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Monday, June 30, 2008

mr. show: globochem

best episode of mr. show ever.
i had to share.
this shit cracks me the hell up.
its so wrong its right!
bliss.

damn them!
i wish i had thought of "globochem"
"tech corp" also deserves serious kudos.




http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Uco5Ed-5y2U

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Tuesday, April 15, 2008

i learned something this weekend

oh my fucking god, i hate cruiser style motorcycles.

seriously, they suck.
they are ugly ass stupid pieces of shit.
they dont handle well, arent safe, and are absurdly expensive.
those that ride them i am in question of.

the rat traps that they are shouldve been retired like 50 years ago.

good lord.



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Tuesday, March 25, 2008

word of the day: courage


Courage, also known as bravery, will and fortitude, is the ability to confront fear, pain, risk/danger, uncertainty, or intimidation. ’Physical courage’ is courage in the face of physical pain, hardship, or threat of death, while ’moral courage’ is the courage to act rightly in the face of popular opposition, shame, scandal, or discouragement.

Religion & Philosophy

As a virtue, courage is discussed extensively in Aristotle’s Nicomachean Ethics, where its vice of deficiency is cowardice and its vice of excess is recklessness.[1]

The Tao Te Ching states that courage is derived from love ("? loving ? causes ? ability ? brave") and explains: "One of courage, with audacity, will kill. One of courage, but gentle, spares life. From these two kinds of courage arise harm and benefit."[2][3]

It is understood that physical and moral courage is important in combat.

There are ample illustrations of courage in religion, such as in persecution or even martyrdom. In Roman Catholicism, courage is one of the four cardinal virtues, along with prudence, justice, and temperance. ("Cardinal" in this sense means "pivotal"; it is one of the four cardinal virtues because to possess any virtue, a person must be able to sustain it in the face of difficulty). In both Catholicism and Anglicanism, courage is also one of the seven gifts of the Holy Spirit.

The precise view of what constitutes courage not only varies among cultures, but among individuals. For instance, some define courage as lacking fear in a situation that would normally generate it. Others, in contrast, hold that courage requires one to have fear and then overcome it.

There are also more subtle distinctions in the definition of courage. For example, some distinguish between courage and foolhardiness in that a courageous person overcomes a justifiable fear for an even more noble purpose. If the fear is not justifiable or if the purpose is not noble, then the courage is either false or foolhardy.

Moral courage, more than physical courage, is widely debated. It is frequently regarded as courage in following one’s own ethics which may result in the individual feeling isolated from colleagues, or even family. Also moral courage is facing shame, scandal, prejudice or even discouragement and defeating it.

Søren Kierkegaard opposed courage to angst, while Paul Tillich opposed an existential courage to be to non-being, fundamentally equating it with religion:

"Courage is the self-affirmation of being in spite of the fact of non-being. It is the act of the individual self in taking the anxiety of non-being upon itself by affirm­ing itself ... in the anxiety of guilt and condemnation. ... every courage to be has openly or covertly a religious root. For religion is the state of being grasped by the power of being itself."[4]

Merriam Webster Unabridged Dictionary 1934 - 1980 editions: "1.The heart, as the seat of intelligence or feeling". Significant is the absence of any mention of bravery. Instead, this longstanding definition indicates that courageous actions and decisions are motivated by something deeper and more comprehensive than cerebral intelligence. The simplest illustration is when a parent runs into a burning house to save a child, not out of the bravery associated with soldiers in battle, but rather out of the courage which results from profoundly felt love.

J. R. R. Tolkien identified in his 1936 lecture "Beowulf: The Monsters and the Critics" a "Northern ’theory of courage’"_the heroic or "virtuous pagan" insistence to do the right thing even in the face of certain defeat without promise of reward or salvation:

It is the strength of the northern mythological imagination that it faced this problem, put the monsters in the centre, gave them victory but no honour, and found a potent and terrible solution in naked will and courage. ’As a working theory absolutely impregnable.’ So potent is it, that while the older southern imagination has faded forever into literary ornament, the northern has power, as it were, to revive its spirit even in our own times. It can work, as it did even with the goðlauss Viking, without gods: martial heroism as its own end. (p. 25f.)

Virtuous pagan heroism or courage in this sense is "trusting in your own strength," as observed by Jacob Grimm in his Teutonic Mythology,

men who, turning away in utter disgust and doubt from the heathen faith, placed their reliance on their own strength and virtue. Thus in the Sôlar lioð 17 we read of Vêbogi and Râdey â sik þau trûðu, "in themselves they trusted",

This "virtuous godlessness" is the nontheism of Pema Chödrön, the "relaxing with the ambiguity and uncertainty of the present moment without reaching for anything to protect ourselves [...] finally realizing there is no babysitter you can count on."[5]

wikipedia

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Saturday, March 22, 2008

5 years

5 years broken hearted:

this war, now 5 years in,
breaks my heart so much
it is almost unspeakable.

i have no answers.

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Monday, March 17, 2008

ladies and gentlemen, the moon


You are The Moon


Hope, expectation, Bright promises.


The Moon is a card of magic and mystery - when prominent you know that nothing is as it seems, particularly when it concerns relationships. All logic is thrown out the window.


The Moon is all about visions and illusions, madness, genius and poetry. This is a card that has to do with sleep, and so with both dreams and nightmares. It is a scary card in that it warns that there might be hidden enemies, tricks and falsehoods. But it should also be remembered that this is a card of great creativity, of powerful magic, primal feelings and intuition. You may be going through a time of emotional and mental trial; if you have any past mental problems, you must be vigilant in taking your medication but avoid drugs or alcohol, as abuse of either will cause them irreparable damage. This time however, can also result in great creativity, psychic powers, visions and insight. You can and should trust your intuition.


What Tarot Card are You?
Take the Test to Find Out.

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Tuesday, March 11, 2008

she gets under my skin

her name is jezebel.
shes parked in my lot.
she gets under my skin.
summer is coming.


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Monday, March 03, 2008

im 66% evil

not too bad!

(make that 66.6%)

..>..>


You Are 66% Evil



You are very evil. And you're too evil to care.

Those who love you probably also fear you. A lot.


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Friday, February 29, 2008

walking and dreaming

holy crap it has been a while!

i spent the last 3 days with my friend jamesjames is awesome!
he came down from calgary to visit me and seattle.
we walked all over the city and beyond all day long for most of
the time he was here. it was fun pretending to be a tourist
in my own city! its challenging to try to see seattle with new eyes…

goodness it is all a blur now!
it may take a few days to sort through the everythingness of it all.
it was like a waking dream.
is that what life is really?
or—what isnt truth and beauty?

i was wierdly restless with so much activity and wasnt sleeping
much at all. i think i am strangely wired in that regard—for most
people, i think days of intense activity and moving around would
tire them out. i seem to just sort of become unable to shut down
completely until i reach collapse mode. after 3 days of this—i finally
got there though.

last night i slept hard and for about 12 hours.
i had these really intensely emotional dreams during this marathon sleep.
for some reason i dreamt about every single person i have
ever loved and whom did not love me in return.
the mind is a strange land i think.

when i awoke, the sky was this cool grey and the feeling was like
i was still dreaming, a bit melancholy. i still felt very happy today
despite such emotional and sad dreams.

dreams are our connection to our emotions.
i am happy to be connected to my own feeling self,
for the good and bad of it all.

i also bought some serious hiking boots today.
i have never had such hardcore boots before.
joy!

now is the only thing thats real.

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Saturday, December 08, 2007

new work

"journey inside"
36x48 acrylic on canvas.
sold.

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Sunday, November 18, 2007

Evening

Evening

The sky puts on the darkening blue coat
held for it by a row of ancient trees;
you watch: and the lands grow distant in your sight,
one journeying to heaven, one that falls;

and leave you, not at home in either one,
not quite so still and dark as the darkened houses,
not calling to eternity with the passion of what becomes
a star each night, and rises;

and leave you (inexpressibly to unravel)
your life, with its immensity and fear,
so that, now bounded, now immeasurable,
it is alternately stone in you and star.

Rainer Maria Rilke



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