it turns out

I still hate almost everyone. I psychoanalyze everyone and hate them. I'm sorry I'm so anti-social. I guess. I'm sorry to the people that like me that I do like, cos I do want to hang out with them, but other people just rub me the wrong way. Last night I was laying in bed wondering if I have that crowd anxiety problem. And I'm starting to think I do. I don't mind hanging out with one or two people, but when it's more than that I usually avoid them.
Also. My XS friends are older than me. And I miss my old REAL friends. Sorry some of you aren't them.
I don't know why I'm actually apologizing, but oh well.
Have a wonderful day.

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lobotomy

MY Friday was a Plaid Toga Friday.
Aren't you jealous?
I bet you forgot to celebrate.

And lately I feel like life is quite close to the movie Clerks.
Only all the conversation is in my head.

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We need more real rebels in the world.

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Oh, yea. Announcement No. 2.

As many of you in-real-life freinds know, my boyfriend is kind of my ride just about everywhere until I get my own car. Well, he just got hired into a new job that requires him being out of town a lot. Which means I'm gonna be stuck at home alone a lot. Which means if you ever want to hang out with me, I'd need a ride. And also means don't call his cell phone to get in touch with me. Email me(see post below) to get my house phone number. Goodnight.

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Do you ever feel like you're here to enlighten people? And I don't mean MySpace, tards.

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passion is your friend
acceptance is your friend

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yo

I'm such a punkass.

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observation of the day

Sometimes, when trying too hard to make things simple, they become more complicated.
Have a nice day.

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Watch the weather change...

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sha-boopie

The human mind maniulates itself. I will officially call this one of my few(if there even are any other ones) actual beliefs.
Yea, I'm in analyze mode today.

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stage set for labyrinth

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when a sun of enlightenment bursts into the cracks of your mind, you're still alone.

Corporate world = assholes.

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shit

i think i need to get my wisdom tooth pulled.

that'll be fun.

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what would happen if everyone stopped being so socially careful?

why can't we live more by our hearts instead of our power-hungry minds?

why are we so unforgiving?

sometimes my heart skips beats... but I feel more alive.

I can't stand flourescent lighting unless it's a wee hour in the morning when people aren't supposed to be awake.

I love those wee hours of the morning.

how do we let ourselves become trained?

I'm going to start talking to trees. I figure the only entity I can truly and completely trust is nature itself. Have you ever talked to a tree and felt the need to lie to him/her?

You are The Moon

Hope, expectation, Bright promises.

The Moon is a card of magic and mystery - when prominent you know that nothing is as it seems, particularly when it concerns relationships. All logic is thrown out the window.

The Moon is all about visions and illusions, madness, genius and poetry. This is a card that has to do with sleep, and so with both dreams and nightmares. It is a scary card in that it warns that there might be hidden enemies, tricks and falsehoods. But it should also be remembered that this is a card of great creativity, of powerful magic, primal feelings and intuition. You may be going through a time of emotional and mental trial; if you have any past mental problems, you must be vigilant in taking your medication but avoid drugs or alcohol, as abuse of either will cause them irreparable damage. This time however, can also result in great creativity, psychic powers, visions and insight. You can and should trust your intuition.

What Tarot Card are You?
Take the Test to Find Out.

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________

One cannot expect others to understand oneself.

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