Staving Away the Sadness by Azriel Johnson

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Thursday, April 03, 2008

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Saturday, February 16, 2008

A Warrior’s Destiny: Red, Chapter Thirteen
Category: Writing and Poetry

Thirteen

 

Six more months of training had gone by and the recruits were given leave.  I decided to go home to see my mother.  Thankfully I didn't have to walk.  An airplane took me all the way to Bellato.  From there I did have to walk to Meton, thankfully it wasn't far.  Walt went home to his village.  Chen went to his to see his girl.  Rebecca went home to see Christofer.  They all had their leave planned out so I was alone again.

            Tears glistened in my eyes as I saw my mother.  She looked the same as before, beautiful.  I hugged her tightly, her eyes dripping with tears. 

"I've missed you so much Mother," I cried.

            "And I you, my son," she sobbed as well.

            We talked all that night, she told me all that had been happening.  It seemed the opposite of what I had intended was happening in Meton.  Instead of the villagers leaving her alone they in fact had become crueler since I left.  They constantly berated her for random things.  I was angry, but I knew that I couldn't do much about it.

            "Jonathan has been terrorizing the village a lot as well.  He's killed twelve, one for each month you've been gone," she told me.

            "Since I left?"

            "Yes, no rhyme or reason," she said sighing.  "Just killing.  Also the tax collectors have been coming around more often taking more from us."

            "Haven't they done anything to try to persuade him from ending his terror?  Hasn't Mister Gomez or someone gone up there to defend the town from the Tyrant?"

            "Mister Gomez was the first killed by the Dragon King.  Five others were Todd Bollin, his brother and his friends."

            I was angry for some reason, why did I care?  Didn't they deserve it for the hell they put me through?  No, no one deserves that kind of death.  I felt a pull towards the huge castle on the hill overlooking Meton.  After a few moments I said, "Mother, I have to go to him and see if I can help somehow."

            "No!  Azriel, don't please!" she pleaded with me.  "Anything, but that, don't go to him, don't make him angrier."

            I didn't understand why my mother was so insistent against me going up to the castle.

"Mother, I will be okay.  I'm sure of it.  I'll go tomorrow and I'll come back in one piece."

           

* * *

 

So that's what I did.  Bright and early in the morning I started out to the castle.  Word had spread of my return to the village so I was greeted the next morning with boos and hisses.  They followed me from the village, but they didn't realize what I was doing, or maybe they did, but didn't care.

            It took a few hours to reach the castle, but I didn't get lost, it was clearly marked.  I sensed evil, but something familiar about the path to the castle.

            I finally reached the castle and looked at the huge doors.  I knocked as loud as I could, but knew it wouldn't be loud enough, so I kicked the door as hard as I could.  I knew someone would hear me then.

            The door opened slowly.

I heard a voice in my head say, come in Azriel, I've been expecting you.

            I was confused to say the least.  This voice was very similar to the one I had heard when the Dragons attacked the caravan to the Fort.  I saw guards, but they didn't attack me.  They stood stalk still.

            I kept walking along a red carpet with Dragon figures on each side.  The castle was immense.  Stone walls, windows every 20 feet or so, some with red stained glass, some with clear glass.  The sky was beautiful really.  The guards were well dressed.  I stopped and approached a guard that was at least a foot taller than me. 

I looked him up at him and asked, "What's your name?"

            "I have no name," he said, his face emotionless, his voice flat and monotone.

            "What kind of creature are you?"

            "I am a golem."

            "Ah!  So he made you?"

            "Yes."

            "Are all of the guards here golems?"

            "Yes."

            "Do you break easily?"

            "No.  We are made of solid steel."

            "Steel Golems…."

            The golem didn't respond.

            I reached my right hand up and took his left hand.  I grinned evilly and pulled his arm off of his body.

            The guard looked down at me with his arm in my hand.  He raised his other arm to swat me.  I dodged and kicked him over onto his back.  I dropped his left arm and grabbed his right and pulled it off too.

            I smiled down at him and said, "Thanks, I needed some clubs in case your master decides to be difficult." 

I grabbed the other arm and walked on.  The golem tried to get back to its feet.  The other golems stood ignoring its plight.  The golem was stuck.

           

* * *

 

Finally I reached what I thought was the Dragon's chamber.  I knocked three times with the golem's left arm.  The strikes cracked the door a little. 

The voice in my head said, open the door, Azriel.

            I pushed the door and it wouldn't budge.

Pull, Azriel, you're just as bad as your mother, the voice said.

I turned my head, looking around the corridor, however I saw no one.  I put down one of the golem arms and pulled the door open.  I took the arm back into my hand and stepped into the room.

 The room was huge.  I guess it had to be if it was going to house a Dragon.  There were more red carpets than were necessary rolled towards a huge throne.  A man sat on the throne.  I walked in slowly, wondering where the Dragon was.

"Who are you?" I asked.

"I am Jonathan.  I thought you would know that by now," he responded.

"You don't look much like a Dragon to me."

"Looks can be deceiving."

"Yeah, I guess.  How do you know my mother, more importantly, how are you speaking into my mind?"

The man smiled as he said, "I knew your mother before you were born."

            Always the skeptic I said, "I've seen Dragons up close and personal, you don't look anything like them."

            The man rose from his throne and walked towards me.  I stood with my arms at my side, the golem arms still in my hands.  I waited for him to reach me.  He and I were the same height.

He said, "Look into my eyes Azriel.  You will see who I am." 

Our eyes locked.  For a moment I studied his irises.  Something seemed very familiar about him.

            Flash!

            The image of the huge Red Dragon invaded my head.  The Black Dragon's lifeless corpse lay on the ground and the Red Dragon stood over it looking directly at me.  The pack of wolves that tried to eat me and my sheep were driven away from us by the same Dragon. Half of the Dragon's face melded with half of this man's face.  They seemed to fit perfectly.

            I shook my head to free my gaze from him.

"But you… are a Human."

            "No.  You see a Human form."

His eyes flashed red.  He looked formidable.

            "What are you?" I asked.

            "I am a Dragon, who can shift into a Human form."

            "Why are you killing the villagers?" I asked.

            "They are my subjects to kill as I please."

            "You never killed anyone while I was living in the village.  Why start now?"

            "I don't owe you any explanation, child."

             "Child?  That's bullshit.  Tell me the reason why."

            Exasperated he paused.  "Fine! I was upset that you left."

            "Why?  I don't even know you.  How do you know my mother and I've never even met you?"

            He stopped….  His eyes searched mine.  I felt the same feeling I had felt when I met the Dragon with red eyes as a young boy.

Then I got it.

"You're my father…"

A pause.

"Yes, Azriel, I am your father."

            My hands released the golem's arms.  They hit the floor with two clangs.

"Son, don't be afraid…." he moved toward me reaching.

            I backed up from him, "You… raped my mother?"

            "No, that was a lie to keep you from the truth.  Your mother and I were lovers for a long time, until she became pregnant with you.  She told me it was time to end the affair and that I was never to seek you out. 

"I was so furious, but because of my love for her, I did not seek you out.  But I always kept tabs on you in my Dragon form and with the help of my tax collectors.

            "When you left the village, I was so upset that I killed the villagers responsible for you leaving.  I waited for you to get word about the killings and come to stop me.  I knew you would, you have your mother's heart.  You feel obligation to the village despite the cruelty of the citizens to you.  I know this."

            I couldn't even speak.  I had no words.

            "You don't even know why, do you?" Jonathan asked.

            I shook my head and said, "You've never done me harm.  They did.  And yet when I heard Gomez had been killed I wanted to come here and destroy you for it.  But he never would have done the same for me.  They hate me in that village."

            "They hate you because they know you are my son."

            "I… don't… believe it…."

            "The truth is always hard to believe at first, but you know in your heart that this is the truth."

            "NO!!"

I laid into him with my powerful right fist.  I hit him so hard he flew across the chamber into the wall.

            I could see the pain on his face as he stood up. 

"Azriel, please, let's not fight."

            "No, I think we need to fight!!"

The fire burned in my eyes as I ran, grabbing the golem's left arm and jumping into the air.  I crashed down upon him, the blow rattling the chamber.  He lay crumpled on the floor.  I stood above him clenching the golem's arm tightly. 

"Get up!" I yelled.  "I know you aren't hurt!"

            He looked up at me and snarled, "Azriel, I love you my son, but I will not stand for being disrespected."

            I looked down at him, without rising he kicked me hard in the left knee, when it buckled, he kicked me square in the chest, flinging me back across the room into the far wall.  It was my bad knee, but I was too pissed to be hurt much.  I rose and was stared him down across the room. 

"You're going to have do to better than that to defeat me," I scoffed, "Father."

            "You couldn't handle me, Son." 

Jonathan growled and flew at me driving me into the wall.  I snarled and pushed him away following with a massive kick to the chest driving him back.

            We ran at one another, I fired punches at him; he would block and lash out at me.  I was quick and hit him a couple times, but he was quicker and hit me more times.  We traded thunderous punches.  My training had been extensive, but I was still getting the worse end of the deal by far.

            We kept punching and kicking, not relenting.  There was no style or order to our mayhem.

            "Azriel, you should stop," Jonathan said.

            "I'm not done yet," I responded.

            My punch landed square in his chest.  He tried to hit me, but ducked and hit him twice more in the stomach.

            He tried to kick me, but I blocked and double kicked him in response, knocking him into another wall. 

He growled, "Okay, have it your way."

            I stood watching him get up.  I was ready for anything he could throw at me.  My heart raced like a thousand horses galloping.

            He growled and screamed, I couldn't tell if he was in pain or pleasure.  He went down on all fours, his body grew in size and changed from the Human form, to the form of the Dragon that I had seen when I was a boy.  Scales replaced skin, a huge tail extended out, arms and legs became huge fore and hind quarters.  Finally a huge head took the place of his Human head.  He let out a deafening roar and began to advance towards me. 

In my head was the thought, Stop now my son, you will not like where this goes.

            I stood my ground. His huge mouth opened and extended towards me.  His teeth were like razors but I caught his upper and lower jaws.  He tried to close his mouth around me, but I was able to hold it open.  It took all I had, but I would not let his mouth close.  His breath hit me with its sick wet, flesh smell.  He growled in frustration and shook his head back and forth until finally I had to let go.  I was thrown across the room, but I met the wall with my feet, coiling and jumping back towards Jonathan.  I cocked my right foot back, and swung it forward catching him in the nose.  The snarl he let out was just as menacing as it was when our battle began.  I returned the evil smile.

            I grabbed the golem arms from the floor and heaved them at the Dragon form.  I hit him once in the mouth and once right between his huge red eyes.  Black blood few from his mouth spattering on the stone floor.  He roared with his eyes crossed from the impact of the two metal arms. 

Suddenly, all I saw was a tongue of fire spew from him, engulfing me.  I felt the heat, felt my clothes burning, but my skin was unaffected.  I was taken by surprise, but not a single hair on my body was burned.

            Jonathan ran towards me, tackled me and held me down.  His cruel red eyes looked into my eyes.

The thoughts that came into my head next were, because you are my son you are spared, once.  The next time you come, you had better be prepared to fight or prepared to die.

            Jonathan roared at a deafening volume.  Just as I gained my wits for a retaliatory strike, he was gone.  I sighed in pain and sat up.  The room looked like a tornado had hit it.  The curtains of the windows were singed from his fire.  His throne had been toppled and broken.

            I stood slowly, painfully and saw the blood on the floor, black as night, and thick as tar.  I touched it and wondered, was this the same blood that flowed in my veins?

 

* * *

 

"How could you be so stupid as to go up to the castle?!  You stupid, bastard fool!"

It was Conchita Gomez, Diana's mother, widow of Sergeant Gomez.  She had been promoted to leader of the village after he husband had been killed by… my father.

I was not warmly greeted when I returned to the village.  They screamed and yelled at me for being as stupid as to go to the castle.

            "What were you thinking!?  You're going to get us all killed!" Conchita yelled.

            "The big bad Hell Bringer's wife afraid of a little Dragon trouble.  Your husband must have taught you something hunny!  I was saving your sorry asses!  I was fighting with him to keep you free from him!" I retorted.

            Mrs. Gomez got right into my face and yelled, "That's it!  You've caused enough trouble, if you come back to this town again, you will be killed."

            "You will not keep me from my mother!"

            I turned away not waiting for a response and stormed my mother's house.  I found her crying on the floor.  I was angry, but not so angry I couldn't be compassionate to her. 

"Mother," I called softly.

            She already knew what I had learned before I had a chance to share my revelation.

"Azriel," she cried.  "I'm so sorry I lied to you about your true birth.  I was just so ashamed.  And then the villagers found out, it just all became a huge mess.  I'm so very sorry." 

            "Did you love him?"

            "Yes… I loved him."

            "What changed?"

            "When I became pregnant with you, I just knew it couldn't work.  All the love for him I once felt, I no longer felt it.  I couldn't even stand the sight of him anymore.  I was so ashamed of what I had done, I mean, having a child out of wedlock was just the most awful thing to me.  So I told the lie about being raped.  It fell apart after HE told the villagers about us."            My face sunk.  I was deep in thought.  I was the cause of them ending their relationship?  And I was the last to even know about the relationship.  I couldn't believe it.

            She comforted me as if she knew that was what I was thinking. 

"Azriel," she said soothingly.  "Please don't let this affect you.  I loved you all these years.  I lied because it was the only way I could protect you.  Lying is not always wrong Azriel, it is only wrong when it will get someone hurt."

            "I'm in pain here Mother," I said softly. 

I couldn't be angry with her at least not angry at her.  She meant well I'm sure of it.  I nuzzled my mother's hair softly.  In my heart, however, I was seething.  How could my own Mother lie to me?  Even to protect me.

            That night, I slept fitfully at best.  I didn't dream.  Instead I thought.  My life seemed like a lie.  How could this be happening?  How was I half-Dragon and half-Human?  It all seemed fake, surreal.  It seemed like a big joke.  It seemed like a bad dream from which I would eventually wake.  I didn't comprehend it then, but I hoped it would make sense.

            I have since forgiven my Mother.  I understood her motives, and there is no way I could have stayed angry at the woman who kept me alive during my formative years.  The anger lingered for a long while afterward though.

           

* * *

 

I was about to leave my mother's home.  It was time to go back to Bellato and fly back to Fort Kingsley.  We'd had a good breakfast.  I was still very angry, but that didn't mean I couldn't be civil to her.  I was just really confused.  I felt even more like my life had been a lie.  I really didn't know what to make of my life anymore.

            I had all of my gear.  I kissed my mother and walked to the door.  I opened the door and there she was, Diana.  I hadn't expected to see her.  I smiled at her.  She shook her head.

Slap!

            I held my hand up to my face, "Why did you do that?"

            With tears in her eyes, Diana said, "You sonofabitch, you disrespected my father!  He was a great man, whether or not we ever saw eye to eye.  And you disrespected him.  I thought you were different than this village Az.  I thought that all of this that happened to you when you lived here would have changed your way of thinking, but it hasn't.  You are just like everyone else here, close-minded!"

            I wasn't sorry, but seeing Diana in tears was still apparently a weakness, "Diana, look, I was angry…."

            "I don't care!  I really don't give a shit.  I'm sorry for the way he treated you when you were here, but he's dead now.  You shouldn't disrespect the dead like that."

            "Diana, why are you here?"

            She sniffled and looked downcast.  She was breathing heavily and sighed.  Suddenly her face turned up to mine and she hugged me tightly. 

"Gods, I missed you so much Az."

            I put my arms around her, "I missed you too, Diana." 

Even though, I'm not sure if I really did.

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Monday, December 24, 2007

A Warrior’s Destiny: Red NEW Prologue
Category: Writing and Poetry

*I didn't exactly like the way the Prologue turned out for "A Warrior's Destiny: Red" so I decided to rewrite it.  Any of you that have see the first one, please comment!

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Prologue

 

Screams of labor pierced the frigid January air in the little hamlet of Meton.  Eighteen days into the month, Aurora Tobias, daughter of the legendary Hell Bringer, Azriel Tobias lay exhausted with her new baby swaddled in her arms. 

Finally, the beautiful baby boy, spent from birth, slept silently in her arms.  The hut her brothers built for her months earlier was quiet as a tomb.  Aurora looked softly at her brothers and their wives.  The silence was unmistakable as they all knew the ramifications of the mere existence of this child.

Aurora's eyes closed and she thought back to the man she loved and he who betrayed her so many months ago.

Jonathan.

 

* * *

 

The night was dark and cloudy and it was beginning to rain.  Jonathan stood at the door of Aurora's small hut.  He wore a smile and his most regal, red robes over the red sweater she had knitted him a few months earlier.  Jonathan had come to propose marriage to her.  He'd scented her impending announcement.  He knew Aurora had called to him for a reason and he was certain he knew what the reason was.

"Jonathan," Aurora began.  "I called you here for two reasons.  Before I say these things though, I need you to know that you… are… an amazing creature.  The words my father said about you did you no justice.  You are nobler than he ever knew."

"Aurora," Jonathan interrupted, moving towards her cupping her cheek in his hand.  He moved in to kiss her softly, but she put her left hand on his lips.

"No, Jonathan, let me finish please," Aurora said softly.

"Yes, My Sweet One," Jonathan replied.

"I don't know how to say this, so I'll just come out with it.  I'm pregnant, but…"

"Pregnant?!  My love that is great!  That is wonderful!  That's exactly why I hoped you'd call me to you tonight.  I wanted to…"

"… I cannot see you anymore."

Jonathan's enthusiasm died on the vine.  His heart sank in his chest.  His hand left Aurora's face and he took a step back as if Aurora's Dragon's bane dagger had been plunged into his chest.

"Aurora… w-why?" Jonathan stammered.

"My life… I cannot live it with you.  I cannot live with you in your castle.  I cannot betray my father like that, marrying the Dragon that he could not kill.  I simply cannot betray his memory like that."

"Aurora… you mean everything to me."

"I know.  You mean everything to me as well, but this simply cannot be."

"Why?!  Why can't we have this?  Why can't we be together and live like a family should?"

Aurora had no answer for him.  The memory of her father was not the real reason she would not marry the Dragon-Mage.  She loved Jonathan so much.  She didn't care about her deceased father's approval or lack thereof.  No.  The reason was deeper.

"My child cannot be near you Jonathan.  After the things you've done I can't have that kind of influence on him.  I can't have him growing up in a world where Humans are treated the way that you treat them," Aurora's eyes stared straight into Jonathan's.  She would not blink.  Neither would he.

"Aurora, I'll change," Jonathan said softly.

"No Jonathan.  I'm sorry.  I've made up my mind."

Aurora turned away from him and started walking towards her bedroom.  She could barely hold her tears back.

Jonathan's mouth was open slightly.  Smoke started rolling out of his mouth.  He couldn't believe what was happening.  The woman he loved was leaving him because of his past.  He felt so betrayed.  He felt so discarded.  He needed vindication.

He would have his revenge.

 

* * *

 

An eighteen year old Aurora smiled as she trotted off into the world.  She left the gates of Bellato, her childhood home and was off to see the world.  She, of course, had no idea where she was going to go, but she took up a pack of food and went on her way.  Aurora was fearless.  Her brothers Autro, Anthius and Andre had taught her how to defend herself from attacks, how to hunt, how to survive in the wilderness and especially how to avoid Dragons.  Now Aurora sought to show them that she could make it on her own.

Aurora's survival skills served her well as she traveled all around what used to be the United States.  As destiny turned her towards home, Aurora stopped at a town about fifty miles from Bellato, a town called Meton.

Aurora had heard stories about Jonathan the Tyrant, Dragon Mage and King of much of the land surrounding Bellato.  Bellato had been able to resist his grasp due to Aurora's father, Azriel, and brothers, however Aurora had wanted greatly to meet Jonathan the Tyrant for years after hearing her father's bed time stories by the light of the moon. 

"Aurora," her father said.  "Jonathan the Tyrant is quite possibly the most powerful Dragon in existence.  Even with Dragon's bane in your sword, there's little chance for a human, any human, to kill him.  Even me."

"Even you Daddy?" Aurora asked.  "I thought you could kill any Dragon!"

Her father said shaking his head, "No, unfortunately, I had my chance and he nearly destroyed me."

"Oh no Daddy!  When was this?" Aurora asked.

"A long, long time ago, before you or your brothers were born."

Aurora remembered the tales her father told her of fighting with the evil Dragons for the safety and sanctity of the Humans.  Aurora could hardly sleep the nights due to her head being filled with the magical, mystical ideas flowing through her young mind.

Even at a young age, however, Aurora knew she wanted to meet the Dragon her father could not kill.

Now as Aurora stood in Meton, she could see the castle of Jonathan the Tyrant.  Apprehension filled her heart as she stared at the fortress in all its magnificence.  She felt drawn to it, yet afraid of it.  She didn't know what to do.

One of the villagers tapped Aurora on the shoulder and said, "Miss, you look like you've never seen the castle of Jonathan the Tyrant before."

"I haven't," Aurora replied.  "Is that really it?"

"Aye, it is," the young man said.  "In that castle lives the evilest Dragon that Human kind has ever known."

"I bet he's not so bad," Aurora said softly.

"Not so bad!" the young man exclaimed.  "Miss, this man once destroyed an entire company of Human soldiers trying to defend this here town.  Jonathan the Tyrant… he's the devil!"

Aurora looked at the man.  His eyes were wide in near disgust at Aurora.  In Aurora's mind there was no better place than to be in his grasp.  The thoughts that were circulating in her head were not those of a proper lady, but they would not cease.

Aurora cleared her throat and said farewell to the man.  Without thinking, she started walking towards the castle.  The path was well worn with rocks.  Many a hero had tried in vain to destroy the Dragon-Mage.  Aurora simply wanted to see him up close.

The trees almost blotted out the sun as she drew closer to the castle.  The village had long since faded into the distance.  The castle's steps were only a few feet ahead, but Aurora considered turning around and going back to Meton.

Aurora's heart was beating hard in her chest.  She was so close to her childhood tale, she could smell the Dragon's scent.  She couldn't back away now.  Her first step onto the stairs leading to the front door was a tentative one.  Her legs shook as she climbed the stairs.  She felt more and more wary as she drew closer and closer to the huge oak door.  As Aurora reached the door she noticed it was open.  She slowly poked her head into the door half expecting it to shut on her and decapitate her.  When it didn't she eased herself into the door and looked around.

Aurora's heart pounded inside her chest.  She could be killed at any moment and that thought somehow thrilled her.  Any danger she encountered on her journeys was minimal compared to the danger she was in now.  Aurora drew her Dragon's bane dagger from its sheath and held it ready.  She sniffed at the air and followed the scent of what she thought would be Jonathan.  Her eyes scanned the corridors as she silently stalked through.

After many minutes of exploring, Aurora's escapades lead her to a room with huge, closed, red doors.  Aurora wasn't sure if she should continue on.

To herself she whispered, "This surely must be the throne room."

Aurora took another step toward the throne room doors and peeked in what appeared to be a keyhole.  She saw a huge, red throne, but no Dragon.

There was a loud cough behind her.

Aurora jumped and screamed a little, landing on her bottom.  Her dagger hit the stone floor with a clang.  She saw the offending cougher and put a hand over her heart.

"Who are you," the gruff voice of the man asked.

"Aurora," she replied small and scared.  Her heart that was pounding, was now threatening to burst out of her chest and run away.

"Don't you know this is trespassing?"

"Y-yes sir."

"The Dragon-Mage would simply not have a Human walk out of here alive after getting so far into his castle.  You've walked into your death, young lady."

Aurora was frozen in fear, she could not move.  She didn't know who this man was, but he was going to kill her, or at least take her where she would be killed.

The man looked down at her.  He pointed to the door and said, "Open it and go in."

Aurora was still frozen in place.

"Now!"

Aurora sprang up, grabbed her dagger quickly sheathing it and pushed at the door, but it wouldn't budge.

"Pull, My Sweet One."

Aurora blushed slightly and grabbed the huge iron ring on the door, pulling with all of her might.  She was only able to budge the door a little bit, but enough to get her body into the door.  She slid into the room and turned to face the door.

The man's large fingers poked around the door and he pulled the door with ease open further and strode in majestically.  His mouth was curled into a cruel grin.  He knew Aurora was scared out of her wits.

Aurora looked at him and she was ready to fight, her dagger was back in her hand and she knew a Human could be killed just as well as a Dragon with it.

The man started walking towards her unafraid of her dagger.  Aurora yelled, "Stop, I'll kill you I swear!"

The man laughed not stopping.

Aurora lunged at the man dagger first.  The man slid to the side and grabbed her dagger hand and pulled it out and away from his chest.  Aurora struck out with a punch to his face, but he blocked it and used his palm and pushed at her chest.  Aurora nearly fell as she went backwards from the force of the push.  Aurora touched the spot where he pushed her, right between her breasts and her face filled with anger.

"You bastard!  Don't ever touch me like that!"

The man laughed at her, "I'll touch you any way I want to.  You are trespassing in MY castle, you are MY property."

"Your castle?  I'm sure the Dragon-Mage would have an issue if he heard you say that."

"Who do you think I am, My Sweet One?"

Aurora looked at the man, clothed in red.  His eyes flashed at her, blood red irises.  She now knew who this man was.  She also knew she was in a lot more danger than she had thought.

Aurora drew back her dagger hand and prepared to throw her weapon at the Dragon-Mage.  She spoke as calmly as she could, "My name is Aurora Tobias.  You fought against my father Azriel Tobias during the Supremacy War.  You spared him.  I beg you to spare me."

The Dragon-Mage Jonathan said, "Why should I?  You wandered into MY castle.  I should just rape you and kill you right now for your insolence."

Aurora's heart jumped.  She tried to remain calm as she replied, "Please, My Lord, my father told me that you were a noble creature who did not kill wantonly.  The stories he told me, you were not the devil most Humans make you out to be.  He told me…"

"Stop."

Jonathan looked at Aurora softly.  His eyes studied her young, supple body.

Aurora returned the look at the man her father had described so many times.  The thoughts returned to her head of being in his grasp of feeling him.

Aurora dropped the dagger and moved to him.  Jonathan approached her and they pressed themselves against each other.

Aurora whispered, "I have dreamed of this moment for as long as I've had thoughts like this.  You are what I've been searching for."

Jonathan smiled, "I'm glad you found me."

Jonathan scooped Aurora up and carried her out of the throne room and down the stone corridor to another room.  He kissed her as he carried her.  She clutched his face in her hands.

His kick almost broke the door to his chambers.  The bed was huge, covered in red sheets and huge pillows.  Jonathan forcefully pulled Aurora away from his face and grinned voraciously as he threw her onto the bed.  Aurora growled and started back towards him.  He pushed her back and quickly shed his robes.  As she watched, Aurora began to do the same.

Jonathan climbed into the bed and resumed his kisses on her body.  His lips hit every inch of her soft skin.  He ran his fingers through her black hair as he kissed her face and slid himself over her body.  Aurora gasped softly.  Slightly alarmed Jonathan asked, "What's wrong?"

"I've never done this before," came her soft reply.

"Then I'll be gentle."

"Not too gentle."

 

* * *

 

The rain spattered all around Jonathan as he stood out in the square of Meton.  He yelled loudly, "Vile Humans of Meton hear my calls!"

Aurora stood at the doorway of her hut.  Her tears mixed with the sprinkling rain.  She knew what was coming.

Jonathan yelled again as heads poked out of huts.

"Humans, one of your own is a harlot and deserves even less than you get now," Jonathan pointed directly at Aurora.

"This woman has been my lover for over a year now without telling any of you!  She is now carrying MY child and she will NOT marry me!  She would rather have a bastard child than be my wife.  Discard her as she has discarded you in falsity and me in betrayal!"

Jonathan's red eyes flashed in the oncoming downpour.  His body began to change, growing in size, ripping his clothes and taking on the form of a Dragon.  His reddish scales felt the rain and he roared loudly, sending all of the Humans back into their huts.

His wings flapped once, twice and he rose into the air, screeching all the way to his castle.

Aurora pulled her head back into her hut.  She closed the door and leaned her back against the door.  Tears hit her eyes and she slumped loosely to the floor.  She sat in a heap like a towel on the floor curling her self as tight as she could manage.  Her sobs wracked her body.

She felt so alone.

 

* * *

 

Knock. Knock.

Aurora's baby was in her arms as she awoke from her dream.  Her brothers and their wives heads all were turned towards the door.

"Who could that be?" Autro asked.

"Answer it," Anthius said.

The three Hell Bringers stood at the ready.  Any number of things could be behind the door.

Autro walked toward the door and slowly opened it.

The face of Jonathan greeted him with a grin that could only be described and evil.  Cordially the Dragon-Mage said, "Greetings, is my son born yet?"

"It was a girl," Autro said bitterly.

"You're a liar, just like your sister," Jonathan spat at him.  "Move aside boy."

Anthius stood and Andre was right behind him.

Autro said sharply, "You will have to kill me to get to this child."

"That can be arranged," Jonathan spoke matter-of-factly.

Aurora spoke up, "Jonathan don't do this, please.  The child is a boy.  I already told you I don't want you anywhere near him.  Please respect me this much."

"Why should I?  When you betrayed me like that?"

"Because it's best for the child, don't you see?  He can't know who you are.  He can't know what kind of creature his father is."

Jonathan turned to Autro and growled, "If you ever stand in my way again boy, I will kill you.  There is no quarter for those who betray."

Jonathan turned and made a step to the door, then turned, "This is not over My Sweet One.  Not by a long shot.  One last thing, what is his name?"

Aurora breathed in deeply then sighed.  In her sigh she said his name.

Azriel.

~fin~

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Thursday, August 30, 2007

The Smell of Carnivals

*Its been a while since I've posted anything, I hope you enjoy this*

I smell the smell of carnivals.
The music in my ears brings them to me.
My youth comes to my mind,
As easily as the story I write.
I love this weather.
It brings me a happy contented smile.
Even if my mouth doesn't agree.
I wish I knew the feeling that overcomes me.
It's just there...
Then just as quickly...
It leaves me.
The smell of carnivals...
And the bit of nostalgia that follows.

~fin~

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Monday, March 19, 2007

Hope in Black

*This is my latest poetic work.  I hope you enjoy it.*

Dressed my hope in black,
And called it my despair.
Said I gave it up,
But confidence was there.
Said I couldn't feel,
But really felt too much.
Wrote about my hate,
But only wanted love.

Dressed my hope in black,
However I saw light.
Followed it to free
Myself from all my plight.
Gave my everything,
To find my own escape.
Counting every hour,
Counting every day.

Dressed my hope in black,
And never lost my strength.
No matter what they tried,
To shorten courage's length.
And now my black means light
For all those who lack.
I cherish ever day,
That dresses hope in black.

~fin~

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Friday, March 02, 2007

Things (Change) is Good

*I hope you enjoy this poem, let me know what you think on the comments!*

Things change.
Sometimes all you need is a moment
to think, to drink,
or something to snap.
Sometimes, circumstances,
call for a polarity shift,
call for a popularity sink.
Causing, creating,
a change in priorities,
disrespect for authorities.
Communication, energization,
a lifestyle in chaos,
passion replacing peace.
Sometimes, pretense,
can create the necessary,
opportunities for reality.
Imagination, veneration,
brings forth new self respect,
eliminates stagnation.
Change is good.

~fin~

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Monday, February 19, 2007

Getaway

*This poem/song is for people who are victims of abuse.*

I know you can't see.
I know you can't be.
I know you love me.
You know you aren't free.
I swear I love you. (Again)
I'll never hurt you. (Again)
You know I want you. (Again)
I'll always taunt you. (Again)

Hit me once and I'll be fine,
I'll get back up again.
Hit me twice and I'll be fine,
I'll recover once again.
Hit me thrice and I'll be fine,
But my trust is wearing thin.
Hit me four times....

You can't escape me.
You'll always need me.
You'll never change me.
You'll always need me.
I'll always find you. (Again)
I'll always find you. (Again)
I'll always find you. (Again)
Put me behind you. (Again)

Hit me once and I'll be fine,
I'll get back up again.
Hit me twice and I'll be fine,
I'll recover once again.
Hit me thrice and I'll be fine,
But my trust is wearing thin.
Hit me four times....

I hope you get away.
I hope you get away.
I hope you get away.
I hope you get away.

Hit me once and I'll be fine,
I'll get back up again.
Hit me twice and I'll be fine,
I'll recover once again.
Hit me thrice and I'll be fine,
But my trust is wearing thin.
Hit me four times....
And you won't see me again.

I hope you get away.

Currently listening :
Doolittle
By Pixies
Release date: 25 October, 1990

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Monday, January 01, 2007

Untitled Horror Scene 2
Category: Writing and Poetry

    An Anarchist symbol is painted with blood over the dead woman's bed on the wall above her head board.  The blood dripped down, but has dried and coagulated in a grim moniker, mocking the first of the police officers who discover her.
    Her on again off again beau Randy Sanders gets the displeasure of the discovery of the disemboweled Detroit female police officer.l  Jonni Tolliver was her name.  Bagging rapists had been her claim to fame.
    After being a victim in her teenage years, she maed it a point to take as many of the bastards off of the streets as she could.
    Randy's vomit hit the floor splattering.  It mixed quickly with the blood that already occupied the sky blue carpet.  Cough.  Cough.  Retch.  "Oh.  My.  God.  Jonni.  Jonni." Retch.

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Monday, December 25, 2006

HAPPY HALLOWEEN 2!!

If you are here reading this right now, there is a good chance that I posted a Happy Halloween 2 comment on your myspace comment wall.  If this is the case then it is awesome that you are here and you are showing enough interest in my comment to actually explore what the fuck I'm talking about. *cough* Excuse my language there may be children present.

Anyway.

I like the idea of Xmas.  I'll never call it by the other name because it has long since lost the idea behind what it used to stand for, its now only symbolic of commercialism which is the biggest representative of Generation X.  Wow, I just thought of that on the spot (in the last couple of seconds) and it unfortunately is very true.

I may sound cynical when I talk about the holiday season, and I am.  I'm cynical about the OLD holiday season.  The NEW Holiday that I choose to celebrate is much more fun and a lot less stress inducing.

Enter: Halloween 2.

I love Halloween.  Yes, the one that you celebrate on October 31th and you run around in (hopefully) scary masks and frighten people.  I unfortunately was not able to celebrate Halloween in the correct way, but I have no one to blame for that but myself.

I digress.

Halloween is my favorite holiday by far.  Xmas, my second least favorite, so in order to rectify this I've chosen to replace my least favorite holidays (Easter being the least favorite) with my favorite, giving them the titles of Halloween 2 (Xmas) and Halloween 3 (Easter).

And you will most likely get another bit of essay on Halloween 3 as well.

So for now, I'm going to finish posting this and put on a mask to chase my girlfriend and our kids (cats) around with.

And I just looked at the views of my blog and:
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Too Sweet!
Azriel Tobias Johnson

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Friday, December 22, 2006

Untitled Horror Scene 1
Category: Writing and Poetry

    Heavy breathing.  She's glistening with hot, slick sweat.  The man the blind fold around her eyes.  The faint smell of alcohol wafts in the air.  She met him only that night, but the passion is very strong between them.  His hands caress her naked, athletic body.
    "So you're a cop huh?" he asks.
    "Oh yes baby," she moans enthralled.
    "Let's get the handcuffs."
    She points to the drawer on her left side, "There."  She's nearly breathless.  Her brown hair is splayed over the pillows.  He keeps her writing in pleasure with one hand and he grabs the drawer knob with the other.  Opening the drawer, he takes the hand cuffs and binds her hands to the rail headboard.
    "Good and tight," he says.
    "MMM, oh yes baby," she replies.
    "Just how I like them," his voice grows sinister.

A loud, blood curdling scream is all that can be heard from outside of her house.  Seconds later, a chilling silence.

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