Emptiness...
Current mood: discontent

I think I am beginning to become homesick... I miss my mommy.  Sometimes I feel so sad and empty inside.  I do appreciate my few friends I have here, but I still just do not feel complete.  I want to go back home for a little while... I want to see daddy, too.  The only family members I have here are Brandon and Grandma... I think I should go visit Grandma tomorrow.

*Sigh*

I miss *him* too... I hope I am not disappointing myself again.

Lately it has been getting late so quickly.  LOL there are occasions when I start on my homework during noon and look up what seems to be one hour later at a clock that displays 12:45am.  ^-^  Nighty-Night!!!

I hate work... LOL!!!  Noblesse Night Club-Friday Night!!!

3:37 AM - 4 Comments - 6 Kudos - Add Comment

A Happy Day ^-^
Current mood: pleased

If only words were able to describe the way emotions churned within me as I held you today.  To watch you in a deep serene sleep and wonder what dreams you were dreaming brought a smile upon my face.  Will it always be this way?  I am still wishing... still wishing that I will always be the best for you.  Good night and sweet Dreams.  ^-^

For the record, I am considering quitting my job.  FT School/Work is too much!!!  Hopefully I can find work from home somehow.  Hopefully I will get to spend more time with my sweet little gangster.  LOL ^-^

3:44 AM - 2 Comments - 2 Kudos - Add Comment

Feeling sick!!!
Current mood: depressed

I caught the bug... I don't like bugs!!!  I think I got sick by staying up too late and too long.  I am still worried about you, Buddha... I hope you are okay.  I am here for you whenever you need me.  Take care of yourself and please do not ever worry me like that again.

I am going to sleep... My nose is so watery...

LOL does anyone want to bring me soup?  ^-^

7:58 AM - 5 Comments - 4 Kudos - Add Comment

... ^-^
Current mood: ecstatic

I am an official Myspace addict.  Thank you to Jenna who convinced and FORCED me to sign up but I cannot find her.  LOL... atleast I have Buddha.  ^-^

9:24 PM - 0 Comments - 0 Kudos - Add Comment

Oooohh... Mmmm...
Current mood: horny

I think I am through with boys.  I have a dire attraction towards these sweetheart ladies.  Some how it feels inappropriate, but I notice how my feelings for girls are stronger... I think this special predicament can be blamed for GUYS breaking innocent girls hearts!!  LOL... I have noticed how women turn me on now and stimulate my affectionate desires.  Although I am still in love with "him", my desire for the soft touch of a womans' voluptious lips grow.  ^-^ Please do not think less of me... I just want to be happy and feel free!!

In a less sophisticated sense...

I'm fucking horny!!  LOL

I sincerely hope that one day someone will take complete control of me again...

6:19 PM - 5 Comments - 4 Kudos - Add Comment

Why did this get me... wet?

12:27 AM - 4 Comments - 2 Kudos - Add Comment

Nighty-nighT...
Current mood: sleepy

No Jenna, no Buddha... *Sigh*... good night and sweet dreams everyOne.  *YawN*... oh is the one i love ever so dreamy... 

... *ZzzzZzzZ*...

3:32 AM - 1 Comments - 2 Kudos - Add Comment

Jenna you bitch!! LOL
Current mood: flirty

I can't FIND you!!  When you read this, I hope your eye lashes fall off!!!  LOL bitch I finally have Myspace and I can not find you.  I love you honey-bunny!!  ^-^

HeyYy... no one comments me except two persons.

Oh my God... I just noticed I have been on this website for too long.  What is happening to me??  LOL

... And who is Tom?

Currently watching : Cruel Intentions (Collector's Edition) Release date: 24 June, 2003

7:10 PM - 1 Comments - 2 Kudos - Add Comment

WhaT!?

Hot shit!!!  So I now acquired Myspace, but how do I use it?  Please be patient as I need to upload more pictures for your viewing *pleasures*... ^-^ hee³

12:46 PM - 0 Comments - 0 Kudos - Add Comment