9:52 AM - So I brought Him Home.
Current mood: indescribable
Category: Pets and Animals

I held him and told him thank you.

I held him and said " I love you son, you have given me great joy, and I'm sorry it has to be so hard."

I cried when I thought of Miho and how she woulnd't understand.

I cried as I held him and felt his heart stop.

I think for a minute... mine did too.

So I brought him home.

I dug a grave, in Momma's old herb garden.

I held him in my arms again, and smelled his fur one last time.

Tears streaming Sara kissed his head and Miho licked his ear and face.

I set him in a blanket, favorite toy in his paws, and wrapped him carefully.

It's cold out here in the winter.

Miho started to whine and cry and broke my heart in two.

I put the shovel aside, knelt in the dirt, and wept as I buried my friend with my own two hands.

Today is my birthday, though I don't feel like celebrating.

I'm going to Mom's grave today, to tell her thank you.

Thank you for my life, I wouldn't trade it for anything.

Thank you for giving me the chance to be.

Be a Son.

Be a Father.

Be a Husband.

Be a Friend

Be what I want to be.

Today is my birthday, and I will celebrate the life I was given.

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11:04 AM - Welcome to the fold.
Current mood: awake
Category: Life

You take my money
You think you're great
You think you're funny
I hate your face
Yeah
You got your Jesus
And I got my space
You got your reasons
And I got my case

Chorus:
You just gotta sit yourself down
To contemplate
You get yourself a nice cold beer
And drink yourself away
You're celebrating nothing
And you feel a-okay
You're celebrating nothing
And you feel a-okay

You think you're precious
And I think you're shit
And I'd kill your father
To destroy his seed
Ohhhh, nothing will ever
Destroy your greed

Chorus

Now when you break yourself down
And go to this place
You give yourself the reason
To get off your case
And when you break it down yeah
And see through this shit
You give yourself the reason
To live through this
Break down

Mama give me my medicine
Mama give me my medicine
Mama give me my medicine
The one that makes me feel taller
Mama give me my medicine
Mama give me my medicine
The one that makes me feel so tall tall like a tall
tree
Mama give me my medicine
That makes me feel like a tall tree
Mama give me my medicine
That makes me feel like a tall tree
Mama give me my medicine
That makes me feel like a tall tree yeah yeah yeah
yeah

Chorus

You're celebrating nothing
And you feel a-okay
You're celebrating nothing
And you feel a-okay

Currently listening : Title of Record By Filter Release date: 1999-08-24

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12:36 PM - Henchmen Ride.....
Current mood: enlightened
Category: News and Politics

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• Henchmen Ride • | by Testament

One life is the way they live Not far from a world of sin Ride hard is the reason to Live life with a fist of doom No rest, no time, no fear In the way they die Last dance in the dead of night A steel horse is what the henchmen ride American bliss, American pride In a world where they live and die Respect for the members in Their club when the henchmen ride Forward, shifting gears In the wind the henchmen ride Engines roar with the energy More miles and the wind and speed Going fast is a way of life Living life when the henchmen ride Forward, shifting gears In the wind the henchmen ride Their brotherhood is blood That's all they really need Never asking for forgiveness Their only love is life Cause life is their machine Riding hard is the future that they see Freedom, rider, henchman, lifer Forward, shifting gears In the wind the henchmen ride Ride American bliss, American pride In a world where the henchmen ride Going fast is a way of life No fear in the way they die Forward, shifting gears In the wind the henchmen ride

Currently listening : The Formation of Damnation By Testament Release date: 2008-04-29

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1:12 PM - Witless Witness
Current mood: uncomfortable
Category: Games

"Witness"

No more secrets
No more games
Not another day of living this way
Cigarette smoke filled room concealing
Everthing your heart is feeling

You took away the only thing left worth fighting for
The lock is broken on the front door
And everybody's walking in covered in mud
To take turns on the thing that you've become

What's done is done and done is gone so
Let what's coming come
All this ends here and now
Cause I'm about to put my foot down

I've been a witness
To all of your lies and games
I've been a witness

You are the worst mistake i ever made
I've been a witness
To all of the games you play
So sick of your bullshit
You are the worst mistake i ever made

Not another word
Not until they heard
Every single bad situation that occured
Every wrong look and feeling
You got me crawling on the god damn ceilings
I'm taking all the evidence calling all the papers
Plastering your face on every television station
No more back ally cover-up bullshit
I'm leaving and I'm taking what I came with

What's done is done and done is gone so
Let what's coming come
All this ends here and now
Cause I'm about to put my foot down

I've been a witness
To all of your lies and games
I've been a witness
You are the worst mistake i ever made
I've been a witness
To all of the games you play
So sick of your bullshit
You are the worst mistake i ever made

I've been a witness to you
And all of the things that you do
You make my job so easy
Because you look so guilty

I've been a witness
To all of your lies and games
I've been a witness
You are the worst mistake i ever made
I've been a witness
To all of the games you play
So sick of your bullshit
You are the worst mistake i ever made

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