For now
Category: Writing and Poetry

The blood you spill that brings your death so quietly

Is the same that coursed through my beating heart

That breathes life so defiantly

Each time you look at me, is it with disdain?

A forced love not meant to be

Does fates eyes still refrain?

Breathe me in…

Wipe the dirt from my face

Wash away all sin

As remorse will replace

Dance with me my love

Take my breath as your lips graze mine

Taste the death that follows

Sweet mortality as you beg for the end

But hang on to every second just to feel my skin

Like morphine…

Blood red lips that call your name

Whisper serenity to a life of chaos

A beautiful end to a life of forever

A lonely existence with so many near

Trade wings for a rush of fear

And you ask me… why?

Why tread ground which I helped create

With footsteps that never leave a mark that stays

The one set of footsteps when you carried me

 Leave lighter impressions these days

You leave us to suffer at the hands of humanity

To our own end

A perfect mind that will not transcend

Do you believe in what you cannot see?

The wind that blows still moves the tree

Now I fly alone

This time in darkness away from light

With frayed wings I vow

Strong enough to carry me

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Ironic
Category: Writing and Poetry

One footstep at a time

One breath away from mine

Your thoughts compete with me

Instead of just completing  me

A trust lost so long ago

A love to fall behind

To try to let a new love grow

But treat me as if I'm blind

I still see you, the man you are

The man you want to be

The one who now deserves more

will never be happy with me.

The victim in this loveless plight

Though your heart remains intact

While pieces of mine still heal

Mending, but still cracked

Still yours….

And always has been

Even when yours was gone

Im the one who believed in you

Who stood by your side

The one who pushed through on my own

Believed lie after lie

I held true to our vows

When you lie in anothers arms

Now let the past be past

But each word does us harm

Tired of being punished now

For things done long ago

But my heart still sees the truth in you

And you yearn for something more

Sometimes love just isn't enough

When walls still stand together

My heart has always been just yours

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Transcend
Category: Writing and Poetry

You touch me from across a room

With eyes that strip me bare

As I feel the breath upon my neck

Your presence made aware

A smile that haunts my every thought

even when you are astray

A touch that makes me quiver still

On innocence you prey

Holding fast to ones belief

That love can do no wrong

Turmoil feeding chaos now

To madness you belong

A comfort in the arms of hell

As sanity starts to fade

Wrapped in the cloak of love that blinds

Reality betrayed

When laid upon the earth once more

A broken heart bleeds red

First breath of life searing lungs reborn

The evil cloak is shed

From skin that once held no warmth

Now lives as blood does flow

The eyes that saw no colors true

Now see horizons glow

Once bound and broken, unable to fly

Now wings begin to mend

A broken heart  held captive once

An angels heart transcends

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Untitled
Category: Writing and Poetry

You have taken everything that I have ever loved

And still I am unable to hate

Cursed with an unbreakable heart

That humanity will always break

Your eyes how they  hold me

Your lips like poison as you draw me in

And each time I fall like rain

Drenched with glorious sin

Your ground consumes me with each step

Each breath bears life anew

For every tear there is a reason

Each drop falls for you

This is not who I am

From this world I was not born

These wings once unbroken

But to ash I will return

Can you touch me?

Really feel me?

No one can

My hands were once soft and warm

Now cold takes its place

Disease takes me slowly

And I dawn a new face

Crouched now in a corner

My soul slowly dies

The sun now it taunts me

As the clouds cover my eyes

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Until then
Category: Writing and Poetry

You look at me with new eyes

 Try to see through the haze

Life's distractions drown out my voice

You give up and walk away

Who are you to judge me?

You have forgotten who I am

Or did you ever know me?

Forgotten where I stand

When so many pass us by

Holding onto threads

Watching each one slowly die

Paranoia spreads

When all is said and done

And we go our separate ways

Together but alone

Like so many days

At the end of it all

Im still alone with the things I have done

Still hear the voices of the ones all alone

I will pay the price

For living a lie

For being ashamed

Hiding the tears I cry

Humanity is only skin deep

If you walk when you should fly

You call me cold and heartless

Emotion, there is none

When you hear the cries of so many

You learn to block the sun

One day soon I will learn again to see

To feel the hurt, that you have felt

To touch the heart in me

Until that day I sit alone

And look up to the sky

What once was broken will soon mend

Once again to fly

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Alone
Category: Writing and Poetry

The hurt that a troubled child causes is nothing compared to the hurt they feel inside...

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Cursed
Category: Writing and Poetry

Wrapped in the wings of time

A century in each tear that falls

Watching as the world unfolds

Crying as humanity crawls

To want me is inevitable

To hold me is in passing

To love me is torment

For the void is everlasting

 ....

Touch my heart, burnt fingerprints

A mark that scars my soul

Just a breath, it weakens me

Broken pieces make me whole

 ....

Take my hand and walk with me

If only for a time

Fantasy becomes reality

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Empty Promises
Category: Writing and Poetry

Love me when you look at me

Hide behind your lies

Laughing when my back is turned

As tears drop from my eyes

Hold my hand to keep me close

Learning what I know

Strong enough to hold me here

But not to let me go

Walls will crumble around my heart

Just to be built again

More solid each and every time

Until I let you in

Holding on to empty promises

That you are really mine

When knowing deep down inside

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Forever yours...
Category: Writing and Poetry

Close your eyes when you think of me

Taste me on your lips

Feel my breath upon your cheek

Long for one last kiss

Dream in color, wishes cast

The wind will carry me home

In flight of freedom I am caged no more

In imagination roam

Burdens banished in this realm

Shadows fall behind

Truth is spoken withholding sin

Love needs not be blind

In this place I wait for you

Just close your eyes once more

Each night I lay down next to you

Just like the night before

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Pet?? OMG!

Oh my hell....I am sorry to everyone whose comment I deleted that said you bought me as a pet LOL!! I thought it was from people who got phished :( ....so so so sorry! 

Miss ya Katie :)

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