Restless and Vile
Current mood: enlightened
Category: Life

Geez, it's been awhile again since i've been here . Seems like i'm always grouchy but ya know, it makes me feel better after i rant but i really don't feel like doing that right now, more like just blab about some poop - so here goes,.....

I haven't been on myface that much the last few months . Just haven't felt like it and i feel a little sad as i have some genuine good, cool pals here! I really appreciate you folks that actually keep in touch! I'm SICK of all the negative crap myspace gets . Yeah, let's blame this site for all the pedo/child molester scumballs . Gimme a frikking break! Quit blaming myspace, movies, videogames, music, etc. for crying out loud! I've been watching horror movies since the age of 3 when my Mom and her husband took me to see The Texas Chainsaw Massacre at a drive in and i am not a flippin' serial killer/rapist sicko! Yeah, there are some epople who have genuine mental problems out there, but as far as i'm concerned it's NOT the so-called "weirdos" you blamers should be witch hunting! Funny how so many "evil" people turn out too be the 'normals' so shove it and eat poop!

I have been collecting and watching a TON of movies since the last time, lottsa stuff from all over the world like: SAVE THE GREEN PLANET, BOARDING HOUSE, THE UNINVITED, OMEN(Thailand), FAMILY 1 & 2, BODYGUARD KIBA 1 & 2, ANDROMEDIA, WHITE COLLAR WORKER KINTARO, THE BIRD PEOPLE IN CHINA, SPLATTER BEACH, GHOUL SCHOOL:EXTREME SPLATTER UNIVERSITY EDITION, BLOODY REUNION, BRAIN DAMAGE( Thanks Mike!!! ), MAD DOG KILLER, CANNIBAL THE MUSICAL, etc.etc.etc. and some kick-ass dvdrs of THE STALIN, VIRGIN SEX KILLERS and HAIJO KAIDEN( thanks Zach!!!), etc.

Listening too KISS, MEGADETH, THE STALIN, JUDAS PRIEST, VENOM, FLATBACKER, LOUDNESS, MANOWAR, ACCEPT, etc.

Reading FIVE YEARS by Henry Rollins again after losing it for a week 1.2 or so . I am not the biggest fan of Henry's band ROLINS BAND or any of his films( except FEAST - he is HILARIOUS!!!) but damn, i swear this guy and i think alot alike . I love his short stories, rants, etc. His stuff makes me feel less alone in this world and has inspired me too wirte alot the last 3 weeks! I've got almost 30 pages of stuff ( along with a buncha other stuff i've written since '98 - now!) and hope too get all this crap together sometime and put my 1st book together! I'll offend alot of people, but i don't care . This is therapeutic for my well being and i'd much rather write stuff than do it for real( ie. extreme violence,etc.) . I'm an asshole so who cares??? I'm sure Henry got tons of shit for his books also!

I've been thinking of looking for my dreamgirl for real instead of failed incantations and telethapy . Thought about adult friend finder recently . I'm also an idiot so i probaly won't as what i'm looking for goes beyond what a woman on this planet could/would understand . TRUE love, world domination and mutant supremacy . I don't mind being called a 'misoginyst' for my opinions as that's a funny label . I listen too Skrewdriver once in awhile so i'm also a racist!(NOT!!!)

Agghhhh!!!!! I said no rants, so anyhow i'm outta here and thanks again for the 3-4 people who  read my blogs . Thanks alot friends . Take care, stay weird n' KEEP THE FILTH!!!!!!

your pal, Charles The Bizarre Alien.

p.s. lottsa personal e-mails coming so don't feel left out, i am getting back too you my friends! Thanks always for keeping in touch! All my friendship and smiles too you!

p.s.s. THE EARWIGS shall have their R E V E N G E ! ! ! ! ! ! !

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Mutants on The Boundary
Current mood: pissed off
Category: hated in the nation Life

What the fuck? Nice life . Right now i feel like a pile of shit . Tired, weak, total garbage and beyond unispired ecen after that crappy coffee i just finished drinking awhile ago . I've been staying up til 5:00 every morning the last month or more, sometimes even later . One day it was almost 8:00 for crying out loud! I have no heroes - fuck them all . I am very tired of human beings and wish my dream would come true of getting the fuck off this planet away from godamn people! Everyday i see people that i want too smash but know if i ever snap i will be put away for awhile . I am not "tough" and never will be but geez i am just getting more sick of people everyday and it just gets worse! I'm sick of fucking flakes also and assholes that make promises that are never kept, esepcially if it is something really important or good . DON'T MAKE FUCKING PROMISES IF YOU CAN'T KEEP THEM MOTHERFUCKERS!!! I am tired of apologizing for some things i say, so let me just say I will NOT apologize everagain for anything i say that offends people . Fuck off! I am a total flake asshole so i can also eat shit for all i care . I finished the new THE EARWIGS album over a month ago and still haven't being mixing it down . I will but just haven't had any inspiration . somtimes i think of just saying fuck it and not doing it after all and just quitting again! I doubt i will because my enemies all want me too quit and fail . I live too spite my enemies and will continue too do so . If i really didn't care i would have gotten a gun a long time ago and blown off my head . I think of doing that every other day but don't own a gun so i'm fucked . I'm SICK of cunts that whine about how 'suicide is for losers' . Ya know what? MIND YOUR OWN BUSINESS!!! Some people don't want too be in this world and mabe they aren't meant too . I have never fit in with anyone and i never will! I am happy too be a sexless misanthropic mutant warrior trapped in this raped by human garbage world . I am sooooo HAPPY i have greta memories from the 80's too keep me going and put a smile on my face! Listening too DOKKEN, CINDERELLA(1st Lp), POISON(1st Lp), OZZY's "The ultimate sin", LOUDNESS, FLATBACKER, DEAD END, G.G. ALLIN, TWISTED'fuckin''SISTER, ALICE COOPER,RAMMSTEIN,LAIBACH,etc. I am a POSER and have been since '85 and i STILL stand in front of a mirror posing! I plan too POSE in pictures in my current T.E. album as my tribute too all the great 80's rockers! Last night i rocked out too DORO PESCH who is still the most BEAUTIFUL and sexy hard rock/heavy metal GODDESS since the beginning! Tears in my eyes as i felt the power of "All we are" . What a great song and still one of my fave/s 20 years later! REALTIONSHIPS ARE FOR THE WEAK so quit shoving your "you should get a girlfriend
 horse shit" in my face . I am only interested in a woman from outerspace and i could care less if you think i'm "nuts"( as some cocksmokers have said behind my sleeping eyes!) . You are jealous because you assholes don't know what TRUE LOVE is . You think it is just showing off and fucking and blowing your loads . EAT SHIT! THANK CTHULHU FOR THE BOMB!!! what else? Poeple who whine abouyt my posts? DON'T READ THEM oif they fucking offend you . It's my blog, not yours so FUCK OFF!!! G.G. ALLIN RULES . end of story .

FUCK p.c. sissies everywhere and don't vote because it makes 0 difference! Burn the flag, practice cannibalism and shit your pants!

ANARCHY AND VIOLENCE FOREVER!!!!!

I feel better now . KEEP THE FILTH!!!!!!

your unloved and happily weeded out mutant bastard, The Bizarre Alien

Earth.

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I’m back!!!
Current mood: mellow
Category: Life

Yeehaaaaa!!!!!! I haven't been online in almost 2 days as i found out yesterday when i called my internet provider compnay too tryn find out if something was wrong with my modem . Everything was a.o.k. but i just couldn't get online so they told me I had too call qwest tech. support and then i find out they shut my dsl off because i "owed quite a bit of money" . I just paid $50 less than 2 weeks ago and i get a flippin' $86 bill . DUH!!! Anyhow, i got my internet turned back on not too long before i went too work which sucked because i really wanted too get online . Oh well! Nice face! Been getting tons of kick-ass cool stuff in the mail lately from my friends the last week or so:

Psycho Sleaze 1 comic-book and Doomguts 1 comic from Jose/Exploited Filth! Way cool kick-ass total gore/spaltter black humor fun right up my frikkin' alley!!! GREAT stuff!

Impetigo "Ultmimo mondo cannibal" 12" and "Faceless" 12" from Mark/Impetigo( I LOVE this band and been a huge fan since '89!!!)

A new video camera with some AWESOME built in effects, a cute lil teddy bear, some new video tapes, blank audio tapes, couple film/animation magazines, etc. from my pal Tim!

Yesterday i recieved another kick-ass package form my bro. Zach which included The Earwigs/The Gerogeritarashi split 7", Incapacitants cd, The Gerogerigegege cdr, Gauze cd, The Stalin "Live '83"cd and a Tetsuo Arrey(sp???)cd . Frikkin' all KICK-ASS Japanese punk and noise freakness!!! Oh yeah, and a Jojo(of Hijokaiden )solo dvdr which unfortunatly does NOT work . I was bummed about that!

I also just got QUEEN"A night at the opera" cd for $5 but then turned around and the same friend sold me the cd that comes with a dvd! It put a smile on my face seeing the immortal FREDDY MERCURY once again! Thanks James! I'll probaly just give this cd too a friend or do a trade or something? Probaly post it on Exploited Filth!

I also bought RAMMSTEIN"reise reise" and MEAT LOAF"Bat out of hell"( very BORING!!! Gimme QUEEN and THE SPARKS for my rock opera music!!! I thought i was gonna dig this but i really am NOT! Sorry Mr. Loaf - good guy, BORING music!!!)

My buddy Mike also gave me an extra copy of his CHROMARTIE HIGH SCHOOL manga 1 which put a huge smile on my face as i've wanted this soooooo bad! Really cool and there is more too the stories here . The anime is AWESOME and HILARIOUS!!!

I was having a bad day when i went too work( long story i'll yak about sometime ) and felt really, really down and depressed at work thinking of death non stop! I relaxed and felt better later after reading more of  STRANGER IN A STRANGE LAND and i did a new SON OF GEIN piece of art!

Earlier at work i just sat there during my 1/2 hour break and drew a new SON OF GEIN pic. of him having dismembered an emo-hipster asshole with a chainsaw! Right next too him, the words PIECE BY PIECE!!! sand "alternative/indie/emo/accoustic/Mtv - etc. DIE!!!" Hee.hee.hee. I HATE all that crap . B O R I N G ! ! ! There's some great accoustic bands out there like TENACIOUS D( well, when they do their accoustic stuff!),etc. but i really HATE all this BORING lamestream sissy folk crap! Blahhhhhhhh . Cry me a frikkin' river of diarrhea!

what else? Been lisetning too LOUDNESS, ACCEPT, QUIET RIOT, etc. lately! My record player went POOP but then i messed around with it yesterday and can now listen too records again! Yay! IMPETIGO is next!!!!!!!! Got some more dvds last friday: THE TEXAS CHAINSAW MASSACRE 1 & 2( both the special editions i SHOULD have gotten when they 1st came out - ah well!), MULVA:ZOMBIE ASS-KICKER/FILTHY McNASTY(double feature!), John Carpenter's THE THING, PRINCE IF DARKNESS, and NAILS!!!!!! I'm probaly gonna watch NAILS pretty shortly . Been wanting too check this flick out pretty bad after hearing all the cool/good things about it from Unearthed Films( who put this out ! ) . Watched the trailer and a couplea scenes earlier and man it DOES indeed look pretty damn cool! Weirdo Russian flick with ( in my opinion) a heavy David Lynch/Shinya Tsukomoto feel about a hitman who gets into some serious trepanation action with himself and starts seeing some pretty freaky things! Good stuff! welp, this is it until next time so thanks too ya friends who read my blogs . Take care, stay freak n' KEEP THE FILTH!!!!

yer pal, B.C.A.

p.s. I had yet another dream about my dreamwoman and once again just as she is looking into my eyes and i had this incredibly tingling sensation/overwhelming feeling of love at last - I WOKE UP . Frik!

VALENTINES DAY = hallmark yuppie horse shit!

p.s.s. QUEEN"We wil rock you!","Another ones bites the dust","We are the champions","You're my best friend","Sheer heart attack","I want too break free",etc. are GREAT songs!

Currently reading : Stranger in a Strange Land By Robert A. Heinlein Release date: 01 October, 1991

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Humans = garbage and other rants!
Current mood: aggravated
Category: Life

Well, it's been awhile since i've done a blog but i am definitly feeling up too doing one . Got home about 40 minutes ago after being gone since 2:00 . Missed my kitties( as always  when i am gone ) . What's been going on lately? Working, staying up far too late( lately it's been 5:00 - 8:00 ) . Been drinking cofee at home again the last week or so . Not the greatest but it gives me a buzz and wakes me up when most of the time i'd rather just go back too sleep and wake up in another world . Collecing and watching tons of dvds as usual, both anime and films like: TOKKO collection, GHOST IN THE SHELL:STAND ALONE COMPLEX season 1( FINALLY got it!!!), DON'T GO IN THE WOODS ALONE, THE LAST SUPPER, TEKKONKINKREET, TOKYO PSYCHO, ZOMBIE 2 PACK( THE OGRE, FLESH EATER and BURIAL GROUND:THE NIGHTS OF TERROR), DEMONS boxset( BLACK DEMONS, THE OTHER HELL and ZOMBI HOLOCAUST), MAREBITO, KEKKO KAMEN(anime!), CUTEY HONEY(live action!!!), WOODS OF EVIL( got this for $6 as Raine Brown/BARRICADE is in it! Cheezy good fun!), STINK OF FLESH, MIDNIGHT SKATER, FUTURE KILL, BLACK SHEEP. THE EARTH DIES SCREAMING!/CHOSEN SURVIVORS(dble feature!), REINCARNATION, WHO CAN KILL A CHILD?, THE DRUNKEN DEAD GUY, and a buncha other flicks since the last time i did a blog!

On my way home i had too walk by some bars as usual and walk by stupid drunk pieces of shit, as well as a dumb blonde bitch who almost walked into me( i would have LOVED too slam her into this huge mud puddle i walked by, alas i couldn't for obvious reasons!) . The last few times i've had the experince of having a whiney nasally high picthed whining bitch of a man and his tag along faghag walking behind me complaing at the top of his lungs about lame topics he just NEEDS the world too hear . As of a few weeks ago involving a bad experience with some p.c. fucks, i could care less even more about human beings . I don't care what color, race, sex, orientation, religion, etc. FUCK OFF!!! I am not a fucking "p.c." nor am i "anti-p.c." . people are too afraid too be themselves . Fuck the goths, metalheads, indie/emos, suicide girl wannabes, nazis, jews, blacks, asians, homosexuals, lesbians, transsexuals, etc. If i like YOU, io like YOU for being YOU so fuck the godamn labels . I also am NOT 'ashamed' too be fucking "white" and will never apologize for my race/origin . I HATE blacks as much as whites so i'd never fit in a nazi group! Blaming others for your own pathetic idiocy is WEAK . I'm amazed how many people are easily offended by every little thing . I have friends whose opinions are not "popular" and i could care less, because i know how it is, even if i don't agree 100% with their OPINIONS! I am SICK of people who have no sense of humour and are BORING . I wish i could go into my own world and get the hell out of here . Attempts too do so have been 100% failures . I am most happy when i am hanging out with TRUE friends, being with my cats, recording/creating noise and musick, playing videogames, drawing/writing, dreaming, watching some anime or a movie and being by myself . I am beyond SICK of all this pro-family garbage i keep seeing and reading everywhere and all these fucking homopphobic right wing religious assholes . I am not gay but i may as well be but couldn't be if i wanted too as i am not interested in men sexually, tho i for some reason have found some transvesteites and transseuxlas pretty damn attractive . I am attracted too the Woman in them and i could care less if that makes me "queer" or what not . I may be an asshole but i will always stand against the conformist shits that are always out there pushing their bullshit conformity on true individuals! I hope i inspire someone too be true too themselves and stand up for what they believe in! Well, that's enough of my rant/ blah.blah.blahs . I'd yak more but it's late and i have some movies and anime too warp into . Thanks too my TRUE friends out there who will i will always stand alongside in out battle against the lamestream . Thanks too the few who actually read my stuff here . I'll have a new blog on The Earwigs profile this week so watch out! Stay freak, take scare and as always - KEEP THE FILTH!!!!!

your pal, The Bizarre Alien - Action Mutant Front Earth

Gynger, Godzilla and G.G. Allin forever!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Currently listening : The Final Countdown By Europe Release date: 28 August, 2001

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The dream with Rihanna, my life and being a mutante!
Category: Life

Just woke up about 20 minutes ago from a weird dream and thought i'd post a new blog .

For the first time in awhile, i don't feel as crappy as i usually do when i wake up . I just had a drea, that i was hanging out with r & b singer Rihanna! Since i am mostly awake now, it's getting hazy but we are hanging out wandering around in a huge brick building and i am thinking too myself how gorgeous she is . I end up losing her somewhere in this place and begin too get worried as something may have happend . There is also a younger nice black guy hanging out but all of a sudden, i see him lying on a huge bean bag(?) and a large group of women walk slowly towards him and then climb on him . All of a sudden there is a loud scream and as i notice( i am floating(?) outside the building looking into the window) these women are doing somehting too one of his testicles . I think they are attempting too castrate him . Everything dissapears and i am once again looking for Rihanna . All i can really remember is that i love her and am trying to tell her . She seems too like me but doesn't say anything tho i can sense something . I then wake up with scenes from TENACIOUS D AND THE PICK OF DESTINY stuck in my head and also a ton of inspiration of music ideas for my band ANGRY PUSSY N' BITTER PHALLUS's .

I played with my cats for a few minutes then took a shower whilst trying too remember this dream . If i remember anymore, i'll mention it . Mainly for myself as i have been keeping track and writing about my dreams in my book i began several years ago! Just another dream too ad too the book .

The weekend was a.o.k., and as i work Sun. thru Thurs., it's over for me - in fact i'll be leaving in less than 2 hours -fun.fun.fun. I work at Dowtown Saturn for 2 1/2 hours, go too The Satellite and hang out with my pal Brigette(sp?) then go too WTB and when it's over, i come home - usually hang out with my buddy Greg for awhile and then i'm over here watching one or 2 movies before i pass out and repeat everything again - yay! Tomorrow i gotta call Group Health and let them know i cannot pay this medical bill right away as i am pretty broke . I was gonna sell my Xbox 360 about a week 1/2 ago cuz i barely had any food, but ended up just pawning 8 games and buying some food at Yokes . Can't wait too get my vacation check so i can get out of frikking debt . Looking into going too Portland,Or. too hang out with my pal ShNon and his son and galpal not too long from now . Hoping too mabe play a show with THE EARWIGS also as it's been almost a year . Spokane can eat shit - i will NOT play in this asshole town ever again! Spokane has lost!!! People don't even ask me too because i will not! Knowing how dumb i am, if anyone actually ever asks me, i'd probaly say YES just becuae i AM an idiot at times . Blahhhhhhhhhhh.

Not  too much been going on, well i did hang out with Greg friday and drank a tall PBR while watching a coupld cool giallo films starring the lovely Edwege Fenech, then came home and watched THE WITCH WHO CAME FROM THE SEA which was/is a.o.k., kinda cool! Glad oto finally see it after wanting too for 6+ years!

Yesterady i went too Time Bomb and scored THE COMPLETE MONTY PYTHON's LFYING CIRCUS, Chuck Palahniuk's STRANGER THAN FICTION( the only book i was missing from my "Chuck" collection - ye-haaaaaa!!!!! Insert smile here!) and a 1978 Cylon figure( alt of the paint has faded off this guy but he is still cool! I need a laser gun for him tho!) and i got a cool sticker from Anthony for his punk/rockabilly band which i need to hear! I am sooooo happy too FIANLLY get the Mopnty Python collection after a few years of vowing i would own it - now i do and last night i watched most of Volume 1 and kept totally cracking up! HUGE thanks too Nate for the hook-up on this and the book, and also too Josh for the Cylon!!!!!! Josh also mentioned he could fix my bike so i gotta get it over there sometime this coming week! I am very excited! I am also gonna look into a WW2 style German helmet and get these horns from Nate too fuse onto the helmet . I will wear the horns on it too honor the spirit of the cow that died( i am serious . ) and also i want too fel the spirit of the viking warriors as i ride this bike! Man, i am ready too ride like the wind!!!!!!!!!!!!

Finally saw THE HOST and PATHFINDER . Cool flicks i recently borrowed from a friend! I also have recently scored: THE WICT WHO CAME FROM THE SEA, BLOOD BATH, THE EBOLA SYNDROME( newly remastered,etc. by Discotek Media!!!), the ALEXANDRO JODOROSKY boxset( THE HOLY MOUNTAIN and EL TOPO are frikking INCREDIBLE!!! Longtime faves. of mine!), STARNGE CIRCUS and CYNBER CITY( complete set of this great cyberpunk anime classic!!! R.I.P. too my vhs's of these i threw away in my panic too move out!) .

Watching lottsa videos on YouTube of THE STALIN and that's about it! My next blog will be about Kimb's housewarming party and my hanging out with Adam and Myra!!! So in the meantime i am actually still tired so i'm outta here for now . Gotta eat something and play my guitar for a lil while .

Thanks for reading my blog, take care, stay weird, funk all the "normals"(ie. yuppies, suits, cliche ridden asswads,etc.) and as always -

KEEP THE FILTH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

yer pal, THEBIZARREALIENFROMOUTERSPACE

p.s. I'm still happy too know that some people i've never met think i'm creepy!!! Too qouate Napolean Dynamite,...YES!!!!!!

Currently listening : Stop Jap By Stalin Release date: 26 June, 1996

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The Move and the new place!!!
Current mood: mellow
Category: Life

Ye-haaaaa!!! It's been awhile since i did a blog and i promised a new one regarding my move, being sick, etc. so here i am - rock u like a hurricane!!! In early June i finally frikkin' had it with all the bullshit with my neighbors so 1 + 1 = 2 and i put it all together and decided i was gonna move . A good friend of mine put in a good word for me and after giving a 30 day notice and getting the o.k. from my new managment company, i started too sloooowwwwllllyyyyyy box my stuff and bag clean up, take out garbage from my place,etc. I was way slower than i should have been and started feeling really sick which started with constant sneezing and coughing, becoming short of breath and just not feeling too good . I ignored it figuring it was all the dust and crap in my place as the result of not vacuuming the entire 5 years i was there . My pals Jeff, Savannah, Jarret and his Mom helped with with about 7-8 carloads of stuff too take too my new place and Jarret helped me quite a bit as well as Jeff and Savannah( hope i'm spelling your name right???)helping out quite a bit . My pal Kimb who i haven't seen in a few years e-mailed me, i got hold her and she came over and helped out quite a bit with about 4 loads of stuff thanks too borrowing here Dad's truck!( did you get the tailgate fixed yet? Hee.hee.hee.) I gotta thank Jeff alot for showing up alot and really helping me with throwing out a shitload of garbage as well as my pal Greg for cleaning my kitchen from top too bottom( 6 hours man!!! Wow!!! ) .

About 3 days before i had too be gone out of there, i still had alot of stuff in the apartment and i also had a huge pile of garbage/junk i had too get rid of . I could not sleep very well, my breathing problems were worse and i was having some serious anger and anxiety problems/attacks! The first time in my life i felt like i was at the very bottom and i could go no further . I really wanted too kill myslef and thought about it quite deeply while i took my last bath there just lying there wanting too be dead .

I  kept trying too get hold of people who said they would help, and i got 0 responses . I was about too just quit when i fianlly called my friend Adam as well as Jarret's awesome Mom! We ended up getting a U-haul truck plus i got the took that monday off . We got everything out of there ecpect for the huge pile of junk/trash . J's Mom borrowed her boyfriends pickup truck( THANK YOU man!!!!!)and the next night after work, she picked me up at my work polace, we drove over there and picked up all the crap, then she drops me off at my new place and when i asked her if i was helping her dump the stuff, she simply smiled and said, "I'll take care of it!" and drove off??????? I gave her boyfrined a buncha cement bricks and a box fan . I owe her a cool crystal as that's all she asked for, so i am hoping too find one or a couple shortly! The day after we got the garbage outta there, i woke up early and headed over too my last place too vacuum with the  shop vac Greg lent me as well as mopping the wooden floor, cleaning up whatever i could,etc. On my way over, someone honks their horn and it is the ever kick-ass Mom AGAIN!!! I got a ride up too my place and dropped off . A little over 90minutes later i FINALLY get done and walked out covered in filth, sweat and V I C T O R Y ! ! ! ! ! ! ! The other day i got a bill for the claning and crap they had too do in my last place . $176 - guess that isn't too bad, could've been worse . Anyhow, i went in their yesterday too the management co. too make payment arrangements and as i left, i told the guy there i hope they can get the problems solved( ie. loud neighbors, fixing things,etc.) and he just walked off . I doubt he heard me say, "Yeah, i figured you'd respond that way - you guys don't do anything about apartment problems and that's why i moved out!" . FUCK THEM . Last week a woman in Cour'dlane(sp???) killed her manager and another tenant and then commited suicide . Apparently she jad many problems with noise,etc. Talked too the manager many times as well as calling the police 6 times and no-one would do anything baout it, so she snapped . Lemme tell ya, i FEEL for this lady tho the media sure is loving making her out too be some total nutcase . I HAD too get the fuck out of my last place as the neighbors i had were driving me NUTS!!! The manager wouldn't do anything about it, the management company had a "ahh, it's not my problem" attitude and they also NEVER fixed anything in my place! FUCK THE BRESLIN!!! I like the building and will miss a few of the people, but the rest can and will fuck off and die! My new place is way better! I've only had one problem but really nothing since . My cats are happier and i am doing better health wise! I got over my bronchitus AND a lung infection almost 2 weeks ago! I still have some weird depression problems off and on and am sick of it so i am gonna look into getting help or something as i've had this problem for a very long time! I like ,y air conditioning and this place is wayyyyyy cleaner, open spaced and just has a much better vibe! I wanna give a HUGE thank you and HUGS too my friends that helped me:

Jarret, Arilia(sp???) - Jarrets Mom!!!, Greg and Jeff & Savannah . Also thanks too Adam and Darren who came over too help out for a little while on my U-haul moving day . Oh yes, and a HUGE thanks also too my pal Kimba for the 4-6 small pickup loads and help! Thanks also too MIchelle for offering too help( hey, at least you responded!) .

Moving SUCKS and i don't recommend it unless you really have too! Also wanna say THANK YOU to the cool doctor at Group Health for the check-up and stuff!

I am still collecting movies, rehearsing with ANGRY PUSSY AND BITTER PHALLUS's for new songs, hanging out with some friends, playing with my cats, staying up too late, listening too noise and musick, blah.blah. Still waiting for my ship too take me away as well!

Thank you all for reading this! Take care, stay freak and as always - KEEP THE FILTH!!!!!!!

yer pal, Charles The Bizarre Alien from Outerspace

Top Shites:

ZOMBIE BLOODBATH TRILOGY, KILLER CONDOM, SANTO films, NAPOLEAN DYNAMITE(8 times later and i still LOVE this movie!!!), MAREBITO(really cool wierd flick inspired by legendary sci-fi writer Richard Shaver - look up this guy! Really weird cool stuff!!!),etc. MINCH "7" collection cd", CAROUSEL OF VOMIT cdr, THE EARWIGS"Gynger Forever!"double cdr, HEAVY LOAD 2 song 7"(classic HEAVY METAL!!!!!!!), YouTube videos, my cats, playing videogames and rocming out too Star Wars music in my head at work!!!! YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Bye!

Currently listening : Balls to the Wall By Accept Release date: 28 August, 2001

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Life is too short!
Current mood: hopeful
Category: Life

Whatta day! First i get cool news that i am about 90% close too getting too move outta here, which i am real happy about, then not too lkng later i find out a real good friend of mine i see once in awhile supposedly has cancer and is 'self destructing' himself by drinking too much, smoking himself into oblivion,etc. and just doesn't care . That frikking bugs me because this guy is wayyyy cool and the next time i see him we are going too have a serious talking! I already lost a friend back in 2000 . He was found in his apartment and had been there alone for 2 weeks . I started feeling sick at work, then come home, get on the internet and find out that one of my old fave. wrestlers Chris'The Canadian Crippler"Benoit was found dead yesterday in his home along with his wife and son . It sounds like it might have been a murder suicide??? WTF!?!?!?!?!? I think about death and suicde at least once a week or so . I get depressed sometimes out of nowhere sometimes and even feel alone even when i am among friends, but oyu know what? I am fucking  A L I V E and will stay that way! I'm not religious tho i do belive in something even if i'm not completely aware what it is . Just look around you . LIFE IS REAL!!!!!!!!!!!! I have many goals too accomplish in my life . There are many things i still have not done that i will do:

1.) meet my dream woman and marry her in a royal space wedding!

2.) challenge people too wrestling matches with my incredible alien style luchadore action meets Abdulla The Butcher madness!!!

3.) play live in Japan with The Earwigs  4.) finish my 1st book  5.) visit the graves of Bruce Lee, Brandon Lee, El Duce( The Mentors)  G.G. Allin and some other fallen heroes of mine too pay my respects!

6.) play live with Angry Pussy N' Bitter Phallus's  7.) Meet some of my heroes whom i highly respect!  8.) get up on stage in a comedy club and just make poeple laugh til they throw up! 9.) get an insane mohawk like the singer of Deathside( r.i.p.), 10.) blah.bla.blah.

Anyhow, life is to short so take care of yourselves and if you ever need a friend too talk too, i am here so take it easy, stay freak and as always -

KEEP THE FILTH!!!!!!!

your pal and comrade, B.C.A.

Currently reading : Rant: An Oral Biography of Buster Casey By Chuck Palahniuk Release date: 01 May, 2007

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Sitting in this room with G.G. Allin
Current mood: mellow
Category: Life

Wow whatta day! I finally woke a little after 1:00 after waking up contunuously and falling back asleep . Last night at work i was having sneeze attacks, then when i got home it started up again! I got on the internet for awhile, then played Bully ( Ps2 ), then started reading "Rant" by Chuck P., but kept falling asleep nearly dropping the book on my face a couple of times . I finally said screw it and turned the light off and fell asleep right before i drank a huge cup of alkaselzer cold medicene which totally knocked me out! Haven't been able too read lately as i keep falling asleep . Not out of boredom, just very tired lately . I forgot too excercise earlier again . Duh! Been listing too nothing but G.G. Allin lately, as well as Deathside "The will never die" 7", Sex Vid "tania" 7" and last night Murder Junkies "feed my sleaze" cd . All good stuff! Yesterday i took out about 5 bags worth of garbage . Got a bunch more crap too throw out . Guess I'll be moving out by mid/later July . I hate moving but i'll be glad too get the heck out of here . I won't really miss this place, but i think i will a little . Just not too many of the people! I've got all these things that don't/won't work and i am SICK of it, plus problems i've had with neighbors that a couple times i almost snapped on . Glad i didn't as i don't really wanna go too jail and get killed by the police . There has been a ton of police brutality here in spokane the last near 2 years and of course they keep getting a slap on the wrist . FUCK THE POLICE!!! I know they're not all corrupt, but i still don't like them too much . Started recording brand new The Earwigs total noise stuff monday too celebrate my 36 years on this lovely planet! I am just recording straight forward extreme noise with my tele-microphone my pal ShNon( "Psycho Shaun") built me and gave me as a B-day present last year run thru a death metal pedal! It is frikkin' coming out crazy! I am looking forward too doing a split tape with The Product as well as some other outsider noiser/musician outlaws in the underground! I wanna release my "live" stuff soon  as well . I need too find out how much too do like 200 cdr and/or pro-duped cassette e.p.s.! Gonna talk too my bro. Zach/Fuck Music Productions too see if he'd be interested in helping too co-release a The Earwigs/The Product split tape . Cdrs are overratted tho i wouldn't mind doing a cdr version as well! Ha!ha!ha! Hope oto make it too New York later this year after everything is settled down and hang out with my pal Tim and Carmela! Wea re gonna do a ton of stuff for High Powered Mutant, the documentary Tim is doing about me and has been working on for over 2 years! We did a ton of filming last year as well as filmed New Wave Xombi's based on my script i worked on in my head for over 10 years! I can't wait til we get the editing and vice dubbing done and everyone can check it out! Son of Gein shows up and looks AWESOME!!! I ran into an old buddy last weekend at Barnes & Noble last weekend and we are gonna dub in Galactic 9 soon, a shot on 8mm film Tim did with us several years ago that just looks really cool! It looks like Doctor Who meets The Road Warrior!!! 4 Dead should be done soon which i co-wrote with Tim a few years ago! It looks soooo good! Very professional and creepy and way cool acting/etc. and stuff! I am really looking forawrd too this getting out! Tim ROCKS!!! I got a new ( ie. 3rd ) Xbox 360 a couple weeks ago and didn't have it for a week and BOOM! it totally died for no flipping reason!!! Now i gotta get hold of EB Games and see about getting yet another one . Nice face!!! DUH! Been watching some cool flicks lately: THE YAKUZA PAPERS series, KILLER NERD/BRIDE OF KILLER NERD, KILLING MACHINE, part of SINBAD AND THE EYE OF THE TIGER, THE MAGIC SWORD, etc. and that's about it! Hope too get my album by The Earwigs done before i move . As soon as i get the green light too move, i am gonna tryn' get as many people as i can too help me start moving stuff out as much as i can! I'm gonna start boxing all my dvd's and videogames this week/end and i am trting oto get rid of a ton of vhs( replacing alot of these titles on dvd! ) . I'll probaly post a bulletin looking for some pals too see if they can help out soon! Welp, not much going on so i'm outta here! Thanks for reading this! Oh yeah, and i can't believe i've been on this planet for 36 years - whoa!!!

Take care, have fun n' KEEP THE FILTH!!!!!!!

yer pal/bra - B.C.A.

p.s. thanks again for all your well wishes regarding my imprisonment on Earth - ha!ha!ha! Lottas love and respect too ye all .

Currently listening : Expose Yourself: The Singles Collection 1977-1991 By G.G. Allin Release date: 10 August, 2004

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Life is a fucking shit, but,.....
Current mood: sad
Category: Life

Life is a fucking shit! You're bron screaming out from your mothers bloody vagina . You're covered in blood and mother juices, the umbilical cord still connected from your mother too you .

Someone cuts the cord and you're free . Who did it? I don't remember and why would i give a shit? I was born and didn't ask too be .

Grow up, make soem friends here and there . Go too school, try too meet someone of the opposite sex and continuously fail, get a horrible summer job, get treated by shit by co-workers and continuously fantasize about butchering these shitheels . ONe possible assault against a group of these cocksmokers and you're on the long road down an endless road til you captured by the grinning pigfucks and immedeatly brought back only too fulfill the slavery amongst clones until the summer ends .

After work, go home too avoid the family, sit in the basement room for hours reading a book whilst listening too some hard rock music .

Make some real friends but then fuck up and get kicked out and sent far away too another world .

Wake up svereal years later and fell like garbage . Nausea, body pain, pill popping just because, the heat slowly killing you with its humidity pulsing heat wave .

Failure failiure failure .

I woke up this morning and my goldfish Wren lay there at the bottom of the fish tank dead . Lying on her side huge gold and hopefully her soul at peace while her body is just a husk of emptiness .

Life is too fucking short and i am sick of it all .

I am grateful for all my friends in this world, my famnily who i rarely see( the half here in washington ), my cats, my plant i've had since '96 i got from Adam, my imagination and creativity that has been lying dormant for quite awhile, my dreamgirl who exists somewhere in space,...........

I am happy too say if it wasn't for the love i have for and from my cats i would not be here . I really don't give a shit about anything else in this world . Material needs, entertainment, sexual fantasies, and all that shit that will not be with oyu when you expire from this world .

Life is too short and i plan too be aorund for quite awhile not just too spite my enemies about the world but too live and love til the end!!!

Thanks as always too all the folks that actually take the time too read my stuff and also too everyone who enjoys my noise and musick i create!

Thank you all! Stay real, take care and forever KEEP THE FILTH!!!!!!!!

your pal, Charles The Bizarre Alien

Top shits: TENACIOUS D( everything!!!!!!), BREATHILIZOR Lp, WARM UP WITH TRACI LORDS vhs( 1988 workout video ), STAB! "stab! sabbath"cdr, Stab!/Beartrap split cdr, CAPTAIN 3-LEG, BLIND WOMAN'S CURSE dvd, THE BLOODY JUDGE dvd( Christopher Lee RULES!!!), BORAT dvd( one of the most hilarious films ever!!!!!!!), NACHO LIBRE dvd, etc.

Long live funny people like Jack Black! Truly a funny man who brings a patch of light into the dark!

Currently listening : Tenacious D By Tenacious D Release date: 25 September, 2001

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Lately,.....
Category: Life

Woke up today at exactly 12:00( well, actually 12:55), took a bath, made some tea and now i sit here doing a new blog . Listening too WTN"Rotting in pstilience"(Razorback Records) while my water is starting too boil so i can make some rice . Last night after work, i watched the rest of THE VIDEO DEAD( classic cool horror flick from '87, an old fave.! ) and I DRINK YOUR BLOOD, which is another one of my all time faves., for the 5th or 6th time??? Great clasSICK!!! Wednesday night i watched TOXIC ZOMBIES, another classick cheezy zombie horror flick! I was really happy too get this and TVD from Adam/Screamatorium Dvd wednesady! Hadn't seen these 2 flicks since '90 or '91 so it really made my day! He also threw in a dvdr of LINNEA QUIGLEY's HORROR WORKOUT which i am totally looking forward too watching! I wonder what happened too her anyhow as she was always one of my fave. B-Movie Queens! I need too get off my arse and look her up! The last month 1/2 i went absolutly nuts and picked up wayyyyy too many dvds/dvd sets .  Monday i actually had too pawn some videogames  for $$$ too get some catfood and also some food for myself! Glad i'm getting paid next tuesday! Gotta get too The Comic-Book Shop and pick up a buncha stuff! Hope they didn't cancel my subscription! I am an ass! Supposed too be getting FAUST #1-10 first prints from my friend Michael Moonbear soon also! I am really excited about this as i am a HUGE Tim Vigil fan and the issues of  FAUST that i have from several years ago are a little beat up and 3rd or 4th prints! I wish Vigil would do something new? The last comic-book i got with his art was the last WEBWITCH (Avatar Press) mini series and that was 2002 or so!!! Yipes! Been working on The Earwigs new album, and i my buddy Darren let me print out some stuff off his computer for my zine . Thought #3 of The Great Beast Hero! was gonna be done not too long ago but then i got/found some more stuff i wanted to throw in so now all i gotta do is a little more cut n' paste and my editorial and a couple more odds and ends and it's done/out! Should be next week! I am gonna look into getting a printer that is compatible with my computer as the one i got is not! Whatta waste of $30 . Damn it! I'd be able too get my zine done much faster and out more often with this problem solved! Got some interviews planned out right now with my pals Zach Howard, Poopy Necroponde, and i also wanna interview Fckn'Bstrds, Richard Ramirez, and a few other folks! What else? The weather's been pretty warm lately so no trench coat wearing for the last 2 weeks or so which is a bummer cuz i love too wear it! Been working( B O R I N G ! ! ! ) as usual, playing with my cats, talking oto my fishy and plant, taking out lottsa garbage, clearing some more space in my apartment and trying too set up a shelf for all my dvds . I need too count how many i have . Been an obssession lately! Been doing lottsa e-mails lately, laying low on the hentai/anime porn( pretty BORING lately!!!!!!! ), waking up late off and on, and thinking of finally schedualing an appointment for Group Health too get my feet checked as they have been hurting alot lately . Some friends say i may have 'colic'(sp???) . Yay! I need a check-up anyhow for some other problems and am still thinking of anger management or talking too a councelor about some things i need too get offa my chest! Hope too have my neighbor probelms solved early next week as the shit hit the fan monday! We'll see what happens! I'm sure i'll talk about it here sooner or later! Not much else going on so i'm outta here! Thanks again too everyone who reads this and i am always seeking contributions for my zine so e-mail me at bizarrealien@yahoo.com with any stuff! Take care, stay ghoul n' KEEP THE FILTH!!!!!!!

your pal from the mutant zone -

B.C.A.

"Everyone knows that satan was an acid head, so drink from the cup and together we'll all freak out!" - I DDRINK YOUR BLOOD (1971)

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