Great Day
Current mood: hopeful

I've recently been going through some personal struggles in my life.  I finally know that things are all going to be ok.  Things will work out as they are meant to as long as you have faith.  And I have finally found my faith again... =)

12:08 AM - 1 Comments - 0 Kudos - Add Comment

Drunk Dialing...we've all done it
Current mood: confused
Category: Web, HTML, Tech

Last Call Casualties:  Bowling for Soup

You, you called me out
You said you done with me,
but I can't seem to remember anything at 3am
Am I that guy?
The one who's happy hanging with my friends
But 5 drinks in I'm in love again!

If i get drunk and call you up
Don't get pissed and don't hang up
I know it's late but it's never too late to be
Another last call casualty.

I can't remember what I said
I swear I meant no harm
I tried to knock on your window,
but I set of your alarm.
The days drag on
I can tell by them the nights they ain't so long.
And the taxi cab I'm riding in
Is blarin' our favorite song...again!

So if I get drunk and call you up
Don't get pissed and don't hang up
I know it's late but it's never to late to be
Another last call casualty

I'm sorry a guy picked up the phone
My mind couldn't leave well enough alone
And after 7 times he hit *69
He said if he finds me I'll be dead
But I'm already in my head
Since he's the ones who's lying
With you in your bed!

So if I get drunk and call you up,
Don't get pissed and don't hang up
I know it's late but it's never too late to be
Another last call casualty!

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ok...
Current mood: excited

Well, anyone who read my last blog might think I had a bit of a freak out session the other night at work.  But I just want to let everyone know that said person from my last blog and I dealt with our issue like rational human beings on Snday nigght and things are better between us than they have been for months, which is really great.  I guess I needed that night to freak out and be pushed over the edge in order to force myself to take care of our problem months ago.  I feel so much better about everything and we both apologized for being silly and stupid about all this drama... so yay no more drama!! 

On a different note.... I'm leaving for New York a week from today so that's AWESOME!!!  (I'm a little excited!)

9:40 AM - 1 Comments - 2 Kudos - Add Comment

words cannot even say...
Current mood: angry

I don't think I've ever been as pissed off as I was last night.  I almost hit her... I really wanted to, but I'm just not that kind of a person.  She has this stupid vendetta against me that I've just been blowing off for months, but last night was the last straw.  I always gave her the benifit of the doubt in thie who situation...likes "she's just going through some hard times...she'sll get over it: but now I just realize that she does have issues, but that they have turned her into a hateful bitch...and she really needs to grow up.  I never had anything against her up until this very point.  All this time I've been really patient with her stupid acusations and issues that she felt she had with me.  But now I have seen a different person that the ones I ever thought she was.... and I think she is the worst choice in a friend that I ever had.... because no one should ever be treated the way she has been treating me and I'm tired of putting up with it!  I didn't do a single thing to her ever.... and I'm not going to be punished for something I didn't do.... i really hate her right now for being such a bitch!!

3:12 PM - 3 Comments - 0 Kudos - Add Comment

Leave of Absense
Current mood: relieved
Category: Jobs, Work, Careers

I went in to Chilis today to put in my 2 weeks because I am just miserable working there.  I need a change of scenery or something.... the monotony of that job for the last 2 and a half years without a real break is driving me absolutely crazy.  Everyday I go in there I am looking for a reason to walk out and never come back, so instead of just waiting to blow up and make a scene... I decided just to go ahead and leave before it got that bad.  They weren't too happy with the idea of me quitting, so they convinced me to just take and "extended leave of absence" to take some personal time and see if I want to come back.  They said I can take up to 12 weeks.  I think I'm gonna take 6 weeks off....and then see from there whether or not I want to go back or not....we'll see...

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"Beautiful Mess"
Current mood: happy

He thinks I'm a beautiful mess and I think that is the sweetest thing anyone has ever told me in my entire life!  I guess he really does see me... which is the most awesome feeling... I'm just so happy right now

10:30 AM - 1 Comments - 0 Kudos - Add Comment