No longer engaged.
Current mood: blah
Category: Romance and Relationships

So yeah. Evan and I aren't together anymore. Just couldn't handle a military relationship thinger. Lots of other reason which I don't feel the need to express in a fucking blog. But yeah... no more Evan... my ring finger feels weird without the rings on it.

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Jeremy is a bird!
Current mood: giggly
Category: Friends

Okay, so I was in Evan's room when my brother comes in and says that there's a retarded bird flying into the window over and over again. So, Evan and I go into Brandon's room to investigate. We couldn't see out of the window properly because of the glare and didn't see a bird, so we gave up and went back to Evan's room.

Seconds later, Brandon comes in again and tells us that the retarded bird is still flying into his window. I get all fired up to go look for the damn thing so I open the blinds and tell Brandon to turn off his lights. Sure enough, no bird... but I did see a Jeremy standing in the yard waving his arms wildly.So I says to the guy, I says, "Hey, what's up?!" Then he's all,"I've been trying to get your attention for like 5 minutes now!"

So I go down stairs and welcome him in and we all have a good laugh about it. Jeremy is now known as the retarded bird.

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Evan moved in!
Current mood: bouncy
Category: Romance and Relationships

We kinda forced my parents into it. But we finally convinced my parents to let him live with us since he's only leaving for boot camp in like a month.

Currently listening : Ava Adore By Smashing Pumpkins Release date: 16 June, 1998

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Pedophiles beware!
Current mood: enraged
Category: News and Politics

This is a bulletin that I've been reposting a few times. So I'll go ahead a make a blog for it so people who aren't on my friends list or whatever can read it as well.

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Recently, a very serious problem has been brought to the attention of several moms. It is a very heinous website called www.puellula.com. This website is a safe haven for pedophiles. The heading on their main page reads, "A Celebration of the Splendor of Little Girls". This website includes links to pictures, or "art" as they call it, of little girls, confessional blogs, a directory of resources for pedophiles (for "both boylovers and girl lovers, as well as anybody else looking for information about pedophilia and consensual child love"), as well as many other links. This site has a manifesto, stating demands to the government to legalize pedophilia.

The most disturbing, though, is a link to a page title Sugar and Spice that is specifically for little girls who have "fallen in love" with a pedophile. This site is set up to draw in little girls. It looks like any other fun little girly page. It tells girls that it is okay to be "in love" with an adult, and it is okay to have sex with an adult. A quote from the page: "Remember that information helps you to make the choices that are right for YOU. Don't let other people think for you, YOU know yourself better than anybody else, so YOU should be the one to decide whom to love and how to use your mind and your body." It has a questions and answers section, downloads, and a page to links for more information.

If this information doesn't turn your stomach, hopefully what I'm about to say will. This website claims to be legal. There is even a link on their webpage to report them to authorities. Here is a quote from that page: "Are you outraged by what you have just been reading? Do you think that sites like this should be banned? Do you think that, despite the fact that there is nothing illegal on this site whatsoever, its creators should be locked up? Do you support severely curtailing the constitutionally guaranteed right to freedom of speech and the suspension of civil rights in the execution of draconian laws against law-abiding citizens whose worldview happens to be different than yours? If so, you are in good company! This site has already been reported numerous times to a number of law enforcement organizations including the FBI, the RCMP and Interpol. If you are undeterred by the fact that this site is already well-known within the law enforcement community and that it is in no way illegal, and you still want to do your civic duty and exercise your freedom of speech by denouncing the free speech of another citizen, let us help you. Here we have compiled a list of contacts for a number of law enforcement bodies that you might wish to contact. We have even included a form that will allow you to contact several of these agencies at once!"

People, I need your help. I am asking you to do at least one of a few things:

1) Please repost this bulletin. Maybe with the wide circulation that myspace provides, we can raise awareness, initiate outrage, and get this thing shut down. We fill out and pass on surveys, poems about killing pit bulls, etc. Don't you think this warrants the same kind of attention?

2) Report this site to cybertipline.com, and sign the petition at http://www.thepetitionsite.com/takeaction/493662088?ltl=1174125902. You can sign this as "anonymous" if you wish.

3) Make your local authorities aware of this website.

4) Contact your congressman and senator. Another disturbing fact about this site is, at the bottom of their page, they openly support Barack Obama for the presidential election. I am sure Mr. Obama would be very displeased to know of this, therefore I, as well as other moms, have already brought this to his attention. If we can get other senators and congressmen in the know, it very well could initiate talk and possibly action by our government.

5) Send this bulletin, or write your own, to your local media. Just as moms have caught the interest of their local authorities, they have also done so with their local news. Several moms have reported back that their news has hopped on board with this and followed up with research and interviews. This way parents without the resources we have with the internet and myspace can be made aware of this.

6) If the information that I have provided doesn't affect you to your core, then please go to this site so you can see for yourself what we are dealing with here. I guarantee you will be disgusted as much as I.

Again, I am asking for your help with this. If you have a daughter or son, a little sister or brother, niece or nephew, or even just know a child, then you are affected by this. These people are preying on these children. They say that this disgusting behavior is okay. It is not.

If you've made it this far through this bulletin, then I thank you for your time and attention. Just by reading this, you've helped me take one more step to my mission being accomplished.

Currently listening : Opheliac By Emilie Autumn Release date: 01 March, 2007

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Mall Drama
Current mood: weird
Category: Fashion, Style, Shopping

Toto and I went to the mall today to look for a prom dress for her. We found the perfect one too! We took pics and stuff, but I don't have the pics.

I saw a lot of awesome people today and met quite a few people. I don't remember everyone's name. Some of them were just... creepy. Like one was rubbing on my plush Ryuk's eyeballs and said they were like large nipples.

There were a lot of people (and I'm not joking) whistling at me and calling me purple. I finally got it the shade of purple that I wanted and to make it better, the dye makes my hair smell like grapes. I love it! I didn't love it so much though when I had a bunch of people taking turns to sniff my hair. It's cool if it's only like two or three people, but not ten...

After the mall, Toto and I were taking the back roads and we got to a stop light and this white SUV stops next to us. All of the windows roll down and these guys are hanging out of them whistling and stuff at us. Toto and I were all, "Wtf, mate?" They pulled into a Zaxby's parking lot and we went down the road a bit to the Wendy's. They fucking followed us there. They park next to us and do the same thing. So, we rolled down our windows and asked them what the hell they wanted. One smartass replied, "We want sex!!" The others started laughing. We weren't sure whether they were being serious or not. It was interesting none the less. After a short conversation they drive off and started pointing for us to follow them. Toto eventually decides to follow them, but they were gone. So, we drive in a neighborhood and turn around and wtf, we see them drive past the neighborhood. We go to Burger King and get some food, paranoid the entire fucking time. One guy kept staring at me and I thought it was one of the guys from before.

It was crazy. Lala should have been there.

Currently listening : The Marrow of a Bone By Dir en grey Release date: 20 February, 2007

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So, about that SOLAR...
Current mood: bored

It's this weekend... and I'm really excited. I haven't been in over a year. I wonder if people will remember me. That'd be great if they did. lol

So if you know me from SOLAR and you missed me, come give me a big 'ol hug to make me feel all welcomed back and stuff. Evan might not be going because of work, so I might be all sad the entire event. Make sure to make me all happy.

For my character I'll use the excuse that I went in search of my past since my story for my character was that she woke up in the forest and had amnesia. Lame story I know, but it's my first character so you can't expect too much creativity. Malok (my character) is going to look hot at this gather. New corset and everything. Might get some pictures. Maybe a few videos. Who knows? Might get a good shot of me killing something.... like a geeba... cause I'm a low level and stuff. w00t!

Currently listening : Das Testament By E Nomine Release date: 28 November, 2002

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Let's try something new...
Current mood: bored
Category: Friends

I got this idea from Tori.

So here's how it works. You make a list of vague discriptions of your friends and see if they can guess who they are.

1. You are the best thing to happen to me since Pocky. I love you with all my heart and can see us staying close for the rest of our lives. You give me my inspiration and optimism. Without you, I wouldn't be where I am today and I can honestly say that I couldn't be happier... unless there's a lifetime supply of Pocky offered somewhere in the future.

2. You and I have know each other for a loooong time. You got me interested in things that other people consider weird. You told me so many stories that made other kids get really scared. I still love to hear your stories. Especially "Henry". I can't believe I remember that one story since 2nd grade... crazy. It sucks that we aren't as inseperable as we once were, but things got crazy in middle school and things couldn't be helped. Thanks to you, I was introduced to a genre of music that was hidden to young ones.

3. You were one of my first friends that I've met after the move to Jackson. You embraced me with open arms, no questions asked. You're very honest and I love your laugh. I don't necessarily like the same music as you, but I do my best to enjoy it with you while we're driving.

4. Quit peeing when you're on the phone with me. That's gross. (At least you don't take a shit...)

5. You introduced me to LARPing. If it weren't for you, I wouldn't know the people that I know today. And there are many people, thanks to you, that I can't see myself living without. You've inspired me to go through with my ideas of having a business and being serious about it.

6. "You've disapointed me for the last time! I am your FATHER!!!!" You'll make a perfect model for me!

7. I have never met you in person, but you are one of the best friends I have. It kills me that I can never hug you. When you're down, I want to comfort you and be there for you, but you're too far away. You think you have nothing in your life, but that's bullshit and you know it. You have opportunities to create great things and make things better for yourself, but you choose not to. Life gives you back what you put in, blah, blah, blah.

8. You keep up with so many inside jokes, it's crazy. I swear you're like a machine on DDR.

9. You have music for everything. It's amazing how diverse your music collection is. And it's all shit that no one's heard of. I hope things go great with you and your girl. I hope you can get out of working for fast food restaurants. Your room is the coolest thing ever! I love the stick on glow in the dark stars.

10. You stood by me when the bad thing happened. I could cry with you and it didn't scare me when you hugged me. For the longest time, even letting my parents near me was difficult. I never told you what happened, but that was cool because you're so understanding like that. I love you.

11.Quit talking about your man. No one cares. Not even him. So, you have a good thing going with your boyfriend. Good for you. You don't have to rub it in everyone's face that you're with him. There's no line. There are no women desperately trying to get him to break up with you. There's no competition. He's great with your kids... woop-de-fucking-doo. He buys you things... love shouldn't be measured by the size of diamond he slips on you. I bet he beats you and then showers you with gifts to apologize and you just brag about what he got you to cope with being beaten or some crazy shit like that. When someone tries to have a normal conversation with you, quit bringing him up all obsessively, it's disturbing.

12. Quit acting like you're so fucking better than everyone else. You don't know everything and I'm sure that people can figure shit out on their own. You're a jack of all trades, I'll give you that. But just because you're good at a lot of things, doesn't mean that you're the best at everything. Stop inviting yourself in on conversations, stop giving your input on things that don't concern you, stop acting like you own the store, stop harrassing me and for crying out loud, stop acting like you own me.

Currently listening : Liar / Dead Is The New Alive By Emilie Autumn Release date: 22 January, 2007

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Diru Love!
Current mood: bouncy
Category: Music

I went to see Dir En Grey this weekend. It was fucking kick ass!!!!

Before the show, my dad gave me a birthday party of sorts. I had ice cream cake, got a monkey, and  a blender. It's a nice blender.... and the monkey is all soft and fuzzy and stuff.

So, I go to the concert and it turns out we're late by almost an hour. It was all good though. The opener band just finished and the true wait for Dir En Grey began... and it felt like forever!!!

After the orgasmic experience that is DEG, my dad took us to Hooters... Janina has never been there. Since she's an exchange student, she must encounter all that America has to offer. That includes eating like a pig and making huge messes in public. She enjoyed it though, which is awesome!

I had to go to work at 7:45 in the fucking morning and got home at 2. I had to wake up to get ready for work at 6... I didn't get much sleep... but it's all good. I enjoyed myself and had a wonderful time.

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I actually went out tonight.
Current mood: bouncy
Category: Friends

Toto and I went to play lazer tag with Josh and Ashley. I had a fucking blast. I came in last place, but I really didn't care. It was really fun! It's something that I'll definately have to do often. (I had the highest accuracy ratio... but that's not really something worth bragging about... it's just lazer tag.)

After that, we went driving around and stuff. We played "The Internet Is For Porn" really loud in the mall parking lot. There was some guy in a suit like, "WTF, mate?" It was awesome.

We also went to Wal-mart and I got the right kind of dye for my frickin' hair. Yay! Now I can finally dye it purple! w00t! Josh played around with the hulla-hoops and had me hand him some more whilst spinning.

Tonight was awesome. We'll all have to hang out again some time... but next time, we should bring some more people. schwaaaaaa!

Currently listening : Back From The Dead By Zombie Girl Release date: 09 May, 2006

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Eww. I haven't posted anything in a while.
Current mood: bored

So, how is everyone?

... I don't really have anything to talk about...

So, yeah.... stuffed buffalo macaroni... blubber macadamia gazebo. Plethora.

Thank you and good night!

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