Gender: Male
Status: Single
Age: 30
Sign: Aquarius
City: Winter Park
State: FLORIDA
Country: US
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01/10/06
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Friday, September 22, 2006
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this song on my profile...
Current mood: peaceful
Category: Romance and Relationships
is dedicated to my Earth Angel
...for Unwithering, never my flower....
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Friday, July 14, 2006
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another original Serious piece...
Current mood: productive
Category: Music
"We're In Love" written by, Serious
(First Verse)
When I open my eyes
I see much more than the others have
you're much more than my other half
while enjoying a Lover's laugh
let me pour you a bubble bath
if it's sore,
let me rub your back.
No need to rush...
...I'll undress you slow
start at your feet and caress your toes
my Love is next to Gold
but more precious than some necklace...
...X & O's...
I'll give more then a hug and a
kiss
Yes, Miss
this professional
is going to stretch and stroke
so while your legs embrace
my waist
your arms will have a neck to hold
as we're sharing our mind body and spirit's
through connected souls,
you'll know
(Chorus)
We're in love: Ties that bind, you and I
We're in love: Side by side, ride or die
We're in love: Just the two, me and you
We're in love: We're in...we're in love
(Second Verse)
I thought it was all in my mind
but it was all in due time
that I would find
a Love, the true kind
and I'm stuck on you, now
after we puff on two "owls"
we'll crush for two hours
making love in the shower
to dry off with two towels
with stitched insignias
stating, "HIS" & "HERS"
::both cuddling::
we're worse than two kids in love
in her song, Mariah had us envisioned
plus
we're one Spirit
beyond physics
no, this isn't "Lust"
some types are one nights
quick to rush
some types just want to fight
flip and cuss
but, no...this isn't, Us
this is because...
(Chorus)
...We're in Love: Ties that bind, you and I
We're in Love: Side by side, ride or die
We're in Love: Just the two, me and you
We're in Love: We're in...we're in, "We're in Love"
------an Original Serious Song, charmingly inspired-----
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freestyle peom about my past...an original Serious piece
Current mood: contemplative
Category: reflective Life
Before your read any further
I must mention that your witnessing
the depiction
of a corpse
which was visciously murdered
when I was just a baby,
nope - I didn't get any, "Gerber"
but I got Colt 45 in my, "ba-ba"
now picture me burping...
by the time I was, nine
I had figured me and my mom
were worthless
so I would drift in my mind
and invision me perfect
the the truth which would eventually surface
was that I was confused mentally
and physically hurting
I spent my whole life swimming in burdens
so trife...
...the sin and perversions
and to top it all off
the thing that may finally kill me
is this "Sticky Icky" I'm burning
you don't understand what I feel
for real,
it's to deep to interpret
as if I'm speaking in Turkish
imagine:
"I've spent Weeks on the Streets..
...I even went to sleep on it's surface"
there I lied wanting to die
because my will was weak
and life seemed to be filled with no purpose
But now I've reached a new peak
just seek through my verses
so deep
and each with no curses
showing growth can come from the worse case scenarios
displayed on my place
at Myspace,
...so, there you go, LOL.
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Monday, April 17, 2006
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THIS IS A MUST READ FOR MY BLOG READERS!!!
Category: Romance and Relationships
In our quest for happiness we must be sure that we don't settle for a Playmate when God has a Soul mate waiting for us. Sometimes this is a hard distinction to make. Playmates are tricky. They are so much fun to be with that even the smartest of us will be fooled into thinking this has to be our Soul mate. Worse yet too many of us attempt to make a Soul mate out of a Playmate.
The danger of this is that later, after years of playing we will meet our Soul mate, but it may be too late then. We may have already made a Life mate of our Playmate and created life-long bonds (emotional, children, etc.) Or we may have been hurt from playing so hard that we are in no shape ourselves to be anyone's anything. How can we distinguish between the One, and just another one?
First, we must be open with ourselves about who we really are and what our soul yearns for. Only you and God know what is truly in your heart and mind. Only you know what will make you truly happy and whole.
In order to find your Soul mate you have to know you, first. You must be willing to listen to that inner voice. And is that voice telling you that the nerdy person you enjoy talking and sharing your thoughts with, could be he? What about that friend who is always willing to go the extra mile for you when no one else will.
Oh no! He's too short or too tall, balding or too hairy, and on and on?
Just too ordinary looking for me! Then there's that girl who makes you feel so special when you're around her, but she doesn't match that ideal you have conjured in your head. She's too tall, not slender enough, not light or dark enough, not shapely enough, not attractive enough, and on and on. She just couldn't be for me! So what if he or she doesn't look like Denzel Washington or Janet Jackson! He or she is going to treat you like the jewel that you are.
Not only that, his or her soul and yours will commune in ways you never imagined possible! In order to heed that voice, we have to put on the back burner our own superficial thinking. Could it be that your inner desire is for a truly genuine person with a good heart? If you enjoy playing, stay on the playground. There are plenty of Playmates out there to occupy your time. But don't spend too much time playing or you may play your life away.
Eventually the playing loses it appeal and your soul begins to crave a deeper, more meaningful connection. Your soul begins to crave your Soul mate.
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Sunday, April 16, 2006
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My Love...
Current mood: crappy
Category: Romance and Relationships
I'm not sure where this originated from, but it speaks volumes....
I handed You 12 roses. 11 real. 1 fake. I said i'll love you until the last one dies.. You gladly accepted them. But when You grabbed them. You said "one of these is fake!" I said "exactly. that's because i will love you forever."
I wish I could relate my feelings so eloquently.
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Saturday, April 15, 2006
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JUST FOR THE RECORD....
Current mood: loved
Category: Life
  I just have to say, I feel so sorry for those who don't know...but, God is very Good and all the time. I could explain my reasoning, but I'd be here all day and night. I just can't see how people can't believe God is real, when God is everywhere, in us, around us...funny thing is, the best excuse or argument I've heard thus far from an athiest is that, " where is the proof, how do you know, when have you see him....blah, blah, blah"
Yet, for the life of me, they can't seem to explain "their own existence..." they rely on the discoveries and theories of "scientist"...But, the funny thing is, theories have changed so much since the dawn of man,...remember when the Earth was, "flat"...not to mention, countless of theories proven wrong...(look up the theory of Biogensis).
Fact is, we are affected and given life by things we "can't see" All the time. We don't see the wind, but yet, we know it's there (even when it isn't blowing), or that the most powerful rays from the Sun aren't the one that project the light, how ever, it's the "rays" we don't see that are emitted from the Sun that cause our skin to Tan, make cells cancerous...and some are even deadly. The wind, which sustains our life (and we all share the SAME breathe...think when someone exhales next to you, you inhale the same air, no one can breathe by themselves...you'd suffocate).
Everything has order in this planet, even before man knew he was a, Man. It has Season's, before man started clear cutting away forest, their were systems of growth in nature that promoted (and still does, where man's greed hasn't affected it) continuous growth. Even the growth process of a human...it has order and stages or developement. Man didn't construct or arrange it, we've just identified it. Q: can you take pieces of a watch, put it in a bag and shake it up (for as long as you like, try it, LOL) and when you finally open the bag, not only is the watch put together, but tells correct time...or better y et, can you take a bunch of chairs, throw them in a dark room and when you turn on the light, all the chairs are sitting and in some kind of order....can a picture, Paint itself...how many creatures or how many people You know that have just "appeared" without no one placing or giving them life to be here? Even if it was done scientifically...you still need a cell to duplicate.
Fact is, people are to close minded and scared to accept there Is a Force that is greater than all, because everyone wants to have Total control over themselves...it's call "rebellion" and stubborness. But just because, I don't know my Father, doesn't mean He doesn't exist...shit, then How did I get here? Fact is, scientist and our countries (yes, because it has become a universal effort) spend billions of dollars trying to find out or prove there isn't a unseen higher force governing, and how, by looking to see if there is other life forms elsewhere....News Flash, They haven't and more than likely, never will...an Asteriod will impact this Earth before so. With all the lenses and cameras with all of their magnitudes, we can see a distant "Galaxy" (LOL), yet, we can't see any life....they''ve (scientist) gotten so desperate, they are even looking for "micro" organisms that may be living or "inhabiting" another planet, LOL....shit is very funny to me.
But, since the dawn of Man, all cultures have had some kind of belief in a higher or other dieties and God(s)...In Every Culture, how in the heck do you have people with no contact with each other, different "cultures", yet they all believe in a or many higher power(s) and All of the teachings have the same basic principal's and teachings...from Christ to Buddha...
In the End All will see the Truth...even if it's on their death beds, funny how people don't believe, but soon as they get in trouble...what's the first name they call, if not by name...they who are they talking to when they are making their wishes that "I hope this goes right", "or please, don't let this blow up in my face.".
Well, I"m not a religious individual, but I'm wise enough to know that we are special creatures, including our habitation...and Something special was responsible. Scientist label it "Dark Matter" it holds everything together, but I know it has more significance then what we've attributed it, we just haven't the compacity to comprehend it with the rudimentary thoughts and concepts we grown accustomed to relying and supplying. Xenophobia, "Fear of the unknown"...no one likes to walk in blindly...so, they refuse to walk at all, or even acknowledge they can. Same difference with our concept with God, Allah, G-Force, Dark Matter, Sychronicity, Fate, Coincidence (which isn't a mistake...it just means events co- incide with each other) Destiny, Higher Power, and whatever else we've given our Source of existence pending our "levels" of understanding of It...Fact is...if God is All knowing (he is), All powerful (he is), All Seeing (he is)...then why can't he be all of the things we call him at the same time...why do we divide our Source?
Doesn't all energy have a 'Primary" Source...and it's constant, doesn't die...heck, this is according to Scientist...which are people who Study life, doens't mean they know all about it. They are learning (or trying to) so they can inform the masses, unfortunately...it's has to be acceptable findings that won't disturb the masses or censorship will take place. How much information has our Government with held from us....imagine what else they've hidden.
Just about Every major official in our Government believes in a Higher power...even the people who founded it. Think about it...
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Wednesday, April 12, 2006
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I KNOW YOU ALL TOO WELL...another Serious thought....
Current mood: indescribable
Category: Writing and Poetry
i know you...ANOTHER SERIOUS THOUGHT
i know you all to well,
so your laughs won't hide
the whole truth inside
because even your eyes will tell
i know the hurt & pain
it's so deep it
needs to be kept a secret;
a complete world of shame
i know how it feels
to hate to be alone
with just you and your thought at home
it's too much to deal
i know it's simple
to settle for a moment
and don't care to own it (love)
so we throw "Forever" out the window
Yes, I know you... I know the 'whole truth'
I can't be fooled by a 'fairy tale'
since I know you all too well
I even know what you are 'suppose' to be
remember, you were once apart of me
I know you beyond the tight clothes and make up
I've seen your 'true' beauty first thing when you wake up
I know your pain, shame, and hurts Lady...
My, Love...you know I do...
...because I may not be your man,
but we know both know, I'm just like you.
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INDIGENT NIGGER...another Serious thought
Current mood: awake
Category: Writing and Poetry
(This is for those who have lost themselves in search for everything else...)
INDIGENT NIGGER....
looking in a mirror
a reflection
of deception
medium brown
complexion
that has known
rejection
yes, the vision gets clearer
and sets in
now through this looking glass
this young man
is looking pass
the initial glance
it's deceitful view
till his countenance (turns)
completely new
hmm...medium brown has become
completely blue
the abstract thoughts
search through
flash backs lost
under a self proclaimed
image and name
that concealed
the discriminating shames
of a sore nature fed
till it matured into
a raw hatred
and now
a large palace
built of a large callouse
encases a minatue figure
an Indigent Nigger
he shivers
while his fesod sheds
revealing a life
trapped within mirages
and accumalated
inanimate objets
he even frowns at his bicepts
after witnessing
his mind set
beyond vexed
medium brown shatters the glass
the mirror
image made things clearer
as he shatters in half
a fondation shooken
on which
he established his path
crying
almost dying
Indigent Nigger
lets out an indigent laugh
but
only the cry of medium brown
kept echoing back.
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"To thine own self be true...", Sir William Shakespear - "Hamlet"
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Tuesday, April 11, 2006
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I'll Be Homeless For Christmas....based on a true Story
Current mood: blank
Category: Writing and Poetry
(base on a true Story)
I'LL BE HOMELESS FOR CHRISTMAS
...another Serious thought
I think back
to a night
pitch black
scurrying along
adorned
by this cinched sack
transporting our home:
a duffle bag
that contained
all that we owned
the three of us alone
me, her, and this guy
along the highway side
I wondered
if all homeless people
spent their Friday nights:
traveling,
straggling
and
with no where to go
my brain imagines when
I'll live a life
how most have it
instead of drudging along side
a nomadic Mom
struggling
with a coke habit...
...times were so bad it
was so tragic
and no traffic
would even "Stop"
to give us a ride
I wondered, "Why
would the Lord
give us this life?"
I just wanted
to give up
and die
as I sniffled and cried
since there was no hitch
supplied
we simply hiked
while my feet blistered
inside
some old Nikes
strolling
knowing
I'll be homelss
on Christmas
the whole night.
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true story...mine.
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Monday, April 10, 2006
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Cause I Got High (Remix)a Serious version.... :)
Current mood: high
Category: Writing and Poetry
Cause I Got Hi....(da Serious remix)
I was gonna take a bath
but then I got, Hi
sit there and beat my Monkey fast,
but then I got, Hi
now I'm so backed up...
...and I know why.
(Why, man?)
Cause I got Hi, Cause I got Hi, Cause I got Hhhhiiiiiiiiiii
la, la, la...la, la, la, la
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Whew, awwww man....DAMN, I GOTTA STOP SMOKIN' THIS SHIT, HEEEAR! Shit got my mouth tasting like, "cantalopes"...MMMM, MMM, BYTCH!
this is only for recreational purposes and not to be distributed, LOLLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOllllllllllll,
Ta hee
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