8:01 AM - lets play in the rain
Current mood: bouncy
Category: Blogging
THERES SO MANY REASONS WE GO ABOUT SEASONS THE ONES WE CREATED IN OUR own WORLD THE WEATHER KEEPS ON CHANGING AND YET WERE STILL HANGING NO MATTER HOW COLD OR BAD IT GETS SOME ARE SUNNY SOME ARE STORMY BUT THAT'S OK, IT KEEPS ME STRONG. BUT WHEN THE RAIN STARTS SOAKING MY GROUND AND I GOT NO PLACE TO HIDE I MIGHT AS WELL THROW ON MY BATHING SUIT AND PLAY IN THE RAIN
1:32 PM - the myth (lyrics)
Current mood: enlightened
(verse) oh baby sweet darling i been dreaming that you are mine oh girl forever i will always be by your side oh baby sweet darling we’ll be together till the end of time oh baby sweet darling i just want you to know...... (chorus) that every day i live for you and i want you to know that i love you too and i hope some day you love me to cause i only wanna be with you i only wanna be with you i only wanna be with you i only wanna be with you i only wanna be with you (verse) oh baby sweet darling i wish that you were real oh girl forever i could hold you in my arms oh baby sweet darling i promise ill never break your heart oh baby sweet darling i just want you to know...... (chorus) that every day i live for you and i want you to know that i love you too and i hope some day you love me to cause i only wanna be with you that every day i live for you and i want you to know that i love you too and i hope some day you love me to cause i only wanna be with you i only wanna be with you i only wanna be with you i only wanna be with you i only wanna be with you
hey whats up peeps. so i come to the conclusion that when ever my band books shows it would be a HORRIBLE IDEA (gotta love the irony) to set us up in a place with a big stage. BAD BAD BAD IDEA... well reason is, i like to jump around but I'm use to playing on small stages so I'm limited to what i can do. Well, this past Thursday, we played on a huge stage (the masquerade) so yeah, i went beyond the limits. not to mention i just got a wireless system so i had no cord running from my bass to my amp there for it was worse then releasing a pack of wolves on a pack of poor defenseless rabbits tied to a tree. sorry for the cruel comparison there. in other words i went crazy. so crazy that somehow that my brand new $300 wireless system that was in my back pocket went air born when i jumped while spinning in circles and flew all the way across the venue. far enough to fly over the sound guys head and crash on the floor. oh did i mention the sound booth is at least 50 ft away from the stage....yeah that sucked, i cant afford to damage my equipment i can hardly afford . luckly enought the only thing that split in half on it was the door from the battery compartment. therefore, i rest my case.....DONT BOOK A SHOW WITH MY BAND AT A VENUE WITH BIG STAGES...LOL.............for the record, i had the time of my life :)
1:36 AM - tribute to a great friend
Current mood: numb
Category: Friends
heres a video some friends made of a great person, a great friend of mine. and yeah thats me at the end of the first video, i was cought off guard walking away from my flooded home. R.I.P. BIG DAVE!!! ILL MISS YOU FOREVER!!!
i heal you once again but you pushed me away you ask for my help but as i gave you my hand you refuse you curse at me you deny me you complain im never there you make jokes of me you abandon me you chosen others before me then you ask why have i forsaken you well you pushed me away i gave you my hand but you refuse you curse at me you deny me you complain im never there you made jokes of me you chosen others before me you forsaken me and now you shall suffer "burn ha ha!!!!!!" "oooooo look at the pretty flames"
Minutes before midnights sky the moon fades away, before my eyes. As I lay on my back, awaiting the next sunrise A howl of some creature, keeps me awake. As I lay in despair, annoyed by the sound I decide to explore, in search of my hate. I violently stumble, on an old rusty horn that once stood on my door step, as a siren for dinner. As I recover from, my painful fall I lay my eyes upon, my most hate of all. It..s white and fuzzy, I think it has wings with bright glowing eyes that are mocking me I yell and I scream, to chase it away But it just stood there, mocking me I grab my gun to shoot and to scare But when I look back, it wasn..t there So I ran back to my camp, in rush for some sleep But once again I hear that damn hoot
it was funny..i just figured out how to skate board and me and my neighbor was skating around like at 4am and he wanted to show me this realy steap road that he says all the skaters in the neighborhood are too scared to run it yet my dumbass got to the top of the hill, i said fuck it im going for it,he thought i was joking and that i was gonna jump off but nope, i went down, omg it was so fast (im assumng atleast 30mph)well i made it to the bottom yet the board started to wobble like crazy and i lost control, ran up the curve nearly crashing into a mailbox and busted my ass. then he decided to do it since i did it and he made it to the bottom just fine till he hit the speed bump and went airbone and slammed into the street and busted his ass.....omg it was so hardcore!!!, im more busted up then he is though:)
lets see if you can pick out the dbop song titles from this story..hint theres 13 songs
A little girl is running away to hide behind your smile. At 4:02 am, she is going to make her confession of a tragedy about her father who had a blood lust for this evil child they called "violent blue." Trying to see the real in you, she thought she could change the world but instead, ended up with this middle class interlube called DBOP.
2:14 AM - the absence of thee
Current mood: lonely
Hey my angel where are you today My day is night Without thee in thy sight The absence of thee, makes my heart as hollow as the wind My soul mourns like a weeping willow My ears die of thirst from the lack of your voice My loneliness brings me to the ends of the earth with a blindfold on my eyes Moving on, I have fallen down I wait for you to catch me Caress me in your arms But with the visions in my sleep Your eyes left visions in my head Leaving dreams, I rather real instead Still trapped in this cradle of hurt I found the missing omen The absence of thee
its time to put an end to this and bury it for good these feelings wont subside and neateher will the tears i came across this hole in the ground i think its 6 feet deep i might as well lay in it till evrything goes away i hate the person that i am its leading me nowhere i hate this life im living theres no more use for me so im leaving the world today cause nothing goes my way im sick of all this pain its driving me insain i never felt so alone before im just not allowed in the game so i might as well just float away and wash upon the shore
11:38 PM - to the girl in my dreams
Current mood: lonely
no goddess was ever conceived that with you can compair for there not quit as lovely and now where near as fare when i first saw you smile i felt something inside start it felt like an arrow shot from cupid struck my heart to hold thee in thy arms once again and let out what i think and touch the tender lips of thee, id drink a serpants drink for there is no expresion known to man that he has writen or spoke that could reveal the way i feel for you in a quote
10:26 PM - confession of emulation
Current mood: pissed off
Category: Life
(dont take this seriously, just random thoughts of extreme anger from a lack of creativity........i need my band damit!!!!!!! )
suicidal thoughts inflicted in my mind lifes pleasures i just cannot find buried too far deep inside my past im falling to pieces im falling to pieces these feelings are digging inside my heart emptied on the floor as i fall apart dried up inside my flesh and blood im falling apart im falling apart agervation to self distruction i found my resolution ingraved upon my wrist i just cannot resist im falling apart im falling apart guilty of emulation guilty of pain and hurt it hides so swell i just dont care faling to pieces im falling to pieces i just dont care im falling to pieces im falling to pieces its better off in my dreams its better off when i sleep its beter off and easy to see im falling apart im falling apart just turn around and walk away u dont wanna see these dirty looks u dont wanna see me here beleive me im done im falling apart im falling apart forget about your wasted time forget about your time with me forget im in this place im falling to pieces im falling to pieces i just dont care im falling to pieces im falling to pieces and i just dont care any fucking more
Currently
listening
:
Fuck You
By
Overkill
Release date: 01 July, 1991
It was the morning after beside her i found her letter it said i had to let her go it was just as i feared from our first kiss i knew what i have found would turn into mist it was just too good to be true but i must confess that till my last breath i will hold the hand of thee within my heart i will hold my dream that caresses thy heart in hopes wishes, and in my dreams that we will once be together again
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