I don't have the internet at my new place and won't for who knows how long. So, if you want or have to get a hold of me give me a mother fuckin phone call. I also can't text because my service provider is dumb but I can receive them. Word.
Sometimes I do little things like this for entertainment.
Madmen are stalking ghosts in the woods.. Usually, I don't care about the existence of anything. Red is the color of fuck. Deliver us from propaganda. Ears were meant for tearing off. Right is definately wrong.
Ever hate someone for being different? Viciously attack a stranger for no reason? Ignored a cry for help? Left a pet in a hot car with the windows rolled up?
........... I have
Without illegal Aliens Republicans would run the earth. Designed Intentionally for Extinction
Yeah. Me and Pocadotty have a new project. Our group is called "Sad Glue". I also opened a music page last night so check it out. We have only one song downloaded right now but more will come soon.
You know what I am saying.. I am the one who has been sending you those dreams.. I am the one that has been following you... You have possessed me some how so now I possess you. You will never forget..You will never forget what I have given or have left with you..
You are not confused by mental disablement you are just desensitized. I had my doubts but I wanted to see if one fairy tale would come true...I know that you still yern because I hear you speak when I sleep.
I drew you in through this void some how I knew it would trigger some memory and for a minute bring you back to me but only now it is in text not in physical life. You can not deny me completely.. You will try to stay strong to keep your ass on top of the insect pile and ignore my presence but you will never forget... I have suffered and I am still... I will continuely haunt you and your dreams as you haunt me. I have yet to lose this battle so my memory will live on and that is my justice.
I finally got my computer back from Oregon. As of Monday I got connected to the net again .. YAY! I went to see Vader and Kreator on their "Enemy Of God" tour here in Boise tonight at The Venue. Death Angel was supposed be playing too but they canceled last month. It was still a fucking awesome show my neck hurts from head banging with seven pounds of hair for three hours straight but it's all good. Today has been nice really nice, today has been a really good day. Or I should say yesterday since it is 3 am on tuesday here right now .
I went to see GWAR for the second time last night here in Boise. Twas a pretty niffty show as expected. I am stained pink now but not as bad as the last time.. heh it was worth it. I am definately looking toward their Halloween tour.
Wurd... the next bands that I am going to see are Vader, Kreator, Autumn Offering and Death Angel on their "Enemy of God" tour ... Fun fun fun
"Demon Possession and Paranormal Assault " A True Story
Some think I am crazy when I talk about my experiences with the other side. I don't blame them, sometimes my stories are a little too out there to believe.
I have had many ocassions where I have woken up with bruises, cuts and scratches on my back, face, chest and wrists. I have be awoken with some thing choking me or holding me down things whispering or screaming with threats, taunts and in unknown tongues . I know that these are not dreams for I have experienced these things since I was a child and I have developed on my own techniques using body reflexes, rythmic breathing ect. to make sure that I am awake. Also I can feel at times what ever it is squeezing parts of me and causing pain I have also noticed that the more I struggle the worse it gets so it I try to remain calm but sometimes that is not possible. I have talked to many people even shamans and psychics since they usually have some knowledge about these sort of things. None could give me a good enough answer or explanation why these things happen to me except that I could be possessed by demons or I am a paranormal magnet in other words a "human vortex". I have dabbled with a lot of shit in my past like satanism, spirit channeling and demonoligy and I still do. Being fucked with by things I can not see scare the shit out of me but I get off on the fear. I can't help but to go to haunted places when I am drunk, invoke spirits and have them harbor in my body. If you ever come to my house you will notice right away that I am paranoid with the abundance of mirrors, bells, sachets filled with strange spirit warding herbs and other things. The shit is silly and superstitious I know but if it keeps me from at least getting killed in my sleep then so be it. I also have taken in a cat because I believe cats to be a good defense mechanism against disturbed spirits. I think I am putting my life at risk with my obsession with the other side. Maybe I could be qualified as some kind of dare devil. If I had not already gone as far as I have besides the fact that I was potentionally cursed from birth I would stop but it is too late. Take this as a warning , do not fuck with shit that you do not know, do not invoke spirits and if you do, do not ever tell them that they can possess or have any part of you. Unless you are crazy like me and you look forward to opening doors that you will never be able to close and look forward to many restless nights. Truly this kind of thing is not fun to live with on my behalf although the adrenaline rushes can be oh and the stories I get to tell are always fun. To live in fear and have the feeling that you are always with company that is not alive is kind of uncomfortable especially while you are trying to masturbate or take a shit.
So.... Do I think I am possessed or whatever ? Possibly, I could be. I don't know. .. Do I want help? No, not really like I have said before I some what enjoy this kind of life and love being in fear it makes things interesting. If any one who reads this has had some strange or fucked up shit happen to them by the unexplained feel free to email me.
The darkest of evil bedazzled all people those who were weak were crippled and filled with hate and frustration those who were strong were possessed by demons who gave them power and sight but payment with their souls , the constant mental torture and eternal damnation forever without light. Eyes of others to be blinded left to wander an endless void Slaves, all become these things that were once people but now pure evil Some of these beings lurk on our world and possess people Those people end up being politicts, people who make Cabbage Patch dolls, and people who act in lame t.v sitcoms.
I don't know where the fuck I was going with this.??..
