Six mths memory of the Waas
Current mood: blessed
Category: Friends

It has been almost six months since Mitch died. I to this day talk to him on a daily basis. He doesn't always answer me, but I know he is listening. I listen to the songs he liked the most. I am glad I had the chance to be his friend. I am a better person for just for knowing him. I think that this is true for anyone who knew him. When it comes to a true best friend….. He was the one you called even if all you needed was someone to talk too. Most people knew him from the parties that he threw. I have known him so much longer then that when the parties he threw were called GT's …..  I am so thankful to Mitch for all the things he has done for me over the years.  One of the last things he said to me when he came to my house two days before he passed was that he felt so peaceful when he was here.   I MISS HIM A LOT ……. I know that he will always be with me and everyone's life that he touched………..

I will always love my Mitchey Poo…

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Mitches Birthday
Current mood: disappointed
Category: Life

So today is Mitches Birthday.  I jave had reminders all week. Although I have come to terms with his death. I still think about him all the time.  Hell I talk to him everyday still....... I think I allways will.

 Happy Birthday My Love

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A week later
Current mood: sad
Category: Life

So it has been a week since mitch died.  It has been rough but we are ok.  There is a part of me missing.  I know he is in a better place. I will allways remember mitch for who he was to me. In a lot of ways he was my strength. When I was happy he knew about it when I was sad he knew even with out me saying a word.We were in touch in that way. I have so mutch RESPECT and LOVE for him. I remember when the party would be over and he and i would sit by his desk and and talk for hours. I will never get a phone call to say every thing is ok I will never be able to be silly for no reason with him. i will never get to hold his hand or give him a hug and tell him I Love him . I will allways Love him and never forget who he was.

I love my Mitchy poo..................

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To the Waas my best friend......
Current mood: crushed
Category: Life

It is rare in life that you find true friends that dont judge you and give you unconditional Love. Mitch was one of those people.  He was my oldest and dearest friend. I will never haveanother friend like him. I had a pain in my chest yesterday when I found out.  I was not not sure what it was and then I realized that I would never get to talk to or see the best man I have ever known in my life again. I hate that he died so young and I am sorry if reading my blog is how you find out the fact that Mitch My love, my heart , My true best friend is no longer with us. I will miss you sooooo much and I hope you are in a better place now and are finaly at peace . I will allway love you and remember you my love........

We all Love you Mitch 

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What a day
Current mood: drained
Category: Life

Gotta love those near death expearences opens your eyes to just how much you love life no matter how shitty it can be at times. No matter how bad it gets to be thankful for what you have. It could allways be worse. Take a deep breath you are ok............ 

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My Baby
Current mood: loved

So my baby is no longer a baby she started school last week. Her 6th bithday is in 2 week. It feels like yesterday was the day that she was born. Funny how time flys when you are having fun. If you have children charish every moment you have with them.  Before you know it they will be adults........

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Funny how life is sometimes.
Current mood: calm
Category: Life

It funny how may times you change yourself over the years. Sometimes for the better sometimes for the worse. Proud of the things that make you strong and ashamed of the things that make you feel powerless.I guess life is just funny in that way.Love yourself and that is all you can do.

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Family
Current mood: sad
Category: Life

So I saw my sister for the first time in years. You never realize how much you miss people untill you see them again. I know that they say time will numb the pain away, but she has only been gone for one day and I miss her.

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New Phone
Current mood: annoyed
Category: Friends

So  my old cell is MIA.  I got a new phone but I dont have most phone numbers. 

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~Just where I want to be~
Current mood: thoughtful
Category: Life

You know you have someone special.....

  When you share a kiss first thing in the morning,morningbreath and all.

  When they fart and you dont run away.

  When you are scared or upset and just being able to here that persons     voice puts you at ease. 

  When they laugh and it makes you laugh.

  When just one touch can warm your whole body.

  When you are with them and  its the only place you want to be.

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