Just an Update!
Current mood: optimistic
Category: Life

Lets see just to update yalls on my life.. hm..

Just had my one year anniv. with allan..so that was pretty much awesome. Im proud of myself. I am going to quit my job at piercing pagoda and try and get a job at elephant bar just cuz i need to bring my life some more mula... Plus they are always trying to jack me around after all I have done for em so whatever...forget them all... I dont know if many people have seen it but i got my lip pierced yay....the healing process sucked for that but its all done now so Im glad about that. Dunno though sometimes I get really over it and want to take it out but dont want to waste the money lol! Hm. Oh planning a trip to go see one of meh best buds in the big PA but dunno if thats gonna work since it is a lot of money.. FIXED! a lot of crap that was wrong with my car cosmetically today only took me like 4 or so hours....gr.... thinking of painting it but dont have the money to buy the paint to do it....gr... I guess right now the most major things are that my mom is worried about getting a job cause her contract is almost over with this one hospital and she hasnt gotten another yet and she has about 10k of bills a month and my stepdad is out of work right now....so Im SOOO stressed about that...and my situation isnt any better. I have put in the two weeks starting as of 5/24/08 at Piercing Pagoda but have yet to find another job.... ah! trying to do as much of work for my stepdad with his side business of mechanic work right now so i can have some other source of income while my hours and pay suck at work. Still trying to make new friends here in Sac, CA but most people suck and are jerks....So thats a really lame part now having all this time to go hang with people but not able to do it...that is people to hang with....OH SOMETHING SUPER SPECIAL!!!!  IF i get the job with elephant bar I WILL get a motorcycle!!!! FREAKEN SWEET!!!! oh it will be amazing!!! anyways thats pretty much it for now.... txt me people if ya wanna talk or something..

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Bitches that Knw ME!
Current mood: angry
Category: Life

Yall hoes have been strangers to meh recently yall asses need to start textn and calling more! This is a 2 way street hoes!

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I dunno...
Current mood: distressed

I dont know know why i feel this way but itss really lame that i do. I just feel so sad today as if a truck is on my chest and pushing down trying to crush me. I have some wierd feelings that I need to talk about with someone that I can trust I think. Something that I can clear my head from or something along those lines or something. I hope allan and I are doing well. I feel that we its just sometimes I really wonder. I guess that just goes for having a relationship thats long distance. I cant believe that I feel this way and I dont know why. Quite frankly I dont know even if there is a specific thing that is worng or not but something is bothering me to feel sad and a little alone. I think that some of it is coming from the fact that it might be possible that I can have cancer. Im not sure though going to get a for sure check on the 4th of Sept. Way scared for that. Basically, I want to talk to someone that I can trust I guess...

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MTV Made?
Current mood: anxious

OMG I hope that MTV gives me a chance to be on their show. I was contacted by them today for a casting thing...SWEET!

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Damn it! AGAIN?!
Current mood: annoyed

DAMN IT AGAIN!! I cant believe that I broke another fucken phone in some bad choice antics...grrr...ANYWAYS this is to let ppl know that I wont be able to call you because I cant see who is calling or who i am calling I broke the screen....so for everyone that knows my tele....give me a call and leave yur name and num so i can put it in my new phone....Thanks if ya did it..

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UPDATE BITCHES!!!!
Current mood: hopeful

JENN IS A BABE AS COL BOL IS A BABE TOO...WHAT CAN I SAY...I DUNNO I THINK THAT LIFE HAS BEEN A LTLE CURZY FUR MEH...TINGS HUVE BEEN GREAT HAVE A BF WHICH IS FINE AS HELL AND A PERSONALLITY TO MATCH...MM....I THINK I AM GOING TO START LOOKING FOR A PLACE TO LIVE IN THE BAY AREA..SO I WILL C HOW THAT GOES...MY PHONE THAT I BOUGHT IS A PIECE OF SHIT I HAVE REPLACED IT SEVERAL TIMES AND NOW I HAVE TO DO IT AGAIN...GRRR..I AM ABT TO GRADUATE WHICH IS BAD ASS BUT MAKES ME A LITTLE NERVOUS BCZ I DONT KNOW WHAT THE HELL IM GOING TO DO AFTER HS....OH WELL GO WITH THE FLOW

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NEW PHONE!!!
Current mood: thankful

So basically i got this new phone and its the
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Currently listening : Call On Me By Janet Jackson & Nelly Release date: 01 September, 2006

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Never Looking Back....
Current mood: numb
Category: Life

I am basically kicked/moved out of my house for as long as I can be. It might come down to being me living in my car for awhile until I get another job. It has been quite hard these past couple of weeks for me. As of right now I have to stay with my grandma, which I dont mind because she does need my help around her property. But living on my own is/and will be the hardest thing that I have ever been faced with. I thank all of the true friends that have offerd me a place to stay so far. I dont want to intrued on those that have offered to let me crash. What to do, What to do? I know that I need to stay in school. Thats for sure. I cant be a drop-out. I wont let that happen. I just dont know what to do.

Currently listening : Casually Dressed & Deep in Conversation By Funeral for a Friend Release date: 13 July, 2004

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Finally...?
Current mood: confused
Category: Life

Wow...So basically I am sick right now and it sucks... Its funny I always tell people to be true and stick with it...But there are some people in my life that I just dont know what to exspect from them. At some instances they can be really cool and nice, then at other points its seems that all they want to do is mess with my head and hurt my feelings. Who knows, if they are really friends or if they tell the truth to me. I know that people lie. There is no way around it but to what extent are they willing to lie. I guess in a way I am used to it because I know that tons of people lie to me and are really fake but thats why they are not my friends but just people that I know. Hmph. You know people the thing that I just find amusing is that people will say one thing to you and promise it but then will just go back on that promise now I know that I am not perfect hell no one is. Like just recently someone that I know told me that they would not drink around me because it makes me a little uncomfortable and they were like okay thats fine but I am going to do it when you are not around. I made that person promise me. Well....things happen like usual and that person ends up arguing with me that they are going to drink and that was the end of the discussion. That really hurt my feelings. IF that person really cared for me would they have taken those drinks even though I was strongly uncomfortable about it? It really makes me question that persons honesty and integrity.

Currently listening : Been Around the World By Daft Punk Release date: 30 June, 1998

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Something NEW!!!!
Current mood: awake
Category: Life

So yeah I got my tounge pierced today and it is awesome. Nothing went wrong and it didnt swell up either. I am so happy it fits my personality really well.

Currently listening : One More Time By Daft Punk Release date: 05 December, 2000

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