Stop
Category: Writing and Poetry

Stop!!!!!

What ever you are doing now

Sit and be quiet

Listen

To that which you should not hear

But hear anyways

The Mother is talking to you

In all that grows upon her

The Father is talking

In the gentle warmth that shines down

What do they say to you?

3:14 AM - 4 Comments - 8 Kudos - Add Comment

lost between worlds
Current mood: lost
Category: lost Life

I don't think I've been to this place before.  It's the place between two worlds.  The one world is where I just throw my hands up and say Fuck It.  I don't know what to do anymore or how to even do it to make it right.  The other world is the one where I fight for it all, despite the trouble it may cause.  Both worlds will cause harm to me deep inside, a tearing of sorts.  Which way to go?  Something's got to give, and soon.  I don't know how much longer I can keep myself together when it's being pulled toward completely opposite worlds.  The chasm is growing wider and wider.  But will choosing one world over the other fill the void or make it bigger? 

3:00 PM - 2 Comments - 2 Kudos - Add Comment

Locked in a Dream
Current mood: savage
Category: Writing and Poetry

Be glad

I have yet to find you

Locked away in a dream

For my wrath and it's fury

Have boundries unseen

True, you still scare me

But that soon will pass

For now it is your turn

To try and haul ass

First I will rape you

Your own gun in use

This scene all to familiar

For me to let loose

Then comes the blade

All rusted and dull

And I watch your eyes widen

Cause you're tied to the wall

I see your face slacken

Your own death in your eyes

And as I bathe in your blood

I dance and realize

That yet once again

I am free and alive

So I bet that you're glad

I have yet to find

You locked in a dream

Slowly losing your mind.

2:49 PM - 3 Comments - 4 Kudos - Add Comment

Jagged Edges
Category: Writing and Poetry

I can feel it ,under my skin

Waiting to burst forth

Leaving a trail of bloody pulp

In it's wake.

Slowly tearing through the flesh

Jagged edges flapping in the breeze

And with it I sigh

In ecstacy.

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Behold the Witch
Current mood: enlightened

Unfortunately this poem isn't mine but I loved it so much when I found it I just had to post it. I don't know who wrote it but I would love to know.

Behold the Witch

Behold the witch, strong as any man

Know the witch, as she walks upon the land

Respect the witch, her powers to beguile

Admire the witch, her understanding smile

Honour the witch, as pure as mother's love

Applaud the witch, as destiny she moves

Acclaim the witch, as the future she designs

Envy the witch, her patience over time

Regard the witch, her inspiration deep

Commend the witch, her family she keeps

Approve the witch, as standards she upholds

Revere the witch, her faith and will, extoll

Appreciate the witch, as nature she raises

Venerate the witch, for she keeps the ancient lores

Become the witch, and these values will be yours.

12:54 AM - 4 Comments - 8 Kudos - Add Comment

LIFE, never what you expect
Current mood: contemplative
Category: Life

Five years.  Not a long time when you look at the span of your life but when you really sit down and start thinking it can seem like a lifetime in itself.  Think back to five years ago in your life.  Did you think then that you would be where you are today?  Do you look back on your life and wonder "WHAT THE HELL WAS I THINKING!!!!" lol.  Some of us have lost loved ones, gained new members to our family, got divorced, gotten married, bought a house, bought a new car, or moved. 

What brings this on?  Who knows.  I have just been thinking about my past lately and how things have changed but yet remained the same.  Changed in many ways.  My father passed away. I got married and in doing so gained 2 step-kids.  Moved from one house to another to another and am now in the process of buying a house.  Upgraded my vehicle from a kia to my chevy tahoe(which I love even though it sucks gas).  I lost a sister due to her and another sister and their stupid insignficant fighting in which I got drug in the middle of. Started to repair my relationship with her again, for which I am grateful.

Life throws you curve balls and it's how you react to those curves that matter. 

So what has changed in your life.  Did you think you would be where you are?  You don't have to write about it but seriously take a break and think about what has changed, for the better or worse, over the past 5 years. 

11:10 PM - 3 Comments - 4 Kudos - Add Comment

forever yours
Current mood: sensual
Category: sensual Romance and Relationships

Ours eyes meet
Uncertainties released
I lay down
And release control to you
My sight, the first to go
Then movement restricted
Your hands softly caress me
Teasing here and there
Then sweet ecstacy of pain
Sharp as a whip
My body arches up
Begging for more
I feel your tongue
Teasing, Pleasing
Higher and higher I float
Waiting for your body
To join with mine
We gently unite
Your body to mine
And I gasp with pleasure
As I am lovingly invaded
Passion teeming on the edge
Then falling slowly into oblivion
Floating higher and higher
Somewhere in the fog
As ecstacy lingers
I realize
I am completely and forever yours.

5:32 PM - 3 Comments - 6 Kudos - Add Comment

karma
Current mood: amused
Category: Life

ok so KARMA is a bitch....LOL.  Because I had been running myself ragged and was both physically and mentally exhausted I called in sick to work with "strep throat" so that I can have the week off .  Wouldn't you know it, my throat started hurting and when we looked in it today it is very swollen, red and has lots of white spots on it.  According to WebMD I have all the symptoms of, you guess it, Strep Throat.  Although I dont' plan on going to the doctor just because 1) we can't afford it and 2) we have antibiotics left over from Steve.  So karma's a bitch and I figure I brought this on myself so I will take my punishment as I should. 

11:51 AM - 1 Comments - 2 Kudos - Add Comment

Listen
Current mood: contemplative
Category: Writing and Poetry

Listen to the heartbeat of the silence
As it takes on a life of its own
Listen to the heartbeat of the silence
As it creeps slowly into your home
Listen to the heartbeat of the silence
As it buries itself deep into your soul
Listen to the heartbeat of the silence
As it will tell you all that you need to know
Listen to the heartbeat of the silence
Listen
Listen

2:37 PM - 2 Comments - 4 Kudos - Add Comment

Anthony
Current mood: proud
Category: proud Life

Ok, so we taught Anthony how to ride a bike yesterday.  I took video on my phone and uploaded so you all need to go check it out.  Just go to my videos and there should be 4 videos of him.  Remember, they were taken on my phone so it's blurry but it's him and I couldn't be more proud.

9:54 AM - 3 Comments - 6 Kudos - Add Comment