7:08 AM - Feed Your Soul
Category: Art and Photography

Scorpio (October 23-November 21)

"The reality of love is mutilated when it is removed from all its

 unreality." So said the French philosopher Gaston Bachelard in

 his book The Poetics of Reverie. He meant that realism alone is

 not enough for human beings to live on, especially in our most

 intimate relationships. We need fantasy to augment the merely

 factual perspective. We require poetic truths to keep the rational

 approach honest. Without the play of the imagination, in fact, our

 understanding of the world is impoverished and distorted. In this

 spirit, Scorpio, I invite you to be extra daydreamy and imaginativ

e about love in the coming days. Feed your soul and the souls of

 those you love with experiences that arouse mystery and wonder














me in las vegas last weekend

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8:13 PM - Unconditional Love?
Category: Blogging

i wouldnt know

i bet its rare

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1:33 PM - Everyone Is Doing It
Category: Blogging

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7:24 PM - Do You Believe In Magic?
Category: Art and Photography

The universe is full of magical things, patiently waiting for our wits to grow sharper     


























































 
See the magic in everything....
Sometimes it seems to be hiding but it is always there






more to come

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7:28 AM - Preoccupied
Category: Art and Photography

so what is holding me back?
maybe i'm just a little preoccupied?

after cleaning the bathroom
i found myself just sitting there
on the floor staring at my phone
what was i waiting for?

i dont know but it keeps me waiting
so i took a picture so it would last even longer?









yeah i guess i'm just a little preoccupied..

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7:18 AM - So I Deleted Around 1500 People
Category: Blogging

IF YOU GOT DELETED AND ARE OFFENDED PLEASE ADD ME BACK
it was mostly random ...


i deleted about 1500 people from  my myspace
if you are still on my list it is because i know you in real life
or i know you a lil better than most of my my space friends
oh and i got tired of deleteing people too
i would delete the whole thing but i cant get into the the email that created it


why you ask? because...
well there are a few things
this guy told me my art sucked and so did i
i dont know, that really hurt my feelings
and he said a lot other mean things too
i dont want to repeat them and it wasnt josh either

i'm not trying to be famous
other people have encouraged me to sell it
but honestly i just like creating it ... for fun
people have deleted me for
not playing the pass the art back and forth game
for not commenting to them enough
and apparently because my art sucks

so i'm thinking yet again
why bother with this myspace thing
seriously what good is it to me?
i dont have a website anymore
i have made all my pictures private
so i'm here but not really

not sure what i'm thinking now
my mind is blank

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9:54 AM - Mysterious Scent of Roses
Category: Blogging

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7:04 AM - Lately
Category: Art and Photography

Lately I have felt restless
I dont want to be here anymore
















I simply do not belong here
In the sleepy lil town of Provo
















So Im out
Soon as possible






Looks like it will be California June 1


Woo Hoo!

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12:00 AM - Jordynn
Category: Art and Photography

Poem by Kahlil Gibran


And a woman who held a babe against her bosom said, "Speak to us of Children."

And he said:

Your children are not your children.

They are the sons and daughters of Life's longing for itself.

They come through you but not from you,

And though they are with you, yet they belong not to you.

You may give them your love but not your thoughts.

For they have their own thoughts.

















You may house their bodies but not their souls,

For their souls dwell in the house of tomorrow,

which you cannot visit, not even in your dreams.

You may strive to be like them, but seek not to make them like you.

For life goes not backward nor tarries with yesterday.


















You are the bows from which your children

as living arrows are sent forth.

The archer sees the mark upon the path of the infinite,
 
and He bends you with His might that His arrows may go swift and far.

Let your bending in the archer's hand be for gladness;

For even as he loves the arrow that flies, so He loves also the bow that is stable.






















Model Jordynn

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7:00 PM - Angels And Demons
Category: Art and Photography

My friend Jared ...


angel and demon 
maybe even  vampire
















We danced in graveyards
With vampire till dawn




















We laughed in the faces of kings Never afraid to burn






















And I hate and I hate
And I hate and I hate
Disintegration















Watching us wither
Black winged roses that safely changed their color

















Oh these little earthquakes
Here we go again
These little earthquakes
Doesn't take much to rip us into pieces




















I can't reach you
I can't reach you
Give me life Give me pain
Give me myself again
tori amos

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9:13 AM - The Day After Yesterday
Category: Art and Photography

So Christian gets to visit me every couple of months..

His dad went to Cancun Mexico for a little vacation week

Christian and I kept saying we were going to do a photoshoot

We were going to do a Johnny Depp / Benny and Joon look

But the week went fast, so last night we decided to actually make it happen

We had barely gotten started playing with light and ideas

When his dad called he was coming to get him within the hour

Of course we were shocked because he never really tells me anything

I thought that he would pick him up this morning

Needless to say that ruind the mood of our photoshoot

Not only did we not have time but Christian was heart broken

He didnt want to leave

These pictures make me sad too

You can see how he went from happy playful in blurring light to ...








































He tried to be happy but it just wasnt happening

Next time I wont put off doing our photo shoots

As a matter of fact you should never put off taking pictures

you should only put off until the day after yesterday

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7:22 AM - Traveling Post Cards
Category: Art and Photography

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6:55 PM - All My Past And Futures
Category: Art and Photography

I jumped in the river and what did I see?
Black-eyed angels swam with me
A moon full of stars and astral cars
All the things I used to see
All my lovers were there with me
All my past and futures
And we all went to heaven in a little row boat
There was nothing to fear and nothing to doubt
radiohead

love that philosophy







heather took this picture of me the other night at her house...




i really hate being cold
but i love cold weather
i can enjoy the fire
i can enjoy the hot tub
i can enjoy hot drinks
i can enjoy the cold breeze
while bundled in a cozy coat
oh and i love the heated seats in my car

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2:46 PM - Alexis and Johnny...
Category: Art and Photography

Alexis and Johnny















love comes from years
























of breathing























skin to skin






















tangled in each others dreams


























yet i have only




























passed through you quickly






















like light


















and you have only












surrounded me suddenly

like flame

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6:48 PM - What Are Lil Girls Made Of?
Category: Art and Photography

What are lil girls made of?

Sugar and spice and everything nice...














Sarah





















Jocilyn and Sarah





















Sophia















Just playing with some photoshop ideas

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