apparently hell is hot again...
Current mood: thankful

 For those of you who don't already know, Wayne ditched me. So much for sticking it out through hard times right? Anyway, I'm not here to bash him, he did what he felt was right. Whatever.

So, I'm currently living with Sandy and James out in east memphis. I have my old number back, if you need it message me on here. I try to check my mail as much as I can.

So lets have some beers and go to those shows we all miss seeing at the Rally Point!

And to the ones who have helped and talked me through this and out of doing some pretty stupid things and are helping me get my head right. I couldn't love ya more! You know who you are.

Talk to you twisted assholes later... ha ... you know you are, dont deny it!

Currently listening : Sexless Demons and Scars By Jack Off Jill Release date: 1998-09-01

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Hell has frozen over... officially
Current mood: electric

Yea, so if you don't know or haven't heard... hell has officially frozen over.
Me...mary of all people for fuck sake is actually engaged and going to get married.
We havent set a date officially yet, more details as I get them....

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blah
Current mood: betrayed

Ok, so pretty much anything that could go wrong last night... did.
All i was tryin to do was have a good night before work today.... but noooo.
I find out several pieces of information that floored me, to say the least.
Bottom line, you cant trust pretty much anyone. Just when you let yourself believe you can..... you get shat on... by friends, family, etc...
Thank you Sailor Jerry's rum, and my good and dear friend p.b.r.... they always seem to comfort me. haha
god people are sick and twisted and just all around terrible to each other i swear.

Currently listening : A Beautiful Lie By 30 Seconds to Mars Release date: 30 August, 2005

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Whats the point?
Current mood: aggravated

Guys never cease to amaze and irritate me to no end. They will try so hard to get a chance for a date only to ruin it with their stupidiity.
Twice this month, I have been emotionally kicked in the chest by stupid shit these douche-bags have done. My fault I guess for attempting to let someone get close to me, but still. Its just fucked up.
SO ... yea Ive had a great holiday! hahah
Thank the gods for my friends... you know you are my real family, and I love you all for helping me out through the shit storm.
See you later at the bar for drinks of course, ya crazy drunk fuckers, I love ya!

Currently listening : Wait and Bleed By Slipknot Release date: 05 September, 2000

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and here we go
Current mood: blah

So, as most of you know, I will be spending the holidays at the Rally Point with the dysfunctional family up there. If you want to come up and have a drunken R.P x-mas with us, it should be interesting, as usual. See you there you crazy fucks.

Currently listening : With Teeth By Nine Inch Nails Release date: 03 May, 2005

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random dark thought for the day
Current mood: numb

the cold winds stab to the bone as i sit outside on my roof and see every one passing by happy, smiling, holding hands, keeping each other warm, if only they knew it was all a lie
so to all you cheery optomistic suckers who think its happiness, dont lie to yourselves anymore
its not worth it, and its just gunna make your brain seep out of your ears and  your heart hardens just a little more

Currently listening : Nymphetamine By Cradle of Filth Release date: 28 September, 2004

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