Once
Category: Writing and Poetry

I took you down deep
Inside my thoughts
My head was hurting
Felt you feeling
A bit distraught
My head was turning
I can never
Get close to you
Without you crying
Your blue eyes disappear
Then fade to black
Loved you once
Now I can't
I can't hold your hand
Like we used to
When we walked together
I can't kiss your virgin lips
And make everything become better
How come it's so unclear
How we became of this
Loved you once
Now we can't exist
Walk away
We're both dismissed
Loved you once
Now it's come to this

8:26 AM - 5 Comments - 8 Kudos - Add Comment

My World
Category: Writing and Poetry

Your love
Has forgotten
Who you are
It lies in a shallow grave
Within the weeds
And unknown footprints
Your love
Is beneath
My world
Forever
Your love
Shackles and all
Trapped
Blind folded
Distant from
My world
But your memory
Is a dark cloud
Over my head
That sometimes releases
A ray of light
All around me
And that's when
I know
I still haven't let you go
My pain
My agony
My world

9:37 PM - 3 Comments - 6 Kudos - Add Comment

Suddenly Sorrow
Category: Writing and Poetry

I can try
To wish upon your stars
Lay your body
Across my arms
See the world
Through your eyes
See the treasures
When you throw your dice
But then suddenly
Sorrow will overtake my soul
Leave me all alone
Do I love you that much
To see myself crawl
Yes
So let the sorrow fall

9:25 PM - 4 Comments - 8 Kudos - Add Comment

Bring Your Heartache
Category: Writing and Poetry

Bring your love
To my open arms
Bring your known soul
And everything will be alright this time
Have you forgotten
That you used to love me
Do you remember
When you used to need me
Have you forgotten
Everything I am to you
We may not be right
For each other
We may not know
Everything that comes
Around each corner
We may not know
Everything we think we do
But time has gotten
The very best of us
And trust will have to find
The both of us
We both know
Our rights and wrongs
But I know deep down
That we belong
So bring it to me girl
Bring me all your love
Bring me all your heartache
And everything will work out
This time

1:20 AM - 9 Comments - 10 Kudos - Add Comment

Road Without You
Category: Writing and Poetry

I'm discovering a road without you
Isn't that what I'm supposed to do
Turn myself away from you
Think I've tried way too hard
To hide all my scars
I can't pull you aside
And try to change your mind
I've been hurt from all my wrongs
And you've sacrificed all along
To protect who I am
To become a better man
Believe me I know
My love for you
Didn't show
Now the road
I'm walking down now
Has me all alone
Walking along the tracks
Wishing you'd come back
I'd say all the right things now
On this road without you

8:43 AM - 9 Comments - 12 Kudos - Add Comment

I’m A Pet
Category: Writing and Poetry

I'm now a pet
Lost in the myspace world
I sometimes forget
Where I came from
I drift from page to page
No longer worth the cheapest wage
Only high rollers can afford me
I just wish they all could see
That I don't want to leave
I'm now a friggin pet
Drifting all over
Tired and spent
I may need to change my name
But it won't be the same
It won't feel the same
I'm now a pathetic pet
Where is my friggin owner
Did she forget
That she was my friend
That she was my friend
I'm now a pet
Now I know
How the other side lives
I'm now a myspace pet
Owner please come back to me
GRRRRRRRRRRRR

3:47 PM - 6 Comments - 10 Kudos - Add Comment

Life Is Fragile
Category: Writing and Poetry

Life is fragile
As I walk
Through a war zone
Life is fragile
As the bullet hits the bone
I see the shooting stars
Across the sky
Even with one closed eye
Life is fragile
Until the day I die
My parents always told me
What was wrong and right
I wished the others
Would have followed in line
I use to be afraid to cry
Now it happens
All the time
Because life is fragile
Untill the day I die
Now my parents
Are looking down at me
Telling me
That they love me
I wish
I would have told them
I love them too
Because life is fragile
That's the truth

10:01 AM - 31 Comments - 38 Kudos - Add Comment

Under The Volcano
Category: Writing and Poetry

Fragments of pieces
Of broken hearts
I walk across
Like walking through fire
But then
I turn around
And pick up one piece
And place it close to my heart
I know this person
I know this feeling
I want to help
But can't
Because I'm one of them
I understand their pain
Their guilt
Their suffering
Their loss
I will pick up another piece
And then another
Until I have more than I can carry
And toss these aching hearts
Under the volcano
Their resting place
Never to be heard of again
Until........

2:44 AM - 10 Comments - 10 Kudos - Add Comment

Bookmark
Category: Writing and Poetry

I think too much
You're a bookmark in my head
That I can't shake away
I can't sleep through it
Work through it
Live through it
I keep going back
To the same thought
My memory is too sharp
It's in full color
High definition
Wide screen
One day I will forget
When I'm old and grey
But I'm too strong
I'm still young
And I don't forget very well
You're a bookmark
That I need
To continue this wonderful ride

4:16 AM - 9 Comments - 8 Kudos - Add Comment

A Lonely Fool
Category: Writing and Poetry

I watched you
One night
I stole you
From a strangers sight
He was unaware
That I would put up a fight
Does he not know
That I know
That I'm a lonely fool
It's not that hard to cry
It's harder when you say goodbye
I watched you walk towards me
I watched you walk on by
Doesn't she know
That I know
That I'm a lonely fool
I don't need a lifetime
With you
I can tell you
How I feel in just one night
It's written in the stars
When their shinning bright
Don't the stars know
What I know
That the steps lead down
To a lonely fool

3:08 AM - 4 Comments - 8 Kudos - Add Comment

Star Gazing
Category: Writing and Poetry

My little world
That I know nothing about
Just side streets and dark corners
Little towns with little names
So many stop signs
To be able to enjoy a nice car ride
So I'm trapped inside my fish bowl
My little world
Is as far as I can see
When I want to escape
And leave my little world
You'll find me
Staring outside my window at night
Trying to catch a ride on a star
That will take me somewhere
Away from here

9:58 AM - 5 Comments - 6 Kudos - Add Comment

Heaven On Earth
Category: Writing and Poetry

I thought about you last night
Is that wrong?
My head slips into a comfort zone
When I drift away with you
Is that wrong?
When I sleep
I sometimes dream about you
In a far away place
Where there's no rules
No humiliation
No apologies
Just the truth
Stands within us
No head games
No jealousy
Just a place that has no name
Where two people
Can find each other
Want each other
Need each other
I thought about you again
Not in a sexual way
Or a playful way
Just my way
Whatever you want that to be
Somewhere in a far away place
We're getting to know
Each other for the first time
The second time
The third time
I don't know where it is
Or if there's such a place
All I know is
You're there
And I smile

7:32 AM - 6 Comments - 6 Kudos - Add Comment

Everytime I Love I Die A Little
Category: Writing and Poetry

Everytime I love
I die a little
I hold you in my arms
And cry a little
Everytime I love
I know it won’t last
It will come to an end
So sudden
So fast
So thank God for my memory
That’s so clear and so true
Because everytime I love
You all take a piece of me with you
So I will not fall in love
My beautiful friend
That doesn’t understand
The way I am
And if you knew my past
My beautiful friend
Our friendship wouldn’t last
So I don’t want to begin
To love you all over again
So I will keep my heart on ice
And stay away from any advice
And just act noncommittal
Because everytime
I want to fall in love
I die a little

4:39 PM - 2 Comments - 2 Kudos - Add Comment

An Ordinary Girl (Free Spirit)
Category: Writing and Poetry

She’s just an ordinary girl
With nothing to do
But play with her curls
Make do in her world
And you can’t help
Not to take your eyes off of her
She doesn’t share your opinions
Or care for new beginnings
She just runs through the wild flowers
Her happiness has no ending
Let’s her hair down for a while
Dances in circles
Avoids all hurdles
She’s just an ordinary girl
She has nothing too prove
And a little unsure
But you can’t help
Not to take your eyes off of her
She can run far away
And not come back for days
That’s just her style
Just to laugh and to smile
You can’t turn away
She will always remain the same
She’s just an ordinary girl
Who plays with her curls
And runs through the wild flowers
As she twists and she twirls
She’ll never stay in one place
Always running her race
But if you ever get the chance
To catch a glimpse of her face
Swear to the Gods
That you’ll never take your eyes off of her

9:06 AM - 9 Comments - 6 Kudos - Add Comment

Trying To Find Me
Category: Writing and Poetry

I don’t ever cry
It’s not hard too believe
When I find the time
I may find the need
I’m too busy
Trying to find the mood
I feel comfortable in
I’m so busy
Trying to find me
I don’t ever smile
It’s not that I’m mean
It just takes a while
To sort out fiction from reality
I’m all alone
Confused as it may seem
I’m just waiting for a parade
To march beside me
Am I just thinking
Out loud to myself
Or am I just drinking
To prove my oneself
I’m so busy
Trying to find me

9:05 AM - 4 Comments - 4 Kudos - Add Comment