Woo

So my new phone arrived yey,
LG Shine
very delicous
Has really awesome features on it and is a real pretty phone. so happy about it.

So nearly through my new book after 3 nights read,
"Succubus Blues"
Not so full of blood sex death but it has its moments ;)

Iv read a lot of books now so after a recomended book about the following subjects

Horror, Vampires, Sex, True Crime, Supernatrual, Crime, Adventure..im sure i know a book for you :P.

Oh and im thinking of setting up an ebay shop or somin, selling custom boot covers and jackets and a few other pieces here and there

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We Are Gods

So what do i mean by we are Gods?

God often is seen as something that has controll over life and death, quite often you would hear the phrases about how its their time to die, god has chosen, or god decides how long we have on earth etc. So as you can see the controll over life and death is what makes a God.

Now put a man with his hand tight around anothers neck, the victim close to death...now he is a god. He has controll over life and dead for that moment, this victims life is completly in the hands of this man. But as soon as he decides if he will let him live or die, he is no longer a god. A women who gives birth, there for she is giving life, she too is a god, since god also is known for giving life, well she is giving life to another human...isnt that correct?.

We are our own Gods, we controll whever we will live or die, every day we can make that decision whever to take our lives or not..surely we too must be our own gods. There for a gun can be seen as a symbol of god, you need only load it and there you are you have your god, but you need only pull that trigger and the gun becomes a god for that moment, it has the power to take a life or just wound.

I dont believe in such that there is one supposable god, and i certainly dont believe in Jesus and the bible, But i do believe that we all can be gods, and i rekon many murderers see this as well, which is why there are so many. After all it must be an amazing feeling to know that you have become the victims god and you have the power to choose whever they live or die..you are the judge, you are death...you are God.

but whilst animals have a choice they are never Gods, animals work different to humans, they kill because it is a natrual instinct of theres, so they dont have quite the same choice although it could be argued that a humans instinct also is to kill, but that is another subject

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oh bugger
Current mood: blank

So my comp is seriously fucked at the moment which is right iratating.
Im hoping it will be fixed very soon as it sucks not having photoshop anymore. It stops me from being bored as well as being a hell of a lot of fun.

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Blog Question
Is sex and art?

No, is my personal response, sex is animal instinct. A pleasurable, meaningful experience yes. But an Art .....no.

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Blog Facts of Interest
In religion and ethics, Evil refers to the morally objectionable aspects of the behaviour and reasoning of human beings — those which are deliberately void of conscience, and show a wanton penchant for destruction. Evil is sometimes defined as the absence of a good which could and should be present; the absence of which is a void in what should be. In most cultures, the word is used to describe acts, thoughts, and ideas which are thought to (either directly or causally) bring about affliction and death — the opposite of goodness, which itself refers to aspects which are life-affirming, peaceful, and constructive.

Perhaps evil is best represented in the human situation in the form of unprovoked hatred against and coupled with an aggressive impulse to cause harm to another person or group (ie. sadism). Such hatred can be aroused from within the individual or group through jealousy, wrong teachings or due to unexplained extra-personal forces

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Fuck You

Whenever im upset i allways think and say to myself, "Iwant to go home" but yet i am where i call Home. So what is Home because if im longing to be there surely im longing for somewhere or someone more then just this house. Is home the Heavens? I do get so emotional at times, you see people can allways look on the outside but they never know whats on the inside, they can never know how something so small could be effecting you, it could stay with you through your life. But if you tell someone the inner feelings if you explain how much something hurts, those words become weapons, no longer will they free you but cage you in closer with the enemy.

Are you alone? Yes you are alone and will allways be, you might as well face the reality and the truth, it doesnt matter how close or how well someone knows you because something will allways be kept from them, they cant look deep into your soul, untill that person comes who has the gift to feel everything you feel you will and allways be alone.

If your emotions get the better of you do engrave them in to your skin, by tattoos, scars, or something else,  or do you lock them up and finally they kill you in the End..Your End. Or will you lash out and take anothers life or meerly damage them. Either way emotions are only good at letting you know your human,

The only thing we can do really is look on to the Future in a positive manner, Dream such wonderful beautiful dreams of new lives, but this world is being destroyed by humans, we are infact a virus, the breed that kills and kills, destroys and tramples all. The World is Doomed and it theirs and all of our faults. Perhaps even the Heavens are being trampled and destryed by us since thats what we seem so good at.

Read my words carefully but yet perhaps they have no affect on you perhaps you meerly pass them and disagree, or perhaps they open your eyes too to this doomed life of ours. Maybe this is infact Hell, Death, Hate, Suffering. theres good points but that goes with everything.

Please do not argue with the written words, right now they are but pain and hate fused together.

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GFX

My latest woks, you can use these in forums profils etc, but you must kep the fu on them also please coment me and even link me about it thank you.^^, more work to be found at the link on my myspace page.

also ideas are allways helpful, with popular themes.

this one still proves as the most popular though

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Lady Death

Lady of death ran through the night, snow falling on her shoulders and changing her hair from the colour of ravens to the white of the snow. A tear glistened at the corner of her decorated eye. Is she running away or running to? A mystery she is.

Snow trampled beneath her her heavy boots leaving a trail of foot prints behind to be covered by yet more layers of falling snow. A phantom in the night, a spirit on the wind. Buildings passing by, the stars from the heavens watch on, twinkinling through the white thickened sky. Down through the streets she runs, into a dull litt alley. And there a figure in white emergerd running her way.

A figure in white so small and shivering, a child. A little girl with  with long raven coloured her blowing in the wind behind, and a white lace flowing dress for bed were running her way.

Lady of death ran faster gaining speed the closser she got untill she finally collided with the girl. In silence they stood with their arms wrapped round each other, whilst the snow fell and they both began to shiver from the cold. Looking deep into each others eyes, love was there, love was in that alley tonight. The girls lips began to tremble and whispered the word "Mother".. That love was a reunioun of mother and child. 

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Industrial

Industrial Band Logo

i thought it was pretty =]

i was asked to create one and well i cant use copyrighted images so...

?

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The fight

A figure emerged from the mist, speeding on by dressed in black, to match the cold dead night. he war a hat that reached into a point far ahead of his face, which was covered in the dar shadow of the point. only two twinking eyes peered from that shadow collecting the moons light. his coat ran behind flying in the wind like strings were halding it up. perhaps the heavens were pulling on the strings.

he looked towards the lake and grinned, you could see the moon light bounce off his mouth as it grew into that grin. then he pointed a long blade at that lake and with it flew right over then began his speed once again.

"I will run forever if i have to, i will fight you and your people, i will fight till i die. perhaps in my spirit i will even fight. . you took her now i shall kill you."

His mind back tracked to the time of the beast taking his blade to her throat. he was not there, he tried but he could not help her all he could do was see through her eyes what was to happen. that blade slashed at her throat, so much blood, so much blood. it spilled on the floor and splattered on the beast..

He could hear from all that distance the roar of victory, but he will end that, he will show he has not won till he himself has died and the beast still lives. but he will fight and fight till the blood pours and the flesh falls. till theres is no more life in him, with all his might he will take down that beast.

he killed his love and so he must pay, to carry the head on his blade and show it to his people. this way is the only way that he and her can rest in peace.

he will die tonight but he wont die in sorrow, hate,  or illness. no he will die for love, and with a smile on his face as he knows he will see his bride again. in the heavens they shall dance and hug and kiss. in the heavens they will be lovers again, no more pain no more fighting but happiness. so much happiness.

A castle emerges from the night and he feel the blade by his side" the time has come my friend, i shall join you my love and we shall be at rest and you will be once again in my arms."

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graphics

 willing to take requests, i do a lot of gfx work for vf

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Deviant Art

Deviant Art
hell yer i decided to sign up and iv posted some of my unseen work there

heres one example


and link, please check it out sometime
http://hertzxbrent.deviantart.com/

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