Not to go into to much detail but everything I ever dreamed of or even thought of as a child is coming true.
Some of the things started many years ago unknown to me for I wasn't trying. Had never even gave the thoughts a second thought.
Lately some really big ones are happening.
A few times when I was witting blogs I thought who knows maybe someone will see this and make a book of it. But then I thought naw, that is dumb. Besides I only do this to share my inner self and hopefully help someone.
Then in this walked this person !
Not only am I going to have a chapter in a book coming out in December but there is another book being written about my blogs!
CAN YOU BELIEVE IT??!
I told this person how I have thought of them over the years. They said "what you think about you bring about...when it is supposed to happen. You planted the seed a long time ago.
It is SOOOOOOOOOOO true "what the mind conceives it WILL achieve.
Granted it took a long time to arrive but I am now starting to live it, without even trying things just began to fall into place!
My MIND did it!
Your mind can do it too!
PS: All old blogs are now not viewable. hehe I am not stupid. This person wants NOTHING from me what so ever. Just 40% profit. I also trust them. Trust is something earned to me. I know they are good and who they they say they are. This is TOOOOOOO COOL!
Tour of my little modest home ( UPDATED, might only be up temp I am a little leary)
Category: Goals, Plans, Hopes
Everyday that I wake I think "I LOVE MY LIFE!"
I give praise for all that I have. Much gratitude.
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Growing up as a child my house was very dumpy.
I felt ashamed.
There were times (briefly) that we didn't even have a home.
I should have been proud and happy for what we had, when we had it.
Like my Grandfather.
Despite not having anything, he had much pride. He was wiser than I gave him credit for.
I didn't share that pride. But I did love him very much.
In fifth grade when I would get off the bus I was so embarrassed that I used to pretend to be walking to the house next door.
One time I brought over a friend from school. When we got off the bus I headed in the direction of the house next door.
When my friend said " Who lives next door, colored people?"
"No, I do." I replied wanting to die
(Now don't take her comment wrong. This was the 70's in KY at that. Things were different then and there. It is not a racist comment. I didn't say it anyway. LOL)
All the junkie furnishings, with the dingy wall paper, dirty holy linoleum.
Our toilet was black.
Once when I was 9 years old I decided that I was going to clean it. I scrubbed for an hour when I realized it would never come clean.
I remember looking around and pondering ways to make things look better. I would suggest to my Grandmother "If we moved that over there." I was only 9. She blew me off.
I am not sure as to why I knew things were not right. This was all I knew. Where I grew up.
But deep inside me I was ashamed.
Looking back on it I had no reason to be ashamed. I was the child. Besides family is all that really matters.
When I grew up I longed for the finer things. Or at least not to be embarrassed.
I think this is why my home means so much to me. Coming from where I do, I feel, accomplishment, and much gratitude.
I love my little house.
It may not be a mansion, but I created it.
I created this life!
I now have much pride.
I helped design and build this house 14 years ago. I would never want to move. Even if someone offered a a billion dollar home for free , I would stay here and rent it out.
This is my home. My little part of the world that is just me. Every single detail has a part of me in it. I am not sure why anyone would want to move and start over. After 14 years I almost have everything the way I like it.
Here is a little tour. I did leave out a room or two. And most of the outside. As much as I know most of you are my family there are still some out there I would not want to have to much personal information. For the ones who are family I like to share everything about me with you.
Please hit play and listen as you scoll.
Standing out front you see more of my gratitude.
Come on in my myspace family!
WELCOME!
It is not much but I call it HOME!
Through the front door, in the front.
Off to the left
Turn the corner
Still in the living room looking into the dining room
Dining room
Walking through the dining room into the kitchen
Then looking out the back door
Turn around in the kitchen
Back down another hallway
In the middle to the left you will find Gabrielle's room
To the right you will find my office where I talk to you.
Why I am not here & Would you like to be in a published book?
Category: Writing and Poetry
I have a myspace friend by the name of "Timothy Kendrick - Best Selling Author ."
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He has this written on his page.............
"I am the author of several books. Most notably PTSD: Pathways Through the Secret Door, Your Other Self, and the soon to be released Wide Asleep. (November 08)
I have slapped the devil and cursed the divinity. The divinity had a plan for me and now after writing these books I know my mission statement in life.
I spent half my life with the U.S. Army and the Federal Government going places and doing things that haunt me at times to this day.
I was gifted with more brains than brawn and am grateful for all the blessings in my life today.
I was told by several people including my wife to update my bio and give more of an insight on who and what I am and what I stand for.
I honestly never felt that I had that much significance in the world to do this.
For over 20 years I lived like a Nomad living out of a duffel bag and under a shady veil.
I am held together with bailing wire, 132 staples, half of one lung gone, 5 broken noses, 6 concussions, numerous broken bones, and many bullet holes in my soul.
Why I'm not dead yet is only an answer that the divinity can provide. I tried, never by my own hand but by the enemies I have encountered and the booze and pills I use to swallow (suicide on the installment plan)
I never wanted to be an author or speaker although I greatly enjoy it.
I accept that this is my instrument in this life that I must play.
Buy my books,
Read my blogs,
Ask questions,
I live because others died for me
As my friend Bill says "I have had my day in the sun".
I have been featured in Time Magazine for my work in Africa, USA Today, CNN, The New York Times and too many others to mention.
I am at peace with the universe and am grateful to my wife and many friends who have seen me plunge from the heavens to the gates of hell and back again.
I love you and there is not a damn thing you can do about it! so HA!
Thank you for looking into my world from my "lens" I am forever blessed with more abundance than I may ever need." ~~~~~~~~~~~~~
I admire this man.
A sweet, honorable, trustworthy, intelligent, caring soul, who not only has been through a lot of storms to come out into the bright sunshine. Who also cares and helps people with his words of wisdom, spoken from his heart.
He is now living his dream.
A true inspiration.
If you like check out his page. Copy then paste this into your browser.
Timothy has another book due to come out this December. Just like his other books it will be uplifting, inspirational, and good nourishment for our souls. It will be written by different people. Each person gets a chapter. YOU could have a CHAPTER!
He did a small blog about it. In his blog he said....
"All I am asking of you is to write one chapter for this project. It is that simple. You will be a published author and your chapter will be included with many other writers (some famous). This book will be distributed internationally, and who knows who will read what you have written. I will not promise you anything other than you will be totally satisfied with the published book. Every person has a story. What is yours? The internet is possibly the most spiritual tool ever created. You can communicate with people all over the world; these people buy my books and many others. ....
I have written several books most notably PTSD: Pathways Through the Secret Door and Wide Asleep which will be released to bookstores November 2008 by Tate Publishing. All you have to do is write 500-2500 words telling about yourself and how one of the many social sites like MySpace, Facebook, Shoutlife, has enhanced or positively changed your life and given you the support or leverage you needed to make a difference. Don't worry about your grammar, spelling or punctuation. I guarantee that you'll be satisfied with the proper editing of your chapter. Your content will not be changed; the editor will only correct grammar, punctuation and spelling.
The only investment from you is $99 to cover the cost of editing. If you are already a published author, you may also submit to this project. You may send your payment to PayPal address bpkendrick@yahoo.com. Reserve your chapter now, the deadline for submissions is September 20, 2008. Our goal is to have this project completed and distributed by December 10th 2008.Wouldn't this make a great Christmas gift? If you have any questions contact me at timothydkendrick@yahoo.com."
To see the whole blog copy and paste this. http://blog.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=blog.view&friendID=233561416&blogID=426060436
I replied to him. Jokingly telling him how many times he has told me I need to write a book. But the $99 made me wonder.
Yesterday I received an e-mail from him . It reads as follows
If you want to talk about the book project let me know. I'll fix the $99 if thats an issue for you. This thing is going to be huge. Hell I have to pay the editing fee. I'll pay yours. (by the way editors go from $364 per hour to 1/4 million for a book It is just a way we can make the world a better place and touch souls.
I think you have something to say. I've read enough of your blogs and this may open some doors for us (especially you.
Let me know what you think
All my love ~~~~~~~
I AM VERY HONORED AND ON CLOUD NINE THAT HE FEELS I HAVE SOMETHING TO SAY IN THIS BOOK. Is also willing to pay my fee. NOTE: HE WILL ONLY PAY MY FEE. NOBODY ELSE'S. CAUSE I AM SPECIAL. At least he makes me feel that way.
We spoke over the phone today. IT'S A GO!!!
I will have some things in this book to say about you!!!
I sure hope that you get your copy.
Here is a "little" hint of what I will have to say about you.
The last two nights I have been very busy working on this. So far I am very pleased with the outcome. I haven't had time to comment back to you on my blogs. I did read your comments. You know I appreciate you. I doubt I will have time to reply here to comments. I will read. I will smile at you and send you love.
A friend wrote a blog about how he got into a mess dating to many at once.This reminded me of days gone bye........
I was 18 and a half.
In WA state far away from my Ky roots, the very dysfunctional life I had only known.
My insides were a mess. I was just starting to peek out of my shell and find myself.
A confused, scared teen, wandering the streets, longing for love and to feel whole. Just going where ever the wind blew.
A lost soul.
The only thing I knew about me for sure was that I was a good, caring person with high morals.
I was a very cute girl. Tiny (5ft) with lots of curves in all the right places, and an adorable face, big doe eyes.(Not so much now. LOL) I finally figured out why looks/beauty is wasted on the young. It is all they have going for them! At least at this point in my life it was all I had. Eh, it's a trade off. But well worth it.
THE WORDS! LISTEN TO THE WORDS!
I Only been in real pure love once.
Brent (MY Brently)
The first time he and I had met we were on a double date with two other partners.
I didn't think he was that attractive. But something pulled me to him. We would share smiles (smirks) when our dates were not looking.
We ended up together later on that month.
I was in LOVE in a major way!
I loved everything about him.
All of a sudden I could not find fault with him.
He was the most beautiful human being I ever laid eyes on.
He was PERFECT in ever way to me.
We moved in together.
I was only a child of 17.
I became scared of this unknown deep love/feeling that I had for him.
What if he were to leave me???
I didn't think I could handle it.
Being young immature, lost I started to test his love for me.
I would tell him that I was going to leave him to get his reaction.
He was always very hurt. He loved me just as much as I did him.
For some unknown reason I kept testing.
Until finally he told me that we were done.
I still remember his words............
"I can't do this anymore Angie. I love you so much. It hurts me so bad then you so this. I know if I let you go I will feel pain. But the pain will eventually go away. As it stands it never will."
DEVASTATION set upon me.
Now that I am a secure, pretty well rounded adult I respect these words very much.
He was very correct.
So it was the end.
One of the saddest days of my life.
The year we lived together we had acquired mutual friends.
One being a guy named Wes.
I was at Wes's house when in walked Bill.
I really liked this guy.
Bill and I began to date on a casual basis.
I continued to hang out at Wes's.
Wes was a good friend. I confided to him about pretty much everything.
Then it happened.
Wes and I kissed.
So than began the casually dating Wes thing.
All along still seeing Bill.
OMG! I was really confused by this point.
I was and am a good person. I didn't want to date. I want a commitment.
Who was I to choose????
I felt like a tramp.
Mean while Brent kept showing up over at Wes's while I was there.
One night being the sweet soul that Brent was he offered me a ride home.
Brent and I get to talking.
He still loved me.
He just couldn't live like that. And If I could prove that I would stop he would be mine!
OMG!!!
Now I had three of them! (er yeah for me?)
Three close FRIENDS at that.
For the most part those three were more mature than I.
I had ONE BIG advantage that they didn't.
I was a CUTE female . They were MALE! And young at that.
I never meant for any of this to happen. It just did. I didn't know who to choose
So let the games begin!
That they did. For months.
I wanted Brent with all my heart and soul. I was scared he may change his mind. Then I would have nobody.Eventually things became even more messed up than ever with all the men/boys. He got even more distant. I believe he thought and to this day thinks I am a confused stupid nut.
Once again I lost him.
Turns out Wes was all about the "game." (GRR men!)
That left Bill.
He was a good guy!
I married Bill for 18 years. The father of my child. He always said he got the boobie prize. DOH!
Of course I have a moral to the story............
NEVER date more than one at a time!
Sometimes shit just happens. The only thing we can do is try to make it right.
I will never stop trying to make things right. (not referring to this incident. This is old news. Just life in general)
He was always wearing dirty, dingy, holey clothes with baggy pants.
Rarely bathed. Reeked of alcohol and Pall Mall cigarettes.
Granddad did odd jobs here and there. We could barely pay the bills. Sometimes we didn't have food.
Told the same war stories OVER AND OVER to the point every one in our immediate family could recite them word for word. DROVE US ALL NUTS!
Once when I was 11. I was in the car with Granddad. I was SOOOOOOOO embarrassed. The car was a piece of junk. I kept watching, hoping nobody from school could see me. I seen someone. I ducked down in shame. When he asked me why. I told the truth, the car embarrassed me. He was so hurt. I felt horrible. As I should have.
There were many phrases that he used daily.
"You don't know what side your bread is buttered on." He would say. Being a smart ass child I would respond "Who cares as long as it is BUTTERED!"
"Those little kids over seas are starving to death. I have seen them. And you're going to waste food?? Again I had a smart ass reply. "What good is it going to do them if I don't eat my food?"
"When the ship comes in" another phrase he used. I was convinced that ship would come in one day. When is it coming Granddad?" I would ask. He would tell me he didn't know. I would reply "But we have to be there when it does!!! Or we will miss it!"
" I will dance at your wedding." He said this as a term of endearment. I almost cried the day I got married. He was long gone by then. But somehow I knew he was still dancing at my wedding.
"The (our last names here) signal." Then he would cross his arms and slap them with his hands. Hey! I just did it! I get it now! After all of these years I GET IT! It is a bird flying!
The stories he used to tell me as a child to get rid of me. He told me that " If I could put salt on a birds tail, I could catch it." I would be outback running my little ass off with a salt shaker for hours. One day I told him " I DID IT GRANDDAD, I PUT SALT ON THE BIRDS TAIL! But I didn't catch it. Then he replied "No, if you did you would have caught it. This is the time I stood there and pondered his words. " OH I get it! What you are saying is If I am fast enough to put salt on his tail then I am fast enough to catch it." He looked at me like SHIT she is on to me. I never did that again.
Of course there was the "You can dig to China." I don't know how many times I sat out back with my little spoon digging away. I thought I would end up on one of their tall buildings. Then one day we drove past a construction site. A big machine had a HUGE hole. I thought My God if they ain't hit China I NEVER will. I quit digging.
When I was 12 Granddad got very sick. He was told If he didn't stop drinking he would die.
He stopped.
All of the sudden My Grandfather was NOT dumb at all!
I left KY at 16. My Grandparents came to see me off. They hugged me through their tears. As I am sure I did. I drove off in the car waving as I cried.. I later on found out Granddad said "I will never see Angela alive again."
He was right. With in a couple months of being here he died.
Had I have known I might have stayed. But I am not sure.
The day I got the heart crushing news I cried so hard. I sat and listened to the song "Everything I own." By Bread. Over and over. Until I feel asleep in my own wet tears.
After I grew up I viewed my Grandfather in another light. I still valued and LOVED him dearly. But I realized some things.
My Grandfather didn't bathe because not only had he been in WW2 But he had also lived through the depression. He was used to water being scarce. Not to mention we could barely pay the bills as is. This may have been another sacrifice he made for us.
His clothes looked horrible for the same reason. Come to think of it, I just remembered something else as I write this. He used to say "Clothes don't make a man." Oh you were so DEAD on Granddad!!!
We/he were poor because what chance did the man have? He was raised during the depression. Then sent off to war. The only way he knew to care for his family was to do odd jobs.
Some of the phases. LOL "You don't know what side your bread is buttered on." I get it. DOH!!! He was trying to express to be grateful for what we have!
"Those little kids over seas are staving to death." Again I get it now. He was so desperately trying to tell me how lucky I really was. And the horror of what his eyes had seen.
"When the ship comes in" Granddad, My SHIP CAME IN!!! It is ALL because of YOU!!!
As for the war stories (he was a WW2 hero) and the drinking, It was Post traumatic stress! His way of working though things. I can't even begin to imagine the horrible things his eyes witnessed. It is sad that we, His "flesh and blood" (as he would have said) Didn't REALLY listen to his cry for help. We heard his words. But we DIDN'T hear the meaning. How could we be so selfish? OK, granted I was a child. But what about the rest of them? I guess everyone got so wrapped up in their own lives. Including our government. Who let him live like this. I for one am so sorry Granddad.
He sacrificed his LIFE for ALL of us!
I was at an Armed Forces parade recently. I would not stand up for the forces of today. But yet I did stand for the vets. My boyfriend didn't understand that. I explained that it was different back then than now. That it was. BUT I now think I should stand for all of them. Maybe this war is wrong. Maybe they did only join to get a college education. But ya know what? They are human! In the end they just might end up being heroes............
Like my GRANDFATHER!
Thank you For EVERYTHING you did for me, our family and this Nation!!
You live on!!!
I love you through eternity!
If I only knew then what I know now.
ME AND MY GRANDDAD, LITTLE BROTHER.
GRANDAD WITH HIS CHILDHOOD WAGON. GRANDDAD AND GRANDMA OUR HERO! (YES OURS!)
PS: when I was 3 years old My Grandfather hand built me a playhouse, that any little RICH girl would have admired. It was amazing! They told me over and over how when I grow up I can give it to my little girl. I left KY at 16. My father had it. Who left KY a few years later. He left it with my uncle. I trusted at the time it was safe. Although My uncle meant no harm he left KY too and donated it to
Lighthouse Foursquare Church 2116 North State Road 67 Vincennes, in 47591-6828 Phone: (812) 882-2700
Or my Uncle said "maybe it was for children's church." I guess that means it may not have been this church. I dunno.
I can't track my playhouse. It would be a miracle and mean the world to me to have it home. I would refinance my real HOME to get it back to me. If I had to.
UPDATE: I had a blog comment (below) Who made me realise I was being a bitch. I am only human. She handled her disagreement with me with MUCH class! I apreciate people like her. I always "try" to handle things the same way.
? ? We the little people NEED to ? ? (IMPORTANT UPDATE!)
Category: News and Politics
Without realizing it this was my 200th blog. I am now happy it was. This just released! People are to gullible! Why listen to me a little person when someone in power tells you different? THIS IS WHY! WAKE UP AND SEE .....that the true terrorists are the US military industrial complex and the US corporations. The great American people needs to retake their government. For their sake and for the sake of the rest of the world. For those of you who thought I was a nut with a conspiracy theory!
Most of this is from a bulletin. I edited a little and added some things
If we don't question things, we are all stupid
This question is about our government.............
Do you really think we are told the 100% truth? COME ON!! If they did that all hell would break lose, surely you have to be smart enough to know that. You think they are SAINTS? Are you are SAINT? Even you sometimes don't tell the truth. We are ALL just HUMAN
I will admit to being some what naive to politics.
Ignorance is bliss.
It maybe bliss for now. Should I think about later?
How ignorant do I really want to be?
Ignoring it WON'T make it go away! Only having knowledge and banding together will help.
Don't always assume that you know the truth. That you are correct.
We all need to investigate to FIND the truth.
What "IF" this is true? What if it is not?
Are we all just going sit bye, say and do nothing?
Is this the grand plan of our lives?
Or the RIGHT thing to do?
QUESTIONS TO ASK YOURSELF ABOUT 911/ WHAT ABOUT THE PLANE THAT HIT THE PENTAGON?
1: Why didn't they release the in-between frames?
2: How many other Pentagon, traffic, and surrounding cameras captured the attack? and where are the videos now?
3: Why is the timestamp on the 5 frames of video incorrect and dated sept 12, 2001?
4: HOW did the Hijackers fly OFF COURSE for nearly a half an hour, without being INTERCEPTED by NORAD? (google Dick Cheney orders NORAD to "stand-down" on 9/11)
5: HOW did these UNSKILLED hijackers fly all 3 planes without ANY Ground Control support? and hit their "marks" dead on? *A VERY DIFFICULT if not IMPOSSIBLE task, even for the most SKILLED Commercial Airline PILOTS!!! (See www. pilotsfor911truth.com)
6: HOW did UA Flight 77 hit the Pentagon, which is of the most SECURE Airspace in the entire United States? This is our MILITARY HEADQUARTERS after all !!! (Not to mention all 3 Hijacked Planes flying "off course", without Radio Contact and WANDERING around for over 20 mins.without ANY Military interception of any kind! this is simply UNHEARD OF!!! "Sixty seven times in the year before 9/11/01 planes were off course and fighter jets responded immediately, so where were the fighter jets on 9/11? It's more than incompetent, it's criminal")
7: I honestly could go ON and ON!!! it is time for you to do some homework, and get online and research 9/11, and you will be stunned at just how MANY questions DEMAND ANSWERS!!!WHAT ABOUT THE PENTAGON?
See also this comment by the retired high-level CIA analyst mentioned above).
So how was a hijacked plane able to slam into such a heavily-defended building long after it had become apparent that a terrorist attack was being waged against America with hijacked airplanes, and given that the military was actually tracking the airplanes? Why did the Vice President of the United States, in charge of counter-terrorism on 9/11 (see this Department of State announcement; this CNN article; and this essay), watch the plane approach from many miles away but say "the orders still stand", when such orders led to the plane not being intercepted?
ADDITIONAL QUESTIONS
There are additional questions about the attack on the Pentagon. However, we believe that these questions are largely distractions from the vital questions raised above.
Other claims have also been made about the Pentagon (see, for example, the claims made here).
However, we believe that the questions regarding the government intentionally allowing the aircraft to hit the Pentagon, discussed at the top of this webpage, are the most important.
AFTER SUSPICIONS FROM THE PUBLIC, HERE IS WHAT THE PENTAGON RELEASED AFTER PEOPLE DEMANDED TO SEE THE VIDEO OF THE PLANE HITTING THE PENTAGON!
HERE IS WHAT AN ACTUAL BOEING 757 PASSENGER PLANE HITTING THE PENTAGON "SHOULD" LOOK LIKE!
HERE IS A GOVERNMENT COMPUTER ANIMATION OF THE PLANE ATTACK! NOTICE THE "SIZE" OF THE BOEING 757? WHERE IS THAT BIG PLANE IN THE VIDEO FRAMES THAT THEY RELEASED? WHY IS THE DATE STAMP WRONG? SEPT 12???(above)
< WHY IS THERE NO "WING" DAMAGE ON THE OUTSIDE WALL OF THE PENTAGON?
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WHAT KIND OF PLANE GOES THREW 5 "RINGS" (WALLS) OF REINFORCED STEEL AND CONCRETE??? ....
HERE IS AN AIRPLANE FUSELAGE! LOOK STRONG ENOUGH TO DO THIS MUCH DAMAGE STILL?..
(CLICK THUBNAIL FOR LARGER IMAGE)
WHY ARE WE NOT ALLOWED TO SEE THE VIDEOS? THIS PHOTO IS JUST AN EXAMPLE OF HOW MANY CAMERAS CAUGHT THE ATTACK! THE PENTAGON HAS THE MOST "SECURE" AIRSPACE AND IS UNDER EXTREME AND CONSTANT "SURVEILLANCE".
ALL NEARBY CAMERAS FROM HOTELS, GAS STATIONS, AND HIGHWAY WERE IMMEDIATELY CONFISCATED BY THE FBI AND NEVER RELEASED TO THE PUBLIC! WHY!!!
As you may or may not be aware of, a terrible thing has happened to an innocent child.
Society has failed him.
We ARE Society!
WE CAN Reverse this!
Read and /or watch the story.
THEN READ AT THE VERY BOTTOM OF THIS BLOG TO MAKE THIS CHILD FEEL BETTER ABOUT HIMSELF. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
PORT ST. LUCIE, FL -- A Port St. Lucie mother says her five-year-old son with special needs was voted out of his classroom by his peers at the behest of the teacher, who has since been reassigned.
Five-year-old Alex Barton will be starting his summer vacation early. His mother doesn't want him to to return to school after what allegedly happened in class at Morningside Elementary Wednesday afternoon.
"I'll never be able to send him to school again without worrying if something is going to happen," says Melissa Barton, Alex's mother.
She admits he's had behavior problems, and can be difficult at times.
She says he's undergoing tests to determine if he suffers from Autism and other disorders.
But, she claims a Wednesday incident pushed the lines of discipline into the realm of abuse.
"(She) took him and stood him in front of his classmates this week, asked every single child to tell Alex why we don't like him... in his words, tell Alex why we hate him," she explains.
After having each child ridicule the boy, she says the teacher continued belittling him.
"Then they had a vote on if he deserved to stay in the class or not," says Barton.
Like a twisted reality show, Barton says in a 14-2 vote, his classmates voted the five-year-old out of the classroom.
"I never thought she would subject my child to such mental abuse," says Barton.
Barton filed complaints with the Department of Children and Families and police. She says the teacher overstepped her bounds.
After conferring with the State Attorney's office, police found no grounds for charges, but the school district is investigating the incident and these teaching practices. Barton suspects other students may have suffered as well.
"If other parents who have this teacher or have had this teacher, come forward talk to your kids because this is wrong," says Barton.
The St. Lucie County school district is investigating the incident and released a statement Tuesday afternoon that reads: "The St. Lucie County School District received a complaint about a kindergarten teacher, and is investigating the incident to determine if there is any violation of policies, procedures or ethics. The teacher has been reassigned outside of the classroom at the district offices until further action is determined."
~~~~~~~~~~ " took him and stood him in front of all of his classmates this week, asked every single child in the class who was present to tell alex why we don't like him and his words was tell Alex why we hate him"
Let's reverse this!
Tell Alex what we LOVE about him!
We DON'T want to contact the child by his address. To many strange people out there.
We DON'T want to contact him through his school. Look what they have done already. They also may want to cover their tracks and not pass our messages on.
Contact him through his local news station. That way what we say will be screened.
Please e-mail things that you love about Alex to .........
Copy and paste this e-mail address pnroghaar@wptv.com
It only takes a minute of your time to send an e-mail to tell Alex why we like him. It may mean the difference between him feeling bad about himself for the rest of his life or feeling GOOD!
Please take the minute.
" I think ALL of US can make a BIGGER impact on this child than the ONE of her!" A reply comment by me.
Come together.
PLEASE PASS THIS BLOG ON SO MORE NICE THINGS WILL BE SAID TO ALEX !
When you have kids all of a sudden time just picks up the pace.
I remember when I was a child the "old" people saying "My have you grown!." Or "I remember you when you were just a baby."
I thought MAN THAT WAS FOREVER AGO! YOU ARE OLD!
When Gabrielle "was" a baby I told myself to savor every moment, she wouldn't be a baby long.
Even then, I didn't fully understand how quick it would be!
I swear to God every time I turn around another year has gone bye.
I remember this day as if it happened a couple months ago. Right down to labor pains, the emergency C-section.
They had a big curtain up when they did the operation. So I could NOT see Gabrielle being born. As soon as she was born they all wooed and hawed. "WHAT A BEAUTIFUL BABY!" I knew they seen many babies being born. And the way they were carrying on I figured something must be wrong. "WHAT IS WRONG WITH MY BABY!? I asked. "Nothing she is PERFECT, THE MOST BEAUTIFUL BABY I HAVE EVER SEEN!" They replied. Yes she was!
THIS IS MY BABY!!!!
How did she get to be 10?!!??
Kind of makes me sad.
I don't want her to grow up and leave me!
Maybe if I make her dysfunctional enough she will still be living at home at 40.
I spoil my child.
Maybe I am making up for my childhood. I dunno.
More than anything I want her happy.
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Many years ago I banned the local news from my home. It is mostly negative.
I was surprised to find my child of five years old sitting in front of the local news. Instead of cartoons!
I explained to her how I felt about the news. But I did not put my foot down. I figured there has to be some good come out of it. I can't protect her forever.
Every morning after I found her at 6:00 AM watching the NEWS!
She loves those guys! So wanted to meet them.
Over the last six months she has spoke of how she wanted to ride in a limo.
SO....................
Last night we had a little bar-B-que small get together here. With a few birthday presents.
Today her real birthday I had a limo pick her and her girlfriends up from school.
While in the office one child ran in and said 'THERE IS A LIMO OUT FRONT!"
My child and her friends smiled. "Yes for US!"
We got in. The girls were SOOOOOOOOO happy. They danced and singed! My God If I have to hear Milly Sirius (Hanna Montana) one more time!
Soon they found out that other people thought they were stars! So they began to wave.
But I did love him very much.
At least he makes me feel that way.
He loved me just as much as I did him.
Then he replied "No, if you did you would have caught it. This is the time I stood there and pondered his words. " OH I get it! What you are saying is If I am fast enough to put salt on his tail then I am fast enough to catch it." He looked at me like SHIT she is on to me.
