping aux champs elysees, and standing in front of the louvre but not actually going in because we're saving that for all day tomorrow, and randomly stumbling upon the cathedral de notre dame and lighting a prayer candle inside and reminiscing about the good old days of being catholic, and eating way too many crepes for my own good. nothing will ever go wrong again, because all i ever have to do is remember that ten minute bliss while standing in front of the louvre. and i'll probably giggle. with glee. glee, i tell you, glee.

fin.

Currently listening : Life in Cartoon Motion By Mika Release date: 27 March, 2007

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i want to go home?
Current mood: pessimistic

yeah, i'm a horrible person. i'm studying abroad, living in a castle, in the netherlands. who in the flying fuck wouldn't want to be here?

oh, that's right. criminally insane people like me. only a criminally insane person would prefer west michigan to fucking europe.

i'm crazy. i should probably get that fixed.

oh, and funny story: i've been here less than a week. it feels like a month, i swear to god. i can't believe i have like 14 more of those week-things. i might die.

maybe things will get better once i start going places, though. and maybe the weeks won't go by quite as slowly as this one. maybe. just maybe. hopefully. i hope to god this isn't a preview for the whole semester. if it is, i'm going home. i don't care how horrible that sounds... if it doesn't get better, i'm going the fuck home. and so is jarra. so there.

okay. done pouting. love love.

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lame.

so i want to go home. fyi.

i'm kind of sick of being here. except a few people. i adore some people. but other than that, i don't like it here and want to go home.

in other news, i'm listening to some fabulous music right now and i've gotten my music collection to a very good place.

that is all. have a good evening, myspaceland.

<3emma.

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wanna hear about my good day?
Current mood: happy

life is pretty much amazing right now. i'm having an oddly good day. just stupid little things, that make me really happy... like, i got almost 12 hours of sleep last night, and woke up and the craft was on. fucking hilarious movie, right? and... i came to a conclusion about something that i've been conflicted about for awhile, and the conclusion is 100% correct, thanks to some help from a beautiful thing i like to call Other People's Stupidity. and... things. things are just good right now. nothing bad has happened all day. except for when magda made me sit in the front row. but other than that, nothing. i love today. really.

ok so now that i've gloated about my good day, i have the dresden dolls stuck in my head. and i really need to go listen to that song. it's been awhile. damn good song. actually, it's the perfect song for right now. mmmyay.

i saw the nightmare before christmas in 3d yesterday. i was in the perfect state of mind for a 3d movie - one might say i was... in the mindset? ... anyway. so it was ridiculously cool at the very beginning, but then the 3d gave me a headache because every time it moved quickly things blurred together and it was bad. but yeah. it was awesome anyway. because the love of my life jack skellington was in 3d. hooray.

i'm not sure why i'm writing in this as opposed to xanga... i guess it just seemed like a better idea... today. or right now. maybe i'll write in xanga later. i don't know.

have a good day, kids! not that any of you actually read these. so if anyone does read this, have a good day.

emma lee <3

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people.
Current mood: satisfied

certain people irritate me much more than they should.

therefore, it makes me really happy when they get fucked over. hooray for being a spiteful bitch.

er...

anyway, so i'm having a good day. everything and everyone here is fucking fabulous. yeah, i miss home, but i'm sure i'll live. almost all my home-friends are away too anyway.

oh and also i think there's a conspiracy going on. i'm going to get to the bottom of it, too. for serious.

<3emma.

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people.
Current mood: satisfied

certain people irritate me much more than they should.

therefore, it makes me really happy when they get fucked over. hooray for being a spiteful bitch.

er...

anyway, so i'm having a good day. everything and everyone here is fucking fabulous. yeah, i miss home, but i'm sure i'll live. almost all my home-friends are away too anyway.

oh and also i think there's a conspiracy going on. i'm going to get to the bottom of it, too. for serious.

<3emma.

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fuck.
Current mood: aggravated
Category: Life

yeah that's right. fuck.

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