My Baby!
Category: Romance and Relationships

Well I went to my OB appointment today and got to see my baby.  They even let me have a picture.  I'm so excited!  My baby is healthy and growing just fine.  The said that I am 7 weeks and 1 day today.  As of right now I should be due about June 3rd.  A summer baby, yea!  I'll keep everyone posted.

Currently listening : Phantom of the Opera (Techno House Remixes)

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Extremely confused right now dudes!!!!!
Current mood: PREGNANT
Category: PREGNANT Life

So I have got to bet one of the most fertile things out there!!  That is no joke...  Went to the ER yesterday thinking the miss carriage I was having was just getting to unbarable, to find out Im 6 weeks pregnant again! Justin can you say super sperm!!!!!

Currently playing : Kingdom Hearts II Release date: 28 March, 2006

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Oh my god, It happened to me!!!
Current mood: excited
Category: Life

I'm PREGNANT!!!!!

Currently reading : Clive Barker’s Books of Blood 1-3 By Clive Barker Release date: 01 October, 1998

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Finally got it down!!!!
Current mood: happy
Category: Romance and Relationships

Well guys!...  I finally got on the path to getting my shit together.  I know, I know, took me long enough.  Well I healthy and happy now that is all that I can say about that.  I do have to admit that alot of it (ok all of it) has to do with the man of my dreams and the new friends that I have that are really good about making sure that I behave myself.  My friends are wonderful!  Mischa (my roommate) has been the greatest support system a girl could ever ask for, and a even better friend.  She took me in (on a whim) when no one else would.  Now lets talk about the man in my life.  His name is Justin and I could not be anymore surprised or happy that he is back in my life.  I guess you could say that we should have been high school sweethearts if I would have gotten enough ball long enough to have stopped making his life a living hell and do what my heart had told me to do and given him a chance.  God I miss doing that, no wait,...  I still try making his life difficult.  It is just so much fun!  Well anyways,...  me and him are going to get married soon (no date yet) and as I have already stated, cannot be any happier.  My life is on its way to becoming absolutly wonderful.  Oh yeah!,...  just so everyone knows, I'm moving to Oklahoma in November to be with him.  Oh dear god I miss him!!!  Ok!,...  until next time,  bub-bye!

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Getting my shit straight!
Current mood: optimistic
Category: Life

Hey!  Well I almost have my shit completely fixed after the break up of me and Mike.  I am still sorry that it happened, but I think that it was for the best for everyone.  I'm getting my life back the way it needs to be, finally.  Mike and Megan got together, married each other, and they seem really happy together. I reallize now that they are a much better match for eachother than Mike and me.  Still I wish Mike and I could be on better standings with one another.  I admit it was all my fault that the friendship we could have had never happened.  Still I will keep that little bit of hope out there that one day in the future that we will be able to be friends again.  But back to me!...  I got a job after like 2 months of nothing working for the state setting people up with jobs in the medical profession.  I start monday and just can't wait to work my little ass off.  I also found friends that I know will be in my life forever.  For example,...  My best friend Tara I hope will one day be part of my wedding, when that day ever becomes an issue.  I also became perfectly content not having a man in my life on a serious level.  I realized that it really isn't that much of importance to me while I am getting my life straighed up.  I am also really happy and healthy for the first time in months, which is really kinda a relief.  I am living with my parents again for the current moment, but do believe by the end of the summer I should be back out there in the world on my own two feet supporting myself, and doing it the right way that is going to keep my life going in the right direction, and where I am only having to support myself.  Not complaining about the last 5 1/2 months I tried living on my own, but I'm going to see if this next time I can do it in a way where it will be just a little bit less stressful and easier.  Hope everyone is having just as much fun as I am!  Mmmwwwaaa!!!

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Life could not be better!!!
Current mood: happy
Category: Life

Things in my life these days are absolutely wonderful!  Ok so there are a few things in it that I would like to get a wee bit better, but sacrifices have to be made in order to get to bigger and greater things.  Well lets start off with the first wonderful ,new addition to my now quickly growing adulthood, Figaro.  He has helped me in so many was I will be in debt to he forever.  Fig, in my own opinion, is the best thing that has happened to me ever, and if not, atleast in the last decade or so.  Not only is he completely the most hottest guy like ever (want to eat him with a spoon and let him melt in my mouth like ice cream), and smarter than one could ever imagine, he also treats my better than any guy I have ever loved before.  Really now, I dont know where I would be right now or how in this world I could ever live without him.  Other good thing too!  Ok lets see now,...  Oh yeah!  I very shortly here will be leasing my very first appartment.  (Snaps for me!)  It is absolutly beautiful!  It is 738 sq. feet, valted ceiling, marbel tile in the kitchen, brand spanking new carpet and paint, huge bathroom and closet and patio, and I just cant wait to have all to myself.  (And of course my love will be living with me too!)  The last major thing that is asolutly wonerful in my life right now is I have now established friends here that number one I actually like, and number two I wouldnt give up for anything.  Fig and Ben are the two that I would, no matter what and no matter what the consiquences, I would do anything in my power for.  Thank you guy for being there for me!  Ok well im bored of writing now so bye now!

And always remember,...

Penis in the mouth, if you want it then you got to eat it!

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Grrrrrrrr!!...
Current mood: confused

Ok so I have never done one of these thingys before, so bear with me...

I keep getting with these guys who make me feel great and love me and I end up loving them back.  That is the fist mistake, because every guy I get with they come with the same catch...  I want to be able to date other people.  It is usually fine for a while because that also means that I get to do the same, but after awhile it get boring and I lose interest in relationships all together for awhile and that is a really lonely place to end up going.  Im starting to feel like I am not ment to be loved or love others.  The out come comes out the same everytime...  someome ends up hurt and im sorry to say, most of the time im not that person.  I want a man that want to be with me and only me...

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