Webpage address for my art here
Current mood: blah
Category: Art and Photography

Hi again, boys& girls.  ^_^

Since the pics section on myspace is so limiting, I was going to start posting my artwork in my blogs, but then decided to just put the link to my webpage instead.

                               http://www.freyaishtar.deviantart.com

or, if you wanna skip the frontpage& go straight to the art use this one:

                          http://www.freyaishtar.deviantart.com/gallery/

And yes, my penname on Deviant Art is FreyaIshtar& on Fanfiction.net it's Freya Ishtar (the space makes all the difference, but don't bother checking  out my Fanfic stuff unless you're fan of the Naruto manga or the cartoon Xiaolin Showdown or you won't understand it). Oh, and if you're interested, that one's                                                                 http://www.fanfiction.net/u/1125626/

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The most beautiful woman in the world
Category: Movies, TV, Celebrities

Teanna Kai . . . and yes, that is her nipple.

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Gorilla In!! (a Roach& Ger moment)
Current mood: amused
Category: Art and Photography

This is a li'l short I made for my dear friend Roach. It goes back to one night when he- drunk off his ass (okay, we were both drinking, so?)- runs up to me seeming all rushed& urgent, presses his palm against my abs and shouts, "Gorilla in, gorilla in!" It took him a moment to realize that he'd spoken complete gibberish, but to this day, neither one of us has any idea what he'd been trying to say and rehashing the incident leaves us both laughing so hard that we start cryin'.

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Why, yes, that drawing is mine . . .
Current mood: annoyed
Category: Let it go, people! Art and Photography

Just for the record- this is partly in response to a comment posted by my friend Jess months ago- the drawings posted up as my profile background are mine, I did not trace or copy& paste them from someone else.  I will always only use my own drawings for this purpose.  Same goes for any drawings posted under my 'Pics' section.  This does not apply to the manga/anime pics posted under the various listings on my profile itself- those are simply tributes to some of my favorites that anyone can upload from photobucket.  I felt the need to provide this information because some have asked, I know some wonder but won't ask and I know that there are others still (I don't think I need to mention names, they know who they are& so do some of you)-who obviously are not on my friends list- that would love to show people my work and then tell them it isn't really mine just to have something bad to say about me.  I've done enough questionably-motivated shit in my past that you should not need to be making shit up.  If you cannot move on from past pains, that is your problem, everyone else has dealt with it, you don't need to try to mar my name worse then I'd already done (albeit years ago) myself.  Oops . . . I fear I may have used too many big words for the haters to follow.  Ye gods, sound just a li'l irked, don't I?

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kitty stuck in a tree
Current mood: amused
Category: Art and Photography

I think I was 17 in this pic. Thanks for reminding me how round my face once was, Jess.

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WTF is wrong with people?! (every parent's worst nightmare)
Current mood: enraged
Category: very fuckin' disappointed in humanity Life

Okay, now I almost never- and I mean NEVER- read or watch the news because we've reached a point where humanity simply disgusts me and today, we've hit an all time low. I just read a story from CNN about- and yes, I am quoting- "Infant Porn". Anyone reading this who is not IMMEDIATELY disturbed and digusted by this term should check themselves into a mental hospital right now, for you have no right to be walking around free.
The report said that 125 people were arrested after subscribing to a site that featured children- yes, as young as infants- INFANTS, PEOPLE!!- being sexually abused by adults. Even more disgusting- sites like this rake in $2 million per month.
That is 2 million too much, don't you think? Noone should be turning a blind eye to this problem- our children really are our most precious commodity, they are our future, not just of our families, but of our world. There is nothing in this world more innocent or more deserving of protection then a child.
Seriously, if you suspect someone you know may be capable of endangering a child in such a way, do something about it. Get them help, report them or even just talk to them; but whatever you do, do not ignore it.
And if this rant turns out to be about anyone reading this, please, PLEASE, get yourself help- whether it's getting counseling, or checking yourself into a psych ward. And delete me from your friends list while you're at it, for I have no wish to be associated with such a person.
Everyone should be aware of crimes against children and everyone should care.

~Gerilyn

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Oh, OH GODS . . . the PINK!!! Make it stop . . .
Current mood: blah
Category: Art and Photography

Okay, so anyone who knows me knows how much I HATE the color pink. Anyway, one of my son's friend's older sisters had this can of pink spray on hair crap from last halloween and gave it to me (yes, I did have to beg and cry like a li'l girl) 'cause I was thinking of doing my hair pink for sam hein as part of my costume (partial tribute to my current favorite manga character, Haruno Sakura of 'Naruto'). And this is what happenned . . .

The wierd angle is 'cause I took these crappy pics myself. Yes, yes that's right- I have no life.

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3 chix in a bathtub (photo)
Current mood: amused
Category: Art and Photography

Gotcha- admit it, you thought this was gonna be somethin' naughty.  Bitch made me wear yellow, but still I smiled when I saw this and said, "Oh my god, look- I've got cleavage!".  Yeah, I know I'm an ass  ^_^.  (L to R: Michelle [Mica], V!, myself- with hair dyed red& black) this shot is prob'ly 10 years old.

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New fanart/rpg character drawing
Current mood: artistic
Category: Art and Photography

Naruto fans out there should get this. ^_^

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Angel Tears (a crappy li'l poem)
Current mood: blah
Category: Writing and Poetry

((I hate rhyming poems, but this is how this came to me, so what the hell, right?))
Angel tears
(A rhyming poem)
By: Gerilyn Marin

Why do I keep returning here?
Someone tell me, please!
To this place where echoes of pain
Bring me to my knees.
You forced me up on a pedestal,
I couldn't help but fall.
Even Angels can break the hearts
Of those who love them most of all.
I cried tears of blood for you,
What more could you ask?
Perhaps misery has its own glow,
And it is in this that you bask.
After all you'd done to take revenge,
Did it really taste so sweet?
Or did you ever finally realize
That I hadn't plotted your defeat?
I hope you've found your peace,
For I've never wished you ill.
Granting your happiness is
Another angel's destiny to fulfill.

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