Fill me in man...
Current mood: bored

Ok, so I've told everyone what I've been up to... how about you guys return the favour? I'm friggin stuck in BFE California, and have nothing to do. What are you guys all doing? It won't kill you to write me.

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Always Ready for the Call...
Current mood: calm

Well guys and gals, I did it. I'm in and it's the most badass thing I've ever undertaken. I'm in  "A" school right now and its pretty cool. I'll be learning about Navigation of many types (celestial, gps, and chart plotting), communications systems, and search and rescue.

 The only bad thing is that the base I'm on has practically NO cell phone service unless we take a hike up "the hill". I should be getting my internet hooked up later this week. If you call and get my voicemail just leave a message. I promise I'll get it you guys just have to be patient. Send food.... food is good (yes maggie I want snickerdoodles), and keep in touch. I should be here until mid to late october. If anyone wants to come and visit, just let me know so I can make arrangements.

Currently listening : Kiss Kiss Kill Kill By HorrorPops Release date: 2008-02-05

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Ready for a new adventure
Current mood: accomplished

As few of you already know, I'll be leaving on the 18th of march for Cape May, New Jersey. I'll be there for appox 8 weeks, come back home for 10 days, and then ship out to Petaluma California for 6 months attending "A" school. I promise this is for real. It's all set in stone and I'm just awaiting my date to leave. Some of you might not agree with my descision... thats fine. I've made it and am actually exited. If you'd like you can send me your addresses and I'll write you in bootcamp. I don't have my exact address yet. It will be dependant on what company I'll be stuck with. As soon as I get all of that info I'll give it to Merri so she can post it both on here and my facebook profile. I won't be able to recieve care packages, just letters. And I promise that if you write, I'll respond.

 I hear california is going to be awesome... espeacially seen as I'm leaving at the begining of summer. My father was stationed up there and says it's beautiful. (I just hafta find a way to get my surfboard there in time for the surf.....). The Coast Guard should prove to be interesting.

Currently listening : Dreamcypher By Crüxshadows Release date: 16 July, 2007

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Rather dusty, and certainly rusty...
Current mood: bored

Damn... I'm in need of a punk rock show like some kinda major. My kilt is wrinkled as hell, my boots need polish like it's noone's business and my jacket is getting a thin layer of dust on the shoulders. Whats happening?  I'm settling down and I'm not even married!!!!!! Ack... Someone save me please!!!!

Currently listening : Loch'd & Loaded By The Real McKenzies Release date: 04 September, 2001

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update
Current mood: blah

Sorry guys for not really being social, I've been rea;;y busy with the end of school and shit. We've been doing alot of work on my house as well. I'm still here, I'm alive. I don't get on myspacde anymore because I'm tired of getting all of these spam messages and slutty friend requests. It's easier to get up with me on facebook if you have it. Just look up "Richard Farmer" at CFCC in Wilmington. if you want my number, just send me a message and I'll send it to you.

Currently listening : White Light, White Heat, White Trash By Social Distortion Release date: 17 September, 1996

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A swift kick in the ass...
Current mood: guilty

I'd like to take the time to apologise to a few people for not being the person you know. I promise I'll never again be disrespectful twards any of you. If I say I'm going to do something, then I'm going to do it, if something happens to where I'm not able to keep up with a promise, then I'll make arrangements to let someone know. You guys mean the most to me and I'm sorry to have dissapointed you. I dont expect everything to be better overnight, I just wanted to try and fix things as best I can.

Currently listening : End of Silence By Red Release date: 13 June, 2006

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From the person that mattered the most...
Current mood: optimistic

"i will do my best to be there i am very proud of you, you finally are getting started thats good now just keep your head up act like your winning at all times and soon you will be."

...... Now I honestly feel complete. Thanks jesse I promise I won't let you down. I'll do my best.

Currently listening : Karmacode By Lacuna Coil Release date: 04 April, 2006

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Something you'll never understand
Current mood: lonely

Its late.... I can't sleep. And the only thing on my mind right now is how my brothers are doing. its easy enough to talk to steve... he's only a phone call away.... jesse is a different story though. Him being in iraq really is tough. None of you can ever understand what they mean to me. My brothers are my life. I hold them on such a high pedistal that even the clouds can't reach them. I'd give anything right now just to be with both of them like we used to... I occasionally read old letters jesse sent me from his other trips to iraq and carry a picture of him and jimmy with me wherever i go. I talk to steve almost every day and its so comforting to know that he's got my back. Don't comment on this because there's really no need to. I'm only stating the obvious. I have people telling me every day to stop talking about them, but I never will. They're my source of pride. Thats just the way it is.

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Changes are on the wind...
Current mood: anxious

Alot of things are going to change...Lots. Every 6 months or so I have this voracious appetite for the new and I really feel it comming on. These next 6 months are really going to be different. Some people may not agree with the changes, others will be estatic. Its about time I decided to get off of my ass and do something.

And on another note... it would really be nice to hear from a few people... I'm not mad at anyone, just alittle frustrated because of the condition my "incedent" left me. A call would be nice. I still have yet to be officially told anything. I just wanna share in the exitement too.

Currently listening : Kings of Metal By Manowar Release date: 25 October, 1990

11:39 AM - 4 Comments - 8 Kudos - Add Comment

It's like "woah dude, thats fuckin soap opera shit"...
Current mood: crappy

What the fuck man? Can't anyone ever get along in this damn world? I'm almost fed up to the brim with doing things for other people... Why can't I do what I want for a change? I have my grandfather calling me every other day telling me I'm too cowardly to join the millitary and that i'd never make it in HIS marine corps. I have my sister telling me I "stabbed her in the back" and that I told my mother 'not to let her come back home from GA", I have a stupid thundercunt bitch at carrabbas trying to boss me around like she owns me. And thinks that because I'm going into the millitary she can treat me like she's my C.O. or something....(too bad she dosent write my paychecks and can't lead worth a damn). Then there's an issue with someone who I'd gladly give my heart to, but she is still in love with someone else...( If you're not first, you're last).... and noone will give me the time of day to vent. Oh yeah I'm ALWAYS HERE for everyone else when THEY have problems, but when I'd like someone to talk to everyone conveniently has something else to do or is just never around. I'm not emotionally indestructible like everyone else thinks, I'm human too dammit. My brother is getting sent to BFE michigan to do recruiting duty, and the other is in Iraq. My father could still care less what I do with my career and my mother never gives me a straight answer. This may sound a little hateful, and it probibly is, but the fact of the matter is, if i don't say it now then it'll only get worse.

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