Munchkin
Current mood: bored

This past Saturday I was playing Pictionary with some friends, I lost, and that got on my nerves. I am a big sore loser when it comes to games, especially Scrabble. Afterwards they suggested we play this new card game that they had bought called Munchkin. I was verrrry wary of playing, because I have never played a card game that didn't involve just numbers. This Munchkin game was similar to playing D&D or Magic they told me, and I was clueless. It took me almost an hour to finally get the jist of it all, and start to enjoy it more, and I actually ended up winning somehow.

I love playing board games, card games, and some video games. So I think my new hobby should be collecting board games, card games, and forcing people to play them with me! Yes, I do trash talk, and like I said before, am a big sore loser. But I think it's all part of the fun and games :) I already own a very small collection of games, but I'd love to have more. If you own a game, and don't want it anymore, or want to sell it for cheap, please let me know!!

Now I'm going to continue doing nothing before I go into work. I really dislike the closing shifts, they make me feel lonely. Everyone I know is working during the day, and they all get off when I'm barely going into work. Blah.

Currently watching : Bedknobs and Broomsticks (30th Anniversary Edition) Release date: 2001-03-20

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good day sunshine!!!
Current mood: loved

beautimous days!! looking forward to picnics, california, and more sleepovers and cosbys!! :)

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Nothing to hoot over
Current mood: breezy

I've been up to my same ol' tricks.  Got some new friends, they are very photogenic too.

holla back now!!!! Mmkay, gonna go listen to the rest of the new cd I bought, and then go watch Robocop. Can anyone say, Badass??!!!!!

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I’m writing again.
Current mood: lethargic

It has been quite some time since I've written a poem, or written anything similar to one. Here goes my attempt, because sometimes I just need to let things out.



i keep running round in circles confusing myself, not really.
everything is in its place,
that is if i lived in a make-believe world of regrets and let-downs.
the smoke passes through me and within me, lighting me up.
there comes a time when enough is enough, and i've had my fill.
something needs to change, someone needs to change. me.

i'm living in two seperate worlds, and feel like an imposter.
what have i become, what am i to become?
laying back and taking it all in, the smoke rushes around me.
i'm in love with all the emotions and uncertainty that encompass me daily.
there i go running off with my spy glass and pipe, ready to take on another day.

Currently listening : Honestly By Zwan Release date: 08 April, 2004

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Laughing
Current mood: dorky

For some reason today, I laughed my ass off. I don't think I've laughed so much in quite some time. oh!, and I got a phone call from the lovely Meredith! Now I suppose I'll go to bed since I have to be at work early in the morning.

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sleeping woes
Current mood: awake

i think i have sleep apnea, and am allergic to eating. i snore, have in the past woken up with shortness of breath, and after i eat, i tend to sneeze a whole lot. something tells me i'm in the need for a doctors visit pretty soon.

gotta try and get some sleep in, have to be up in 3hrs for work, blahhhhhh.

Currently listening : It Had to Do with Love By Koufax Release date: 22 November, 2000

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mi vida loca
Current mood: melancholy

sometimes the crazy wants to come out, and i want to break down, tear my hair out, and give up.

but i know that is not what i should do, will do, or should let myself fall into. i've been praying at night before i go to sleep, for god to give me more strength. because sometimes i feel like a huge part of me has died, and no one seems to really notice since i've been acting like things are okay. i've been thinking and doing things that i hadn't considered before, or thought i'd ever do again. it's all a learning process, and figuring out what it is i really want.

and what i really want is to be able to breath, without feeling like i'm going to die again.

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Drama-rama

Last night was even crazier than the night before last!!!!! Drama drama drama! I hate it in my life, because it just makes everything seem retarded. After talking a lot of things through, and getting a lot of time to think about things today, I think everything will be okay. I'm so very fortunate in my life to have great friends, family, and coworkers that really care about me. Sure I'll still have my ups and downs, but I'm hoping for more ups than downs this time around. Tomorrow starts a new year, and a new look on life. My new years resolution is to punch you in the face if you piss me off!

Currently watching : Idiocracy Release date: 09 January, 2007

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caw-caw!
Current mood: weird

i ran over a bird in the Spec's parking lot on Montrose last night. it's the first animal i've ever ran over, and it didn't phase me, i actually chuckled a little. what's wrong with me? and that's not the craziest thing that happened last night either!

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morning skies
Current mood: cold

sometimes intensity can be enough; should be enough

Currently watching : American Beauty (Widescreen Edition) Release date: 24 October, 2000

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the end of a friend...
Current mood: ninja

CompUsa officially announced that they are closing! This past spring when they closed half their stores, I knew that they wouldn't last much longer with their other stores. I wish everyone that is working for them [including two of my friends and family member] the best of luck in finding a better job. I was quite sad when our store closed down, because I really liked a lot of my coworkers, and I was freaked out that I would end up with a crap-ass job. Thankfully I got a better job, more money, even cooler [except for you Nat and Greg!] co-workers, and my past co-workers found new jobs too.

I have been having the most strangest, and emotional dreams the past few weeks. No idea why, except of course from experiencing and listening/talking about certain things during the day and week, and then BOOP! they land in my dreams. They've made me appreciate what I do have in life, and how things have turned out. When things were going at their worst this year, I thought I'd never be able to recover and trust certain people in my life again... but I'm glad that I now can.

Currently listening : Tiger & the Duke By The Sound of Animals Fighting Release date: 26 June, 2007

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loverly
Current mood: blessed

i have a feeling this weekend is going to definately be loverly. i'm glad i've made lots of new friends, and am getting to hang out with them. i especially like that i can talk to them about anything, and that we have a lot in common.

right now my only problem is finding a secret santa gift for my person, and hoping that one of my friends gets me something that i'll love! i finally got enough time to actually go shopping for christmas now, and will try my darndest to get it all done in one trip. the funny thing is, i thought i really wanted rock band for christmas, but i've played it so much at work before it even came out with my coworkers, that i grew kinda tired of it. maybe if they came out with a super-duper rock band, with a green screen and video camera... hmmm. nah.

wondering if i should go to a concert this sunday... have'nt been to one in quite some time, and would looove to rock my ass off to some cafe tacuba... hmmmm. i should go to bed now, have to work in the morning :)

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the calm before the storm
Current mood: nostalgic

do you remember how things used to be?

the calm before the storm

a perfect blue sky day,

and smears on the wall made it all go down.

regrets and new found friendship,

many a day spent laughing and talking all night.

the calm before the storm.

lies and betrayals,

who knew you could play the victim so well.

i'd never felt so sad and lonely before,

the calm before the storm.

now things are better and not theatric,

an endless love that you could not shatter.

forgive and forget is what we do best,

especially when it comes to forget.

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hectic week
Current mood: sleepy

my birthday weekend was nice indeed, took many pictures, and will post my faves, including some from dustin's birthday weekend. thank you to all who wished me a happy birthday, it means a lot to me :)

this week is going to be a very hectic week indeed. i plan on having a birthday party sometime later next week, so people can tell me how cool i am and sing me happy birthday again. :)

Currently watching : Natural Born Killers Release date: 25 January, 2000

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25!
Current mood: grateful

From 1yrs old...

...to 25!

i don't see much difference, i still know how to party!

Currently listening : Sino By Café Tacuba Release date: 09 October, 2007

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