Empty note...
Current mood: nostalgic
Category: Writing and Poetry

I dream
Perhaps..?
Rude awakening..
Mishaps??
No...
Walkin in my sleep
A note to me.?
Addressed she's nott me
Middle of the night she leaves
Middle of the bed she leaves
Traces of her faces on pillow cases
Perplex faces
Sex faces
Once in a lifetime
Says that we...
Journied to find
Destiny in its prime
Overcast but it rains on me
A letter to she..??
I'm nott him
Spontaneous combustion
Far from the places that u've been
Temporary forecast
A cloud that follows only me
Wonder if we??
All things beautiful
Possibly could b
If she was my future?
Premethazine with codine
She leans towards me
Stativa and oxycodin
The best tea
Leaves me..
Leaves me...??
©churchholiday2008
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Choices...
Current mood: nostalgic
Category: Writing and Poetry

If I chose to choose
She would have been u
Hearts have been broken
Scarred and bruised
Insignificant abuse
Potential rude
I'm sure
I swear
u got me mixed up with that dude
U have to
Maybe if I was a fool??
Maybe if I really was that dude
Couldn't eva picture that
Because I'm not that fool
We didnt go to the same school
Could never b that dude
We didn't graduate the same year
No teenage love
How could I ever heart u again?
Teenage lover
How could I ever expected for u to win?
Teenage mother
How could u ever treat me like a kid?
The difference was right here
How could u trade a life time?
How could u ever trade a once in a lfetime
For juss one night
Pass 2am
We was up all night
Love all night
Break of dawn
Giving into you
Midnights raining interveiw
What a fool
I never expected she to b u
Expect me to dew??
I chose u
Early mornin raining interview
The distance between love
And nothin could compare to u
I chose u
Who was she??
A bitch that could never b u
Who was me??
Not the mutha fucka that he used to b
That's y I gave june to u
Was willing to wait for december
U lose twice
How could I have ever expected u to win?
How could I ??
U lose twice
How could I eva expect u to win..?
©churchholiday2008
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Im nott him..
Current mood: artistic
Category: Writing and Poetry

Damn u ® the most beautiful sunset that I have ever seen, if I could trade places with him I would have gave u 3 rings. 1 for now, 1 forever, 1 for next lifetime. I've searched to find elegance in its prime only to find me losing my prime. I've looked all over, maybe I'm blind? Love @ first sight, the heart doesn't lie. 1 for now, 1 forever, 1 for next lifetime
©churchholiday2008

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Sunday Serman
Current mood: nostalgic
Category: News and Politics

In the words of the late great Martin Luther King "I have a dream". We still have that dream and its safe to say that we have the power to carry and we are that same fire burning within that torch that once carried. But its time for us all to wake up from that same dream and realize the stakes at hand in the world as we know it. It will take some a lifetime to acheive what Obama is doing today and if we don't encourage each and everyone that u know to go out and vote for that brother then we all will be the loss of a cause that is so powerful and great, this could possibly turn the world and the ecomony in our favor as minorites. Faith with out works behind it will forever be dead. Its time for us to stand up as black people and be proud again. Its time for us to become those leaders and those millitants that we once knew that made and shaped our history and the present and the future to be so great for us. If u don't believe in anything then believe in your people, believe in yourself and those around you. Positive steps toward any goal gets you closer and closer to that success. If you don't let you down then who can let you down God gives us the power to do all thing and he will never let us down. Not to contradict the dream but to many people say that they have dreams but no vision. If you can't possibly see or understand Obama's dream or vision, then how good is your vision? Do you often toss and turn in your sleep? How vivid are your dreams? Do you even know who M.L.K. Is? I never voted in my life, always waited for the right time. The time has finally come!!!! Vote for Obama and change the world....!!!!
©churchholiday2008

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How can I??
Current mood: apathetic

I juss can't win with u, if I choose to choose but leave it up 2 u I loose. Hell yeah I stand accused hearts I've broken and left em bruised. Although u witness I testify that I've fallin short of the glory from time to time but I refuse to live a lie. I aint gone lie I've rebuked all things not beautiful in my life. But if u not gone try how can I begin to try to pick up the broken pieces and mend them right?
I draw the lines, I draw the lines so that I can hang that man that I used to be. I draw the line, I draw the line so that I can hang that man for so long that has kept u away from me. Sometime I ponder that we, floating on a raft in the spring. Water still poetical inclinations. Water still, poetical inclinations
©churchholiday4/24.2008

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she kills me to give me life again
Current mood: crushed
Category: Writing and Poetry

U always seem to crush me.. as politely u touched me to shape and to mold me. chlorifyll for my leaves u were my energy. Last breath first yorn relentlessly. I held my point of breathing for I could never stop greiving that I ever gave u a reason to stop believing in me. I have no voice for I am speechless but like a man with no hands I'm still reaching. Heaven has a heart, God filled it stars so that u could be the light to guide me divide me revive me, my silver moon I give into u I give june to u and wait for december.
I died so that I could bloom juss for u. I cry for nights to remember u. Was neva a gambler but fuckit I took the cards although they could neva b n my favor I embraced those odds. A fool at his best? No I was a fool at a test, no school no rules juss ur love that was my life vest. Neva predicting sinkin now I can't stop drinkin this mutha fuckin sorrow until it drowns me. Profoundly u found me and that was destiny. U'd like wish that I don't exist, I'd like to wish that u juss forgive and give me beautiful once again for my days have been dim I am haunted by such sin that I could never relive
I can neva be all that u eva wanted but I'm sure I am 98 percent of that. The recipical of all things beautiful, autumn leaves winters breeze I held u .. And I. I never wanted to let go.. Love what am I to dew?? Please tell me love what am I to dew for I gett sicker and weaker and I'm drunk, drivin myself crazy. I can't sleep I need the rain warm in bed holding u close to me forever winter whispers. Damn I miss u..
©churchholiday4/22/2008

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Mackin
Current mood: productive
Category: Writing and Poetry

She said I was a boss, I said bitch u aint lyin, I c u call em how u c em, she said "with out tryin" I said I love seafood, she said "will I be baking, grilling or frying?" I said think bitch! She said if she eva did that she'd b lyin. I told her I was a coach and if she can execute the plays it would be her guidance. She said she was a roach, she'd get thru any crevice to get to diamonds. I said that's good don't forget to b a snake too, she said she was and she gott super head too..
©churchholiday2008

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Not I
Current mood: moody
Category: Writing and Poetry

Crossed many roads
With or without payin tolls
Great hands I folded em
Redlights I shot, stopped and ran em
Racing thru life crashing
Reaching for my peak
I was a toad before u kissed me
I pass em
Outlast em
Just to stash and laugh at em.
Mowed lawns just to bag em
I was frigid before u melted me
A toad before u kissed me
Then u did it again
Damn wind
Keeps me turning
Feeding my fire while it learns me
Yearns me but could neva earn me
Yet she's plots to grow me
That's what burns me
Damn me..
Neva asked to know me
If I closed my eyes
She couldn't show me..
In her arms tight
She couldn't hold me
Damn me
A fool for its flesh
A fool at a test
U forgave thee
So what does she owe me?
Nothin absolutely
I'm wrong?
Prove me
Rude me?
She choose me
I choose u
I choose not to believe she
refuse to believe that a baby will make us b a family
Who me?
I'm not him..
Na...
Sue me..
She's just not her
She's just not she..
Who she?
The one that moves me
Sooths me
December 24th me nightly
Took a pencil in hand
In her dreams drew me
Didn't have to ask if she knows
Because she Already knew
At first sight me
Love for the rest of our life we
The talk of the party
747 on a string kite me
My Niki...
Damn babe u gott me..
©churchholiday2008

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within the wind...
Current mood: artistic
Category: Writing and Poetry

Cali love
2 for 30
The elevation of??
Equation mud..
Equation mud......
I can hear my heart!!!!
I'm stuck
Can't beat it...
The world needs it
The greenest
Tru definition
Agape love
Swagga
Perhaps thug??
But I love...
u love
Thug...
Poetry
U noticed me
Because u know this is me
Full blown
I zone...
Fine wine
Merlot is me
Melodies high c
I swere I preach
J@yboogs built me a home
Scriptx didn't deny me a seat
Thanks for havin me..
In all honesty
Great company
U gotta love thug poetry
So eye..
So I.......
I roam
I home..
Planet of the greats
Far from skin
Planet of the greats..
Ajacent from places I pain...
multiplied by autumns leaves
Divided by rain
Within the tears I cry..
Never took for granted love
Rejoiced with angels
Poetry gave me wings
I fly
I died
I tried
Just to try it again
My trials relived
Tainted by men
His world
and its sins
Derivitive
Within the wind
Derivitive
the wind...
Rewind the hands of time..
It lives
It gives
The soul of a woman
Life to history...
©churchholiday2007

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"EARLY WINTER"
Current mood: artistic
Category: Writing and Poetry

In the still of the dew
early in the morning
We early in the morning...
Round 12
Juss me and u...
In the middle of the king it was super..
Meteor showers
50 degrees and soulchild singin
Soulchild bringing
Tru indeed an early winter..
69 the way we heated it up
The resipical of all dreams
Rhytmic seduction..
Swinging off all ropes
swere this is that fire
didn't miss a corner
To the finger tips
U admire...
Lickin extremely well
Fuck wwf
As I should
I admire too..
Ate u until there was nothin left
to resess
U couldn't take a breath
Eight point o on the rictor
I was the scale..
I was the scale...
It was rocket science
Neither one of us graduated from yale
The way u held...
Persuaded my love with no intentions
Damn you..
U made me early winter...
U gave me early winter...
We early in the morning
I slpintered
Thanks for givin
Tellin me the truth without mentioning
As I splintered...
Everyday is xmas
I am that chocolate,
in the middle of the bed
in ur arms warm, warm...
Wee hours early in the morning..
Like a new born..
storm just to parade,
I storm just to parade...
way the snowcaps the mountains elegantly
Glistens off the treetops remarkably
reminds me..
when I was a child
the middle of summertime dreaming,
day dreaming of winter...
wouldnt invent to prevent the finest gesture
the way u kissed my love..
scales of life could neva measure
not ur ordinary fixation,
not ur ordinary fixation...
ocean breeze u cherished me the night until the golden moon,
U gave me early winter
until the day
if I came to brake that will be too soon...
If I came to brake it will b too soon...
if this was a such a game I couldn't play,
I couldn't play...
I can't help but my...
my fingers get sticky when I'm near you,
My fingers get sticky when I'm near you
I trespass into the night just to steal ur dreams..
Angel eyes devilish deed
u gave lungs u gave me wings..
Winter by a runnin spring...
I loved autmn...
So I gave her back her green with all of my hue..
Then u gave me early winter
In the middle of summertime...
For u are my winter ...
I love you...
©churchholiday2007

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