The One
Current mood: drained
Category: Writing and Poetry

The one, the only
My heart beating slowly
Taken and broken
To hold out in the open
Sitting here waiting
Not knowing, intisapating
Holding the feeling
My life not revealing
Closed off too the notion
Need to put the world into motion.
Dieing inside lonely
Scared from the one, the only.

♥ jenn

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Sleep is over rated
Current mood: exhausted
Category: Writing and Poetry

My mind can't relax which keeps my body awake
Nights like these seem to come more often than none
From the things that happened today
Or what may come tomorrow
I wish all these thoughts could be set aside or put away
I close my eyes but I can see the light of morning
Even though the reality is an hour past midnight
I take deeps breaths
Slow and pure
Try to relax
Trying but not sure
Delussion starts to set in
See I can't even spell
Who says sleep is over rated
I'll sleep when I'm dead
Surely not me cause I lay here awake
Thinking
Not dreaming
Thoughts of yesterday, tomorrow and today

♥ jenn

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Day care realities
Current mood: optimistic
Category: Jobs, Work, Careers

Its nap time
The children lined up on their cots
All straight in a row
Most have fallen asleep
But the others just won't go.
Lil Ashley plays rollin around
She's like that most days
Lexi for once decided to sleep
She looks so peaceful now
You'd forget that she's a pain in the *bleep*
Soon they will wake
Teacher this and teacher that
Some days are okay
Others I might just snap
But to know what I am doing
Is an effect on their futures
To say I have at least tought one something
Makes it all worth it.

♥ jenn

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Breathing
Current mood: optimistic

I can't wait until I can breath again... the seconds turn into minutes, minutes into days and days into years until the moment that I can actually hear your voice and see your face through my real eyes and not through glass. To hold you so close that I won't want to let go. I can't wait until I can breath again.

♥ jenn

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A poem from the past that is more true now then ever...
Current mood: rejuvenated
Category: Writing and Poetry

My Reality of Love

Love...

Made to put someone in pain

Supposed to be the opposite

But it's one in the same

Take it for what it is

That's something we've all done

I guess that's what happens

When 2 become 1

You take the pleasure

You even take the pain

You get pushed aside

And then you lose the game

So here's my heart

Broken in two

Piece it back together

Is all that's left to do

Jennifer 06

To my readers: I wrote this poem about a year ago. Never really wrote it towards anything that was going on in my life. But now I sit here and think about what I recently have been through and well, now my writting has become my reality. Kinda seems weird in a way. Thanks for your support, Jeni

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24 Hours
Category: Writing and Poetry

As the day turns to night

I sit here alone

People I love & adore

are in places unknown

No one around to talk to

Not that they'd really care

I don't want any sympothy

I just need someone there

To tell me it's okay

To say everythings alright

Time goes by so slow when you're alone

When day turns to night

Jeni 07

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I wanted to tell you
Current mood: grateful
Category: Writing and Poetry

Not because of things you have done,

But because of the things that you do

I love you

For the way the you hold me & kiss me

Just to name a few

I love you

For everything in our past

Similar things we've both been through

I love you

As the moon shall fall

As the sun rises with the morning dew

I love you

Even though we've spent time apart

Our relationship renew

I love you

So there it all is all laid out

I hope you know it's true

also I know

You love me too.

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I carry your heart with me EE Cummings
Current mood: loved
Category: Romance and Relationships

I carry your heart with me, I carry it in
my heart, I am never without it, anywhere
i go you go,my dear; and whatever is done
by only me is your doing,my darling
i fear
no fate, for you are my fate, my sweet, I want
no world, for beautiful you are my world, my true
and it's you are whatever a moon has always meant
and whatever a sun will always sing is you

here is the deepest secret nobody knows
here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud
and the sky of the sky of a tree called life;which grows
higher than the soul can hope or mind can hide
and this is the wonder that's keeping the stars apart

I carry your heart, I carry it in my heart

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One of my favorite poems
Current mood: lonely
Category: Writing and Poetry

So just kiss me and let my hair

messy itself in your fingers

Tell nothing needs to be done-

no clocks need winding

There is no bell without a voice

needing to borrow my own

instead, let me steady myself

in the arms

of a man who won't ask me to be

what he needs, but let me exist

as I am

a blonde flame

a hurricane

wrapped up

into a tiny body

that will come into his arms

like the safest harbor

      for mending

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To the people I am leaving behind, you all know who you are...
Current mood: determined
Category: Music

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