Carry You Home By James Blunt
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Trouble is her only friend and he's back again.
Makes her body older than it really is.
She says it's high time she went away,
No one's got much to say in this town.
Trouble is the only way is down.
Down, down.
As strong as you were, tender you go.
I'm watching you breathing for the last time.
A song for your heart, but when it is quiet,
I know what it means and I'll carry you home.
I'll carry you home.
If she had wings she would fly away,
And another day God will give her some.
Trouble is the only way is down.
Down, down.
As strong as you were, tender you go.
I'm watching you breathing for the last time.
A song for your heart, but when it is quiet,
I know what it means and I'll carry you home.
I'll carry you home.
And they were all born pretty in New York City tonight,
And someone's little girl was taken from the world tonight,
Under the Stars and Stripes.
As strong as you were, tender you go.
I'm watching you breathing for the last time.
A song for your heart, but when it is quiet,
I know what it means and I'll carry you home.
I'll carry you home.

Currently listening : All the Lost Souls By James Blunt Release date: 2007-09-18

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What life brings...........
Current mood: crappy

My friend had her surgery yesterday and it went great.  Small piece of cancer and the doc got it all.........YAY!!!!!!  It was a very stressfull day.  Got up at 4am and had to deal with other peoples BS or should I say ONE GUYS bullshit but whatever.  He was an ass at the hospital (no it wasnt Chris  ha ha).  Sooooooo i had to get back here to my aunts.   Another bunch of bullshit over that cuz of a certain GUY but whatever again.  Anyway I finally get back here and with in 5 minutes of me getting back to my aunts her doc calls and says she has to go to the hospital.....................UGH!!!!!!  She has a low blood count so they admitted her cuz she is losing blood and dont know why or where.  If it aint one damn thing its another.  So I get relieved yesterday that everything went great with my friend and then come to my aunts and find this shit out!  Sooooooo now im stressed again.  Major headache....aches and pains..........   i just needed to rant and rave.  I need to bitch more about MR ASSHOLE but I will refrain from that for now. 

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Sitting here
Current mood: argumentative

Well boys and girls Im back in Cincy for a few days.  I had a dr appt today and things are ok.  Could be alot better but hanging in there.  I will be in Norwood come Tuesday.  Someone close to me has cancer and she needs surgery.  It really worries me cuz I dont want to lose her.  I hope everything turns out ok.  This is one of the few times Im praying.  I definitly dont do that alot!!!!

I am moving to Fairborn or should I say Im already staying there with my friend Tiff.  She needs help with her baby.  She cant lift her and do other things for her cuz she has troubles so she wanted me to stay there to help her.  I wanted to end up in Dayton to be closer to my grandparents cuz I dont know how much longer they are going to be around so I want the kids and I to see them as much as possible.  I dont have anything keeping me in Cincy anymore.  My one aunt is still down here but maybe I can convince her to move out of the ghetto and up north.  I do still have friends in Cincy but I still can visit them anytime.  I wanted to get out of Cincy for a long time!!!!  I didnt care where it was as long as it was out of Hamilton County.  My bf should hopefully be back in July if things go well at his aunts.  So we will c how that goes.  He knows where I wanted to end up and he is fine with it.  We'll c if he comes here.  It doesnt matter either way cuz in the end we will be happy!

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Still here
Current mood: bummed

Im still in Dayton at my aunts.  I will be staying at my friends Tiff starting tomorrow.  She wanted me to stay with her for a week or so.  Yesterday and Today we went over by the Air Force Base and took pics of the cargo plane that was practicing and fighter jets that was flying around.  Its amazing.  I luv the planes.  I want to bring the kids out here to see it but u dont ever know when they are flying. 

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YAY
Current mood: bouncy

Im back in Hillsboro for a night.  Its so nice and peaceful out here.  I got my haircut today.  I SO LUV IT!!!!  Its shoulder length but it looks so cute.  I will try and get pics of me this weekend and post them.  The woman who cut it has cut my hair since I was 3 yrs old and she said I look like I did when I was in high school!  LMAO  I definitly look younger but dont I always???  This just makes me look cuter!  HA HA

Tomorrow Im going to Dayton with my kiddies.  I talked to them tonite and told them we were goin to BoBo's house (my aunts) and Madison was jumping up and down screaming Bo Bo  Bo Bo.  Then she wanted to talk to Mamaw but couldnt cuz she was at a neighbors house.  Then Madi wanted to talk to Daisey (THE DOG)  I said Madi u know Daisey cant talk on the phone.  Of course she didnt care so I had to put the phone to Daiseys ear and Madi said HI and talked to the dog.  Daisy just tried licking the phone.  She asked what did Daisey do did she try barking and I was like NO Daisy smiled.  Well that just made my girls day.  She started getting all excited cuz she made the dog smile.  LMAO  Madison is so cute!!!!!!  I will have to try and get more pics of the kids this weekend.  

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Colerain Firefighters
Current mood: sad

Normally I dont get my emotions involved when someone I dont know dies.  But this past week has been awful.  I cried my eyes out watching the funeral for the 2 firefighters.  I think its cause I am a mom.  Robin as we know has 2 little grls who are 10 and 8.  They just lost there mom and will need her more than ever with the teenage yrs coming up.  I grieve for those kids.  I feel sorry more for Robins family then I do Brians for some reason prolly cuz of the kids.  The worse part of the funeral was hearing the dispatcher do the last call for the 2 of them.  I cried like a baby.  Then I watched a video today and seeing Robins fiance touching her casket at the end of the funeral at Spring Grove broke my heart.  Brian Schira has a myspace page.  I looked it up and that made me cry.  UGH!  Seeing all his friends leaving messages for him Apr 4th and then seeing the ones before that.  Its just so wierd.  Its just been a depressing week.  God bless the family of the firefighters.

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Love him
Current mood: adored

I love him so much.  He puts me through hell last week by being stupid then makes up for it this week by being so sweet.  UGH!  MEN!!!  Cant live with them and Cant shoot them.  I cant wait till I see him.  I miss him more than anything.  I cant wait for us to start our life together here soon hopefully. I just hope it works this time.  I dont want my heart broken again.  He proved a lot to me today by being honest.  Him and I were going through hell last week and then all of a sudden he writes his ex ( babys mama) so I thought it was was a lil odd and thought something was up with that.  But today when his ex got the letter I knew everything was OK cuz she was pissed off.  LOL I think I can actually trust him.  Its a great feeling being able to trust someone.  He means the world to me.  I dont understand how quickly love can happen but it sure did with us. 

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