loin de moi l'idée de gâcher la Fête à ceux qui y trouvent leur bonheur ... cependant je tenais simplement à exprimer mon sentiment face à ce genre d' évènement ...
juste une question, ... pourquoi " une seule journée " ?
essayez juste de faire la même chose (un autre jour de l'année), c'est à dire, librement offrir des ondes mélodieuses à vos concitoyens, ... et vous serez jetés, voire enfermés ...
à quoi bon alors participer à cette mascarade ?
est-ce que l'éthique doit s'oublier lorsque les gens s'adonnent à un comportement éthylique ...
sous pretexte de " Fête " ... doit-on jouer le jeu de ceux qui ne vous laisseront jamais gagner ?
I've decided to keep the previous posts as a permanent link between yesterday and tomorrow ... I realize I may repeat my " arguments " way too much, sorry about that.
MAY/2008 The days are running faster than me and it is both beautiful & frightening ... I surprise myself in the dream's (a)era, projected in my childhood ... And some details are flashing my eyes, the key moments etc ... I guess it is another step in our much needed introspection ...
There are lost hours, on auto-pilot which are finally full of inter-missions too.
As someone who does not want ( and feels alive only through that ) ... to repeat the previous mistakes, of my private life and as a " Citizen of the World " ... it is a sad fact to say that a lot of our " brothers and sisters " ( do not see a hippie thing ) are assassinated by our Passivity ...
You have to understand, ... The Details Make The History ... DO YOUR PART. You can do it, if not, .. why to be on EARTH ?! It is not a Prayer ... it is your Destiny.
X-MAS: So this is my birthday next dec.25 ... "Holidays" means nothing to me ... I live in the same place for too many years I guess ... No parties, or friends ... just myself in front of ... Myself ... It's kind of depressive I admit ... But this is the way I do each year, ...
As the time goes on ... I feel I'm still far from who I am ( inside+outside ) ... far from the best balance between my human-being condition and my spiritual condition, we can call it " contradiction " for now.
But I 'm pretty sure that I am on the good way ... there is no other in fact ... I am in the mood ... I WON'T TAKE the roads that people take ...
I'm starting to feel blessed cos' I'm still alive, even if I have my bad habits ... there are nights you find yourself cryin' askin' to reach the next level, where you meet your courage to change your life ... there you save yourself from the negative addictions.
I am not on Earth to eat to work to live to die.................. I am / we are ... here for something I can't write with letters ...
" This is my month ... My beloved winter ... I hope there'll be snow ... I hope it won't be brown and dirty too fast ... I had a e-drums, a good tool, ... but for now I don't have the money to complete it with a software solution to record it ... bad ... I know I have to do something to evolve my condition ... for real ... To see if the grass is greener ... if I take care of my physical & mental health ... But I am not ready to compromise myself to obtain money or false-relationships ... It is a bit complicated ... cos', I don't wanna support someone or something related with all the " pollutors " on our planet ...
As I don't understand YOU, the people, ... when you support an artist which promotes guns, female depreciation, lobbies, passivity with the help of superficial behaves, ... even if sometimes you don't want to see it ... the majority of the stars you love today are the whores of the dark side of the Capitalism Exploitation Program ...
Like on the citizenship side ... we are exploited even if we don't want ... we have to invent a new choice ...
It is totally INCREDIBLE that almost all our activities are creating Chaos ...
Take Care of Yourselves Kiss You / F• ps: feel free to talk/share I am not a robot"
First, the reason for me to be on myspace is cos' I don't have money to run a real website, NOT TO HAVE THOUSANDS OF FRIENDS ... I just want sincere ones, ... it is a beautiful rarity ... WE HAVE TO BE TRUE ... if you are on this site to feed your ego or fill your pockets with money ... please go away and come back with an ethic.
So, this post stands as an introduction ... not an ego-induction.
I'll expose my " solo-recordings conditions ", my instruments etc ...
( Soon )
But if you have any questions, contact me.
I just have a guitar + a midi keyboard. I put the sounds one by one.
The first one is often an impro' one. Then I add some other sounds.
It's during the night almost everytimes. At my table in front of the cpu.
The silence makes one with the emerging music. And I feel dirty when nothing arrives.
But when it comes, all my body becomes a sort of machina. Who obeys to my spirit ... itself obeys to something higher.
Hours pass ... and when the daylight starts to live ... I start to feel tired, so I go to bed.
DAY ONE
YEAR 2007: CLICK HERE A pure slow-transition year ... assuming the loneliness for good. Each day teachs you a lesson ( or more ) and this year was full of it. On a musical point, I start to feel a little more confident in what I do, even if I'm not here to become proud of anything. I've not made a record in 2007 cos' the " cd' format " seems to be dead, it's sad to say that my 2 firsts e.p. copies will rest in peace...in their box! moreover you have to be able to get money to produce, a thing I don't have in me. But I am on The Way, more than ever ... sure of what I do, even if I really don't know what I do concretely ! Now that I've passed the 27th year' cap ... I can try to Live.
YEAR 2006: CLICK HERE E.p. year. "Forgive Your Realities" I really wanted to release a better project. But I've failed to put into some " real songs " ( with vox ). So the e.p. became a sort of instrumentalexutory of my frustrated feelings. During this year I got a lot of "love-mirages". Which means my brain had too many troubles to already work. I feel more mature but definitely not a man (I mean "hunter").
YEAR 2005: CLICK HERE 2005 to me, means some hard times. My first e.p done, I had to look ahead. But I think I was depressive a most part of this year. Completely lost between my past habits and goin' on with a new state of mind and Knowledge. This was a survival period. I have learned you must lose something if you want to discover another. Also I 've discovered how I'm going to suffer from my sensitive vision of love ( which is not cool ) and moreover, the need to create more positive songs now that I can feel all these interconnected thoughts. Which 'll be very important to me in my future.
YEAR 2004: CLICK HERE E.P Year ... released of my first one; " FLASHED (In the South ) " I am not really proud of it cos' it sounds a lil' cheap and the concept was totally misunderstood. ( short musical sentences recorded " one shot " ). See the myspace page dedicated to.
