The sims 3

Mmm supposedly they're coming out with Sims 3 in 2009. I saw this behind the scenes video of it and the developers are creepy. lol and it seems like they didn't change anything except the graphics and look of the game. they were talking about the same shit you can do in sims2 and make it sound like it was something new for sim 3. So yeah I'm not excited. Though I do want Apartment Life for sims 2. and I'm actually kinda curious about Spore. If i knew someone who had that game, I would try it out. 

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Free Knitting Lessons

Free Knitting lessons for any of my friends who are interested.
Because I want to knit with other people and imets hard trying to find cool people who knit.
So yeah... inquire if interested.

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Birthday

So I had my party yesterday which only 3 of my friends came to. There were other people there, my roommates friends that came.It was nice that there were people tho. It was nice till I ended the party by drunkin sobbing. :/ Andy was there to comfort me, I feel bad that he had to see me so messy like that. I know he feels bad when he sees me cry.
I hate it when I do that. When I get trashed because I'm sad, its not a pretty thing. I was disappointed that more people that I invited didn't come. I didn't realize that at the time, I was crying on and off and then finally eating my cake is what set me over the edge. I think I was also upset because I spit up this shot of scotch. I didn't even know it was scotch. But from what I can tell everyone had fun for the most part. Now all of dave's friends think I'm a spaz. :/ Today I spent the day nursing a massive hangover and the roomies treated me to lunch. I'm getting my first tattoo tomorrow and I'm so pumped! and nervous!

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Knitting notes to myself

Projects to do in chronilogical order

scarf
hat
leggings
socks

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Birthday WishList

Mostly Books
Amigurumi!: Super Happy Crochet Cute

Kyuuto! Japanese Crafts!: Amigurumi (Kyuuto! Japanese Crafts)

Amigurumi World: Seriously Cute Crochet

Knitspeak: An A to Z Guide to the Language of Knitting Patterns

And some Dvds

Gunslinger Girl: Complete Box Set

Flight of the Conchords - The Complete First Season

Extras - The Complete Series (Includes Series Finale)

Gumby: The Very Best New Adventures of Gumby, Vol. 1



and while I’m at it...this lovely screen printing kit or if its cheaper to buy the materials separately, thats great too. heheh.

Currently listening : Now You Are One of Us By The Paper Chase Release date: 06 June, 2006

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Ugh

This morning on my way to work, I almost got mugged by this crazy lady in front of the belmont station. She walked out of Clark’s mumbling to herself and I crossed the street real fast so I can avoid her. I had my "I love threadless" tote bag and she tugged and pulled at it from behind me, muttering jibberish. I was like "Hey! HEy! what the fuck get off of me !!" and I was hitting her and she then sheh ran off. My bag is now torn up. the worse part is that a guy and a woman were two feet away from me and just stared at us. the guy at the cta thing was the only one was came out too late and asked if I was okay. "was she trying to steal your purse?" "yeah" and he looked in the direction she ran to and said "crazy bitch!" lol I wish that guy had reacted sooner. but yeah I felt so embarrassed and stupid and I was upset for the rest of the morning. I mean what the fuck, it was 8:30a on a sunday morning. Even if I did have mace, I wasn’t going to have it ready in my pocket then.grr.

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I want a kiiittyyy!!!

I've been thinking about getting a cat.
There's this one I found on the PAWS website and its so cute, only 4 months.
Its very active and dog friendly. Which is important because of Gamma. I want them to get along and not have to put my cat in my room every time I go out because I can't watch them and pull them apart from fighting or what have you. The only catch is, is that this kitten has lukemia. ;_; They said he's fine phsyically and isn't on any medication. I looked it up and it looks like he's in the first stage, something about his immune system repressing it or something. I want this kitty but I don't want it to die on me a few years from now.

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Craziest Purchase I ever made

Maybe I've bought something ridiculously expensive before, but nothing like this.
I bought my first designer bag, a lesportsac by Tokidoki
It was one of the biggest bags, I thought I might as well get the bigger bag seems dumb to get the tiny one for $80 or $120
So yeah, craziest $298(+tax...crazy tax) I've ever spent
I went to the A Okay offical store on clark and the lady was like
"You get these stamp cards and a punch for every $10 you spend. When you're card is filled up you get $15 off your purchase, so for your next bag...."
yeah which will be like a long long time from now.

....or maybe not

I just might be that crazy enough to get one of the smaller ones.

Well I figured this was an advancement on my tax refund. I'll be getting it back and then some.

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gush.gush.gush

I'm finally over Ben. I can actually feel it in my heart this time.
I don't pine over him anymore and I don't think back about all the mistakes I could of avoided.
When he does creep into my thoughts, I'll think about how much happier I am without him now.
It has a great deal to do with Andy, my new love interest. ::hearts in eyes::
Its going to be 2 months now and we haven't fought yet and the affection still feels as raw as it did the first week.
The thought "He makes me happy." came to my mind. Its never been something that I've actually been sure about. Before if someone were to ask me if my significant other at the time made me happy, I would say yes automatically and I felt it half heartedly. I mean, they didn't make me sad, sure why not, they make me happy. But Andy feels different. I've never fallen this hard before. I may of thought that I've fallen hard for others, but this is like, smack-your-skull-on-the-sidewalk-falling-hard. Ouchies. lol What is so special about Andy? I like how I tell him everything, I mean everything, without him getting jealous or angry or what have you. He goes out of his way to please me and it feels so fullfilling. I have to try to not get too comfortable and not take him for granted. Here's one of the main things I love about our relationship though. It is nice to able to just lay around the house and watch tv and the both of us be content. Nobody is bored. The other thing is something that I've always wanted, its being content with laying around and listening to music. In the past with other people it felt forced,with us its natural. Andy said something like "I'm glad you're fine with just laying around like this" And sleep has never felt so comforting next to him. Its werid, sometimes I'll get this feeling of being tired but being afraid to fall asleep. I'll be afraid of falling into that unconscious state for some reason. Sometimes sleeping by myself depresses me. One night I put my hand on a second pillow next to me, and pretended it was his chest so I could fall asleep.
This blog is brought to you by hormones going crazy due to PMS.

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musical complications

So I've been debating with Andy about musical tastes. He likes "whiney boy music" like saves the day, circa survive and other bands that make my ears bleed. You know how they have that awful high pitched voice because they're little black pants are on too tight.whuuoooaaahhh ooo uuhh. lol I only like 1 or 2 bands the maxium that fit that genre. Call it a guilty pleasure. I love the paper chase. and this confuses andy because they are so whiney. but i argue that the piano makes up for it. and im starting to realize what other bands i like that are a bit whiney but they're not the tight pants wearing kind of whiney. i remember liking this one cursive album years ago when I heard it in kato's car one time.I never got around to looking it up and andy has a bunch of thier albums and i figured out which one it is. Its the Ugly Organ,I remember liking it because they played violins. Larry  gave me  the  Happy Hallow album and I remember not liking it  too much.  And now that I discovered the Ugly Organ, I said hey why don't I give Happy Hallow another chance. Now I like it. So I can be leanient when it comes to whiney boy music. If the band itself has something different like piano,violins or alittle bit of electronics going one, they're okay. Its the only bands that don't have that difference that make me think they all sound the same. I would definitely say that the bands that I like definitely do not sound the same, or am I just delusional? because some people can say that hip hop,r&b and county songs sound all the same, but anyone who listens to those genres will tell you they're not. But seriously, POPULAR rap is all the same. Underground and indie rap is a whole other thing tho. I'm pretty sure I just made up indie rap, but when I think indie rap/hiphop i think of deltron 3030,mos def,the gray kid,jurassic 5 cuz you don't hear on the radio but a lot of peeps know about them. Underground is just that straight up battle type of rap. This is just being my own opinion. Sorry I got sidetracked there. Like I was saying, I never really got into Conor Oberst. I remember reading about him and thinking he was hott and was thinking I should get ahold of his music back when I was 16 or so. But I forgot about it and by the time I heard about him again I heard about how he was more of an emo type of genre and people where like omg conor is sooo hawt. and that turned me off for whatever reason. I do like "I want a lover I don't have to love" and that one about the rabbit hole. I remember one of my roomates playing one of his albums in the kitchen once and I thought hey this isn't so bad and then I heard it was him and was like "oh I see it now, yeah that makes sense"
I think I would like Digital Ash, because I like anything electronicy digital whatever you wanna call it. One day maybe I'll get ahold of it. So my whole point here is, please kill me the day I like The Promise Ring.

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