holding you broken
Current mood: artistic
Category: Writing and Poetry

"At the start of it all we were lost in our visions, we had only time to see the sweetness in our choices.  Not the sickness that we kept hidden from each other. My eyes were blind from my own doing and I never wanted to make your's cry. I remember holding you broken in the night air, the sorrow and the teers. I wouldn't trade it for everlasting life. I felt the closest to you that night while holding you broken. There has been better days none of which I saw straight to the center of your own life.  I remember the dance, our dance. How could I forget? Emotions ran thick and wild as time grew on. the new was old and the old was growing weak. "

"The search for life only led us astray. I am sorry I forgot to feel today, I forgot to smile. Empty was the wish for greater things to come. I remember holding you broken in the night air. Your dreams and mine, wishing that somewhere they would intertwind. Yet I felt the closest to you that night while holding you broken. There have been better days none of which you made me look to the center of my own life. When the dance was done the music ran on inside my heart. To this day it plays a song for you, because I can never forget the night I was holding you broken"

                                                                                James A. Boyland 2nd

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My new tattoo!!!!
Current mood: cheerful

I got my new tattoo started and I fucken love it! I will have some pics on here soon to show what a badass job Rick is doing on it. If  you ever want a tattoo go see Rick at Rick's Tattoo in kellieville NH right between Newport and Claremont they are FUCKEN BADASS!!!!!!      

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do you understand it?
Current mood: enlightened

slip into this feeling like brand new skin.

let the ink run from the toung.

create a world void of life,

then tell me the point.

sharpen your spears.

here's my heart on my sleave,

too blisterd to hurt.

step out of yourself and into this world.

how does it feel?

in silence we find life's gift

only to throw it away as if it didn't egsist.

to plant the seed of thought and invention

you only need to mention.

where am I going comes from where i'v been,

how to get there is my story.

are you confused?

well so is the world.

life's no fun if you know what's comming.

just look back over your shoulder and don't forget how you came.

to end this rant i'd like to say,

I bet you've learned nothing from me!

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great quote
Current mood: adventurous

"Never speak out of anger,Never act out of fear,Never choose from impatience"

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November Dragon
Current mood: contemplative
Category: Writing and Poetry

November Dragon

Lips known to speak fire

moving beauty and

a heart filled with desire.

Lost alone or thought to be

but what is lost can not be seen.

November Dragon

I hope some day

you drop you'r guard

to please you'r heart.

I hope you find your home.

November Dragon

let loose

love hard

fly away home

November Dragon.

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Come Back Again
Current mood: artistic
Category: Writing and Poetry

Come back again my friend.

Sit and talk a while with me.

Come back again my friend.

Just let it be.

I know we've seen in different ways.

I know some of the things that cause you pain.

but I would never use them against you.

I would never push you away.

So come back again my friend.

Sit and talk a while with me.

come back again my friend

Just let it be.

just let it be!

spend a day in my mind and im sure you'll find

just what make me tick.

let me creep inside your thoughts and work

my way through your maze.

to get to the real you.

you know the real me.

I'll never change the way I feel inside

I would rather die,

than give in to the race.

So come back again my friend.

sit and talk a while with me.

come back again my friend.

just let it be------.

I miss your face.

I'm a mess and loosing pace.

with out you there's and empty space,

in my heart

in my mind

in my dreams

it's you I find.

My friend I'll miss you every day!!

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Meeting and passing by Robert Frost
Current mood: sick
Category: Writing and Poetry

As I went down the hill along the wall

There was a gate I had leaned at for the view

And had just turned from when I first saw you

As you came up the hill. We met, But all

We did that day was mingle great and small

Footprints in summer dust as if we drew

The figure of our being less than two

But more than one as yet. Your parasol

Pointed the decimal off with one deep thrust.

And all the time we talked you seemed to see

Something down there to smile at in the dust.

(Oh, it was without prejudice to me!)

Afterward I went past what you had passed

Before we met, and you what I had passed.

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Hello I missed your smile today.
Current mood: nostalgic
Category: Writing and Poetry

Hello

I missed your smile today.

I missed the way it made me feel inside.

How have you been?

I guess i'm fine.

Although I missed your smile today.

I missed your eyes so filled with love.

How have you been?

I guess i'm fine.

It seems so long since I'v felt like this.

I almost forgot the last kiss.

Now don't you fret,

I'm fine I guess.

Although I missed your smile today

I missed the way it made me feel inside.

How have you been?

Good I hope all the time.

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Run Away with me

I have nothing to say.

That's all i hear from you.

It always haunts my dreams.

It never gives me peace.

This vision of a day where everything is great.

I want to hide away.

I need you here with me.

To take the pain away.

I wanna run away.

You don't know me at all.

You only saw me fall.

My bodie's feeling sick and I really hate this shit.

How did I end up like this?

So fucken sore and sick.

I wanna hide away.

I need you here with me.

To take the pain away.

I wanna run away.

Run away with me.

To a place where only we can see.

The simulations that are shown are just figments of the unknown.

Run away with me.

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(Allow me to show you)
Current mood: aggravated
Category: Writing and Poetry

Allow me to show you something you have never seen.

The inner thoughts of me,

and the way I thought things would be.

I never pictured you like this.

I never saw a life so lifeless.

when I'm awake I feel your pain in waves.

Dry my eyes for everything must change.

When I fall to sleep I fall to dreams

and finding you becomes so sweet.

It's hard to see,

To see what I see in you.

My lost prophet with your words so true.

Allow me to show you something you have never seen.

The inner thoughts of me

and the way I thought things would be.

I never pictured life like this.

I never felt so lifeless.

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